Chapter 35: I want to be a bad person

The red fruit is stuffed with agar syrup, and the sweetness is like honey that makes people delay.

The turtledove is obsessed with mulberries, and it is difficult to get out of it like a dream.

The mulberry has not yet fallen, and its leaves are as moist as jade.

The moth wants to put out the fire, and the burning wings are also willing.

When Qiu Se opened her hazy eyes from the early morning light, she was in a trance—the sunlight poured in faintly from behind the curtains, and there was the sound of birds chirping outside, she didn't know if she was in a dream, and this moment felt like waking up from Jing Xuan's house the next morning after being injured that year. She didn't want to move, she was afraid that it would be a dream, and as soon as she moved, she woke up from the dream.

However, soon she realized that she was not dreaming, the sound of someone breathing beside her, Qiu Se turned her head - it was Yuan Ningqiu. She suddenly remembered that she was drinking with Yuan Ningqiu last night, remembering the singer on the high chair singing "I Can Forget You", remembering that she had drunk a lot of wine and talked about a lot of things that had passed for many years.

Qiu Se looked at Yuan Ningqiu, who was sleeping beside her, this picture was kind and strange, like when she and Xue Mengzhu slept in the same bed, regardless of you and me; And now, it is no longer Xue Mengzhu next to her, it is Yuan Ningqiu, her eyes are wide and open, like a cat when she is open, and she looks more like a doll when she closes her eyes. Qiu Se sighed in his heart, fate is really wonderful. I have known Yuan Ningqiu for 3 years, but the time we really spent together was actually very short. But she herself couldn't tell why, this girl was willing to make her want to tell the story of the past that she never talked about.

Her head hurt a little, and she couldn't remember how much she had drunk last night. She smiled in her heart, wine is really a good thing, and after drinking wine, she doesn't remember whether he is happy or sad; It doesn't matter if he's right or wrong, he doesn't have to be held accountable......

Three years ago, before she graduated from college, her class organized a casual dinner, and she drank a lot of alcohol that day, and when she came to see the photos taken by her classmates, she couldn't remember the circumstances under which her photos were taken. And the amazing thing is that there are some things that she is very conscious again.

Yuan Ningqiu was still sleeping, Qiu Se was like a thief, immersed in his own memories, and secretly smiled gladly - I haven't sobered up yet, my memories belong to me alone......

At the casual dinner three years ago, Qiu Se was drunk, and many of his classmates were drunk.

Qiu Se didn't even know how much she could drink at the time, she remembered that the squad leader gave the opening speech that day, very emotional, and then everyone began to enthusiastically push the cup and change the lamp, in Qiu Se's memory, it shouldn't be long before she broke off, because she only remembered the beginning and end of the meal.

At the beginning, Jing Xuan had something to do and didn't show up. When it was almost the end, it was in the VIP bag of KTV, the spotlights were shining, the music was very high, the classmates were dancing unwillingly, Jing Xuan also appeared, Qiu Se seemed to be evil, and actually danced in front of Jing Xuan, she twisted her waist, her eyes were charming, and she was almost attached to Jing Xuan. And Jing Xuan didn't seem to expect Qiu Se to have such an operation, he looked dull and a little wooden.

Suddenly, Qiu Se pecked lightly on Jing Xuan's lips. Yes, she did drink too much, but at that moment, she admitted, she was awake. At that moment, she suddenly felt that she could be very bad, and she enjoyed the pleasure of being bad. She looked at Jing Xuan with a wicked smile, and seeing that Jing Xuan didn't react, she simply kissed Jing Xuan again. This time, Jing Xuan hugged him tightly. Both of these people seem to suddenly no longer care what reality is.

However, Qiu Se's memory of that day was only here, and she didn't remember what happened later. But she was sure that she hadn't had anything more out of step with Jing Xuan that day. But she was also sure that on that day, she decided to have something out of line with Jing Xuan, because she knew that in a few months, they would not have any intersection again, and this kind of ending would not pose any threat to Cheng Xin.

