Chapter 22 What is the sorrow of youth

I didn't say it before, Hua Lone's mother's former unit was a state-owned pharmaceutical factory, and the benefits were considerable.

Hua Lone's mother's job is "packaging", that is, to label the label of the bottle with the production date, manually one by one, and paste each can of medicine bottles flat and neatly.

The label is small, and the mother can be very skillful, like the posture of a bank teller counting money, "popping" to stamp the seal quickly.

Looking at Hua Lonely, there will also be questions from the soul, because the date that my mother stamped the label is not real.

Mom said that there was never a precise time to give birth.

Wherever there is truth or falsehood, what people see in their eyes, they will believe in their hearts.

A few years later, the big waves of the times overturned the system, and in the early days of layoff, it was Hua Lone's mother who dragged her hard to ask the old leader to find a position that could also get a salary - cleaning medicine bottles.

It's easy:

With a hula, the glass bottles in the burlap bag are poured into a large pool of white tiles, the water is circulating and each tap has a high-speed rotating brush.

The normal process requires workers to put each medicine bottle in close contact with the rotating brush, at least 360° brush several times, then wash the dust with water, and put the last one into the drying box for high-temperature sterilization.

But every time Hua Lin went to find someone, all I saw were a few of them, directly from the pool, scooped up the transparent glass bottles that had just been poured into the water and not long been submerged in the water, and packed them directly.

Hua Lin also asked, isn't this self-deception?

All the aunts laughed, just the labor of the four of them, there are too many bottles to count, how long do you really have to wash them one by one?

Moreover, some of the glass bottles are not strong, the bottle body is not very uniform, and some places are particularly thin.

Who can be responsible for this work-related injury, everyone is a temporary worker, and there is no contract.

Who can complain about, such backward equipment, such a perfunctory attitude, how can there be the possibility of long-term development?

So before and after the Hua Lonely High School Entrance Examination, the factory had completely disappeared, and it seemed that even the land was taken away by the government.

It is impossible to support the family only by relying on Hua Lone's father's small truck, since the education level is not high and there is no technology, Hua Lone's mother can only rely on labor to earn a living.

I worked as a waiter in a restaurant, washed dishes, and even packed the unfinished food of the guests in the restaurant to go home, and later swept the streets in the city pedestrian street.

This sad past didn't know at first.

She was in the middle school entrance examination at the time, and her mother didn't need to distract her.

I also overheard the adults chatting, it turned out that when the Hua Lin family was so difficult, she didn't tell her aunt, her mother thought that no one could see clearly that she was wearing a mask, and she thought that she could overcome the psychological barrier, but when she went out on the street for the first time, her self-esteem couldn't stand it at all, as if every trace swept on the ground had tears crossed.

Within a few days, he was discovered by his aunt who was shopping.

At that time, my aunt always felt that the silhouette of this sweeping figure was very familiar, and she always deliberately turned her back, as if avoiding herself, and looked like a thief.

When she didn't relent, she caught up and found that it was her sister, who was full of distress and reluctance, and directly pulled her away to terminate the labor relationship.

My aunt considered arranging for Hua Lone's mother to work as a cleaning staff in a public institution, but Hua Lone's mother politely refused.

She knows that her husband is always troublesome to her brother-in-law, where is she willing to go to her brother-in-law's unit to do cleaning, this kinship is here, lest someone grab her brother-in-law's pigtails in the future.

Later, Hua Lone's mother found a job in a serious hotel by herself.

Only wash the hotel sheets and quilts steadily, and she doesn't need to collect them, and the staff who clean the room by herself will send them up, and she will throw them into the washing machine for processing, and be responsible for drying.

In any case, there is no longer a need to go out and show up like sweeping the streets, and Mother Hua Lin is already very satisfied.

After hearing about Fang Yuan's family affairs, Hua Lin didn't want to beat her in terms of momentum as Zhang Xin said.

She thought a lot about it, and she understood how difficult it is to be a parent in such a family.

In many cases, people can see through things because there are parts of them that they have experienced.

So is Flower Silence.

She felt that they had the same ordinary and great mother, so she couldn't help but bring the warmth and coldness that her mother experienced into each other.

Therefore, without the preconceived filter perspective at the beginning, when Hua Lin objectively looks at the details of everyone's relationship, she can taste some flavor.

One day, I don't know who provoked the topic, the girls all sat around and admired each other's wallet styles, and the interested Fang Yuan was also among them, whether it looked good or not, but her wallet was very bulging.

At that time, Xu Keer snatched it up, felt very heavy, checked it with her hand, opened it again, threw it back with an exaggerated expression, and blurted out:

"Why are you like a person with a swollen face and a fat man, it is full of coins, I said why is it so heavy."

Xu Keer showed her wallet as she spoke, and anyone who casually scanned it could see that there were ten, twenty, and even red hundred banknotes, which meant that she didn't have any coins.

When she threw it back, the coins crackled and dropped a few pieces, Fang Yuan was anxious to pick them up, and in the laughter of everyone, she didn't argue like that.

Xu Keer may have said something that was not brainless.

But as the Japanese writer Osamu Dazai thinks:

"It's because it's something that is said inadvertently that it has a real flavor."

As a bystander, Hua Lin obviously felt a trace of embarrassment at that time, and that embarrassment was very similar to Hua Lian's strong discomfort when she was asked intentionally or unintentionally about where her beautiful clothes came from in junior high school.

She began to realize that the proud Fang Yuan would also be powerless:

When they exchange mobile PHS numbers;

When they are invited to chat about OICQ on their home computers;

When they talked to each other about their parents' occupations, Fang Yuan would deliberately not join in as if they hadn't heard.

She only took the initiative to show off her material superiority in front of Hua Lone.

Even if it was a cup of bubble tea, she laughed at Hua Lin and didn't know what a pearl was;

A piece of clothing, laughing at Hua Lone, I don't know where Metersbonwe is...

But it doesn't matter, in the past, Hua Lin may need to remind herself to be patient, but now she doesn't even need patience, she is full of only pity and empathy.

Although "poverty" is not shameful, it is not noble, and "poverty" can teach others to overestimate the elegance of the rich or the upper class, and even make people pursue and imitate that elegance out of time.

In many young youths, there are three views that have not yet been fully formed, there are always some people who are "confused" because of this, Hua Lin once went astray and made a big mistake, and finally got lost, and now he is only glad that he has not fallen into some kind of psychological circle.

Therefore, for Fang Yuan, she never collided, let alone dismantled, just to be a foil.

However, this foil relationship did not last long, and then an incident happened, the teacher directly made a trick, and the seating pattern of the whole class changed amazingly, which became famous in almost the entire grade, and they were naturally broken up and no longer at the same table.