Chapter 168: Thoughts

"Qingqing, do you still have the habit of keeping a diary all these years?"

"No more!" Shui Lanqing replied angrily.

Chen Pengwei continued to laugh and tease her, "Oh? You don't have it, then I have memorized some, do you want to take a look? ”

"Yes, bring it."

"Haha, hahahaha." Looking at the red little face in front of him, Chen Pengwei finally couldn't help laughing out loud, hugged her in his arms, rubbed it vigorously a few times, couldn't help lowering his head, and kissed the slightly pursed red lips.

Chen Pengwei carefully controlled the strength and time, but seeing that Lan Qing was still out of breath, he put his head on her and laughed softly, "Little fool, you have to gasp, I taught you before." After saying that, he didn't embarrass her, let go of her, patted her, got up and came to a few cabinets on the ground.

"Didn't you just look at the photos? It's all in these cabinets. As he spoke, he opened the first cabinet, "Put it in chronological order." ”

took out the first photo album in the first row of the cabinet, and sat back next to Shui Lanqing, the album was a little old, but it was not old. Flipping it open, the photos are scattered horizontally and vertically, and a few sentences are recorded under each one.

"In 19XX, on June X, Xisi Hutong, Xiao Budian fell and cried again, I had already told her to eat less, like a small ball of meat, but there was a lot of meat, and I fell."

"In 19XX, on July X, the progress was very fast, and I could split my legs in a month. It's just that these little short legs look so funny. ”

"19XX, September 9th, today is my birthday, let Xiao Lanqing dance for me as a birthday gift, I didn't expect her to really be able to jump out, the little guy does have a little talent."

Shui Lanqing looked at them carefully one by one, she still had some impressions of some scenes, but she didn't know when he filmed them. Just looked at the words he wrote under each sheet, pointed with his fingers, and looked back at him with a smile, "But let me hold it, it turns out that you thought of me like this in your heart." After speaking, he turned his head and looked back at the handwriting carefully, "When did you write this, ten years ago?" Look at the word doesn't look like it. ”

"I wrote it when I was 15 or 6 years old. When I first got a camera, I didn't have any money in my pocket, and I couldn't always wash my photos, but when I got older and had money in my hand, I washed them all out. ”

After speaking, he hugged Lan Qing tightly, and looked at her hand, "I'm not wrong, you can see for yourself, this is called having pictures and truths, so you don't have to admit it, when you were a child, weren't you just a very round little girl." ”

Whether it's a big girl or a little girl, I'm afraid I don't like to hear people say that I'm fat, "Where was I fat when I was a child, is it good to call baby fat?" ”

Chen Pengwei smiled when he heard it, "Okay, okay, baby fat is baby fat, I said it all, whether you are fat or thin, I like it, what are you worried about." ”

"When did I get worried." Shui Lanqing glanced at him and turned a new page, the first one was a photo of her lower waist in the courtyard, looking at the angle of the photo, Chen Pengwei should be on the wall, from the bottom to the top.

"In 2000, on March X, Xiao Lanqing began to practice her waist, but where is her waist, little chubby?"

Shui Lanqing finally couldn't help it, and gently twisted Chen Pengwei's waist with her hand, "Where do you say my waist is, you can bury me." ”

Chen Pengwei smiled and put his arms around her slender waist, and made a lot of effort, almost taking one arm over. "Where do you say? Not here. Your waist hasn't changed in the past few years, I remember when I was in high school, I put one hand around me. ”

Shui Lanqing patted him with a smile, "Where is my waist?" I don't have a waist, and I'm as thick as I am. ”

Chen Pengwei also laughed when he heard her disgusting words, his arm was raised up, it was like touching the edge of her chest, he stopped, lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes covered the flickering light inside, "Who said that, obviously, now, the top is much thicker than the bottom." ”

Shui Lanqing felt Chen Pengwei's movements with some shock, her apricot eyes widened, and she looked back at him a little incredulously, "...... Who did you learn from? ”

Chen Pengwei snorted, laughed, buried his head in her neck, and shook his shoulders, "Qingqing, I'm 32 years old, and you still think I'm 20 years old, do you still need to learn from others?" ”

Chen Pengwei's words made Shui Lanqing stunned, yes, he is 32 years old, and he is still in that position, even if he always remembers himself in his heart, he is afraid that his body will have a time when he can't help himself. Thinking about these things, if he had done it with the right woman, Shui Lanqing's eyes couldn't help but darken, she pursed the corners of her mouth, and smiled a little self-deprecatingly, even if she knew that she couldn't blame him, but she couldn't pass this level in her heart for a while. The question that was deliberately avoided was inadvertently presented to her again.

