Chapter 138 Illusion and Dreams
The next day, when the moon faded and the morning star rose from the other side of the world, this fallen continent ushered in a new beginning.
At the moment of dawn, Su Yanxue sat alone by the window, behind her were Farousi and Bai Hua who were asleep, the half of the jade pendant and the dream butterfly ring that suddenly had a spirit last night were being placed by her on the small wooden table at the moment, she stared at these two objects that were both familiar and unfamiliar to her without saying a word, wanting to find out but not knowing where to start.
Suddenly, the voice of the non-dream sounded in the valley of her soul
"What is the master bothering about?"
Su Yanxue first wanted to ask Fei Meng how she detected her emotions, but soon she remembered what Farusi had told her, so she lowered her eyes
"It's not a bother, I'm just thinking about what those strange things before have to do with how I came into this world."
"If you can't figure it out, you don't have to think about it, master."
"Huh?"
Su Yanxue was surprised by Fei Meng's words, but Fei Meng's next answer was almost a sentence
"The master is nothing more than not completely accepting everything in this world, I think, for the master, in fact, the most important thing is not the future, but the present, isn't it? But the reason why the master can't figure it out is only because everything in this world seems to be completely different from the world that the master used to be, but there are similarities, so the master will have an illusion that he has never disappeared. ”
"The illusion that I never went away......"
Su Yanxue picked up the half of the jade pendant and muttered the last sentence that Fei Meng said.
“……”
It was not a dream that she seemed to realize that she had just said something that was not quite right, and just wanted to change her words to a more euphemistic one, but Su Yanxue had already opened her mouth one step ahead of her
"Do you know anything about non-dreams? In other words, are you really with me since I came into this world? ”
"The host ......"
Fei Meng wanted to speak at this moment, she knew that Su Yanxue finally began to suspect something at this moment.
"Whether it's legends or prophecies, all these signs show that I belong to a part of this world, right?"
"Master, this question cannot be answered by non-dreams, everything that non-dreams know and feel comes from the will of the master itself, what the master does not know, and non-dreams cannot know, but there is a sentence that is not a dream says, everything has a cause and must have an effect, but there is a result but not necessarily a cause."
“……”
Su Yanxue was silent, and it took a long time before she finally asked such a sentence
"Speaking of which, Feimeng, what kind of existence are you?"
"What kind of existence does the master think I am?"
Fei Meng broke away from the Valley of Souls and stood in front of Su Yanxue, she sat down opposite Su Yanxue, then smiled slightly, looked at Su Yanxue and asked back.
"You're my piano spirit, so they said it."
Su Yanxue thought for a while and replied.
"That's all?"
"That's not ......"
Su Yanxue raised her hand and touched her chin, thinking seriously with a serious face, seeing this, Fei Meng sighed helplessly, it seems that even if the master of her family has been in the Xingyuan Continent on the other side for so long, she still doesn't understand what kind of world this continent is.
"Master, would you like to hear from me?"
"What are you talking about?"
Su Yanxue raised her eyes and said curiously.
"About the world and about me who is attached to you."
Su Yanxue put away the jade pendant and the dream butterfly ring, and then glanced at the two foxes
"Let's go to the Valley of Souls."
"Yes, master."
Fei Meng walked to Su Yanxue's side, and then pulled Su Yanxue's hands, the dawn of dawn shone into the room, Su Yanxue leaned on the windowsill, motionless, as if she had fallen asleep.
The surrounding space was still that void, Fei Meng pulled Su Yanxue into a gap in the white space, and when the two of them passed through the gap, what appeared in front of Su Yanxue was the scene of the world she was extremely familiar with.
However, when Su Yanxue wanted to reach out and touch it, that scene shattered into countless black and white fragments in an instant.
She looked at Fei Meng, but Fei Meng didn't have any surprised expression on his face, just said lightly
"It's an illusion, the illusion you're most familiar with, far away, but close at hand."
“……”
"And my existence is also an illusion in a sense, but, before explaining this illusion, I think the master should know the origin of this world in order to better understand what I am saying."
Fei Meng stood in the middle of nothingness, and those black and white fragments became disembodied phantoms floating in this boundless space at this moment.
Su Yanxue lowered her eyes, she understood that there was something in the words of the non-dream
"Well, you say."
Feimeng nodded, and she turned around and spoke slowly
And the black and white fragments that had just drifted apart began a kind of re-aggregation in front of the two of them, and when Fei Meng said slowly, these fragments gradually pieced together into another world.
