Compared with the third year of junior high school, which was preparing for the high school entrance examination at that time, the coursework in the first year of high school was only complicated because of the large number of subjects, and it was far less burdensome.

After all, it will be necessary to determine which direction to work in by department.

The first year of high school is more like a rare relaxing break after walking across a single-plank bridge.

Listening to lectures casually, running around class breaks, life is not just about compulsory credits.

The girls chatted about the entertainment gossip in the magazine, and divided into different camps to compare who was the king of the group, S.H.E and TWINS;

Boys are big in the NBA, Maddie Kobe James, as if the name of the star can prove that he is also a person of faith;

If the students by the window are very clever, they often act as eyeliners, as long as they see the class teacher coming out of the office and approaching the teaching building, they will send a signal to the whole class, and they will be happy to fight with their wits and courage, which seems to be the most ordinary and vivid happiness in youth.

Speaking of which, the head teacher of their class is also a wonder.

She seems to have two faces, I don't know which side is true and which side is false, she is like a spring breeze to the students in the front row she likes; To the back row, horizontal eyebrows and vertical eyes.

She thought she had a good sense of humor, but she was actually very bad.

For example, to describe a boy whose parents are not very good-looking, she will say in front of people: "Don't look at me as ugly, in fact, I am very gentle." "It's easy to make the audience very depressed.

Reprimanding the students who made mistakes, opening their mouths and closing their mouths, borrowing the rules and regulations in the "Code of Conduct for High School Students", not punishing homework and not calling parents, the punishment is to copy the "Norms" and ask the whole class to recite it in public.

With such a high-sounding dogmatism, the whole class dared to be angry but did not dare to speak, dared to dislike and did not dare to behave, and gave her the nickname "Shitai" behind her back.

According to Xu Keer, Mrs. Shi actually has a background.

Her husband is also a person with a half-official position, so even if the whole class doesn't like her, don't think that you can casually replace her by jointly writing a book, it's impossible.

Maybe it's because the teacher is the head teacher that she will be deeply responsible for the love of the students, but the means are too unpopular if they are too alternative;

As an ordinary English teacher in the Shuyu class next door, her reputation is actually quite good, so that the total English score of their class is higher than that of the Hua Lonely class, which is not good to judge whether the teacher is not good at teaching or the students are too stupid.

In comparison, Hua Lin misses the junior high school homeroom teacher more.

The teacher who would treat them equally and speak from the bottom of his heart.

Mrs. Shi likes Chen Huihua very much, the representative of the English class is Chen Huihua, and the class reading is Chen Huihua, and it is always Chen Huihua who is used as an example.

Hua Lin has long seen the limelight of Chen Huihua, so naturally he doesn't dare to compare with it, and he doesn't dare to have any unbalanced heart, but the teacher's attention to Chen Huihua is very similar to the treatment of Hua Lian junior high school, and the better Chen Huihua is in all aspects, the more stunned Hua Lian will be.

Chen Huihua is versatile, plays the pipa well, can also write beautiful words, is humble and polite to people, she is very well dressed, at first glance she is a pure and immaculate good girl, a carefree fairy.

Hua Lin always felt that the perfect Chen Huihua was the lost self.

If there are no accidents along the way, she should also maintain this excellent and decent;

It's a pity that she has still deviated from the track after all, so now she can only appreciate the wonderfulness of others from afar and applaud her.

During the previous period, Hua Lin was very busy, whether it was Bai Xingyi's attitude, Lu Yinuo's incident, or her cognition of people and things in G, and her understanding of poverty and wealth, she had to be busy sorting out her mood.

Her small world, which she once had a sense of superiority in front of everyone, can be said to have collapsed completely, so that it did not alarm anyone, so that she could only digest it by herself.

She has never been uncomfortable, when facing Fang Yuan's sneering;

I have also remembered that I am not willing to tend to be mediocre.

And in the end, she can only say goodbye, because she can't be depressed anymore.

She has to be strong and tenacious in her bones, and has given her a lot of positive guidance at critical moments, and now she needs to stand up, start again, and build a new world with a good attitude.

She knows that no matter how the environment changes, the most important thing for a person is to put themselves in the right position.

Such a she, invisibly, exudes a light that she herself does not know.

After thinking about it, she is no longer sad, she treats people sincerely, is optimistic and loves to laugh, does not blindly follow and has ideas.

