Whenever I walk on the campus of Hainan University, which is full of tropical plants, I feel like I am in a dream. I knew I wouldn't fall in love with this school for four years, and when I first stood in front of the school, I wanted to leave in disbelief.

Think about your high school, at the beginning, you walked forward with a halo of glory, sang and walked, and tried your best to be the first among your peers. But he mistakenly thought that what he met was the true love of the world, and then he used his youth to love others, and in the end, he just exchanged a sentence: "Look at the gap between you and others", "The gap between us is too big". It's the feeling of having spent all my courage that I played like this with a good hand. All the splendor of the past is in vain, and I even doubt love.

There are many things, not incomprehensible, I can understand, but I can't forgive, at least for a long time.

After all, it's hard to settle.

It's been three years since then, and I really want to reach out and penetrate the time and hug my fragile and helpless self.

I became disliked to participate in campus activities, and rarely participated in student councils, clubs, etc., because I didn't want to fit into a circle that I didn't like at all. I'm not trying to say that people are "low-level circles", I just think that circle is not suitable for me, that's all. I know better than anyone else: all your looks down on you are unbearable that you haven't experienced.

I am an advocate of frugality and long-term savings to keep myself away from consumerism. I remained unsociable and learned social indifference.

Nothing, I just wanted to give myself an explanation.

After living for more than ten years, he finally fulfilled the sentence: "It turns out that love is not armor, but not love is." ”

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