In Soning's own impression, this is the first time to drink too much.

How do you feel?

Actually, no.

At that time, the atmosphere was there, and there was a lot of drinking

She didn't know if she was a fragment, because the memory stayed on her table, and Sheng Fang said, "I'll take you home." ”

Unexpectedly, it was his family.

The first thing she did when she woke up, she subconsciously looked at her clothes.

It's quite complete, except for the wrinkles of sleep, the lines haven't moved.

Suddenly, I felt that I had a little villain's heart.

Drunk like that, who can do anything inhumane to her?

Sheng Fang set up breakfast in the same way, and when he saw that she was stunned and looked at him, his eyes were still a little confused, he walked over and looked at her condescendingly against the wall.

"Miss, why can't you hide the disappointment on your face?"

Soning let these words wake up his consciousness, "Don't complain early in the morning." ”

Sheng Fang sneered and leaned closer to her, "This is a whin?" So what is it if I kiss you? ”

Soning clenched his fists and said in a calm tone: "Count as a heavy casualty." ”

“…… You're so ruthless, I've contributed a bed after all! "And the shoulders of the half-night.

Of course, I didn't say that.

She skipped him and went straight to the bathroom, where she found a set of toothbrushes and jars, and even the toothpaste was squeezed in and ready to be there, looking like she was waiting to use it.

The eldest young master shouted from outside, "It's all new, use it." ”

Soning sighed, washed in three or two minutes, and when he came out, the dishes and chopsticks on the table had already been placed.

She wasn't too pretentious, she was so troublesome last night, and she didn't miss this breakfast.

She sat down, and the eldest young master gave her a fried bun, and the sauce was pushed towards her.

Sonin took a bite of the bun skin, and didn't pay attention to the soup flowing down the corner of her mouth, as soon as she raised the back of her hand to pick it up, the tissue on the opposite side pressed over, and he gently wiped the corner of her mouth.

"Child, you?"

Soning was stunned for a moment, a little uncomfortable, turned his head away, took the paper, and wiped it casually himself.

Sheng Fang smiled and didn't say anything.

A weird one.

Sonin recalled last night, and suddenly felt a little unsure......

She cleared her throat, "What am I doing...... Drink too much, right? ”

Sheng Fang: "Hmm. ”

"Is there any faux pas?"

Sheng Fang paused and gestured in front of him, "Does vomiting all over me count?" ”

Soning was a little embarrassed, and felt even more embarrassed, so he asked again: "Except, what else?" ”

"That's not it, it's good and good." After speaking, he felt that it was not enough, so he added to her eyebrows, "Cute and cute." ”

Soning's face darkened when he heard this, "Can you stop disgusting people?" ”

Even if she really drinks the pieces, she can't be cute and cute, and this is absolutely certain.

Sheng smiled and smiled without speaking.

He took some side dishes and put them on her plate, and then sandwiched some other meals, and piled them up.

Soning moved his plate and thanked him, "I'll do it myself." ”

As a result, he didn't listen, "I'm afraid you're thin-skinned, I'm sorry." ”

She stepped back again, a little farther away.

While eating, I habitually glanced at my phone to see if there were any missed calls or something.

As soon as the screen lit up, a text message appeared on the desktop.

Your account xx is transferred to 200,000 yuan on x/x.

It was just after one o'clock in the morning.

She subconsciously looked up at Sheng Fang, "You transferred money to me?" ”

Sheng Fang chewed twice and swallowed the contents of his mouth, "Well, I don't know how much you need, but I guess it's about the same." ”

"I don't want it." Soning said as he tapped on the screen to turn back.

It's like this whole place is so accommodated, huh?

Well, that's pretty expensive.

Sheng Fang stretched out her hand, and the phone took off her hand.

"Lent it to you." He directly put the phone in his pocket, "Besides, who did you borrow it?" ”

Sonin frowned at him, "I have." ”

"You've got a fart!" He met her gaze and glanced at her, "I have counted the two coins in your hand, and I also used a sum of money to let Chen Huai check Gao Qing last time." ”

"You must be going out to lend money to your family, Zhou Zhiyi or Zhou Yan?" His tone was steadfast.

