Chapter Forty-Eight: In Love
Zhang Xin has always cared about Hua Lone's true heart for Lu Yinuo.
In the past, Zhang Xin didn't understand that Hua Lin projected Bai Xingyi's shadow on Lu Yinuo, so he would look at Lu Yinuo in a daze at some point; Therefore, she accepted Hua Lin suspiciously, expressing that she didn't like Lu Yinuo's statement.
However, no matter what happened to Hua Lone, Zhang Xin was sure that Lu Yinuo didn't look down on her.
But Zhang Xin knew very well in her heart that she was too close to Hua Lone, and she knew that Hua Lone's was good.
Hua Lin is very poor and sour, but in the face of the rich, she is neither humble nor arrogant, neither Zhang Wenli's flattery, nor Fang Yuan's hypocrisy, although she has been wronged at home, she can quickly adjust herself, she has no self-pity, she is always optimistic and comforts her.
Zhang Xin and Hua Lin will be very comfortable together, she is a person with a young lady's temper, and there are not many people she is willing to confide in, but she is willing to be good to Hua Lian, even if it is good for her to spend money, and Hua Lin knows how to be careful and will not treat her as a big wrongdoer.
Zhang Xin knew that Lu Yinuo had a misunderstanding about Hua Lin at the beginning, and regarded Hua Lin as the kind of ugly duckling who didn't know the sky, the earth, the three religions, and the nine streams, and the toad wanted to eat swan meat.
Others don't know, Zhang Xin knows very well, when he was in junior high school before, Hua Lin was also a famous figure in the school, and when their class looked at the grade rankings in front of the classroom, some people talked about the girl with a very special name who was the class leader next door, the goddess of sunshine bathed in the sun when the red flag was displayed.
At that time, Zhang Xin really wanted to get to know Hua Lone, but he didn't have the opportunity.
Many times, when Zhang Xin was chasing and fighting with boys inside and outside the classroom, she met Hua Lone, Zhang Xin was very weak-hearted, she thought that she might be an indecent female classmate in Hua Lone's cognition.
Later, he was in the same class as Hua Lone, and it was a coincidence that the two bought the same style of bicycle, and even the birthday was only two days apart, Zhang Xin was even more sure that this was a different kind of fate between the little sisters.
I heard that Hua Lin likes Lu Yinuo, maybe because she pays attention to Hua Lian's attention, Zhang Xin herself also began to pay attention to Lu Yinuo, and later had the opportunity to make up lessons with him at Shitai's house, she wanted to contact Lu Yinuo a little more, and she would find more to talk to Lu Yinuo.
And Hua Lin always lacks a chance, even if it is just a simple classmate, at least people can understand that Hua Lin is not a casual person who does not know the general situation, and there is no need to over-interpret her so-called "like".
However, I don't know when it started, the more it became clear that Lu Yinuo disliked Hua Lone, and Zhang Xin had a different kind of affection for Lu Yinuo.
Regardless of whether Lu Yinuo has a crush on Chen Huihui or not, his shadow lingers in Zhang Xin's mind.
She hid behind Hua Lone, borrowed Hua Lone's shell, and secretly liked this boy.
All the information about Lu Yinuo that was discovered, in the eyes of most people, was the instruction of Hua Lone, of course, including that "chance encounter" in the Internet café.
This may be a kind of use of Hua Lin in private, thinking about it, she also felt guilty, but it was basically impossible for her to jump out and express her feelings in front of Lu Yinuo.
Proud as she is, how can she put herself in the same situation as Hua Lin being "picked" by others?
She believes in her own conditions, looking horizontally and vertically, it will be stronger than Hua Lone, and in the world of feelings, she has never needed the role of taking the initiative, and this time it will not be unexpected.
She just wants Lu Yinuo to slowly like herself;
If he never had it, then he would have rotted this secret in his heart.
However, such a secret is hidden, and I dare not say or ask, and I am very lonely.
Therefore, when Hua Lin suddenly asked about Zhang Xin, she was so surprised, where did she show her feet?
I'm not sure, will Hua Lin blame herself?
Hua Lin told Zhang Xin sincerely: "Don't hide it from me, if you don't have it, naturally I won't say it; If you have, tell me, I can also help you play sloppy, otherwise what if Cen Lin really pokes this thing out? ”
"Cen Lin?" Zhang Xin was a little flustered.
