If it was the original him, I am afraid that he would really believe her words, and he will expose this matter with a rough mind, but after reading her diary countless times over the years, he knows that many things when he was a child, but he feels that it doesn't matter, she just doesn't say it, the girl's mind is delicate and sensitive, and every bit of it is recorded in the diary, and the diary is used as a way for her to vent.

He remembered afterwards that although he hadn't treated Lan Qing as an orphan since he was a child, and even often forgot about it, in the end, Qingqing had no father or mother since she was a child, and she was adopted by her master since she was a child. Although Master Shui Xin treated her well, he never asked her to call her mother, and he never asked about her parents. When he was a child, he was careless and felt that he didn't care if she had parents or not, and she didn't care. But he wasn't her after all.

Now that I think about it, although she is not sentimental, she is always more sensitive and careful than other children, but she is more able to hide. If he hadn't read her diary, even he wouldn't have found out.

But fortunately, although Lan Qing is sensitive, she is not suspicious, and she is also very good at comforting herself, every time something happens, he sees her smile, so he reveals it, no longer coaxes her, and in a few days, she can think about it herself. It's just that I didn't feel it at the time, but the more I thought about it over the years, the more I felt sorry for her. felt that even though he said that he was good to her, in the end, he still didn't care enough about her in his heart.

From that time on, he had made up his mind that if he could find her again, he would not let her digest it by herself, chew on those good and bad emotions, and always let her know that no matter what kind of emotions, he was willing to listen to her, and that no matter what happened, he was there for her.

Looking at photos is a very time-consuming thing, especially like Shui Lanqing, looking very carefully, Chen Pengwei deliberately led her to talk, the two recalled for a while, laughed for a while, and after reading two or three books, Shui Lanqing had recovered her previous mood. It's just that in the end, I'm worried about something, and I'm not as happy as before.

When she flipped through the photo album from high school, Shui Lanqing leaned in, a white light suddenly appeared in front of her, and she sat back down, and then she heard a gurgling sound in her stomach.

Chen Pengwei was startled and hurriedly supported her, "Dizzy again?" ”

Shui Lanqing leaned on his arms and nodded slightly, "It's okay, it's too urgent, just slow down." ”

Chen Pengwei remembered that there seemed to be a few times like this before, and he couldn't help frowning, "You have low blood sugar, right?" Have you ever tested it? ”

Shui Lanqing slowed down for a while, and gradually returned to the original state in front of him, supported him to sit up again, and said in a low voice, "No need to test." I had a car accident before, I had a heavy hemorrhage, a blood transfusion, and then I took iron for a while, but I couldn't keep taking it, so I stopped, and I have been having some low blood sugar ever since. Actually, it's not too serious, it's just that it's too urgent and it's easy to get dizzy, just like the old Chinese medicine doctor said, many people are like this. ”

"It can't always be that way. It's this Friday that I'm talking to, right? ”

"Hmm."

"Wait a few more days, after reading it, you will take care of it, people who always look at it like this are terrified."

Shui Lanqing nodded, touched her somewhat deflated stomach, looked at the wall clock on the wall, and exclaimed, "It's three o'clock?" After speaking, he sat and stretched, yawned again, got up slowly, and moved a few times, "No wonder I'm hungry." We've been watching this for hours, and our bodies are stiff. ”

Chen Pengwei stood up with her, looked at his watch, and couldn't help laughing, "I didn't find it, don't go out to eat, there are still some noodles at home, just eat some noodles, don't be hungry." ”

"Okay." Shui Lanqing nodded, got up early in the morning, had some breakfast and came here, she didn't eat lunch, she felt that she couldn't wait for a moment.

The two of them sorted out their things, Chen Pengwei led Shui Lanqing downstairs, sat down at the dining table with her, and rolled up his sleeves and neatly put down the noodles.

"Eat Yangchun noodles, right? I ...... in the refrigerator," Chen Pengwei said as he opened the freezer, he hadn't cooked at home for more than a month, and he didn't save anything in the refrigerator, "There are still some shrimp and meatballs, and a cabbage, let's eat some mats first, okay?" ”

"Everything." Shui Lanqing said, seeing that he was busy working there, he couldn't sit still, walked to him and held the refrigerator door, watching him take things out.

"I had a comrade-in-arms before, who came from Yangzhou, and the Yangchun noodles I learned from him were very simple and tasted good."

Shui Lanqing couldn't intervene, and stood aside to watch his quick movements. Thinking a little distractedly, no matter what outsiders say about him as a famous young master in the capital, and no matter what he is like outside, but in her eyes, he has always treated her very well, and she also believes that no one has ever seen this side of his home, not even Wen Hao and Xu Lin.

