Chapter Twenty-Four: This year, we return to the bridge and the road to the road

White Bridge Hanging Red Sun,

Willows are reflected along the river.

The encounter is unforgettable,

Don't worry about it.

The winter vacation of the first semester of the sophomore year, with the end of the final exams, came in the snow.

Qiu Se dragged his suitcase and squeezed into the train with great effort. The last time I took the train, I was with Jing Xuan, and I returned from Houcheng. That was more than three months ago. Approaching the end of the year, all places have entered the Spring Festival stage, and there are many people on the train. Fortunately, Qiu Se bought the tickets in advance, otherwise it would have been really embarrassing to not have a seat. At this time, people are all tightly attached to each other, regardless of gender.

Qiu Se was lucky, and the seat he bought was window-side, which was relatively much more spacious. She took off her puffer jacket and looked out the window with one hand on her cheek. It snowed all night last night, and it was white everywhere outside, and the train crossed a plain, giving the illusion that the train was not moving.

Looking at the thick snow outside, Qiu Se sounded the fifteenth day of the first lunar month last year, the heavy snow trapped her and Jing Xuan in the small hotel, she could still sound the smell of cigarettes and perfume mixed with Jing Xuan's body, and she could also sound the red flickering bright spot in the dark, accompanied by the gentle wisp of green smoke. I thought again that in Hou Cheng, he was drunk, with only a bath towel around his body, his head resting on his chest, and his hands holding himself tightly. There are so many evenings of walking together, peach blossoms in April, lakes in May, and rain in June......

Qiu Se suddenly determined one thing in her heart - she liked Jing Xuan.

I don't know when Qiu Se fell in love with Jing Xuan. Therefore, I will look forward to seeing him during class; will expect his phone call after dinner to ask her to go for a walk with her; will be so nervous that I don't know what to do when I meet him when I sing in "Rafting"; will want to stay with him uncontrollably even when he knows he has a girlfriend; She didn't know at the time, in fact, if Jing Xuan really wanted to do something with her, she might not refuse.

still remembers that time Jing Xuan fought with others for her "rafting", and Mengzhu asked her if she liked Jing Xuan. At that time, she did not answer Mengzhu's question. Maybe since then, she has subconsciously known that she likes Jing Xuan. But just like Mengzhu said, "There are some things you better understand in your heart", she understands that Jingxuan has a girlfriend, and she also understands that it is a mistake to fall in love with someone who has a girlfriend, so she doesn't dare to admit it.

But that day, Jing Xuan said that there was once a child between him and Cheng Xin, so she couldn't pretend to be stupid anymore.

If you like him, what can you do?

Even if she thinks Jing Xuan likes herself, what can she do?

What if she was Cheng Xin instead?

Know that your boyfriend may have liked another girl, but maintain a relationship with her because of responsibility?

If it was Qiu Se, she would rather not have this relationship. Heartache to death, she doesn't want to force the relationship.

Fortunately, Cheng Xin didn't know anything about all this.

Thinking back to Jing Xuan when he was with him, Qiu Se believed that Jing Xuan also liked himself. In that case, she didn't want him to be a sinner. After all, she and Jing Xuan have never made a formal confession or started, so they should never start. After all, Jing Xuan and Cheng Xin have been together for so long, and the relationship between them must be much deeper than Jing Xuan and Qiu Se. After all, time is the best medicine to heal all the wounds that we think are incurable.

Staying away from him is the best option.

To be a man, you still have to be kind.

That holiday, Qiu Se, who never attended class reunions, attended two class reunions. Many students who have lost contact with each other have reconnected through those two gatherings.

Gu Qiyao, Qiu Se's middle school classmate. When I was in the second year of junior high school, I transferred to Qiu Se's class and fell in love with Qiu Se because of a joke. When he was in the third year of junior high school, he began to openly pursue Qiu Se, so scared that Qiu Se wanted to be the first to rush out of the classroom every day after school, so as to get rid of Gu Qiyao's enthusiastic pursuit.

Once, Gu Qiyao wrote a love letter to Qiu Se and quietly put it in her school bag. Before Qiu Se could see it, he was first seen by Qiu's mother, who was sorting out Qiu Se's schoolbag, and Qiu Se was scolded by Qiu's mother for this incident. From then on, Qiu Se didn't have a good impression of this Gu Qiyao.

On the day of the class reunion, Gu Qiyao also went, but he hadn't seen him for 4 or 5 years, and his height had reached 1.9 meters, with broad shoulders and long legs. Between the eyebrows and eyes, there is a little more manly than when I was a child. What's worse is that he sings very well, which makes Qiu Se's impression of him greatly better. When the other students were singing, Gu Qiyao sat down next to Qiu Se with a wine glass: "Long time no see, Qiu Se." I didn't expect you to come today. "yes, long time no see." The two of them sat together and chatted without saying a word. At the end of the party, Gu Qiyao offered to send Qiu Se home, but Qiu Se did not refuse.

"You're prettier than you were then." The two of them walked side by side on the small bridge near Qiu Se's house, and after Gu Qiyao finished speaking, he seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, as if he had used up all his courage to say this.

"You're more handsome than you were then!" Qiu Se didn't expect Gu Qiyao to praise himself so directly, "Why did you grow so tall?" Qiu Se's height is also considered to be medium to high among girls, but when she looks at Gu Qiyao from the side, she has to tilt her body and tilt her head.

Gu Qiyao smiled shyly: "My school is not far from your school, we can walk together when we go back to school, I can always send you to the station, and when you come back, I will buy you a ticket from my station, you will have a seat on the bus, and then we will go home together." ”

Gu Qiyao's words made Qiu Se sound Jing Xuan, and she was a little slippery.

"Okay?" Seeing that Qiu Se didn't speak, Gu Qiyao asked again.

"Oh, okay." Qiu Se came back to his senses and disguised his answer.

When they were about to arrive at Qiu Se's house, the two left each other's contact information.

During that holiday, Gu Qiyao often chatted with Qiu Se on the Internet, and sometimes, he asked Qiu Se to eat and go shopping with several other classmates.

When people are happy, they always feel that the days go by quickly. In the blink of an eye, school is about to start again.

For a whole holiday, Jing Xuan did not make any movement except for sending a text message to Qiu Se on Chinese New Year's Eve, but Deng Junhan and Mengzhu often kept in touch with Qiu Se on the Internet, chatting and telling jokes, plus the company of Gu Qiyao and several other classmates, Qiu Se felt that this holiday was quite fulfilling.

One weekend after the start of school, Gu Qiyao came uninvited, he stood at the door of Qiu Se's classroom and stopped a classmate in Qiu Se's class: "Hello, is Qiu Se taking classes in this classroom?" ”

A passing classmate saw this tall and handsome big boy, returned to the classroom, and chirped: "Qiu Se, your boyfriend has come to see you, go out and have a look." ”

Hearing this, Qiu Se and Jing Xuan looked at each other almost at the same time......

In this way, Qiu Se was "in love" in other people's mouths......