Chapter 25: Confession
Chapter 25 Confession
cold moon silver frost waves,
Jin Se Yu Xiao Lan is empty.
The sea of clouds and the sky are clear,
The red paper swallow word is sorrowful.
The beauty stares at the depths of her dreams,
Who moves the bead curtain?
Since that time Gu Qiyao came uninvited, the fact that Qiu Se's "boyfriend" was handsome quickly spread among her classmates, and many times, she didn't understand why people were always more interested in other people's things.
Qiu Se, who heard this statement, was actually still very conflicted in his heart, afraid that Jing Xuan would misunderstand and feel that it was okay to misunderstand.
And after that time, Gu Qiyao sent messages to Qiu Se almost every day, shushing the cold and asking for warmth, as smart as Qiu Se, how could he not understand what he meant. But she kept pretending to be stupid, she really didn't know how to refuse so as not to hurt Gu Qiyao's heart so much.
Gu Qiyao was also strange, he never confessed to Qiu Se, but insisted on chatting with Qiu Se every day and talking about some irrelevant topics. Sometimes, Qiu Se took a long time to reply to his messages, and even sometimes, he was so busy that he forgot to reply.
During that time, there seemed to be a subtle change between Qiu Se and Jing Xuan. When he saw Qiu Se, Jing Xuan seemed to be more polite than before, and when he inadvertently met his eyes, Jing Xuan would quickly look away. What does that feel like? I can't say clearly, but it's embarrassing anyway.
In a blink of an eye, the peach blossoms bloomed again, and in this season of peach blossoms, there is one thing that makes Qiu Se happy, that is, he finally got the "Psychological Counselor Qualification Certificate" in November last year. Looking at the dark green book, what appeared in front of Qiu Se was actually the figure of Jing Xuan, who was bleeding from the other party's nose and mouth for her in the "boating" bar that day, and his arm hanging due to a broken finger. It all seemed like yesterday, but everything was different.
Qiu Se is now a well-known national third-level psychological counselor, but after learning so much psychological knowledge, he can't cure his heart disease.
After getting the certificate, Qiu Se came to Fenghai Avenue alone, and walked slowly along the street full of peach blossoms.
Without Jing Xuan to accompany him, the peach blossoms still have to be watched.
A gust of wind blows, and the petals flutter and fall from the branches, and the pink color is different when it is gone.
On Labor Day, there were no other arrangements at school, and Qiu Se decided to go home for a few days. She didn't tell Gu Qiyao, and even, in fact, she didn't remember that on the way home from the class reunion a few months ago, she promised to go with Gu Qiyao if she wanted to go home.
The day after arriving home, Qiu Se received a text message from Gu Qiyao: "Qiu Se, are you going home?" ”
"yes." Qiu replied.
"When are you going back to school?"
"Go back when you go back to school, what's wrong?"
"I thought you were still in school, so I came to your school to look for you. Meet your classmates and say you're home. I'll just ask. I was going to ask you out to have fun. Then I'll go back to Yancheng too, and then we'll come back together. ”
"Don't bother, I can do it myself."
"No trouble, I'm just going home to see my grandma." At this time, Gu Qiyao was standing downstairs in Qiu Se's dormitory, and he was full of joy to see Qiu Se, but he didn't want to, so he pounced. "It just so happens that there is a car back to Yancheng at night, and I will arrive early tomorrow morning, and I will look for you when I arrive."
"No, no, how hard you work in the car at night, don't use it to find me, wait until you finish reading your grandma and then contact me!"
Seeing that Qiu Se did not refuse to go back to her by himself, Gu Qiyao's heart blossomed. For so many years, Qiu Se has been like a child who likes a toy for a long time and wants to get it, but has no choice but to stand in front of the window and watch quietly. Waiting, suddenly one day, a miracle will happen.
Seeing Qiu Se again this year, for Gu Qiyao, it was that miracle; And Qiu Se's refusal is an even greater miracle. This miracle gave Gu Qiyao confidence, and he thought, perhaps, this girl who has liked it for a long time will give herself a chance to make more good things happen.
On that May Day, Gu Qiyao and Qiu Se went to the park together, drank milk tea together, and watched movies together, and he felt that Qiu Se had grown up and was more quiet and feminine. And Qiu Se also felt that Gu Qiyao was not as annoying as he was when he was a child, except that he was too enthusiastic.
At the end of May Day, Qiu Se and Gu Qiyao took the same train back to school, Gu Qiyao helped Qiu Se get all the things, no matter who it seems, this boy must be Qiu Se's boyfriend......
