Chapter 139 Mother

When she opened her eyes, everything she saw was a large black nothingness, the blood-red color lingered in her mind, she covered her head in pain, but she still couldn't get rid of the terrible feeling of suffocation, she tried her best to breathe deeply, but found that her heart could not calm down.

All around, there was only a cold tide of touch, she reached out, trying to grasp something in this black nothingness, but her hands were still powerless to get lost in the red and black world, she couldn't hear anyone's voice, she couldn't see any direction of light, only the boundless darkness wrapped her silently, leaving no trace of escape.

Here, there are no stars, and here, there is no light.

When the warm morning light walked in from outside the windowsill, she silently stopped beside her, and the teacup in her hand had broken to the ground at some point.

Faruxi and Bai Hua, who woke up early in the morning, looked at Su Yanxue worriedly at the moment.

Obviously in her sleep, Su Yanxue fell into a nightmare that could not be relaxed, she struggled to wake up, but she could only tremble in vain, her brows were furrowed, tears couldn't help but slide down her cheeks, and the once warm dream finally betrayed Su Yanxue, always reminding her that the real world would no longer be as she wished.

"Do you want to wake her up?"

Bai Hua jumped onto the small table, trying to lean on Su Yanxue's side to calm her emotions, it stretched out its claws to touch Su Yanxue's arm, but was stopped by Farousi.

"Don't touch her, you'll get hurt."

Farusi stared at Su Yanxue's frowning brows in her sleep, shook her head helplessly and extremely distressedly, and continued seriously

"You can't wake her up, she's trapped by demons right now. Nothing from the outside world can be heard. ”

"What then? Today is the day of the auction. ”

"I can only wait."

Farusi lay at Su Yanxue's feet, looked up at Su Yanxue, who was deeply uneasy, and gave such an answer.

At this time, in Su Yanxue's Soul Valley, Fei Meng quickly sensed an unusual aura that was completely different from usual.

She hurriedly tried to establish contact with Su Yanxue's blood soul, but in vain, and at this time, the figure of a woman in red appeared behind Fei Meng

"Little girl, let me come."

When Fei Meng, who heard the sound and turned away, saw the appearance of the woman in red, she covered her mouth in surprise, subconsciously took a step back, and was incoherent for a while

"Are you...... No, it can't be ......."

The woman in red in front of her had almost the same appearance as Su Yanxue, and even her voice was so similar, for a while, Fei Meng felt as if she was dreaming, however, she rubbed her eyes vigorously, but found that this was not the reality clearly placed in front of her.

Although the woman in red has exactly the same appearance as Su Yanxue, her temperament is different from Su Yanxue, the woman in red in front of Feimeng has a gentle and strong expression, and the expression on her face is completely different from Su Yanxue.

When the woman in red lowered her head and spoke, Fei Meng seemed to see Su Yanxue with another personality, but the next words of the woman in red surprised Fei Meng even more

"Thank you for taking care of Xue'er, the first time we met, I am Xue'er's mother, Shang Die."

looked at the woman in red in front of him fixedly, and was completely stunned.

What did she say just now, she is Su Yanxue's mother?

The woman in red seemed to have anticipated Feimeng's reaction, not only did she not have any sense of blame, but she also comforted Feimengdao

"Little girl, leave the rest to my mother, for so many years, it's my mother who can't stand her."

The woman in red said, turned around and disappeared into the valley of the soul where there was only a void.

And this time, Su Yanxue really couldn't tell whether this was a dream or reality, she only knew that she saw her clearly in front of her for the first time in a dream.

Flowers bloomed at her feet, blood-red like hell fire surrounding her.

However, by the bridge, on the bank of the Lechuan River, on the Sansheng Stone, a woman in red stood up, and the woman in red was Shang Die. Next to her, Su Yanxue was dressed in snow-colored white clothes and looked at this strange woman who gave her a sense of intimacy for no reason.

Shang Die tilted his head slightly, looked at Su Yanxue's face that was exactly the same as his own, and showed a smile with mixed feelings

"Cher, you're ...... It's grown so big. ”

“……”

Cher? Su Yanxue knew that she had been abandoned on the side of the street since she was a child, only her name and the butterfly jade pendant were deliberately left behind at a glance, but the woman in front of her, who she had clearly never seen, called her Xue'er as soon as she opened her mouth?

"Cher, can you recognize me? Now, I'm your mother. ”

"Mother's ......"

Su Yanxue repeated such a term that was extremely unfamiliar to her, and the woman in red in front of her, who looked almost exactly like her, actually said that she was her mother, but didn't her mother abandon her, how could she appear here? How did it appear in this bottomless dream?

Could it be that all this is still a dream?

Seeing the ever-changing expression on Su Yanxue's face, Shang Die knew that her absence in Su Yanxue's life had become an irreparable regret, but she still maintained that smile and said softly

"Yes, I am your mother, my name is Shang Die, and child, you should have been called Shang Xue."

"My surname is Sue."

Su Yanxue still couldn't accept everything the woman in red said in front of her, she took a step back quietly, and this quiet step was naturally seen by Shang Die, however, she was not qualified to say anything, because, for the current Su Yanxue, she is indeed just a "stranger".

"I know, that name is my ...... Sue is your father's last name. ”

Shang Die's eyes were slightly downcast, although there was still a curved smile on the corner of her mouth, but Su Yanxue saw the sadness in her eyes that could not be hidden at a glance.

