(She's lost a lot of weight, she's put on her school uniform again, dyed her black hair back, put on light makeup, and she's busy getting more expensive, and she's now being pampered like a child in the palm of her hand, and you've never seen her again.) ）

I haven't been admitted to a major university yet, and I don't dare to meet you, I'm afraid that I will be too transparent in your circle.

I don't have any savings, I don't dare to go to see you, I'm afraid that I will be powerless to the point of inferiority when facing you who have no worries about food and clothing.

I haven't grown to the level of a goddess yet, and I don't dare to see you, I'm afraid that you will ignore me who is not well-proportioned and has slightly rough skin.

Now, I've done all of this to a greater or lesser extent, and I'm still afraid to see you.

I sat in the study room of a major university and looked out the window at the greenery, thinking that you had been away for too long.

I stood in the floor-to-ceiling window of the super five-star hotel and looked at the endless sea view at my feet.

I am asked for contact information on various occasions every month, and there are also courteous business people like you.

I had a very comfortable life without you. Because no one can touch my nerves, I believe that my charm can always attract the next group, the next wave, so it is more direct than everyone around me.

Slowly, I became more and more arrogant, more and more socially indifferent, so arrogant that if you knew me at this time, I might not even look at you, and I would have to follow my mood when you were to deal with you.

But I still love you, I want to transfer you some money to support you for a day. If I have a lot of money, I'll take care of you for three months.

Obviously, that's not the problem, it's that I'm not mature enough, and I've found that not being mature enough can really ruin a lot of things for me.

My writing may be more mature and sensible than I am.

In the past, I thought that if I couldn't do it, I would lose something, and if I did, I would definitely gain it.

I used two mobile phones before, one card and one mobile phone, and the old mobile phone screen suddenly couldn't be pressed, it was fine a few hours ago, and I didn't fall in the past few hours, just like people, all the words I wrote before were gone again.

I know, it's because the phone has had a problem a long time ago, and I haven't been able to fix it for irresistible reasons (this model in China has not yet been listed), but I always feel that it will be used for a long time, so I haven't backed up anything.

It's like I always think you're not going to go, you always think I'm going to stay.

I don't even know when you're leaving.

In my first essay, there were only two people in the emotional chapter, one is you and the other is current.

The incumbent is better than you.

I know too many people than you bullshit fork, fuck you.

On Father's Day in 2020, I searched your phone with Alipay and transferred 521.99 to you, note: Let you experience what it is like to be a father. You didn't pay attention.

After two days, I was busy and called you on another mobile phone, and you asked me who I was, and I said I'll see if you're dead from the epidemic, it seems that you're not dead, and rest early.

Hung up directly. Open the Alipay account and see the friend application you sent me. This illustrates:

1. You didn't die from the epidemic.

2. You are using Alipay corresponding to this mobile phone number, and you can make money in this account in the future.