The main reason is that she is not very good at saying something like Xu Keer and wishing that she is the protagonist, she is more able to grasp the sense of proportion and is suitable for listening, so girls like Cen Lin who have more stories like her prefer to talk to her;

She can also afford to joke, she can withstand being entertained by Lu Yinuo, and her language homework can be used as a reference for the boys in the nearby seats, which is quite valuable, and she can also maneuver around in the boys, and she will not be too rigid.

In other words, Hua Lin should be a person with good emotional intelligence, so he has not been marginalized because he is poor.

So will they really be marginalized because they are poor?

Yes, there must be, we will not show it for the time being.

Hua Lin was reluctant to get too close to Fang Yuan's family.

She is still relatively restrained, as if making friends should be the right person, she always thinks so, because she is afraid that she will not be able to keep up with the rhythm of others.

Zhang Xin likes to be next to Hua Lone, and Hua Xin guesses that Zhang Xin should be similar to his own family, otherwise he would not buy the same style of bicycle.

She still remembers that her family went to the street to buy bicycles, carefully selected, too expensive, and it took an afternoon to buy this moderate, silver-white lady model with a reluctantly acceptable appearance.

It wasn't until she saw Zhang Xin getting down from a private car with an umbrella at the school gate that she was taken aback, and she knew that people should not be disguised, and Zhang Xin's simplicity was all an illusion.

Don't look at the ordinary T-shirts she wears on weekdays, she doesn't look expensive, it turns out that her family background is not ordinary.

Yes, Zhang Xin's father is also a big leader in a public institution.

"It's raining today, and my dad is afraid that it will be dangerous for me to ride a bicycle and hold an umbrella, so he asked the driver to send me." Zhang Xin explained.

"You... Then I want to ask you a question. "This liar, Hua Lin thought to herself.

"Huh?"

"How did you fall in love with this bike that we both liked? You're not like me, I don't have a choice, my dad can only afford this. ”

"What's wrong with the bike? The boss told me that she was a princess. Shouldn't I buy a princess car? ”

Return the princess car, just like the truth, Hua Lin just wants to give a thumbs up to the boss who sells cars, he is too good at doing business.

Since Zhang Xin did not dislike Hua Lin at all, Hua Lin also recognized it.

It seems that none of the friends she made in the future are poorer than her, so let's be frank and friends.

On this day, Chen Huihui was posting a board at the back of the classroom, and Hua Lian happened to pass by and was stopped by Chen Huihui.

"Flower, excuse me, can you help me pinch this thread on the other end? Is it okay to do it at once? ”

Oh, if there is a real horizontal line left on the blackboard, it will affect the viewing experience, so Chen Huihua smeared the chalk on the woolen thread, and only flicked it lightly, it can leave a faint trace on the blackboard, why didn't he know this method when he was a child?

Hua Lian was about to do it, Fang Yuan squeezed over, enthusiastic to help, Hua Lin smiled at Chen Huihua, saw that her chalk was consumed too fast, and turned to Chen Huihua and said, "I'll help you get some more chalk." ”

Chen Huihui understood and nodded, "Thank you." ”

Coming over with chalk, Hua Lin was a little distracted.

She seemed to think of the days when she published the blackboard newspaper, and remembered some things about the blackboard newspaper.

After coming over, she involuntarily took the chalk and wrote a few words in the blank space, which she hadn't written for a long time, and she was unfamiliar.

"You can save it, do you have a good handwriting?" Fang Yuan said disgustedly.

Hua Lonely came back to her senses, this board newspaper drawn by Chen Hui, I couldn't help but write it inappropriately, and immediately wiped it off, and heard Chen Huihua say:

"It's okay, it's okay, it's good to write, it's okay to write and play."

Rubbing and rubbing, Bai Xingyi passed by, this time the eyes of the two people overlapped for a few seconds, and he didn't move away immediately until he passed by.

The ripples in Hua Lone's heart suddenly opened a little, but she knew that she couldn't think about it, it was just an illusion.

In order to hide her emotions, she happened to see Shu Yu outside from the perspective of Hua Lone, she put away the chalk eraser, said a word to Chen Huihui and went out.

It's about the last time you went out to play.

Hua Lin only knew that they called home, and it was Hua Lian's mother who answered, and she said directly on the phone, "Don't call again in the future, she won't participate in your activities." ”

She shouted to Shu Yu, "Last time, it was you or who called me, and my mother answered it, right?" ”

Shu Yu naughtily pointed to his nose and said, "I! Poor me! ”

Hua Lin knew that her mother had a bad attitude, and she was sorry. "I'm sorry~"

"My God, your mother is really fierce, I'm almost scared, Ge Taisheng still doesn't believe it, saying that your parents are very talkative. I knew I should have let him give it a try. Shu Yu said abruptly like a machine gun.