Thinking like this, the sourness in my heart just now seems to have faded a lot, people always have to look forward, and they always worry about that little thing, isn't it difficult for themselves. She was sure that she wouldn't let go of him because of those things, so why bother to embarrass herself. Thinking about it, I exhaled deeply, feeling a little relieved.

Chen Pengwei was in a hurry, when he heard the sigh, he couldn't help but glance at Lan Qing, seeing the corner of her mouth smiling, the expression on her face seemed to be much more relaxed, her eyes looked at the pot in front of him, but she didn't know what she was thinking.

Chen Pengwei was silent, didn't speak, and didn't ask her. He hadn't forgotten what had just happened, but now was not a good time to ask.

"It's time to eat."

When I came back to my senses, I heard Chen Pengwei's voice, and I also smelled a strong aroma in my nose.

Shui Lanqing looked at the two bowls of noodles that had been brought to the table, and took two deep breaths.

"It smells so good. What's in it? She just looked, and he had boiled noodles in the pot.

"Mix up some sauce, mix it, you taste it."

Taking the chopsticks handed over by Chen Pengwei, Shui Lanqing couldn't help but move her index finger, and her already hungry appetite had already shouted, "It must be delicious." ”

As he spoke, he didn't care about the heat, so he hurriedly picked up a few, nodded again and again while eating, smiled and squinted his eyes, raised his eyes to look at Chen Pengwei, and motioned for him to sit down and eat quickly.

Seeing her eating happily, Chen Pengwei sat opposite her with a smile and picked up chopsticks to eat.

"After eating in a moment, let's go buy something. I don't have anything here, I've got to buy some, and the next time you come here, you'll have a pair of slippers. ”

After taking two bites, Chen Pengwei said slowly. Shui Lanqing looked up at him in a daze, then lowered her head to eat noodles, and let out a soft "um" in her mouth.

After eating, the two went to the backyard for a walk, there was a gazebo in the backyard, and sitting in it, they could see the scene under the mountain. It has a feeling of "seeing the mountains at a glance". Chen Pengwei said what he wanted to plant in the backyard and the swing chair he wanted to press, and Shui Lanqing smiled and put forward the suggestion.

At more than four o'clock, the two of them drove slowly and leisurely and left the Nian Garden. I bought something at the supermarket, ate again, and when I got home, it was almost eight o'clock.

When she got to bed, it was already more than nine o'clock, Shui Lanqing couldn't help but smile and said with emotion, "Another day has passed, how do I think that I have been running out every day for the past few weeks, and the time I have been out for more time has added up than in the past ten years." ”

Chen Pengwei couldn't help laughing when he heard this, thought about it, and nodded, "No, it seems to run out every day." I'm on my own, but I'm not going anywhere. ”

"You just talk nonsense, people don't all say that you people have socializing every day, so how can you have your own time. Don't wronged me. ”

Chen Pengwei smiled and patted her head, "If you want to socialize, you naturally have it every day, but look at it, what day have I gone out to socialize this month?" ”

Shui Lanqing blinked, thought about it carefully, it seemed that there was really none, and she couldn't help but be a little strange, "Didn't you say that some entertainment can't be pushed?" ”

When Chen Pengwei heard this, he smiled a little mockingly, "...... Where there is a social interaction that can't be pushed, it just depends on which one is more important in your heart. ”

Shui Lanqing listened to his words, and his heart was stunned, he said that in his heart, she was more important than those entertainments and relationships.

Chen Pengwei didn't know what she was thinking, reached out and hugged her, rubbed her arm for a while, and continued, "Actually, if you really want to cooperate in your heart, it is not a meal or a bath that can bring you closer." If you want to be alone in your heart, you don't have to give up after a meal. Although it is sometimes necessary to connect with each other, it has not been said that it has reached the point of socializing every day. ”

As she spoke, she looked at Lan Qing, who had involuntarily nestled into her arms, her eyes darkened, and she remembered her reaction when she looked at the photo album this afternoon. He thought about it for a day, and seemed to vaguely grasp some of her thoughts in his heart, but he didn't dare to be sure.

“…… I've been in the army since I graduated from college, I'm ......" Chen Pengwei paused, he didn't want to say these words to Shui Lanqing, but now that he thinks about it, it's better to let her know.

"I guess no one told you, a few years ago, I was very desperate in the army, and they nicknamed me 'Desperate Saburo', the kind of place in the army, although it also talks about connections and relationships, but it values strength more. No matter how hard the relationship is, if you don't have anything in your hands, the group of soldiers and ruffians below will not obey you, and if they don't obey you, you can't do anything. Lao Hu, you also heard it, even the National Day has something to do with it, and he has also risen to that position, but you see, I went back to look at it two days ago, and I heard them say that he has been angry several times, but what can be done, the people under your own hands do not cooperate with your work, then you are in this position is a joke. ”

Shui Lanqing listened and nodded, she knew this in A University.