"......" Soning said in her heart, your analysis is clear, she pondered, "It has nothing to do with you." ”

Sheng Fang raised his hand and poked her in the head, "It's okay to collect interest, right?" What am I like in the bank, dare to deduct your salary one less cent! ”

Sonin knew that he said this, but he just wanted her to accept the money with peace of mind.

In fact, she herself also considered that she really didn't have enough money in her hand, so she could only borrow from Zhou Zhiyi again.

But it's only been a long time since that time, and it's a little embarrassing to open your mouth again.

Since the interest is calculated, it is better to talk about it.

"It doesn't take that much, just 100,000." After she finished speaking, she said, "Plus the previous one, I owe you 230,000, and the interest will be calculated together at that time." ”

As she spoke, she had already transferred back the extra 100,000.

Sheng Fang made her defeated, "You don't keep a penny for yourself?" ”

"Enough money for food."

Sheng Fang remembered her aggrieved appearance last night, and couldn't bear to scold her if she wanted to.

"You don't have to be so heart-wrenching."

Sonin slowly chewed the contents of his mouth and pulled his lips, "No, it's just a matter of a little money." ”

She spoke lightly, and she listened to mixed tastes.

He knew how frugal she had to save that money. But her mother doesn't care at all, she only cares about when she can get the rest of the money.

They stood on the moral high ground and blamed Sonin. even said unceremoniously that she used her guilt to command her.

I used her with peace of mind.

What about Soning, doesn't she understand?

Of course I do.

But she was willing.

Because only in this way can she alleviate her guilt a little bit.

The guilt dragged her into the mire.

There is no one to redeem.

—

Because of the money from the eldest young master, Soning's urgent need was solved.

She hesitated for a long time, and of course it was most convenient for the money to go directly to avoid a lot of unnecessary tongue.

But in the end, after thinking about it, I decided to go back.

I bought a lot of fruits and some nutritious products on the way, and I carried them to the doorstep.

This place was moved by a few years after Soton's death.

At that time, Sonin junior high school, she had already started to live in the school, and after she reached high school, she also understood more things, and even fewer came back.

So this place is full, and she hasn't lived there for a few months.

Although I haven't been back for a long time, I can't say that there is any strangeness.

She stood outside the door for two minutes, probably doing some psychological construction, before she raised her hand and knocked on the door, and a voice came from inside: "Who?" ”

It's her mom.

The door opened a few seconds later.

Xu Qin opened the door and saw that it was her, and his expression suddenly changed, and the smile on his face disappeared instantly.

"Why are you here?" There was no emotion in the words, if there was disgust, she turned around and went back to the house.

Soning followed into the house, put the things on the coffee table, and she looked at it without a trace, and the furnishings in the living room had not changed.

Xu Qin was choosing vegetables, but he didn't even bother his eyelids, and asked in a cold voice, "Have you made up the money?" ”

Sonin hummed, walked up to her, then took a card out of his bag and put it on the table.

Xu Qin glanced at it, reached out and took the card, and put it in his pocket.

From beginning to end, his face did not ease in any way.

Sonin's gaze glanced to the back room, "I'm going to see Grandma." ”

Xu Qin didn't say anything, and when she turned around, she said, "Don't be too long, your father is coming back." ”

Sonin nodded, "Got it." ”

Walked to the door of the inner room, knocked on the door, at first no one answered, and after a while there was a hoarse and slow old man's voice inside.

"Ningning? Come on in. ”

Sonin pushed the door in, the bedroom was a little dark, and the faint light from the window was casting in.

Meng Wan half leaned on the side of the bed, she turned on the bedside lamp, beckoned to Suoning, and smiled.

"Grandma." Sonnin called out to her, then strode to the edge of the bed, half-crouched down, and took her hand.

Meng Wan has been paralyzed for many years, but her spirit is not bad, and it is rare to see Soning, and she is very happy.

She was a little excited, her eyes were shiny, and the wrinkles on her face were stretched, and she pointed to the stool next to her, "Sit, sit." ”

Sonin pulled up the stool and sat down next to her bed.

