Chapter 50 Self-Knowledge
I heard that Hua Lin took it upon herself to give the huge puppet bought by Wang Lei to Zhang Wenli, Zhang Xin was funny and angry.
The funny thing is that Zhang Wenli doesn't have a very good boy relationship in the science class, and when the weather is hot, there is still a peculiar smell on her body, and there will be some pointing behind her back, if Wang Lei knows that the gift he spent money on is finally cheaper, Zhang Wenli is estimated to be angry, Zhang Xinxiao is unpredictable;
It is also the matter of cheapening Zhang Wenli, although they may have been a family hundreds of years ago, but Zhang Xin just doesn't like Zhang Wenli, always saying that her mind is not pure, and her eyes are flowing.
Hua Lin didn't agree with this, "She is very similar to me. ”
"Except for the same family background, the others are completely different."
"Why don't you like her so much?"
"I just don't like the way she looks at boys."
"Maybe it's just normal?"
"No way. She always speaks to boys with a little bit of a snort, don't you think? And she likes to gossip about who likes whom, when we sat very close before, she also asked me, asked if you like Lu Yinuo, asked Cen Lin and Zheng Zheng how they were together, I think she is alive in her heart. ”
"I don't know if I'm just looking for something to talk to you about, I think she really wants to have a good relationship with you and become friends."
“… When you become friends, you have to ask me such a gossip question? When Mrs. Shi heard it, she didn't think I was bringing her badly! ”
"I think she's lonely."
"I'm telling you, in a situation like hers, it's okay to study hard and read well, and don't let your mind go wrong. Moreover, friends are not found by themselves, friends are attracted to each other, if you feel that you have no friends, then you must have a problem, do you know? ”
When Hua Lin heard the last sentence, she smiled, "Ouch, my Xin, you actually said such a connotative word?" ”
Zhang Xin was also amused by himself, and said arrogantly: "Who is not a thinking person? ”
No matter what she thinks of Zhang Wenli, even if she still doesn't like this classmate, she finally accepts Hua Lone's arrangement.
On Wang Lei's side, Hua Lin only said that Zhang Xin insisted on not accepting it, and was dealt with casually by himself.
If Wang Lei wants to break the casserole and ask to the end, Hua Lin will explain 1510; If not, obscure it.
As soon as he heard Zhang Xin's confiscation, Wang Lei was like a deflated ball, and he had no interest in understanding the final plan for dealing with the matter.
Moreover, he has sent so many gifts back and forth, and each time it may be a refusal, but this time it was like a straw that crushed him, and his whole person began to doubt.
Hua Lin also doubted, I don't know if people are so persistent in liking someone, as if they are racing against themselves, is it for the purpose of moving others, or is it for themselves to move themselves?
Like, is it a let go? Or do you want to fight and chase after it?
After this incident, Zhang Wenli had a different attitude towards Hua Lone, she took the initiative to ask Hua Lone if she didn't understand mathematics, physics and chemistry, and then she told Hua Lone, and this was much more organized than before, and Hua Lone's ability to accept it was higher.
While the topic was being discussed during the recess, Wang Lei patted Hua Lian's shoulder behind his back with a serious face, and motioned for Hua Lin to come out with him.
When I walked out of the classroom, I found a corner where there were no people.
Wang Lei took out a blank envelope and handed it to Hua Lian.
"What is this?"
Wang Lei didn't say anything, but only opened it directly with his eyes.
Hua Lin pulled out a graduation photo from it, and the young Zhang Xin was in the picture.
"Isn't this...?"
Wang Lei looked away, his eyes out of focus.
"You can keep it for me."
Hua Lin put the photo back in the envelope, she carefully pondered the meaning of this sentence, glanced at Wang Lei's face, and didn't know if it meant giving up.
"Does she know there's this picture?"
"I didn't say this..."At this moment, Hua Lin didn't know whether she should say it or not.
Wang Lei took a deep breath, "It's okay if you don't say it, don't say it in the future, don't give it back to her, I'll only give it to you." ”
It felt like entrusting his most precious thing to himself, Hua Lin nodded, and didn't dare to say anything else.
Wang Lei returned to his cool posture, turned around exaggeratedly, and walked towards the classroom. This has to be changed in normal times, Hua Lin will also laugh with disdain that he has nothing to do and is self-absorbed, but at this moment, Hua Lin only feels that his back seems to have the desolation of the boundless falling wood.
Hua Lin followed behind, Wang Lei was in front, and unfortunately met Bai Xingyi.
In the past, Wang Lei would hook his shoulders and joke with anyone he saw like he was familiar, but today he just looks like "Lao Tzu is the best in the world, no one deserves to talk to me", walked past Bai Xingyi, and did not look at Bai Xingyi squarely.
Bai Xingyi seemed to feel the difference in this aura, so he looked at Hua Lin suspiciously, Hua Lin glanced at the white envelope in his hand, and thought to himself: It's over, you won't think that I wrote a love letter to Wang Lei.
With such a brain to make up, Hua Lonely is simply intolerable, and there is nowhere to explain, pinching what a hot photo, I can't help but blame myself for stepping into troubled waters.