Hua Lin is still the same sentence, "I'm sorry~"

"Hey, forget it, I won't dare call you in the future anyway."

“… So are you together? ”

"Uh-huh. got together, Chen Shuhao came, and Shen Yiyi, and..."Shu Yu said a list of names, all of them were old classmates who were admitted to A.

Hua Lin sighed deeply, she knew that she might not have the opportunity to participate in the future, her parents didn't like her social behavior, they thought it was redundant and worthless.

However, people need to live in groups.

Naturally, she didn't dare to argue with her parents about this, and she didn't have the money to participate in those activities anyway.

After a few days, with the weather temperature, Hua Lin was able to put on her sister's old clothes, at least seventy or eighty percent new, no matter what, it was better than Hua Lian's daily life.

People want clothes, and Buddhas want gold.

Fang Yuan looked at her from head to toe, and didn't say a word.

Cen Lin praised it very generously: "Huahua, you should wear it like this every day, it looks good." ”

Hua Lin only told Zhang Xin that the clothes were actually not her own, they belonged to her sister's family, and she didn't have to change them, but she was only beautiful once.

She asked Zhang Xin not to speak out, so as not to leave Fang Yuan with a handle to make irresponsible remarks.

Unexpectedly, Zhang Xin told Hua Lin one thing and made Hua Lin eat a big melon.

Zhang Xin asked, "Do you think Fang Yuan's family conditions are quite good?" ”

"Isn't it?"

"I told you, I thought her house was, too. Usually quite arrogant person, but, I can say responsibly, you don't have to scare her, her family is not much richer than you. ”

"How do you know?"

"Her family is also a laid-off worker, and her mother does cleaning at my father's unit. My dad talked to her mom and found out that her child was in the same school as me, and came back to ask me. ”

"Are you sure it's her mother?"

"Nonsense. My dad asked if the class could be wrong? ”

“… So does she know about your existence? ”

"She doesn't know about me. I also asked my dad, because Fang Yuan sometimes looked at me like a poor person, so I specially asked my dad, and my dad said that he only talked to her mother about her daughter, but didn't say that there was me. Eh, my dad is a leader who can't get close to her, just cares about her, how can he tell me. ”

"But, I don't think she looks, she looks..."

"What's like it, I'll tell you again, Chen Huihui you know, right? In fact, the conditions of her family are also very ordinary. Don't believe it, Chen Huihui and I are elementary school classmates, and we are all making up English at Shitai's house now, oh, your Lu Yinuo is also there. We are very familiar with each other, Chen Hui's family belongs to the cultivation of Chen Huihua, unlike your parents, who are reluctant to pay money. Alas, I don't know what your parents think, anyway, her family really doesn't have any money, but her parents spend everything on her, and they give her all the food and clothing, and you can't see it to the outside world at all. And spent a lot of money from the family to learn pipa for her, why did she learn it? Her mother used to have a parent-teacher conference with my mother and said that she was an investment. Why do you think Mrs. Shi is so good to her, Mrs. Shi still charges her make-up fees. ”

"No, if you are a classmate of Chen Huihui Elementary School? Then why did you go to junior high school with us? ”

"I also transferred to the second year of junior high school. Do you know why I didn't transfer to your class? The homeroom teacher of my class at that time was my mother's classmate, staring at me and catching me studying. By the way, I used to be in A. ”

Hua Lin felt that she was so innocent.

She seemed to understand why Fang Yuan hated poor people so much, because she tried her best to get rid of the image of being poor, and tried her best to run herself decently, but she couldn't pass the level in her heart, as long as she came into contact with similar people, she would break into the prototype, so she should be very hard, right?

And Chen Huihui's situation surprised her even more.

She didn't expect that the concept of parents would also invest in children's education, she only knew that her parents were people with a strong sense of crisis, and they would not use that money anyway. Sooner or later, they will not be able to defeat inflation, but they will not have this awareness.

Hua Lian thought, maybe in comparison, Chen Huihui is the happiest one.

But how happy is how heavy it is, Chen Huihua's shoulders must carry the greatest expectations of this family, she must move forward desperately and cannot make mistakes.

"You don't have to feel inferior to her in front of Fang Yuan in the future, no one is more noble than anyone else. Let me tell you, even if you have money, you can divide people, depending on whether the family is in business, or whether there are connections and rights within the system..."

The words made Hua Lin even more cloudy.

The things in front of you are real and false;

People nearby, true or false,

It's just that I can't see the flowers clearly in the fog.