On May 12, 2008, an earthquake measuring 8.0 on the Richter scale struck Wenchuan, with its epicenter located 38 south-west of Xiuying Town, Wenchuan County, Aba Tibetan and Qiang Autonomous Prefecture, Sichuan Province, China. The impact of the earthquake has affected most of China, and even Southeast Asian countries. In addition to Jilin, Heilongjiang and Xinjiang provinces, the earthquake was felt in China, and the office buildings in many large cities such as Beijing, Shanghai, Guangzhou, Nanjing, Hangzhou, Kunming, **, and Taipei shook in the tremor. The tremors were felt in Pakistan, Thailand, Vietnam and other places.
The earthquake killed 69,229 people, injured 374643 and left 17,923 missing. With the most powerful force, the most rapid momentum, and the greatest lethality, the disaster made human beings realize their insignificance, and the beautiful mountains and rivers and magnificent wonders were shattered in that earthquake.
After many years, even now, Qiu Se can still clearly remember using her body to protect the baby in her arms during the earthquake, and using her last drop of milk to support the child until the rescue team found her young mother; I can still vividly remember the teacher who stood on the podium and shouted "run" during the earthquake, but used his body against the collapsed prefabricated board to protect the students. In that May, the whole country mourned, and the whole of China and even the entire Chinese world was silent in great grief.
During those days, Qiu Se didn't know how many tears he shed.
One afternoon after the Wenchuan earthquake, Qiu Se was listening to the radio about the earthquake in her bedroom, and she and the girls she slept with were immersed in the great grief of the death of their compatriots, and they wept silently.
Suddenly, the mobile phone received a text message from Gu Qiyao: "Qiu Se, I want to tell you something, this matter has been in my heart for a long time." The Wenchuan disaster made me see the fragility of human life and the impermanence of fate. I decided not to be silent anymore, and I was going to say what I had held in my heart for so many years. I like you, I've liked you since the second year of junior high school, and it hasn't changed for so many years, I hope you can be my girlfriend, so that I can take care of you and love you. ”
Although Qiu Se had already sensed Gu Qiyao's thoughts, when he confessed so directly, she would still be a little overwhelmed. Why do you use the word unbearable, probably because you don't like it so much, but when others confess to themselves, there will always be a little wave in your heart.
Qiu Se held his mobile phone and stared blankly at Gu Qiyao's text message above.
The first to notice that Qiu Se was wrong was Mo Jia on the opposite bed. "Qiu Se, what's wrong with you?" Mo Jia sniffed, looked at Qiu Se in a daze and asked.
"Huh?" Qiu Se woke up like a dream, "It's okay......"
Before the words fell, Mengzhu poked his head over, "What are you looking at?" ”
"No~" Qiu Se hesitated.
"What the hell is going on?" Mengzhu couldn't see her in such a secretive way, sometimes she said that the "boating" bar incident, if she had been more skeptical at that time, there would not have been anything later; So now, she didn't want to let Qiu Se go.
"Alas!" Qiu Se turned his phone over and threw it on the bed, "It's Gu Qiyao." ”
"Was that tall and handsome Gu Qiyao who came to see you last time?" Song Xiangjue was still in tears for the compatriots who died just now, and when she heard the gossip, she immediately stretched out her ears. Mo Jia and Mengzhu also waited for Qiu Se to continue.
"Well," Qiu Se's brow furrowed, "he confessed to me. ”
"Huh?" Mengzhu was the first to be surprised, but her surprise was obviously different from Mo Jia and Xiaoxiang.
"Haven't you two been together for a long time?" Xiaoxiang asked.
"yes? Vindicate? What do you mean? Confession today? Mo Jia also asked strangely.
To say, this is also to blame Qiu Se, when everyone misunderstood, she didn't explain it to everyone clearly, and only Mengzhu knew what was going on.
"Judging by your reaction, you don't want to accept it, do you?" Mengzhu understands Qiu Se after all.
"Why not? Gu Qiyao! How handsome he is! "Xiaoxiang's face is full of looks.
"Yes, I also think he's good, he still came to the school to look for you on May Day, but you weren't there, or I told him that you went home, and I thought at the time, why didn't these two people communicate at all." Mo Jia also followed.
Qiu Se looked at Mengzhu in embarrassment, and what was written in his eyes was all asking for help.
"Don't look at me like that, you still have to think about this kind of thing." Mengzhu pursed his mouth and moved back.
Qiu Se lowered her head in frustration, she didn't reply to Gu Qiyao, she really didn't think about it.