Chapter 16: The Secret Garden (3)
It should be thanks to my uncle for a little relationship.
Although it was delayed for several days, in the end, the traffic management office did not embarrass people anymore, and the fine was discounted, which greatly alleviated the financial pressure of the Hua Lin family.
It was not easy to drive the pickup truck back, and Father Hua Lin was very grateful to his uncle.
Uncle didn't want to appreciate it, and he didn't want to say much to him, hoping that he could understand that it was the best way to be grateful if they were okay with each other in the future.
After so many changes in the family's personnel, in a certain moment, Hua Lin thought that she had matured, and she began to understand:
From now on, there may be all kinds of hardships in her life, such as long rain, bone-eroding snow, and stinging thunder, and she has to grow up to face and endure.
But in fact, the meaning of maturity is too broad, too deep and too complex, and some people may not be able to truly mature after living most of their lives.
It does not mean that as long as you have the courage to take on or face difficulties, you can endure and have the ability to fight against fate, you are called mature;
There is also one thing in maturity, which is "sacrifice" and "understanding".
Shu Yu angrily told Hua Lin that her father had long known about her mother's new family, and he said that he thought it was her freedom, even if Shu Yu was her biological daughter, she was not qualified to restrain her, and he hoped that Shu Yu would be sincerely blessed and accepted.
Originally, Shu Yu and his father talked about this, at least the atmosphere was not too bad.
Unexpectedly, Shu Yu also drilled into the horns of the bull, fell into the fear in his heart, poked her father's heart, said that she would not forgive anyone, and pointed out sharply that his father was completely making excuses for himself and seeking opportunities, he must also want to marry again, have a new wife, have a new daughter, no, it is better to have a son.
The words were very excited for a while, and the words may be inappropriate, Shu Yu's father didn't know why he couldn't help but "snap" and gave her a slap.
Shu Yu was stunned, and when she came back to her senses, she immediately closed the door and locked it and refused to communicate.
"Is that slap heavy?"
"It's not heavy. - But he actually beat me? Growing up so big, apart from the fact that my mother would teach me a lesson when she was still there, what did my father do to me? “
"Maybe you're really angry with your dad."
"Yes, I did it on purpose."
What a willful person, and how happy he is.
Hua Lin silently envied in her heart, she categorically didn't dare to talk to her father like this.
What can really make people pampered and proud is often not the so-called "loved", but "favored", what a sense of security.
"My tears that night, that's all," Shu Yu said with a gesture on his face, "It's really a big one coming out, you know? For the first time, I learned what it means to be 'silent crying', it turns out that when a person is sad, he doesn't need to mobilize his emotions, and the tears will come out naturally, and he can't stop it. ”
The flowers are silent.
Do you still need to understand this?
Lonely night, silent crying, flower loneliness is taken for granted, where is there still this "sudden realization" general emotion.
People really can't be compared.
One cries because he is too loved, and the other is because he is too unloved, the same ending, completely different plots.
"If your mother comes to you next time, won't you see you?"
"What did I see her doing, did you pick up the candy she sent me?"
…… Dumbfounding.
In fact, Shu Yu's father did have the idea of remarrying, but the starting point is mainly as follows:
First of all, based on the current situation that I am away from home for a long time in a long-distance truck, although my family is not bad about Shu Yu, it is not under one roof after all, and there will be some negligence.
If there is fate to know someone with a good character, don't say anything about her appearance, even if the other party's family conditions are poor, it doesn't matter, as long as she can be good to Shu Yu and don't seek to treat her as her own, at least she can take care of three meals a day, food, clothing, housing and transportation, and he can run outside with peace of mind;
Secondly, when Shu Yu grows up in the future, he will marry, and while he is still young, he can find a companion, at least he can avoid Shu Yu's troubles in the future;
In the end, the elders in the family also advised him to do so, and he did meet a newcomer, the contact was not bad, they were interested in each other, and the main person did not think that he had been divorced, saying that the man who married for the second time was a treasure, and he knew how to hurt women, he was not grass and trees, how could he be ruthless?
But Shu Yu's fierce accusation made Shu Yu's father hear his daughter's true heart.
On the night when Shu Yu closed the door and did not show up, Shu Yu's father smoked cigarettes one after another and thought about it for a long time.
