He regained all his memories and remembered that the woman he loved dearly was her, and she was the only one from beginning to end, and she still didn't think of him.

She forgot about him.

Or, in her subconscious, she didn't want to think of him at all.

Li Jingyan took a puff of his cigarette.

Rong Xiuhan looked at his dark face, but he couldn't help but ask, "You and her...... What happened to your past? Why don't you tell her all the truth, don't tell her ......"

"She's right, it's true that I deceived and used her," Li Jingyan interrupted him, "Even if I hesitated, but those are real, she almost died because of me, this is also true, I can't shirk it." ”

They once asked him, saying that once Mu Shihuan knew the truth, how would he end up?

How did he answer at the time?

By the way, he said that he wanted both fish and bear's paws, and he swore that Mu Shihuan would not know, and at that time, he subconsciously believed that he would not let her know, and even if he knew, he would have a way to solve it.

Can ...... now

It is precisely because it was once true that the so-called explanations are so weak.

Now, she hates him.

As for his and her past......

Li Jingyan didn't think about telling her, or testing whether she really didn't think about it, or just pretending to torture him to play with him, but looking at her eyes, he knew that she really forgot him.

The most important thing is that he is sure that once he remembers the past when he first met him, with her character, Mu Shihuan will only hate him even more, and he will definitely not love him again.

After all......

"There's no need for an explanation." Eventually, he said indifferently, as if he didn't care.

But the more this is the case, the more Rong Xiuhan can feel the powerlessness in his heart, he has never seen Li Jingyan look like this, it is the same as Mu Shihuan's accident a year ago, it is not the same.

No one could comfort him, no one could untie the knot in his heart.

Apart from......

Mu Shihuan.

Mu Shihuan has a knot, and Jing Yan is not.

It's all because of each other, so you can only untie each other, and no one else can help.

"Give her some time......" Finally, Rong Xiuhan patted him on the shoulder and comforted.

Li Jingyan didn't speak, just smoked in silence.

The cold wind blew and brought coldness, and the loneliness and coldness enveloped him, as if no one could come close.

On the side, Tang Yu's cigarette had already ignited to the point and burned his skin.

He suddenly came to his senses.

"Lao Li," he said, his voice soaked with incommenguible hoarseness and tightness, "can you let me meet Mu Shihuan, I owe her a word of sorry." ”

Rong Xiuhan looked at him.

Tang Yu didn't respond, just stared at Li Jingyan for a moment.

"Old ......"

"No, you don't." The two words of indifference are rejection.

Tang Yu was not surprised at all.

But even if he is mentally prepared, he is still uncomfortable, or rather, he has been living in torture every moment since the accident.

He also needs salvation.

Although it is clear that it may be an extravagant hope, everything is his own doing.

"Lao Li, this is a matter between me and Mu Shihuan, and it must be resolved after all," he said, "Even if you don't let me see her today, I will meet her in the future, and I believe that Mu Shihuan is willing to see me." Whether it's the past or the ...... Li Yan. ”

……

Tang Yu finally met Mu Shihuan, and Mu Shihuan seemed to have expected it, so he opened Li Yan in advance, and asked her to buy it under the pretext that he wanted to eat.

As soon as she walked on her front foot, Tang Yu came in.

Mu Shihuan leaned back on the pillow, looked at Tang Yu's expressionless face, and suddenly pulled his lips and smiled: "I still remember the time when I was kidnapped and rescued from the hospital, you also appeared like this, mocking me for how Mu Shihuan, who used to have blood on his hands, smelled blood and vomited, you also want me to turn the cigarette and let her appear as soon as possible." ”

She paused, "Now, what are you here to tell me?" Accuse me of being a scourge? Or use me to threaten Yanyan to come back to you, or ...... Coming for Li Jingyan. ”

As if not aware of her ridicule, Tang Yu asked calmly but in a hoarse voice, "Have you recovered your memory?" ”

Mu Shi smiled: "Yes." ”

Tang Yu's throat rolled, and he stared at her: "Now that you have recovered your memory, who saved you when you were kidnapped by the surnamed Huang that time, do you remember?" ”

Mu Shihuan is so smart.

"Are you trying to tell me that it was Li Jingyan who saved me?" She asked with interest.

"Yes."

"Oh." Mu Shihuan just responded lightly.

"You were dragged by the surname Huang to jump off the rooftop together, it was Lao Li who appeared in time and dragged you, it was very dangerous at the time, you were confused, the surname Huang was sober, he was crazy and wanted to die with you, it was Lao Li who saved you desperately, and he was injured for this."

The eyes are facing each other.

One secluded, the other clear.

