Flower Silence:

I only saw a person who looked like you, and I stared at it from a distance for a while, until I confirmed that it was you, and I was surprised to meet here.

You have your own loneliness, just like my impression of you in the past three years.

I'm sorry, but I seem to have just discovered now, I always watch you, comment on you, and never quite understand the ripples in your heart.

About why you are worried, about why you are worried.

I heard that you and Xiaobai were actually placed in the same class again.

Seriously, it was an arrangement that none of us expected.

I'll admit that I hid something from you before that.

Later, I naively thought that those "concealments" would become permanent history because of such "coincidences" and did not need to be revealed;

Maybe there will be a turning point between you and Xiaobai, otherwise I can't figure out why fate wants to let you meet again, I don't believe there will be no deep meaning in this.

You see, you look at me very suspiciously now, as if you want to know what I have to say later, which shows that I have been successful in concealing it for so long, but I don't feel a sense of accomplishment, and even regret it a little, and I am sorry for you;

It also shows that you care about his current attitude towards you.

So where do you start?

I miss you who love to laugh, be literary, bright, and likable;

And the one who kicks the ball, handsome, sunny, chasing your little white,

At that time, the two of you only looked at each other, and the eyes were full of gentleness and tacit understanding, as long as you stood together, they were a good match, and they were recognized as "golden boys and girls" in the hearts of our classmates.

At the beginning of Xiaobai's departure, he also specially told me to take care of you and remember to tell him your news.

I also thought to myself, I don't, because I like you a little bit, too.

Gradually, I realized that I didn't need to deliberately do anything about it, and the two of you went from being separated by a veil to a mountain.

Have you made many phone calls to Xiaobai?

What didn't you leave a word behind?

When he told me, my understanding was that if you can muster up the courage to take the initiative to contact him, it must be out of sincere longing.

But you must not have imagined that your initiative was not handled beautifully enough, and it became what Xiaobai called "too enthusiastic and depressing".

Once a person changes his mind, it is also very fast.

Since then, Xiaobai has not taken the initiative to care about you.

Even if I had to say it, he would naturally change the subject.

Tell me that A is great, and make a promise with me that in the future, I must target A and take a look.

He said that the truly brilliant people here have a light that those of us who stayed in place could not have imagined.

Actually, this sentence is nothing to me, we are indeed left far behind, this is an unchangeable fact.

But if I say I've been angry, do you believe me?

Because he looks at you the same way, I am disappointed.

He seems to have forgotten that he had said that you were the most special being, the one he wanted to make him happy.

I silently pay attention to you, I hope you must be angry, after all, you were the "public lover" of many male classmates in our class, and we were not unconvinced when we lost to him; But his irritability, even though he is a good friend, will still make me unconvinced.

However, what I didn't expect was that I was disappointed in you too.

Do you remember, you are more and more nervous, telling illogical lies, hiding certain things, like a hypocritical mouse, dodging, losing openness and calmness.

You seem to be lingering in front of and behind the school commissary, blowing cowhides that I can't get used to, and I really don't like your greedy face at that time, and the aura you attracted me was consumed little by little by the smell of copper.

Occasionally hear that your dad will beat you?

I don't believe it, your father looks so kind, and the tone of his speech when he meets me is like that of his peers, I am not afraid of your father at all.

It is true that you often have wounds on your face, as if to confirm some suspicions.

So why do you always off your dad?

You must know that in this situation, people's imagination is endless, and the adjectives about you are naturally not good.

Some things still reached Xiaobai sooner or later, although I didn't say it, but you know that there are many people who have the same intersection with us.

Along with it, your grades instantly fell to the bottom, and who would believe it when you tell it to those old classmates in A?

Maybe you've never cared about these things, and I really don't know what's going on in your head.

As far as I know, at that time, Gao Jiayue's grades had already entered the top 30 in the middle grade A, and those of us who can be called "competing with each other" were all advancing, and you were the only one walking backwards, and you didn't seem to know anything about it.

No matter how many times I have met with them and mentioned my achievements, I will no longer ask you, because you have already become a loser and it is not worth mentioning.

In some ways, you are marginalized by us, and even more margined by Xiaobai.

Xiaobai said, in the past, as long as I stood with you, I would feel very glorious on my face, but now? It seems that when he talks about the past, he will blush with a little shame, and he doesn't say it well, he feels that he shouldn't have anything to do with you.

I can't even be angry about this, after all, you are really unreliable.

I don't listen well in class, I feel sorry for myself, I suffer from gains and losses, I am confused, and I am always like a frosted eggplant.

When you fell, Xiaobai was thriving.

Some people praise him as "Bancao", which is very popular with girls.

We can't compare to this point, he does have an appearance advantage, and he is also smart and will come to things.

I've heard him talk to me a little bit,

He once liked a classmate, and the other party was as good and beautiful as you can't compare.

And the most romantic thing between them:

It was a winter night, after the evening self-study, there were scattered snow seeds in the sky, and the dim lights on the road were one after another, forming a fairy tale stage, she and he pushed the bicycle, Xiaobai held an umbrella for her, and sent her all the way home.

You can't imagine how his eyebrows fluttered when he told me about it.

Compared to a long time ago, just talking about what it feels like to be with you is a drop in the bucket.

I beg forgiveness for not telling you about this.

In the last two years, although you have eased up, you have always been mentally hesitant and lost, and the matter about Xiaobai is not a positive thing after all, so how can I forcibly tell it, I want to change it to you, and I won't take the initiative to mention it.

Perhaps, one to the left and the other to the right, it is not impossible for you to forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

I didn't expect the world to be so unpredictable.

I asked Xiaobai, what do you think of meeting you again?

He only said, "It's not lucky. ”

I heard him say that you are very ignorant now, and you have mixed up some things in your class.

Is it like Nie Hao in the third year of junior high school, when he was involved, involved in the unclear relationship of other male classmates, stupid, and doing ridiculous and generous things?

Frankly, I didn't know him in the past, and I don't know you now.

How so?

Why?

I'm also sorry that we or you were so good, but why weren't we strong enough.

Whether you have become more in the past few years, or whether Xiaobai has become more, I don't understand.

I don't know if this is just to say, people and people, sooner or later, will drift apart.

It scares me to see that you can't even repair your relationship with such a rare reunion.

I don't want to lose others like you lost each other now, Shu Yu, Luo Han, Shen Yiyi, Chen Shuhao, why do I try my best to organize a game and get together together?

Because it's something I can grasp.

Hua Lone, whether it's your parents pushing us far away, or if that's what you intended, I feel like I can't catch you anymore.

But I'm so happy to meet you today.

What is Xiaobai's attitude towards you, you don't need me to say it at all, you know very well.

I'm here to tell you why, why.

In fact, I don't have a lot of qualifications to talk about it here, with our friendship, from beginning to end, I am not competent, and I am also a scumbag, and I have given up trying to understand you since a very early age.

After all, there will still be people, treat you well.