It's just that her mother, who doesn't live together, is angry with her when she gets married outside, let alone herself.
What Shu Yu said also makes sense.
If there is a conflict between the daughter and the new wife, most men will choose to coax the new wife, often turning a blind eye to the true situation of the daughter, and only the daughter will swallow the anger.
Yes, how can you ask a woman to marry you and still care for your ex-wife's daughter?
There are always disagreements in everything, there is friction between biological mothers and daughters, there is no blood relationship and there is no possibility of reconciliation, who will you wronged at that time?
Shu Yu's father didn't have the confidence that he could handle it well, and he didn't have the confidence to promise Shu Yu anything.
He knows Shu Yu's fear and Shu Yu's hatred.
He still thinks that he is incompetent, and he has managed a failed husband and wife relationship, so that Shu Yu can't get the complete love of his parents, and he is so selfish that he wants to remarry and think of another possibility, and this possibility will greatly hurt Shu Yu twice.
So, Shu Yu got the answer she wanted.
Her father first solemnly apologized to her for the slap, and then firmly said that he would never get married in this life.
In fact, Shu Yu didn't realize until high school how difficult it was for his father to make this decision, and he also sacrificed another woman behind her to wait for her father for several years.
If she could have known the answer in advance, maybe it would be very different, but we all know that there is no if.
It is understandable that adults are entangled in love, and children are also full of youth.
or secret love, or bright love, Nie Hao, a transfer student who likes Shen Yiyi, has been a little overwhelmed recently, and often asks questions about Hua Lone.
He also said that he went to that key junior high school to find Shen Yiyi's little prince.
It's not the kind of "search" that is caught and interrogated, it's just that I roughly investigated the background, and he is an innocent person who only reads sage books.
Hua Lin thought to herself, people like Nie Hao are really squirrels.
Now Nie Hao is in small trouble, and maybe in his opinion, it is also a big trouble.
is that he has already sent a love letter to Shen Yiyi, probably to express his admiration, what "I don't want you to be my sister, but to be my 'good sister', are you willing?" and so on.
After Shen Yiyi read the love letter, she retreated on the spot, and she definitely didn't accept it, mainly because she was now Nie Hao is air, which made Nie Hao's heart empty.
He is now pinning his hopes on Hua Lone, and wants Hua Lone to help talk, matchmaking them can still be normal classmates and good friends as before.
I don't know if Nie Hao is really lawless and not afraid of the teacher or rushing to the doctor in a hurry, even the most serious math teacher's class, he dared to let the note pass over to the table, and squeezed his eyebrows at Hua Lin from afar.
"It's okay if you don't like me, but don't ignore me."
Bisheng writes so headless and endless.
When Hua Lin lowered his head and didn't think about what to reply, he saw a slender hand stained with pencil ash reach over, pinched only a corner, and lifted the note from Hua Lone's table.
The math teacher only glanced at it, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but sneer, he didn't bother to ask, he put the note in the book, and his mouth still continued to talk about mathematical theorems.
Hua Lonely's head was empty in an instant, and she was covered in thorns, like sitting on pins and needles, and she didn't dare to look up at anyone at all, she only hated that she couldn't turn back time.
After class, the front and back tables all came to ask, "What did Nie Hao pass on to you?" ”
Ge Taisheng asked, "What is written in that note?" ”
Chen Shuhao came to ask: "You are not ordinary fat, you dare to provoke the math teacher?" ”
Lin Shuyu asked, "Is it about Shen Yiyi?" ”
Even Chen Xuan asked, "Hua Lone, are you dead?" ”
……
Shen Yiyi also came to ask, she was even more flustered, others didn't know the inside story, she didn't know?
She said to Hua Lin in a hurry, "Don't confess to me." It has nothing to do with me. ”
Hua Lin is really at a loss.
There is no doubt that the content on paper is like a flood of beasts, and it is undoubtedly taboo in the youth campus of any era.
Enlightened teachers and parents are all artistic characters in movies.
Even if there is, there are very few, at least the head teacher of Hua Lone's class can't rub this stone in his eyes.
The classmates who get along day and night have secret feelings for each other, and they are in a state of ignorance, and they are still a little far from early love. But this is all on the table, and the nature is very different.
The head teacher was particularly angry, especially when it happened to Hua Lone.
With this "sincere" note, I roughly identified the plot of Hua Lin and Nie Hao.