But if she was asked so bluntly, she would not want to do it anyway. She didn't want to behave so carefully in front of him. There are some things, if you don't ask them, you can still deceive yourself to some extent, if you ask them, the answer is not satisfactory, I am afraid that there is no room for maneuver.

However, the two have been separated for ten years, and now they have just reunited, and they feel that everything is good, as long as the other party is by their side. It's just that if you really get along, the interval of the past ten years, the two of them have changed more or less, will they pop up from time to time like today.

Thinking about it in a mess, he took a deep breath and slowly spit it out almost inaudibly. For a while, the joy of the morning was discharged.

Chen Pengwei hugged her, didn't see the expression on her face, but instantly felt her deep sigh and slightly shrugged shoulders, felt her instantly lowered mood, and couldn't help frowning. Seeing that she didn't speak for a long time, she didn't look at the photos again, and couldn't help but ask softly, "Qingqing, what do you want?" ”

Shui Lanqing turned her head slightly in confusion, but she didn't look at him, came back to her senses, and shook her head, "I didn't think about anything." ”

He replied softly, and looked down at the album again. Turning the pages one by one, looking at the words written by Chen Pengwei, I only felt more sad in my heart. I couldn't hold back for a while, and I couldn't help but sigh again.

Chen Pengwei hugged her from behind, frowning, looking at Lan Qing's fair and slender neck with deep eyebrows, he didn't know why, obviously the two of them are getting better and better these days, and they are getting back to the tacit understanding they used to have, but suddenly, Qingqing's whole person is cold again, and it seems that she has returned to the time when she just reunited, she is polite and self-controlled, and deliberately wants to keep a certain distance from him, not far away, which makes him panic and anxious.

His mood fluctuated with her mood, knowing that it was not good, but he couldn't control himself. I'm afraid that no one will believe it, but the dignified Young Master Chen will be happy because of a woman's joy, sad and anxious.

He looked at the girl who was obviously quiet in his arms, and carefully recalled what the two had just said and done, there must be a reason. Thinking about it little by little, I couldn't help but tighten my hands again.

Lan Qing let him inadvertently strangle, suffocated, and couldn't help moving, reaching out and gently pushing him, wanting to get out of his arms. "You let go of me, you strangled me." The tone was no longer the strange anger that seemed to be delicate just now, and the flat and indifferent tone made Chen Pengwei more and more sure in his heart that she didn't know what she had just thought.

His eyes darkened, and he let go, but he still hugged her, thought about it, and slowly opened his mouth tentatively, saying sentence by sentence, "Qingqing, if you don't like me to say those words, or if you are not used to me, I will not do it if you touch you like that." ”

Hearing him say this, Shui Lanqing paused, she was not angry with his words and his actions just now, but she couldn't tell him, "It's okay, you can say it, you touch it, I'm not sad because of this."

He pursed his lips and made a plausible "um" from his nose.

Chen Pengwei has known her since she was a child, and listening to her tone, he knew that she was not angry because of her previous words and actions, and her brows couldn't help but wrinkle even tighter.

hugged her, tilted his head to her shoulder, half aggrieved, half coaxed, and continued, "Qingqing, let's talk about it since we were young, no matter what, you can tell me directly, whether you lose your temper or get angry, but always let me know, I know that there are some things I can't say, but you can give me some hints." If you don't say it, if I guess wrong, aren't you angry in vain? ”

Shui Lanqing listened to his somewhat cautious tone, and her heart was very sour, knowing that she had gotten into a dead end in this matter, and she didn't even want to ask others, so she sentenced others, how was it wrong, but she really didn't want to ask in her heart, and she couldn't bear to let him guess so randomly.

After thinking about it, he bit his lip and smiled to recover some of the happiness he had just had, "I really didn't think about anything, you thought too much about yourself." You suddenly startled me, and I didn't come back to my senses for a while. But you're right, I'm 30 years old anyway......" Later, Shui Lanqing didn't know what to say, so she stopped, smiled, pointed to the album and said, "I haven't finished reading it yet, I haven't seen any of these, and you haven't shown it to me." ”

Chen Pengwei looked at her smiling appearance, and couldn't help pursing his lips, knowing that he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to ask anything for a while, so he followed her words, smiled, and hugged her to continue reading.

It's just that I have a firm record of this in my heart. He had a feeling in his heart that if this matter was not really resolved, he was afraid that it would leave a pimple in her heart, and it would also bury unstable factors in the relationship between the two of them, although he didn't know what it was yet.

Since the reunion for so long, although she has had sadness, sadness, anger, and all kinds of emotions, her emotions are all exposed, and she is not afraid to let him know, and even willing to share them with him. It's completely different from this time, wanting to hide her emotions.