Shu Yu took a long leave of absence, so Hua Lin didn't find her.

There is no other channel, Hua Lin still wants to care about Shu Yu, after thinking about it, Hua Lin decided to go to the liberal arts class upstairs to find Luo Zhehan to understand the situation.

At least, it seems that Luo Zhehan is not as annoying as Ge Taisheng, nor is Ge Taisheng hating her as much.

When she went up the stairs around the corner, a boy who seemed familiar passed by her, and Hua Lonely didn't care.

looked at it and met Liu Shitong.

Liu Shitong came from the stairs, just glanced at the person who came, and stopped when he saw that it was Hua Lone, "Huh? “

Hua Lin barely squeezed out a smile, which was regarded as a hello.

To be honest, Liu Shitong had never seen this guy come upstairs alone, and he looked a little restrained, so Liu Shitong asked gently: "Are you here to find someone?" ”

Hua Lin nodded, "Find Luo Zhehan." “

"Is it in there? You show me that. ”

Hua Lin then pointed to Luo Zhehan who was reading a book on the seat, probably in the first row.

Liu Shitong understood, walked over, knocked lightly on Luo Zhehan's table, showed that there was someone unexpectedly, and without much explanation, she returned to her own seat.

Luo Zhehan raised his head, and his originally puzzled brows slowly opened when he saw the flowers at the door of the classroom.

For the appearance of Hua Lone, it was originally reasonable, Luo Zhehan was not surprised, he got up and came out, and he had already guessed in his heart why she came.

The two of them were in the corridor on the second floor, leaning on the railing, talking side by side.

Luo Zhehan said that this is the first time that the two of their "old classmates" have stood together and spoken in this school.

Hearing this, Hua Lin hung her head in embarrassment.

Luo Zhehan immediately explained, just sighing, not blaming her.

"Where is this your sole responsibility? It's all mutual, you haven't come to me, haven't I never been to you? ”

"But that's not what Ge Taisheng said about me." At this moment, Hua Lone's eyes were warm, and she felt very aggrieved.

"What did he say about you?"

"I said it a long time ago, I said it at the beginning of the first year of high school, saying that you often get together with old classmates in A, I never go, I never know about these things, I never received a call from you, but ,...... Of course, even if I did, I wouldn't be able to go, and my parents wouldn't allow me to participate in these activities. Ge Taisheng said, I am no longer from your circle, I have alienated you. - It doesn't matter, I just want to ask you, what is the current situation of Lin Shuyu's family? “

"Ge Taisheng also told you?" ”

"Who else but him." Hua Lin glanced at Luo Zhehan, "Look, didn't you tell me too?" ”

Luo Zhehan nodded.

"Tell me, what's going on? Is Lin Shuyu okay? Is her family okay? ”

So, Luo Zhehan told Hua Lin truthfully:

The situation of Shu Yu's family, it doesn't matter whether it is "good or bad", for her, his father is fine, it is a great luck.

After all, in terms of affection, for that woman, maybe today, Shu Yu should be honored as "auntie" no matter what, for this aunt, she does not have the emotions between relatives whose blood is thicker than water, although she has compassion for life, but it is a blessing that her biological father is not in danger of his life; When Dad was alive, she was infinitely grateful to God, and she was afraid of that "loss". ””

It's normal to not see Shu Yu at school, because she needs to take care of her father, although her aunt and others at home have asked her to go back to school to study, she still wants to spend more time with her father, especially his father's body and mind need time to heal.

"You can't talk about it? She is such a strong person, she will not show weakness in front of us. And we've been to her house, we've been to the hospital to see her father, and she may blame herself, and occasionally be negative, but it's not as serious as Ge Taisheng said. After all, her dad is still in the hospital, and no matter how optimistic a person is, it is impossible for him to smile passionately at us without heart and lungs, right? ”

"Then, what about that aunt, that aunt has an accident, she shouldn't feel good?"

Luo Zhehan thought for a while, "Actually, a long time ago, I heard her say that the aunt had asked her many times to show favor in order to get through her relationship, but she didn't agree, she didn't understand why she had to use a paper marriage to bind the relationship?" I guess it may be because her parents divorced, she doesn't trust the legal effect of a piece of paper, I don't think Lin Shuyu can be said to be difficult or unacceptable, she told me that she has acquiesced, that is, as long as they are not in front of her, do not live in her house, and do not get married, she will turn a blind eye. Maybe it will change later, she said that after she goes to college, she will not be at home, out of sight and out of mind, and then they will do whatever they want - but if something happens to an accident, who can count it? If you talk about self-blame, there must be one, Shu Yu admits that the aunt is very good to his father, she just can't get over this level in her heart. ”

Hua Jing listened quietly, Luo Zhehan's voice was relatively low, and the speed of speech was slow, Hua Lin seemed to see that Shu Yu was talking, these contents were both familiar and unfamiliar, Hua Ling secretly thought to herself, it turned out that she was so far away from Shu Yu, and she didn't know anything about the people and things that happened around Shu Yu.

