Chapter 34: I'm Sorry After All

The blue sky is clear, the clouds are emaciated, and the wind blows through the turbid tears and sprinkles the desert.

The crescent moon sets, the empty pavilion, the mountain league is not there, and the sea oath is not trusted.

In fact, the love affair with Gu Qiyao is more like the burial of Jing Xuan's love. So from the very beginning, Qiu Se had an apology for Gu Qiyao in his heart, and this apology has continued to this day.

The last time Qiu Se saw Gu Qiyao was actually not far away. Even, before she decided that she might marry Xiao Ge, she also met Gu Qiyao.

The weather was very cold that day, in March, it was warm and cold, Gu Qiyao came back from Luzhou to visit her grandmother, her old man's health has not been very good in recent years, her grandfather died last year, and grandma's situation is even worse. Because he has always been sorry for Gu Qiyao, after returning to Yancheng, Qiu Se will often go to see his grandmother.

That day, Qiu Se bought fruit and went to visit Gu Qiyao's grandmother, walked downstairs to his grandmother's house, and met Gu Qiyao coming out of the unit door.

Seeing Qiu Se, Gu Qiyao was also stunned, but it was not a special surprise.

"Thank you for always coming to see my grandma all these years."

"Well, yes, I'm in love with her old man."

"She likes you very much......"

"......" Hearing Gu Qiyao say this, Qiu Se didn't know how to answer for a moment, because she completely understood what Gu Qiyao meant, "Are you okay now?" She raised her eyes and looked at Gu Qiyao's eyes, very calmly.

"It's okay, it's just busy."

After breaking up with Qiu Se, Gu Qiyao was depressed for a long time, and during that time, Qiu Se also called him a lot, trying to untie his heart knot, after all, Gu Qiyao really loved her at the beginning. It is said that time is the best antidote, no matter how deep the poison is, after time washing and dilution, the pain will gradually heal. Slowly, Gu Qiyao no longer impulsively said ugly things, nor did he threaten Qiu Se. When he graduated, his mother told Gu Qiyao that Qiu Se would return to Yancheng and asked him if he wanted to come back and fight again, but he firmly refused and chose to go to Luzhou to be a senior ski instructor.

"Well, then you pay attention to your body." Qiu Se habitually pinned his hair behind his ears, "I'll go up first." As he spoke, he was about to go downstairs.

Gu Qiyao grabbed Qiu Se's arm: "Actually, you don't have to feel sorry for me, at that time, I was young, and I misunderstood you, in fact, I knew everything in my heart, but I didn't want to let go so easily, so I grabbed that thing so much." ”

Listening to Gu Qiyao's words, Qiu Se's heart was sour.

"All these years, I have never dared to ask," Gu Qiyao paused for a second, and then said, "You ...... You're getting married, aren't you? ”

Qiu Se twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled faintly, "I'm indeed about to get married." But not with him. ”

Hearing Qiu Se's answer, Gu Qiyao, who had always been very nervous, suddenly felt stunned, and didn't know what to say for a while, just stood in place in a daze.

"We're not together." "I've never lied to you, I've always liked him, but I've never wanted to be with him. ”

Gu Qiyao didn't understand it even more, his eyes were full of question marks.

Qiu Se smiled again, sad and bitter, at least, in Gu Qiyao's opinion, this smile was like this.

"Sometimes, you don't have to be together if you don't like it," she paused, then added, "You don't have to like it when you're together." Her eyes were empty, looking at the bare treetops, her eyelashes were long, but at this moment, she looked a little lonely.

"And what about the person you're marrying now? Do you like him? Gu Qiyao had never seen Qiu Se like that, so he asked this sentence unconsciously.

"Of course." Qiu Se withdrew his gaze and replied firmly.

"I wish you happiness." Gu Qiyao stretched out his right hand to Qiu Se, "If you don't mind, notify me when you get married, and I'll rush back to attend your wedding." ”

"Okay." Qiu Se held Gu Qiyao's right hand.

After that day, Gu Qiyao disappeared from Qiu Se's world. Qiu Se didn't go to see Gu Qiyao's grandmother again, she said to her grandmother: "I'm getting married, I can't come to see you often in the future, you have to take care of your health." ”

Grandma took Qiu Se's hand and smiled, "Okay, okay, you've all grown up." In the future, we must live a good life. Xiao Yao, he ...... There is no blessing......" he said, a tear overflowing from the corner of his eye.

Coming out of Gu Qiyao's grandmother's house, Qiu Se walked quickly. She couldn't tell what mood she was feeling. It seems that the student days are just around the corner, and it seems that it is like a world away......

Life is very long, no matter where you stand, there are memories of the past and a future that you look forward to. Even if there is no nostalgia, after all, the past is real. The future is far away, but after all, it is coming to us. In a long life, we may often feel sorry for some people, and there may often be some people who will be sorry for us. Gu Qiyao may be the person Qiu Se is inevitably sorry for in his life, but he is by no means the first, nor is he the last. And Qiu Se, who is the one to be sorry for?

The past is very long, and when the past is paired with wine and feelings, it becomes a story. That night, Qiu Se and Yuan Ningqiu were together, drinking wine and telling stories until late. Sometimes, when you are immersed in the past, you may feel that you and the people in the past are parallel. Qiu Se drank and talked about the past, she was like a storyteller.

Afterward...... The story is not finished......

Afterward...... Qiu Se didn't know how he got home......