1.

On November 20, 2019, in a disco Pandora in Hainan, I chatted with a friend: "I haven't had a boyfriend in a disco, but I have had a boyfriend at Starbucks before. I went to write the college entrance exam questions, and he went to meet the art director. ”

The domineering president fell in love with me as a high school student.

We see your shadow in every man who lusts for me, like a stone in a shoe.

2.

2019-09-01 Sitting in the car and looking at the neon lights outside the car window, I feel that I can't think about you when driving, my eyes will be moist, and my vision may be completely blurred.

I thought it was long enough, but when I touched it, it still hurt. I can easily deceive you, but man cannot deceive himself.

3.

One night I dreamed that I went to Guangzhou, and you didn't answer the phone, and when you woke up, you felt that it was definitely not a dream.

Unexpectedly, I saved enough money and really ran to Guangzhou, and you said that you were too busy to see me. I ran to your company's registered address and found out that it was just a cluster registration. After you didn't answer the phone many times, you sat on the sofa and cried for an hour, thinking that my mother is also the person who is often asked for her mobile phone number when walking on the street. I booked a room with a river view and asked you to see the night view of the Pearl River, and you said that your mother had surgery and you wanted to accompany her to dinner, and then you never answered my phone again. I got on the high-speed train leaving Guangzhou, and my friend asked me what I learned from the trip to Guangzhou, and I said, "I understand that it is impossible for me and xxx." Guangzhou is too big, I can't find him. ”

Because, I can't force someone to love me.

4.

At that time, when you swiped your circle of friends, I glanced at it, and it was the kind of circle of friends with beautiful women. You flip through and say, "There are thousands of good-looking ones, but they don't necessarily feel good." ”

This is a very clever statement, and it indirectly refreshes me. I arrogantly retorted, "The feeling will go away." ”

You have to force a wave of answers: "Feel the feelings, then the affection and responsibility." ”

I used to think that if this palace doesn't die, they can only be concubines.

5.

Before the college entrance examination, you said that I studied hard and took me to Bali, and a few days later said that it was the Maldives. I also said that I would go to your company for an internship after graduation.

On the afternoon of June 8, 2018, when I came out of the examination room, I said to you: "We still maintain a simple relationship of interest, don't come to these affectionate veins."

Later you said that everyone is responsible for what they have said, and I still remember the expression I had when I held up my report card and pretended to be calm after graduation.

By the time I got in, that person was gone.

Not every couple will be able to live away from me for a long time, after all, you will also get used to life without me.

On the evening of December 30, 2019, I flipped to the screenshot of the chat with you, and you said back then: "You are admitted to a key bachelor's degree, I will accompany you to Bali, and I will cover all your expenses." ”

I was going to apply for a Bali visa, and after checking it out, I found out that Bali was visa-free for Chinese citizens on June 10, 2015, and it is a visa-free port.

I might have to slow down for a while, I'm sorry, I've dragged you down.

6.

You said that one of the three major regrets in your life is that you have never been a virgin, and the remaining two regrets have not been told to me so far.

I don't like virgins, I need experience everywhere in life. Just like I like men like you who have seen the world, and I don't like boys who are ready to move the world, I think people who have seen a lot of scenery know how to cherish it more. But I overlooked that many things are not something that can be handled by cherishing.

7.

Although the contemptible lips occasionally red apricot out of the wall, the spirit always ends.

8.

There have been countless moments when I really wanted to go home with you, under the pressure of society, exhausted and jet lag.

I've imagined countless times about the future with you, about how we grow old, and watching the Balinese sunset fade together.

Because I can't force one to love me.

9.

He said that he called me back after he was busy, but he didn't give me back. I still haven't heard of what I'll tell me later.

I thought it was you who thought you couldn't get what you wanted.

It's all because I was too sensitive, too concerned about details, and gradually ruined everything a little bit.

10.

With me, I have to introduce you to the art students at our school???

I'm not jealous and angry to blow up the earth, we have a relationship, I don't need to be angry and jealous because of anything, hum.

11.

At the most beautiful time in Guangzhou, driving me for a ride and watching the night view, I noticed a small camera hanging in the window of the car to record the video. I took a few pictures of the scenery with your phone, and you passed them on to me. I saw you again in Beijing a year later, and the phone had changed models.

And I, on the other hand, am much more cautious than I was a year ago. I'm just a loser who can't be loved.

12.

In the bar street in Guangzhou, you say that you can dance, and then you have to show me the Russian dance you learned when you studied in Russia.

I know that this uncle has a habit of picking up girls, and I can't hold back the suspense in my heart, and I blame me for being too young when I met you.

13.

Sharing blockchain, entrepreneurship, tea art or something in the circle of friends, many of the things sent to me to appreciate are vulgar and obscene content.

However, I like low-level fun.

14.

I once fantasized that one day, I would blink in my skirt and say, "Hold me".

You can also cross the distance of decades, take my hand and say to me, "I am reliable, you are free." ”

15.

I said, "Sister, give me time and let me be your girl."

Good, I loved you, I tried my best.

I still love you, but I don't like you anymore. Even if you are no longer you, I am no longer me.

16.

Seriously, my crush is rubbish, but garbage is a big industry now.

17.

is like singing in "Offshore": "I hope you will be lost at night, regret never cherishing me, you don't have to pretend to be cold, I don't want to entangle."

18.

We've only met, and we haven't had time to tell you that I love you, even though you're no longer you, I'm no longer me.

19.

I thought I was going to marry you.

20.

When I was in Beijing before, my friend asked me, "If XXX reimbursed you for the ticket, would you go to him?" At the time, I thought that this question had nothing to do with who bought the ticket, but it happened to be scammed by the Internet, and I was so poor that I couldn't open the pot, so I didn't speak at that time.

Later he said he was too busy to "receive" me, but I thought he was just joking and ran over the next day. I finally knew that the answer to that question was:

"I'll go to him with the money."

21.

After you left that summer, you wandered alone for a long time.

22.

"'Sister', what are you doing when you're not picking up girls?"

"I miss you when I'm not pickling, it's so far, and I can't reach it."

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