This woman and Lu Yinuo are so close, she can't even accept her solemnity, if she really wants her to talk nonsense in front of Lu Yinuo, won't she be passive?
However, admitting this in front of Hua Lone, Zhang Xin still has a little bit of mustard.
Hua Lin thought, the big secret has to be exchanged for the big secret to be safe.
"Well, let me tell you, I really don't like Lu Yinuo. It's just that I used to think that he was very clean and sunny, like a little prince, and frankly, I saw something very familiar in him, yes..."Hua Lin hesitated for a few seconds and changed his words.
“… It was when I was in elementary school.,There's a childhood sweetheart.,Unfortunately, I transferred and left.,Never... Never met again. I miss him very much, and every time I see Lu Yinuo, I think how good it would be if he was still around. ”
"Then you didn't put your feelings on Lu Yinuo?"
"If he can accept me, it may not be impossible, after all, he is very handsome, isn't he? It's a pity that I don't deserve it, you know, I can only be taken as a joke. ”
Zhang Xin listened, thoughtful.
Seeing that she still had concerns, Hua Lin had no choice but to use a killer move, "Besides, I have someone I really like now." ”
"Who?" Zhang Xin's eyes lit up immediately.
"Liang Che from our class."
That Cheng Xian was out of play, this thought flashed in Zhang Xin's mind, and then asked the key point:
"Does he like you?"
asked Hua Lin embarrassedly, and flickered, "How do I know, anyway, I feel, maybe, maybe, more or less, you shouldn't hate me." ”
"Don't tell me you're a crush again."
Zhang Xin summed it up right, this "again" is an unknown crush.
But then I think about it, aren't I the same?
"Now I'm asking you, you fool, do you like Lu Yinuo?"
"Yes."
Saying this word, Zhang Xin was relieved, she was lonely and kept this secret for a long time, she didn't dare to say anything to anyone, and now she finally had a trustworthy tree hole for her to confide in.
"Can you let people know?"
"Nope! Never! ”
That's not to say, Hua Lin will definitely help her cover up, Cen Lin has already figured out a little rumor, and now she is just in conflict with Zheng Zheng and has no heart to delve into it.
"Why does Cen Lin know?"
This, Hua Lin is not easy to say, is it difficult to say, because Lu Yinuo said that Zhang Xin said a lot of bad things about Hua Lone, which made Lu Yinuo hate himself, so Cen Lin thought that Zhang Xin had ulterior motives and speculated?
There are some gray questions, Hua Lin will pass if she thinks about it, and it will be boring to turn it out, no matter what, she can't affect her relationship with Zhang Xin because of a Lu Yinuo.
Before Hua Lin could find any reason to stop, Zhang Xin asked again: "Could it be that Lu Yinuo noticed it himself?" ”
Zhang Xin was obviously a little nervous, and Hua Lin hurriedly calmed him.
"No, no, no, it may be that Cen Lin is more sensitive to the affairs of men and women. You see, am I not the cannon fodder she arched out? Perhaps, she is just overhearted, and you just happen to like it. ”
Looking at Zhang Xin's appearance, Hua Lonely's heart is the same as Spiegel, this is afraid that the girl Huaichun has moved her true feelings, but both of them are the same in this regard, they are cowards, reading is reading, liking is liking, there is absolutely no next step, only the fragmented memories of wishful thinking living in their own world every day.
So, in this way, after explaining it clearly, Zhang Xin had an outlet to vent.
The two of them couldn't go home together as often as before, and there was a distance, so they wrote letters to each other and exchanged letters when Zhang Xin passed by the Hualian classroom.
It's a very interesting phenomenon, the letter in the girl, that's really self-talking.
You come and go, and you don't care about what is mentioned in the other party's letter, but desperately dig out the words, and put it all out on the letterhead, which is comfortable.
Wait for the other party to read it, well, have read it, and then continue to write each other what they want to say.
Several letters, judging from the content, are like two parallel lines, with their own serials.
However, to some extent, it makes sense that Zhang Xin doesn't like to read what Hua Lin writes.
Compared with Zhang Xin and Lu Yinuo's substantive make-up class life, real language communication and eye contact; Liang Che and Hua Lone, no matter how much they "look at each other" and "chase after", it is all wishful thinking on the part of Hua Lone, and Zhang Xin can't bear to debunk it.