Luo Zhehan seemed to have a delicate heart, as if he had seen through Hua Lian's inner thoughts, knowing that she was delicate, and fell into self-pity, and said: "You don't have to be like this, all this has nothing to do with you." ”

Afraid that Hua Lin would misunderstand, Luo Zhehan hurriedly changed his words and said, "No, no, I didn't mean that." ”

Hua Lin smiled bitterly: "I know, I can tell who says what." ”

It is not so much that Hua Lin came to Luo Zhehan to inquire about Shu Yu's situation, but rather to come to Luo Zhehan to seek comfort and enlightenment.

"Believe it or not, I envy you. Up to now, after all this time, you still maintain a good friendship and an indestructible appearance; I envy Shu Yu, I feel that she has always had you towards her, in addition to you and Ge Taisheng, there must be those I don't know, although you are not in the same school, in the same school and not in the same class; I envy you for having a relationship in private......"

There was still half a sentence unspoken, Hua Lin held back and hid it in her heart, "Obviously, I knew you first, but I don't know why I didn't deserve it in the end." ”

She wasn't comparing herself to Shu Yu, what she cared about was "she didn't deserve it".

Hearing this, Luo Zhehan wanted to say something comforting, but he couldn't say it.

In fact, Luo Zhehan knows very well that there is a reason for this kind of maintenance of Lin Shuyu and this kind of friendship that has always been maintained.

Since the second year of junior high school, Ge Taisheng has been like himself, and he has a liking for Lin Shuyu that goes beyond the affection of ordinary classmates, and Hua Lin has become a person like a buddy.

Little boys have a masochistic tendency towards the object they like, so they like to provoke, and they prefer to indulge and protect.

Besides, Ge Taisheng and Luo Zhehan both like to go to Internet cafes to play games online, and often mix up their pocket money to the bottom, or embezzle the money given by their parents to buy books, the two of them always brazenly ask Lin Shuyu to help with turnover, come and go, with this kind of benefit, Lin Shuyu and the two of them are closer.

It's just that the difference is that Luo Zhehan won't have any dissatisfaction with Hua Lone, after all, as Luo Zhehan himself thought, he didn't take the initiative to find Hua Lone, how could he always complain that Hua Lone was not close to them?

In terms of giving, they have not paid to Hua Lin at all.

Not to mention, like Lin Shuyu's birthday every year, they will buy gifts for Shu Yu to celebrate, but who doesn't have a birthday yet? Why didn't you see Ge Taisheng Zhang Luo give Hua Lin any surprise?

Luo Zhehan felt that the reason why Ge Taisheng was able to say those words to Hua Lonely unscrupulously was because they had known each other for more than ten years, and because they were too familiar and close in their hearts and were unreasonable and presumptuous, he couldn't tell the difference, Luo Zhehan still had a spectrum.

However, regardless of the reason, it is also true that unconsciously, drifting away.

A circle will always be broken down into independent individuals, redrawn in circles, and summarized into groups, so that a certain person, just like that, without splashing, is squeezed out.

Hua Lin left the second floor and returned to her classroom.

She could feel the kindness from Luo Zhehan, not as aggressive as Ge Taisheng, which was rare in Hua Lian's opinion. I feel more grateful for being understood.

She doesn't want to be stuck in these misinterpreted emotions, she cares about Shu Yu deep down in her heart, and a clear conscience is peace.

"Where did you fool around again?" The voice of Wang Lei, a classmate with touching emotional intelligence, sounded in his ears.

"What's the matter with you? I find out why you always like to spend time in many people's homes? Cheng Xian said more in the back.

A slight smile appeared at the corner of Hua Lone's mouth.

Although she usually dislikes Wang Lei and is annoying, the vividness in front of her is so real and lovely in her eyes.

Wang Lei left a mango-flavored lollipop for Hua Lonely.

Su Ya smiled at Hua Silence.

The class bell was ringing, and the teacher was coming from the teacher's office center outside the window, trotting all the way.

"Attend classes well." Cheng Xian lost a sentence behind his back.

On that day, the school magazine came down.

Hua Lonely was bored flipping, and turned to this excerpt:

"Somebody says white is gray, and you need to argue with him;

Someone says white is black, and you don't have to pay attention to him.

The former may be colorblind, the latter is undoubtedly a hooligan.

- Haruki Murakami, "Incomparably Wild Moods""

Hua Lonely was thoughtful and relieved.