The two of them just held hands, Meng Wan looked at her carefully, and after a long time, she reached out and touched her cheek, "Didn't you eat well?" Lost a lot of weight. ”

"It's strong, it's not thin."

"You have to take care of your body." Meng Wan instructed her, then went sideways to the bedside and took out a box, and stuffed all the food inside into Soning's arms, "Eat, eat." ”

Soning glanced down, it was all sugar, snacks or something, and he didn't know how long he had saved up.

Seeing that she didn't move, Meng Wan picked out a piece of candy from it, her fingers were not very flexible, and she even tore her teeth to bite it, and then handed it to her mouth, "Ah......"

Sonin opened her mouth, she stuffed the sugar into it, and asked with a smile, "Is it sweet?" ”

"Sweet."

As soon as she said sweet, Meng Wan was even happier, went to get another piece, and peeled it off with great effort, "Eat another one, it's not good for your teeth if you eat more." ”

"Okay." Soning was very cooperative.

Meng Wan glanced out the window and asked, "What time is it?" ”

Soning: "Sixty-forty." ”

"Sixty-forty, Knock Knock hasn't finished school yet? Kindergarten picks up at 5:30...... Didn't he come back? ”

When Soning heard this, his expression froze.

She bit down on the candy, made a soft rattling sound, and then looked down at the time again, "I misread grandma, it's sixteen forty." ”

Meng Wan thought for a moment before saying, "Mistaken, little fool." ”

Soning's chest was very tight.

Pushing the door outside, Xu Qin stood at the door, "It's time to go." ”

She hummed, and Xu Qin walked away first.

Meng Wan leaned over, saw her walking away, and reached out to touch her body again, and found a stack of money in a half day, mostly five cents a piece.

"Ning Ning took it and bought delicious food, and gave it to grandma after spending it."

As he spoke, he grabbed her arm and stuffed the odds into her hand, "Don't show it to your mother." ”

Soning was stunned for a moment, the money was like a fire, burning her palms.

"Thank you, grandma."

Meng Wan smiled, "Silly boy, quickly pretend." ”

Xu Qin urged outside again, Soning really had to go.

She got up, Meng Wan was still holding her hand, her eyes were anxious: "Where are you going?" ”

Soning swallowed the emotions in his chest and pulled out a smile, "It's half past five, I'll pick up Dongdong." ”

Only then did Meng Wan let go of her.

When Soning came out, he hesitated for a moment and said to Xu Qin, "Mom, take care, I'm leaving." ”

No response.

She opened the door and left, and just after the first floor, a person came up to her.

His gaze swept over her, resting on her.

Soning: "Dad......"

It only took a second or two for that gaze to be on her, and then it was withdrawn, and then quickly passed by her.

Didn't linger for a moment.

Soning stood where he was, seeing him disappear around the corner of the stairs, and hearing a loud door slamming upstairs.

The whole building shook in the shook.

She walked down slowly, and as soon as she reached the bottom of the house, a pile of things fell down and fell impartially against her shoulder.

She looked down, and the fruit shattered to the ground.

She didn't have any waves in her heart, and slowly squatted down, cleaning up the mess.

Thunder slid by, and rain fell suddenly.

"Don't come back! Get lost! ”

Even though the surroundings were so noisy, this sentence still passed through the thunderstorm and clearly reached Soning's ears.

The movement of her fingers faltered, and the rain ran down her cheeks, cold and bitter.

She chewed and swallowed the last bite of candy in her mouth.

Obviously, this kind of scene has been experienced many times, and it should have been numb a long time ago......

Why do you still choke?

—

Soning sat in the dark hallway, already soaking wet.

In her arms, she held the food that had not been broken, as well as a few snacks that Meng Wan had given her.

Shaky.

After Sodon was gone, she got that disease, Alzheimer's disease.

It's not that serious, but the memory is very confusing, and most of the time it's impossible to distinguish between the present and the past.

But whether sober or not, she was the only one in the family who had not blamed Soning.

She felt sorry for Soning, but after she got sick, she gradually forgot about Soning's pain, and ...... These two realities are gone.

Xu Qin said that if you were the one who died at the beginning, then the family would not have become like this.