Despite this, she still put Zhang Xin's graduation photo in a drawer at home, stacked it with the reply letter submitted in junior high school before, after all, there was a sincerity on it.
What is Love? Love is so hard!
Thinking about the separation and merger between Cen Lin and Zheng Chong, it didn't take long before that they were bound together again, sweet and sweet, singing "The corners of her eyelashes smiled at me unconsciously"; Not long after, they broke up because of something, and they tortured each other, singing "Happy breakup, I wish you happiness, you can find better".
Hua Lin and Su Ya served as Cen Lin's tree hole in it, and it had been a long time since she poured out her repeated thoughts, except for the boys' toilet and the dormitory area for dormitory students, there was no corner of the school without their footsteps, and there was no piece of flowers and plants that had not heard these stories.
Of course, the two of them also knew more or less about Hua Lian's good impression of Liang Che.
However, Hua Lin definitely didn't say that she thought Liang Che liked herself, and there was no evidence to feel good about herself, Hua Lin only dared to write it in her diary, and she definitely didn't dare to say it.
I heard a lot of these things, and one day, when Cen Lin was away, Hua Lin asked Su Ya casually, "Do you have someone you like?" ”
Hua Lin never saw Su Ya have any ripples in her heart, and she didn't want to dig up any answers, but Su Ya said: "But I can suffocate me, I always either listen to Cen Lin talk about her and Zheng Zheng, or listen to you say anything about Liang Che, and now I finally asked me!" ”
The implication is that it's too late to gossip?
Su Ya is Su Ya, and she doesn't play cards according to common sense at all.
"Well, you can tell for yourself."
"I'll tell you what I'm talking about, and none of you have given me the microphone."
With an exaggerated expression, Hua Lin felt that Su Ya was simply invincible and cute.
It turns out that Su Ya also likes a boy, in the liberal arts class upstairs, he is a very handsome boy who has no intersection with everyone around Hua Lian.
can't say that there is no at all, maybe he knows Liu Shitong, and he is the kind of circle that is a little bit of a mixed society.
He is very recognizable, he is used to wearing shirt and pants, just as he says it, Hua Lin knows it completely, after all, he has seen him pass by his classroom many times, and Su Ya said that he is called UU.
Su Ya said that when they were in junior high school, they trained on the same sports team.
"Recognition is recognition, and you may think of me as a boy."
I believe in this flower lonely, Su Ya likes to tell jokes, she is very good at picking up stalks, and she doesn't have any idol baggage, and the atmosphere with her will not be too bad.
Su Ya said that she played such a role when she was on the sports team, so UU categorically would not treat her as a girl, Su Ya guessed that UU's conditions are estimated to like the kind of real beauty with red lips and white teeth, long hair fluttering, watery eyes, and a slender body.
"So, you're also a crush?"
Accurate summary of flower silence.
But Suya said: "I'm not a crush, I'm just looking up at him." ”
What's the difference?
"I tell you, when he talks to me, I'm going to blush."
Hua Lin was taken aback, such a cheeky Su Ya, would she see this person blushing?
Su Ya also showed a shy smile.
Love, what the hell is it?
So unfathomable.
"I was joking with you just now, don't tell Cen Lin about UU."
Su Ya suddenly said:
"It's not that I want to hide it from her, it's just that I don't really want to like him, it's just a feeling in my heart, I usually have unexpected surprises when I meet him, and I think today is a special day, but these have nothing to do with him as a person. Cen Lin may dare to love and hate, and has actual actions, which may not be understood, so there is no need to talk about it in particular. ”
Hua Lin nodded.
I wondered if this was the legendary platonic love.
At the age when love first opened, there are so many ways and feelings of love, is it the instinct of life to like someone or to fall in love?
Hua Lin somewhat recognizes Su Ya's way of dealing with emotions, but "I like you and it doesn't matter to you", and occasionally meeting is luck and joy;
If Wang Lei could have less persistence, less fame, and less competition, maybe he wouldn't have to face this bitter result, and his heart would be broken.
So what do you mean to Liang Che?
The authorities are fascinated, Hua Lin still feels that there is always Liang Che's eyes behind her to pay attention to and watch her, which also gives her infinite joy.
With the idea of "for Liang Che to become better", and even thought that he had to pass physics in order to be worthy of Liang Che's excellence in physics, Hua Lin studied very seriously.
It turns out that love also has a thousand faces, and it is not so fierce that it is unbearable.
Love can also have positive energy.
Under the combination of multiple factors, Hua Lian's determination to surpass Du Jiayun in the mid-term exam, Zhang Wenli's teaching help, and Hua Lian's preparation for physics, there was a period of time when Hua Lin was still studying solidly and seriously.
When the mid-term exam came, Huang still copied Hua Lian's Chinese questions, and also asked Hua Lian if he wanted to get answers to other subjects.
Cen Lin squeezed her eyebrows and winked at Hua Lin next to her, and persuaded Hua Lin to copy it.
Hua Lin never dared, in the name of guarding her bottom line, she put a high hat on herself in her heart, and finally completed the exams on her own.
She can't do it confidently, there are still too many topics that she can't do, and she really doesn't know if that bold statement can be realized.