The sudden Ope of Qiu Se that day

, like a sure signal, both to herself and to Jing Xuan.

Before that, Jing Xuan was impulsive and impulsive towards Qiu Se, but he never had the slightest act of exceeding the rules; In other words, in a sense, what happened later may have originated from Qiu Se's "seduction......

Perhaps, this was the main reason why Qiu Se was reluctant to mention this past—she thought that she had done something dishonorable, but it was something she had to do in her youth, and she was afraid that she would regret it. Perhaps, she just wanted Jing Xuan to remember her forever......

In the last three months before graduating from college, Qiu Se and Jing Xuan broke through the moral cordon that stood between each other, and they began to go on a formal date, enjoying each other's pleasure and intoxication with unbridled indulgence......

Yes, during that time, Qiu Se told herself that she would not hurt Cheng Xin, she didn't want to snatch Jing Xuan, as long as it was three months, just quietly, presumptuous for three months, and after that, everything would return to its original appearance. She used such lies to deceive herself and her friends, and her skills were clumsy and unknowing.

Later, Deng Junhan said: "You two think you act very well, but you don't know, but we can't bear to expose it." He said that Jing Xuan thought that everything was seamless, but in fact he was not a good liar.

The reason why Deng Junhan said this is not without reason.

In April, the weather temperature in the north is still unstable, and the peach blossoms that bloom every year are stable.

After the dinner, everyone officially entered the stage of preparing for graduation, and they were busy with their own work, even if they were classmates in the same bed, they would not often soak together. When they are single, many things are only known to the parties.

It was a sunny morning, and Qiu Se was sitting in front of the computer revising his graduation thesis, and the phone was buzzing and vibrating on the desktop.

Looking at the caller ID, Qiu Se couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, looking like a happy little woman in love - it was Jing Xuan.

After hanging up the phone, Qiu Se saved the document, turned off the computer, simply straightened his hair in front of the mirror, and went out with his backpack.

Jing Xuan was waiting for her downstairs in the dormitory.

On Fenghai Road, the peach blossoms are full and the breeze is warm. Jing Xuan and Qiu Se walked side by side, no longer separated by half a person.

At this time, Deng Junhan and the other brothers in their dormitory were sitting on the bus, returning to Chuanda from Fenghai Road.

The sixth and fourth children were looking out the window, their eyes full of glamorous light. Suddenly, the sixth said, "Hey, how does that look like the second brother?" ”

The fourth said: "No, how can the second brother be so angry?" ”

Hearing their argument, Deng Junhan turned his head to look out the window - a man and a woman were walking under the peach tree on the side of the road, and the man was walking on the roadbed, jumped down again, and walked backwards, talking to the girl in front of him while walking, gesturing with something in his hand, and looking a little elated. The man was wearing a pink shirt, a black coat on the outside, and his bangs were very long, swinging in the wind, who was it not Jing Xuan?

Deng Junhan barely had to look closely at the girl to guess who it was. From that year, Jing Xuan had a fight with others in "Boating", and he saw that the relationship between Jing Xuan and Qiu Se was by no means as simple as friendship. But later, Qiu Se fell in love with boys from other schools, and they didn't have much contact with each other. Now this ...... What is the operation? But he didn't hear the news that Jing Xuan broke up with Cheng Xin, so he interrupted the conversation between the sixth and fourth children: "When will this year's World Cup open?" ”

"June 11th!" The sixth child's attention was quickly attracted, but the fourth child still looked at the figures of Jing Xuan and Qiu Se outside the window.

"Really?" Deng Junhan patted the fourth child on the shoulder again.

"That's right! June 11th! The fourth child turned around, "Let's go to the second brother's house to see when the time comes!" ”

Finally diverted their attention, Deng Junhan secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

The fourth and sixth children discussed the World Cup again, and Deng Junhan looked at the backs of Jing Xuan and Qiu Se, who had gone away, and was suspicious and a little sure in his heart.

That day, Qiu Se and Jing Xuan walked all the way to Jing Xuan's house, the road was very long, and they both walked lightly sweaty and lightly clothed...