Soning's injuries gradually healed, and he returned to the unit a week later.

went to sell the leave with Director Zhang first, he looked in a good mood, but seeing that his arms were still hanging, his face suddenly collapsed.

Blamed himself, "I just didn't send you at that time." ”

Soning didn't care, and the matter was turned over with two words of appeasement.

She asked, "Zhang, what does the above punishment decision say?" ”

"It was revoked, and the name was called on the internal meeting, and there was nothing." Director Zhang's tone was mysterious, and he sighed a little puzzled, "I don't know what shit luck Zhao San's gang had, and I didn't check them." ”

When Sonin heard this, his heart was relieved.

After knowing about the shelter, she still hoped that Zhao San and the others could have a stable economic income.

As for the revocation of the punishment in the office, it probably still depends on the boss Sheng who has a good eye and a hand.

The two of them gossiped a few words, and when Soning was leaving, Director Zhang asked, "How are you and Captain Tang?" ”

Everything that should be said was said, but Soning calmly forced, "It's okay." ”

"......" Director Zhang glanced at her, "You dead child, what's wrong?" ”

Soning opened the door and went out, "It's no show, it's over." ”

“……”

After saying that, he closed the door and left.

—

It was almost noon when it came, and she had a thermal bag as she passed her desk.

Without saying a word, he went straight back to his office.

Then I sent her another text message, a simple two words [lunch].

Soning replied after a while, and said thank you.

He snorted, his finger pressed on the screen, "You decided to treat me to dinner as a thank you for my lunch."

Soning: [I haven't decided]

Sheng Fang: [Then I decided to invite you]

Soning: [......] After a while, [Forget it, I owe you a few meals, I'll please].

Sheng Fang sat there and danced, [The first time you invited me to dinner, should I go back and change into a dress to show respect?] 】

Sonin didn't come back.

I guess I'm busy, or......

I don't want to deal with him.

He had a bit of a backlog of work at hand, and he had been busy for a short time, and when he looked up again, it was already close to the end of work.

He sent another message to Soning, [leave on time in a moment].

As a result, he didn't reply for five minutes.

Sheng Fang couldn't sit still, so he went out and there was no one at the desk.

Her injuries are not healed, it is definitely impossible to send a job, and the mobile phone is also on the table.

He glanced down the door, and saw that she was standing in the courtyard, and there was another person.

Female.

Looking like a fifty-something.

Sheng Fangjing walked over and stood at the door of the office.

Sonin handed a card to the woman, who had deliberately lowered her voice, but could barely hear clearly.

"There are 120,000 in this card, you can take it first."

The woman took the card, her movements were not very gentle, and the dissatisfaction in her expression was very obvious, but she didn't say anything, and she was about to leave with her feet raised.

Soning called out to her, "If you take the money, you can actually call, I'll turn around." ”

The woman paused, and her tone was not good, "You think I want to come?" ”

Sonin looked down at the bag in his hand, which was brought by his grandmother.

She understood.

If it weren't for that, she wouldn't have come to see her.

Before leaving, the woman asked again, "When will the rest be gathered?" ”

Sonin thought for a moment, "On the weekend, I'll go home then, I want to see ......"

Before she could finish her sentence, she was interrupted: "Transfer money, don't come back." ”

After saying that, he left without looking back.

Soning stood in the distance, the light of the dusk dissipated, and the people were in a trance.

Her arms are hanging quite obviously.

Don't you ask.

She shook her head, it was not right to have such expectations.

As soon as he raised his legs, he saw the eldest young master standing at the door, he was there with his arms folded, and it was obvious that he had been here for a while.

I don't know what I saw and what I heard.

This scene was a little awkward.

Sheng Fang's gaze took his eyes off her, looked into the distance, and then looked at her again a few seconds later, "Go, I'm dying of hunger." ”

Soning: ......

The place to eat was chosen by the eldest young master, a barbecue restaurant.

The area is not large, but there are quite a lot of people.

The boss set up a table directly outside for them to sit.

I probably didn't think I was embarrassed, so I gave two bottles of beer after ordering.

The two of them sat at the small table facing each other, not to mention that the young master had a habit of cleanliness, but after all, in the small shop on the side of the road, there were a lot of old gray grease stains on the table.

He wiped it with wet wipes for a long time.

Sonin couldn't stand it a little, "Why don't you change it?" ”

Sheng Fang glanced at her, "The table I worked so hard to wipe for someone else?" ”

“……”

Halfway through the meal, he asked as if unintentionally, "Do you want money?" ”

Sonin didn't react at first, but after a moment, "No." ”

Sheng said with confidence, I can hear it clearly, you have a hard mouth?

But it wasn't debunked.