After listening to this, Mu Shihuan smiled: "So, do you want me to thank him?" ”

Her eyes narrowed slightly, and without waiting for Tang Yu to speak, she continued leisurely: "But have you forgotten that I am innocent, the matter of his company, the struggle between him and the Li family, why should I be involved?" ”

As if remembering something, she smiled brightly: "Thank you for reminding me that when I was tied to the rooftop, he said on the phone that my life or death has nothing to do with him." ”

"That's ......"

"The words are what he said," Mu Shihuan interrupted him, not wanting to continue the topic, she directly pulled away, "If you just want to tell me about it, then you can ......"

"I'm sorry."

is a plain sentence, but it seems to be forbearance and restraint thousands of emotions.

Mu Shihuan wanted to taunt him, but the moment the words came to her mouth, she felt very boring, what could she do if she mocked him, it would only make them think that she cared a lot.

But she didn't care, and she wouldn't care.

"Okay, I accept." She said nonchalantly.

Tang Yu's pupils shrank heavily!

Yun Qingfeng's tone is clearly meaningless, what she wants is just a divorce, she can accept his apology, but she still wants to divorce Lao Li.

"What happened at the beginning had nothing to do with him, it was me ......"

"Tang Yu," Mu Shihuan interrupted him again, "I can say sorry from your mouth, I think, probably I'm one of the very few, shouldn't I feel honored?" ”

Tang Yu never took his eyes off her face.

It wasn't until this moment that he really felt that Mu Shihuan had recovered her memory and became the Mu Shihuan of the year, but because of Lao Li or him, she was actually different.

"That's not what I meant." For the first time, he explained in a tense voice.

"That's good," Mu Shihuan raised his lower lip perfunctorily, "Since that's not what I mean, since the apology is over, then the grievances between you and me are like this for the time being." ”

She paused: "Let's talk about cigarettes." ”

Tang Yu's thin lips pursed.

When Mu Shihuan saw it, his smile couldn't help but deepen, but it was all mocking: "You love cigarettes? ”

Tang Yu was silent.

He never showed his feelings for Li Yan in front of anyone.

"Love or not, it's hard to answer?" Mu Shihuan said to himself, "Could it be that you can't tell the difference in your heart?" Think about it, if it's love, how can there be other women, but if you don't love, how can you show deep love again and again, even the woman you're looking for is so similar to Yanyan. ”

She can be unfazed about her own affairs, but when it comes to Li Yan, the only person she cares about now, she is still a little out of control after all.

"This is what you call love," she pulled her lips, "and Li Jingyan are really good brothers." ”

Tang Yu remained silent because he couldn't explain.

Mu Shihuan didn't need his explanation.

She looked at him, and her tone was light, but her aura was powerful: "Tang Yu, you don't deserve to love her at all." Now that I'm back, I'm never going to give you another chance to hurt Yanyan. ”

Not worthy of loving her......

His heart was curled up, and Tang Yu couldn't breathe for a while.

He knew Mu Shihuan and Li Yan's concern, if she could say so, Li Yan must think so too.

He didn't speak.

And Mu Shihuan also knew that although he didn't say it, what was he thinking in his heart, in fact, she knew that he wouldn't do anything because of his two words, otherwise he wouldn't be Tang Yu.

But so what?

Yanyan is her only remaining relative, the best friend she cares about the most, and she can't let Tang Yu hurt her no matter what.

When she came back, divorce was one thing, and protecting Li Yan was also important.

"Let's get out." After saying what she wanted to say, she gave an eviction order.

Tang Yu didn't move.

He still has something to say: "About Lao Li......"

Mu Shihuan looked at him quietly.

Hearing this, a shallow smile broke out on her lips, and she said the rest of the words for him: "Don't tell me, apologizing is not the main purpose, and talking about cigarettes is not, but you want me to forgive him?" ”

She wanted to laugh very much, and in fact, after saying this, her smile deepened a lot, looking bright and sultry, but in fact, the chill was deep.

"Tang Yu," she looked at him and said, "You apologized to me just now, I said accept, didn't you understand, just accepted, not forgiven, I didn't forgive you." ”

"I won't even forgive you, so how can I forgive him? Do you, or all of you, think I'm so stupid, that I don't know that all of you are lying to me? He calculates that I lie to me, why don't you? If it didn't help, at least it was a bystander. ”

"Want my forgiveness? Do I have the face of a virgin? ”

The words were thin and cold, and they clearly penetrated into Tang Yu's ears.

He has no defense, and he is not qualified to explain without a position, Rong Xiuhan is right, except for Lao Li, no one can untie Mu Shihuan's heart knot.

"Okay," he said, "I'm sorry, I'll go." ”

When the words fell, he turned and left.

Mu Shihuan would not keep it, and when his figure disappeared, when the door was closed and she was finally the only one left in the ward, the smile on the corner of her lips finally disappeared.

In a quiet environment, only the sound of her breathing was slightly clear.

Mu Shihuan opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling without focus.

Until......

The phone rings.

It was a call from Yu Linshang.

"Hey ......"