In order to stand out one day, Hua Lin worked hard to listen to physics;
Every day, the afterglow kept sweeping over Liang Che, and he felt that Liang Che was peeking at himself.
One day, Hua Lone's group was on duty, and after school, the other classmates went home, and she saw a paper airplane next to the trash can, and recognized it as Liang Che at a glance.
Just looking at that paper airplane, Hua Lin can think about a lot of things, he likes folding paper airplanes so much, could it be that this person wants to be a pilot in the future?
If there is a chance to persuade him to give up, the pilot must have requirements for vision.
Hua Lin secretly picked up his plane, inside is his draft, the mess is all calculations, Hua Lone's level is too low, I can't read it, I can only taste his words, it's not very bad, it's better to write it yourself.
Ah, Hua Lonely's heart is happy, he actually has a place that can surpass him?
"What are you doing!"
The sudden sound behind him made the soul of Hua Lonely want to fly, and when he turned around, it was this Wang Lei again!
"Why didn't you leave?"
"Playing ball. Your Lu Yinuo is also playing over there. ”
Looking at it this way, Wang Lei was indeed sweating profusely.
"So excited today? Didn't even go to an internet café? ”
"They seem to be playing against a first-year high school student. The girl in the first year of high school desperately shouted cheers for Lu Yinuo. ”
Hua Lin listened, silently about to leave, and was found by Wang Lei on the scratch paper she had just dropped.
"Isn't this what Liang Che threw it?"
Oops, Wang Lei is sitting in front of Liang Che, is it difficult for him to recognize it.
Wang Lei grabbed Hua Lone's clothes, "Come back and explain, do you still have this habit?" ”
"I, how do I know whose it is? Didn't I see that there was an equation on it? What do you think is the martial arts cheats that a scholar has lost? ”
Forcibly explain a wave, believe it or not.
Wang Lei grabbed Hua Lin again, his face sank, and he said seriously: "Zhang Xin is about to celebrate his birthday, help me give me a gift." ”
"Big brother, I'm about to have a birthday."
"You are indispensable."
Hua Lin just wanted to tease, she didn't covet any gifts, but Wang Lei deserved it too quickly, regretted saying this, and quickly waved his hand.
"Don't don't, I'm kidding, you don't have to prepare my gifts, don't, I don't need to, really."
To be precise, Zhang Xin may not need him to give any gifts, didn't the first few times he have been in vain?
Whether you receive it from others or not, whether you send it to yourself or not, Wang Lei thinks so, Hua Lin is naturally not easy to persuade.
"Has she liked anything lately?"
She likes Lu Yinuo recently, Hua Lin answered in her heart, and she only shook her head on the surface.
Having said that, for a person like Zhang Xin who lacks nothing, it is indeed difficult to give her a gift, no longer expensive, but new.
But at that time, when the Internet era had not yet developed, how could there be so many new ideas, no Taobao, no Jingdong, no online shopping, only goods with clear prices in the boutiques near the campus.
Wang Lei sticks to his original intention, buys one item after another, and then sends it out without asking for anything in return, regardless of whether its final destination is a trash can or a drawer of Hua Lone's house, maybe this is the way he treats "like".
Is "like" or "love"?
Flower Silence can also be confused occasionally.
Whether it is Zheng Chong Cen Lin, his own interpretation of Bai Xingyi, Zhang Xin, Lu Yinuo, Wang Lei, Zhang Xin, different styles and different stories.
Are these loves?
The classmates have no one to teach them, as if love is enough to be bigger than the sky.
The Twins have a song, how to sing it:
"Academics are important, I will be careful, but he who likes him is approaching;
Chatting is more attentive than exams.
Wouldn't I love myself more without him, when would I be in love?
Why is the theory not documented, and what should be done?
Classmates love freshness, and love is bigger than the sky.
I miss it day and night if I want to or not, even sweet dreams are not sweet enough,
Of course, now that I'm underage, I am superficial, and I only know that love is bigger than the sky.
Forget the beneficial aphorism, automatically skip in front of his eyes, how to flash?
Classmates will always meet. ”
And how many years should it take to roll in society before it can be proven:
Such a seemingly unprofessional throbbing is actually the most pure and flawless, precious and difficult to find.