Sonin used to refute, but then it won't, it's useless.

From parents to relatives, everyone thinks so.

Soning's eyes were sour, but she was actually willing.

Let Knock Knock live, she will die.

Maybe you can still get a little pity and nostalgia, it's better than living like a year now.

Even when she went home, she said how you came, not how you came back.

This reflex-like statement pricked one of Soning's nerves.

They really treated her as an outsider, and if they didn't need money, they would never come to her.

In a way, money is more than her.

Sonin didn't want to think so, but it was.

Her tears just fell, silently on the ground.

Xu Qin said, your brother is dead, what kind of face do you have to be happy and sad?

She raised her hand to wipe it, but the sourness hit wave after wave, and the grievances and grievances accumulated for more than ten years seemed to explode at this moment.

She bit her lip hard, tasting the smell of blood in her mouth, but she still couldn't control the slightest bit.

"Xiao Suo?" The voice-activated lights in the hallway followed.

Sheng Fang saw Soning sitting there, holding something full of things, and a faint layer of blood on his shoulders.

Wet and dirty, embarrassed.

He shouted again, and the man had come to him, "What's the matter?" ”

Sonin stretched out her hand and circled his legs, and she hugged him tightly, like a life-saving straw.

Then the mood suddenly collapsed, and tears rained down.

—

When Sonin came out of the shower, Sheng Fang sat there and smoked.

It's very casual to have a match or not.

Smoke rose and covered his face, his expression uncertain.

Sonin didn't know what to say, wiped his hair and walked over, "Thank you." ”

Sheng Fang didn't say a word, pulled over a chair, and let her sit down.

I pinched my cigarette first, then took out iodophor and a cotton swab from the first aid kit, dipped it, leaned over and wiped it on her lips.

"You're a dog?" The bite was a little blurry, and it could be seen that he was ruthless, "The dog didn't bite his own either!" ”

He is unforgiving in his mouth, but his movements are light.

Soning had never looked at him so directly, his eyebrows and eyes were deep and sharp, and he was not restrained at all, but the light in his eyes was unusually soft.

His mouth was chattering, his lips were red and his teeth were white.

Soning felt noisy, and had an urge to shut him up, she stared at his lips, and leaned over without pondering......

It's blocked......

The eldest young master was like this at the time: ???

And then again: !!!!

And finally: I, I, my day......

Things were going in a strange direction, and in just a moment, it turned his perception upside down.

What the hell is this right, and it gets the favor of wood......

The smell of iodine mixed with bloody gas was strange, so strange that he couldn't help but explore it more deeply, and he was afraid of hurting the wound on her lip.

Test.

Be careful not to move.

Soning's consciousness was both lucid and vague, like a contradiction tearing apart.

But the more reserved and restrained the two of them are, the stronger and more terrifying some desires become, and the surrounding temperature slowly rises, full of obscure ambiguity.

The kiss lasted a minute or two, and the bloom was barely controllable.

But he still gritted his teeth and withdrew.

Soning's perennial cold and pale face had two more touches of crimson, and the red was getting deeper, almost dripping blood......

It's embarrassing.

What is possessed?

Sheng Fang tried to calm down, his heartbeat was like a wall chiseled, and he coughed twice, "Take off your clothes." ”

Soning: ???

"What?"

"Take it off." After speaking, she realized that she might have misunderstood, and hurriedly waved her hand, "The wound on the shoulder is cracked!" No way...... Can I be that animal! ”

“……”

The roots of Soning's ears were red and almost blackened.

She tugged down at her collar, revealing a wound that presumably the same thing her dad had thrown down.

Sheng Fang carefully dipped the potion to clean it, and leaned over to blow it.

He didn't have to ask to know what she was doing.

When she first came over, she was holding that pile of things, dirty, pitiful......

It's like a child who has been thrown away.

And he picked her up and coaxed her so raw......

No one wants to bully her anymore and make her cry again.

He hated anyone who hurt her, even her parents.

It's no exception.

He put on new gauze and bandages, and then slowly spoke, "Xiao Suo, come to my arms." ”

“……”

"I must love you well."