And the voice she spoke in was ethereal and ethereal, just as the illusion she spoke of gave people feeling
"Everything in this world is built on the basis of the spirit of all things, whether it is the star beast, or the human race, or the orc race, or the rare and rare race, when the world of stars has not yet collapsed, the ancestors here believe that only with the reverence of all things in their hearts can they be qualified to live in this world blessed by the gods. Therefore, on the other side of the Star Abyss Continent, there is such a creed that has been handed down since the beginning of the stars - all things have spirits, and all spirits have light, and where the light goes, the stars are also. ”
"Legend has it that when the butterfly god went to another world, he turned into stars in the sky and left, so people on this continent believed that above the stars was the place where the gods were. So they worship the stars. Be in awe of the stars. ”
"But what does this have to do with the illusion you are talking about?"
Listening to what Fei Meng said, Su Yanxue felt a little foggy even more.
However, Fei Meng just continued
"Because the people of this world worship the stars, when someone dies, the noblest blessing for him is that he may become a star and live forever in the world. And what are the stars themselves? It is the coexistence of light and shadow, so the master is the light, and the accompanying thing is the shadow, and our machine spirit is in the middle, existing in this interlacing of light and shadow. Because of its intertwining, but also because of its interlacing has become a kind of neither physical nor virtual illusion existence, we are attached to the accompanying things, only by constantly improving the degree of compatibility with the master can slowly have the concrete image you can see now. ”
"And if one day, the master no longer trusts his own machine spirit or for some special reason the accompanying thing changes, we can disappear into nothingness at any time."
"We exist and we don't exist, so it's an illusion, but because the master believes in our existence, we can also be called figurative."
Speaking of which, Su Yanxue finally understood the meaning of Feimeng, and she looked at Feimeng
"So, as long as I always believe in your existence, will you always exist?"
"Theoretically, yes."
"So, where did you know about my previous experience?"
Su Yanxue raised a question that had existed in her heart for a long time, whether it was Marlen Yusha who existed in her soul valley, or Qin Ling Feimeng in front of her, why could they know their own experience and perceive her mood?
Hearing this question, Fei Meng's eyes sank, however, she still opened her mouth to answer Su Yanxue's question
"Because I exist in your soul valley, I am your machine spirit, so I established a star contract with you at the beginning of my birth, the star contract can let me perceive the state of my master, and it can also allow me to exist in your soul valley, and all your memories exist in the soul valley, so I can spy on your past through the soul valley, but in every soul valley there is a deepest lock, this lock can be unlocked by no one except you."
Hearing this, Su Yanxue suddenly raised her eyes and stared at Fei Meng
"So you know I'm a dead man?"
"Master, your blood soul has never dispersed, you, you have not walked the Nai He Bridge, nor have you stepped on the Lethe River, do you really think you are dead?"
Fei Meng's words completely subverted Su Yanxue's cognition, her eyes widened, and then the world swirled, and a sudden tingling sensation exploded in her mind at this moment
"Me, am I dead?"
She asked herself.
"But, am I alive?"
In a trance, blurry scenes kept pouring into Su Yanxue's mind, and she had a splitting headache, only to feel that everything around her seemed to have fallen into a terrible dream.
This familiar scene was the place she had been to countless times, but this time, it was no longer a place for her to be warm, the place where butterflies once flew was now only a ruined and deserted city, and standing in front of her was a vague figure that she could never see clearly, she heard herself roaring hoarsely, and she heard the other party's voice so fierce and decisive......
"Do you blame me for all this devastation? For the sake of your full righteousness in the world, do I have to be a sacrifice? You make it clear! ”
"Enough, didn't I say it clearly enough? Don't you know that you are an ominous person? Since you appeared, you see what the world has become like in this world, and aren't all those things because of you? ”
"Ridiculous, why should I die because of the greed of a group of people who have nothing to do with me, a group of so-called decent people who are hypocritical, do you really think that I brought the matter together? Did I do it? No! I didn't do anything, I didn't say anything, why don't you believe me? Why do you want me to die! ”
"Because you're dead, there's no reason for them to continue, because that person is you, so I have to make a choice."
"You're a coward, a coward!"
"I'm here for the world! I'm sorry! But I have to make a choice, will you understand me? ”
"That's enough, I'm leaving! Since you care so much about your world, then I will fulfill you! ”
However, there was another group of voices that always surrounded her, shouting
"Kill her!"
"Kill this ominous man!"
"It's all her, it's all her, it's all her, it's all the people in the mainland!"
……
When a touch of blood red spread throughout the dream, Su Yanxue suddenly opened her eyes and woke up, her face was so pale that she fell to her knees, and she couldn't stop shouting
"No, I didn't do it, why don't you believe me!"