It's nothing more than two people, you and me, and there is a conflict, presumably this is the reason for the decline in grades; If there really is any reason, let her explain it herself.
It made the head teacher even more angry, and there was one more thing.
Recently, there has been a crooked wind blowing on campus, and many class teachers have reported that the boys in their classes have become obsessed with the "Internet cafes" that have emerged in society and play "online games", and there have been various phenomena of late arrival and early departure in the class.
The head teacher already has a batch of lists in his hands, and Ge Taisheng is among them.
It's hateful that Ge Taisheng and Hua Lin are both top students carefully selected by themselves, and they have quite high expectations, but they didn't expect to be slapped in the face frequently, and they smeared their teaching careers.
Ge Taisheng didn't know that he was exposed, this was his and Luo Zhehan's secret.
The two men colluded to cover up.
For example, on the weekend, Ge Taisheng told his father that he would teach Luo Zhehan to do his homework at Luo Zhehan's house; Luo Zhehan told his father that Ge Taisheng would teach him to go to Ge Taisheng's house to write his homework, but in fact, they both went to an Internet café far away from home, that is, the "Open Book is Beneficial" bookstore, and played the game called "Legend".
Where does the money come from? Two people are mostly shared.
And Luo Zhehan has another trick, he was originally making up lessons at the chemistry teacher's house.
The frequency of make-up classes is actually not very intensive, but Luo Zhehan excused the teacher to make up the class, which can cheat money and time, which can be described as killing two birds with one stone, but it is a pity that the parents' hard-earned money was all taken away by the Internet café.
There are also times when they are caught.
His parents rode him downstairs to the chemistry teacher's house, and he entered the teacher's community in front of his parents.
But once, I was too involved in playing and missed the time, and when I went back, I found that my parents were already waiting downstairs, and he was about to climb over the wall from some path, and the chemistry teacher came downstairs and looked at his parents, and the lie was self-defeating.
I must have been beaten, but the game addiction in the Internet café will recur again and again, and I can't quit.
The class teacher believes that these two evil acts are different in nature and should be dealt with separately.
The things that Hua Lonely committed are not as many people as possible to know, for fear of stirring up a thousand waves, but instead arousing the emotions that students are suppressing, which is suitable for private chats.
It's school time again, and Hua Lin went to ask the head teacher as usual.
On the way, Nie Hao and Shen Yiyi both appeared.
Nie Hao was not afraid of the teacher, he was just worried that this matter would make Shen Yiyi angry, he was afraid that Shen Yiyi would misunderstand that he was chasing Hua Lone.
In this way, it seems that he is a blessing in disguise, and this opportunity allows him and Shen Yiyi to stand together again, he knows that Shen Yiyi is afraid of exposing himself, he is willing to protect Shen Yiyi, let Shen Yiyi stay out, as long as Shen Yiyi believes in his true emotions, he can default to him is written to Hua Lian, in order to prove his responsibility, deep and meaningful.
Hua Lin was different, she didn't know how to face the teacher, especially such an unspeakable thing.
But if the only way to get rid of the relationship is to confess, confessing means at least involving Shen Yiyi, and the attitudes of Nie Hao and Shen Yiyi are already there.
Think about yourself again, after receiving Shen Yiyi's gift, isn't it a bit immoral to climb Shen Yiyi at this time.
Originally, there was black and white in Hua Lone's heart, but after the shortening of the hand, there was an additional gray area.
She wanted to lie and give a reasonable context to the sentence on the note, but no matter how she made it, it was not convincing.
The head teacher scolded bitterly, so that he couldn't stand up and raise his head.
Why didn't she want to hear Hua Lin take herself out of this matter?
Hua Lin gritted her teeth and was propping, and the voice of the teacher next to her in the office came from ear to ear:
"Isn't this the man of the hour? What, puppy love? ”
"Oh, it's a girl, it's easy to get wild."
……
Later, Shu Yu knew about it, and couldn't help but shake his head, Hua Lin was really a lack of heart.
After this matter gradually subsided, Nie Hao and Shen Yiyi seemed to be fine, and their relationship returned to the original state.
Among the three people, Hua Lin has really become a nameless existence.
Isn't that a sacrifice?
Not considerate? Isn't it so-called maturity?
No, it's just sad stupidity.