Chapter 264: What to accuse me?
If he has been separated for too long, he will not let go again if he has it again, no matter what, even if she hates him to the core.
He wouldn't let her go again.
The possessiveness in the depths of the bones and blood was rampant, and at this moment, Li Jingyan instinctively wanted more.
"Time ......"
Caught off guard, the pain spreads.
She used all her strength, and the faint smell of blood spread again.
Li Jingyan opened his eyes.
Her cold eyes were so clear, and at the same time so piercing, the two of them were intertwined with rapid breathing, but there was not a trace of ambiguity and charm, some were just indescribably cold.
My heart trembled.
Li Jingyan looked at her with heavy eyes, wanting to reach out and touch her face, but the next second......
"Gross-"
She was hunched over, retching, and her face was extremely ugly.
Li Jingyan's body suddenly froze!
She's throwing up, so uncomfortable.
Because of him.
A hand that fell on his side was quietly clenched, the meridians on the back of his hand jumped faintly, and Li Jingyan's thin lips pursed into a straight line.
He wanted to lift her up.
But she dodged.
"Mr. Li," the feeling of vice was barely suppressed, Mu Shihuan leaned back against the pillow, his face was weak, but he still forced a provocative smile, "Are you satisfied?" ”
Li Jingyan was silent.
is a vice in his heart, and he is even more angry, even if he told himself that he can't be influenced by anyone before he comes back, but at this moment, Mu Shihuan can't hold back after all, and he can't control that mood.
Raising her eyes, she sneered and reminded: "Mr. Li, I hope you know that even if you and I are still husband and wife, but if you forcibly force me if I don't want to, I can sue you." ”
Every word, she actually said it lightly, but it was this tone, comparable to a sharp blade, and she stabbed Li Jingyan hard in the heart.
She was unrelenting.
Li Jingyan met her eyes, and finally spoke: "What accuse me?" Strong in marriage. Violent? Mrs. Li, it turns out that you still remember your marital status. ”
restrained and restrained, he did not show the dew, and his mood did not change for half a point.
Mu Shihuan looked at him, and after a while, she raised the corners of her lips: "Mr. Li, please get out, don't make me nauseous and want to vomit again, huh?" ”
The words pierce the heart.
A dull ache spreads and lasts for a long time.
Li Jingyan didn't move, still staring at her heavily.
Obviously, she was right in front of him, but at this moment, he still felt that there were thousands of mountains and rivers between him and her, as if he could never cross it, even if it was actually only separated for a short time.
But those times ......
"Mu Shihuan, let's talk." He said.
The corners of Mu Shihuan's lips were still smiling, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes at all, but was very cold and ruthless.
"Talk about divorce? OK. She responded defiantly.
Beyond the word, nothing else is to be talked about.
Li Jingyan didn't know.
The heavy haze covered his eyes, his heart was clenched and he couldn't breathe, he restrained himself, and then opened his mouth, his voice was a little hoarse after all: "There is no cheating, there is no white moonlight." ”
The air seemed to stand still for two seconds.
Then, Mu Shihuan smiled arbitrarily and looked straight at him and smiled.
"Mr. Li," she pretended to sigh faintly, and her tone seemed to be extraordinarily contemptuous, "I don't want to know if you have cheated, and I don't want to know if you have white moonlight, these have nothing to do with me." ”
She paused: "Even if what you said is true, but Mr. Li, have you forgotten, it is true that I was used by you to calculate, and it is also true that I almost died because of you, and."
It's true that you hate me. ”
The memory was in a trance for a short two seconds, as if thinking of the past.
Once upon a time, it only reminded her of how stupid she was.
"Li always wants to tell me that you love me?" Looking at him for a moment, the smile in her eyes deepened, "Do you think I'll be deceived by you again?" ”
The brighter her smile, the thinner and cooler the temperature.
Until, her next sentence fell-
"Li Jingyan, you are clear...... It's a man without a heart. ”
"Shi Huan!"
At the same time, the door was pushed open, and Li Yan's voice trembling with worry came.
Mu Shihuan withdrew his gaze that fell on Li Jingyan.
"Smoke." She looked at the door, wanting to ask how she would have known she was hospitalized, but at the sight of her red eyes, she couldn't say more in a brisk tone.
At the end, she sighed silently.
"Yanyan, I'm fine." She looked at her and whispered softly comfortingly.
Li Yan stood in place, not moving.
She was clearly holding back something.
Mu Shihuan looked sideways, and looked at Li Jingyan who was standing there with a smile: "What, Mr. Li is not leaving, is he going to stay and listen to what the girls have to say?" ”
The eyes are facing each other.
She smiled lightly, his eyes were gloomy, and the dark tide was surging at the bottom of his eyes.
The more she laughed, the deeper the saber stabbed him in the heart.
Eventually, he turned away.
Walking outside the door, the faces of Rong Xiuhan and Tang Yu came into view.
……
Inside the hospital room.
Mu Shihuan pretended to sigh: "It's not beautiful to cry again, the makeup has been spent, I won't coax you." ”
Her tone was light and pleasant, and she did not look like she was suffering from illness.