"Who's that woman in the afternoon? Looking for you to borrow money is still so horizontal. ”

Soning was stunned, but there was nothing to hide, "My mother." ”

"......" put the action of chewing, "Mother? ”

She looked at him like an idiot.

Sheng Fang was a little surprised, "Your relationship ......"

He didn't say everything he said, and he didn't want to speculate at will.

But in fact, I also know it.

"Not good." Sonin grinned a little unnaturally after speaking, "It's pretty bad." ”

After speaking, he poured a glass of beer and raised his hand to take a sip, hiding his embarrassment.

Sheng Fang: "It's very bad, you still save money for their pension?" ”

"Hmm." As he spoke, he raised his hand and drank the beer down.

The eldest young master didn't know what kind of words to say, so he held back for a long time, "I see that you lack the heart." ”

Soning snorted, and after only a second or two, the smile froze, "I should have them." ”

With that, she poured another glass of wine.

Sheng Fang sat opposite, guessed, and asked boldly, "Because ...... Your brother? ”

When Soning heard this, the wine he had just brought to his mouth suddenly became extremely spicy and bitter.

She knew that Sheng Fang had investigated her before, so it wasn't surprising to know about that.

It's just that no one has mentioned this for many years, and it's a scar that neither his parents nor her can heal.

This scar is so deep that it isolates all family entanglements, and only countless hatreds remain.

There was a huge feeling of suffocation in her chest, which slowly spread, and she was out of breath...... The past is like this, and the more you deliberately forget, the clearer and more profound it becomes.

For example, when the bloom is mentioned, scene after scene roars like a storm.

"Boss, two more beers."

Soning drank eight beers that night and vomited profusely.

Sheng Fang brought her home, and everyone vomited and collapsed, and couldn't help but blame themselves again, why didn't they stop her.

By the time I vomited, it was already the middle of the night.

He covered her with a quilt, and under the light, her face was pale and unsightly.

Soning's eyelids trembled, and when he opened them, his crystal eyes were a touch of luster and his eyeballs were a little red.

Sheng Fang smoothed her hair, "Xiao Suo, you can't just be blamed by them for the rest of your life, right?" ”

Soning's gaze was a little stunned, "Get used to it." ”

"Someone can accuse, it's better than burying the pain in my heart and not venting it, I don't care, I'm really used to it."

Sheng was in pain so badly, but he didn't even know how to say words of comfort.

Soning's gaze gradually drifted, "It's not that I didn't work hard, the two of us were trapped for four days...... It's in that cave, looking forward to the day at night, and looking forward to the night during the day. ”

He asked, "Sister, is someone coming to save us?" Is anyone coming? ”

"I said quickly, he waited very obediently, and finally fainted from hunger, so I found a stone to cut his wrist and give him some blood, who knows if it will be useful, anyway, I did it first."

"Just be unconscious, sober, wait, wait, wait...... It's just that no one came, and he said sister, I can't hold on, the water is too cold......"

"Actually, there is no water at all...... Where does the water come from......"

"He said sister, I don't think I'll see you in the future...... That was the last thing he said to me. ”

When Sonin said this, he was already a little confused, and he didn't know if it was a drunk or a dream.

"When I woke up, I had been rescued, and my parents said in the first sentence, why didn't you die? Why did you watch him die? yes, why let me watch him die. My brother died, but I lived, I didn't dare to cry or laugh...... It seems that since the beginning of the day has lost all qualifications. ”

"I'm trying to understand them, blame me for it. But can it be appropriate...... Treat me as a child, and give me a little bit of distress. Just a little bit, even if it's pitiful for me......"

But no.

Not a penny.

Her eyelids closed heavily, and the sourness that she had endured for a long time finally turned into tears and swung into her eye sockets.

Sheng Fang was half-squatting on the edge of the bed, what kind of mood was he in after listening to this?

Unknown.

He lay on his side beside her, reached out to hug her, and held her tightly in his arms.

Although he had heard a little from Chen Huai and was mentally prepared, compared to this moment, his relay was pale and weak.

He reached out and touched the ugly scar on her wrist, it was it......

After all, she was just a child at that time, so what else could she do at that time? All the clumsy methods she could think of, whether they worked or not, had been used.

But still watching his brother die alive in front of him, what a terrifying experience was that?

What about her parents?

If you die, you have to run this to death.

She lives with self-blame and accusations from them, and she feels guilty.

Finally forced into an ignorant and unconscious wooden appearance.

She didn't cry or laugh, and she didn't have a trace of anger.

Still treating themselves so harshly, desperately saving money, and wanting them to rely on their old age?

The pain in the blooming eyes formed a layer of ice.

It's not worth it.

It's not worth it at all.