"Sue, is my father's last name? Are you really my mother? ”

Su Yanxue looked at the woman in red in front of her, Shang Die, and her tone was calm and serious. In her bottomless ink eyes, there was hope and a hint of disappointment.

"Yes, child, I didn't lie to you, you are from the family of prophets, and the original surname of the family of prophets is Shang, so we are also called the family of Shang Emperors."

When she heard the words "Shang Emperor's Family", Su Yanxue's eyes widened, in her previous life, this was the hidden family she had heard her master mention countless times.

It is rumored that the family of the Shang Emperor is a hermit family that is outside the world, living in seclusion outside the world, but can control everything in the world, and is a hermit family that is extremely respected by any dynasty. The Shang Emperor's family, living in seclusion outside the world, is in charge of the affairs of the world, but has never ruled anywhere, they were born to communicate with heaven and earth, and their lives are dedicated to arranging the life chart, except for the people of their own clan, basically only the royal family of the current dynasty has the opportunity to know their existence and communication.

Looking at Su Yanxue's expression of deep thought, Shang Die knew that maybe Su Yanxue already had an idea about what she was saying, so she continued

"Your name should have been Shang Xue, but your father broke the family's promise and leaked the secrets of heaven, so I was known to the world, and I was even forced out of the family experience."

"That'...... Su Yanxue, the name? ”

Su Yanxue suddenly became curious about the origin of her name, after all, the word "Yin" has never been a word that ordinary parents would give to their children.

"I said, Su, it's your father's surname, in order to protect you, I can't leave the name Shang Xue to you, I can only use the name Su Yanxue instead, and the word "Yanxue" is not only because it has the same sound as 'Shang', but also because your father betrayed our promise."

"What does that mean?"

Su Yanxue looked at the mother in front of her, who was unfamiliar to her, and asked.

"Your birth was a happy thing for everyone in the family, at the time of your birth, all the butterflies gathered in the territory of the Shang Emperor's clan and stopped for several days, and finally, on the day you were born, suddenly it fell a very rare summer snow, and the snow fell and disappeared, just like your fragile body at that time, so I gave you the word snow as a name."

"And at that time, I thought you could grow up safely......"

Shang Die said this, but suddenly paused, the smile on the corner of her mouth was gone, and the only sadness and pain on her face that could no longer be concealed remained, Su Yanxue suddenly wanted to reach out and hug the so-called "mother" in front of her, but in the end she still suppressed this thought, pretending to ask indifferently

"And then?"

"As the concubine of the Shang Emperor's family, you inherited the destiny of heaven and succeeded the bloodline of the butterfly god, and you should have been raised as the gospel of the entire family, but because of your father who was bewitched by evil people for a while, your existence was known to the world, and I almost took you out of the territory of the Shang Emperor's family while I didn't know it, but fortunately, I chased you back in time. Later, in order to protect you, I can only bring you into the seclusion of the world in the name of family experience, but ......"

"But ......"

Hearing the word but, Su Yanxue's heart trembled uncontrollably, she knew that the next ......

"Your father took advantage of my carelessness to join those villains, and he had already made a plan, not only seriously injured me, but also almost injured you in the cradle, and although your father woke up at the last moment, it was too late......"

“……”

For a moment, Su Yanxue didn't know what to say to comfort Shang Die in front of her, she could hardly imagine how desperate the woman in red in front of her, her mother, must have been because of her father, who was fascinated by ghosts.

Her voice began to tremble, but she still tried to speak, she knew that Su Yanxue had the right and the need to know everything

"Just when your life was about to be endangered, your blood was connected to the heavens, and as a result, the heavenly punishment suddenly came down and destroyed everyone present, including your awakened father, and I, as your mother, entered the valley of your soul by the last will. Because, I think, even if there is only such a remnant soul left, I want to protect my Cher. ”

Shang Die's eyes were solemn and sad, and after telling all this, she looked at Su Yanxue, her tone trembling slightly with a hint of begging and hope

"Cher, can you call me, Mother? Even if...... It's okay to make a sound. ”

Su Yanxue was silent for a long time, this was the first time she felt that it was so difficult to speak, but she also knew in her heart that she should call this mother, because she had never been abandoned. It's just that everything she has experienced over the years can't let go of her like this. And now, she also knows that she is not mature enough to accept everything.

"Cher's ......"

Shang Die, who hadn't waited for Su Yanxue's response for a long time, obviously showed a disappointed expression, but she still smiled hard

"If you can't say it, forget it, for so many years, you have suffered to live alone in the world, and now, I am content to see my Xue'er with my own eyes again."

And at this time, to Shang Die's surprise, Su Yanxue suddenly took a step forward, like a child who had never grown up, and pounced on Shang Die.

Under her mother's gaze, Su Yanxue lowered her head and said in a deep voice

"Mother."

The voice is calm, but it is not as cold as before, and under the calm tone, there is a different kind of hope for Su Yanxue for the word "mother".

She finally cried out, and her mother, too, finally knew that she was not a wild child.

For so many years, it turned out that she had never lost the love of her parents, but, for so many years, she was alone, and she was no stranger to the hope she once had, she once thought that she had already let go, however, she never let go, because she was unwilling, because, she longed for it.

"Cher, my child......"

Shang Die was stunned for a moment, and then her eyes were hot, she hugged Su Yanxue in her arms tightly, and muttered incessantly.