But the more this is the case, the more uncomfortable Li Yan feels in her heart, she knows that Shi Huan is comforting her, and she doesn't want her to be overburdened.
"Can't you yet? Do you want me to invite you? Mu Shi raised his lips happily, and then spoke in a complaining tone, "But I'm a patient now, how can you bear it?" ”
Li Yan finally walked over.
Mu Shihuan stretched out his hand to her.
Li Yan sniffed and didn't stretch out his hand.
"Poof", Mu Shi laughed out loud.
"Tsk," she quipped, "what's wrong with our Miss Li?" How many times have you shed tears since we met last night, huh? You weren't like that before, or did you love me too much? ”
Seeing that she was still in the mood to joke, although her face was ugly, it was not too much, and Li Yan's heart that had been hanging all the way finally returned to its original place.
But in the end, she still blames herself.
"If you can't eat spicy food, why force yourself?" She couldn't hold back, she said angrily, "Don't you know what's going on with your own body?" How can you toss your body like this? Don't you want to recover? ”
No one knows how she felt when she woke up and couldn't get through her phone call, only to arrive at the hotel only to be told that the ambulance had taken her away last night.
How scared she was at that moment, no one knows.
In this world, now she only has Shi Huan, and there are no other relatives or other people who care.
What if something happens to Shi Huan......
A strong sourness suddenly surged into her eyes, and in an instant, her eyes turned even redder.
"Okay, I promise there will be no next time, absolutely not." Mu Shihuan held her hand, patted the back of her hand, stroked it again, and finally said, "I'm sorry for worrying you." ”
……
The rooftop of the hospital.
This year Jiangcheng
The winter is extremely cold, and the cold wind is bitter, like a knife on the face.
The wind blew, and the blue and white smoke drifted through it.
No one spoke.
Li Jingyan and Tang Yu smoked in silence, while Rong Xiuhan looked ahead.
After a long time, he was the first to break the silence: "Mu Shihuan...... How is she? ”
As the words fell, the atmosphere seemed to change.
Tang Yu paused as he smoked, his eyes became dark, and he subconsciously looked at the man beside him.
The scarlet between his fingers flickered and flickered, and Li Jingyan indifferently took the last bite, and then ordered another one.
The smoke was slow, making his face even more blurry and impenetrable.
Just when Rong Xiuhan thought that he would remain so silent, he heard his extremely hoarse and deep voice, so tense that it was indescribable-
"She said she was about the same as a wreck now."
Listening closely, it was an unprecedented tremor.
Rong Xiuhan's throat suddenly seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't make a sound, and Tang Yu was even more so.
Quiet on the rooftop.
Li Jingyan took another puff of cigarette, Yingting's body was extremely tight, his eyes were extremely cold, and when he opened his mouth again, his voice returned to calm, calm to the point of terrifying-
"She said she had been lying in the hospital for months and couldn't wake up, what did the doctor mean...... It's that she may never wake up again at any time, her body can't wake up, but her brain is replaying the bits and pieces of what happened over and over again. ”
The stimulation of nicotine invaded his internal organs, and his expression became more and more calm.
She said she was afraid of the cold and the pain, but that day ...... It's all experienced. He took a shallow puff of his cigarette and continued, "The first thing she did when she woke up was to come back and divorce me, even if the doctor said she was going to lie down and recuperate, she still wanted to come back and ...... with me Divorce. ”
Li Jingyan has never been a person who will open his heart, even in the face of the best and most trustworthy brother, his childhood experience and later mission career make him unable to express it.
He always thought that there was nothing to say.
But at this moment, for the first time, he actually had a strong desire to talk, and deep down, he didn't want to admit it, but he had to admit that he was afraid.
She said, "The cigarette was still calmly smoked, and every word he continued seemed to remain untouched," she said, "She doesn't love me anymore." ”
The moment the words fell, the smoke that burned to the end between Tang Yu's fingers burned his skin.
However, he did not feel pain, only regret and suffering.
He wanted to turn his head to look at Li Jingyan, but he didn't have the strength and courage.
Stiff, he didn't move, the nerves in his whole body seemed to tense, and then he was sharpened unexpectedly.
He moved his lips, unable to make a sound.
Rong Xiuhan glanced at him, sighed silently in his heart, and then, he reached out and put his hand on Li Jingyan's shoulder, and asked in a low voice, "Have you explained to her?" She has a knot in her heart that needs you to untie it, and she needs a heart medicine doctor for heart disease, she ......"
The rest of the words, somehow, were choked in the throat.
Rong Xiuhan thought in hindsight, I am afraid that even if he explains, it will be in vain, Mu Shihuan has made up his mind to pay attention to divorce, and how can a simple misunderstanding between them be described.
After all......
Suddenly, Rong Xiuhan thought of another thing.
"Perhaps, you and Mu Shihuan's past can ......"
"She didn't remember." A cold sentence.
Rong Xiuhan didn't react for a while.
Li Jingyan took a puff of cigarette and slowly spit out the smoke ring, I don't know whether it was self-deprecation or self-loathing, he said: "She didn't remember the memory of our first meeting, she didn't remember that we had children, she took me ...... Forgot. ”