I am like an outsider, but when the thoughts that come to everyone's mind, good or bad, appear in my mind, I am like the master of this world.

At that moment, I had a feeling in my heart that I was the god of this world, or the god of Western people.

But I, the god, have nothing but a sigh left to smile when I hear most people's prayers.

I don't care what they want, whether it's reasonable or unreasonable. It's like I'm tired of hearing it.

I seem to be able to satisfy anything, but I don't seem to want to help them with anything. The whole person is not so much otherworldly as indifferent and ruthless.

I was immersed in this feeling, numb.

"You coward......"

Suddenly, a voice suddenly sounded between heaven and earth. It was like a thunderbolt exploding in my mind. The numb and indifferent heart seemed to have been torn open a crack, as if there was some unfinished mission that I had forgotten.

"You coward......"

The voice rang out again.

This time, the feeling was even stronger, and the eyes that had no radiance, as if they had nothing to do with anything, turned for the first time at this moment.

What have I forgotten? I can't remember, but I think it's something I have to do, and a voice in my heart tells me that if I don't do it, I won't be able to live in peace for the rest of my life.

"You coward......"

That voice sounded for the third time, but unfortunately this time I didn't feel it more deeply, because I woke up, after that voice sounded for the third time.

……

Dreams are dreams after all, and everything that appears in dreams can't be played according to common sense.

Why is this happening? Why did I have those inexplicable thoughts?

None of this makes sense.

So it's normal for this seemingly messy thing to appear in a dream.

……。

When I woke up, it was already noon, and what I didn't expect was that the two drunks, Xiao Deng and Lao Cai, actually woke up in front of me.

I was woken up by Lao Cai, who rubbed his temples and asked me what I had done to him last night and why there was no pain in his whole body.

Reluctantly sat up, throwing the messy dreams out of my head. I suddenly found myself in pain all over my body, and it felt like my whole body was going to fall apart when I moved. Especially in the thighs, you can feel a strong protest from the muscles on both sides when you move a little.

Looking up at Lao Cai, I was suddenly stunned.

Lao Cai must have never looked in the mirror, otherwise what he said to me would not be a question sentence.

How so? Lao Cai's face at this time turned into a pig's head face, blue and purple, and there were obvious bruises and swells in some places.

Lao Cai saw me staring at him without saying a word, and asked me why I looked at him like this.

I don't know if I exposed anything when I watched Lao Cai, but I shouldn't have seen Lao Cai's reaction.

So I said to him, "It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly feel that you are much more handsome today than yesterday." ”

Old Cai Saobao shook off his hair and said with an expression of 'you only know now'

"When is my brother not handsome?" ”

……。

Xiao Deng was not in the dormitory, and Lao Cai said that he had left, saying that he finally had a day of free time and wanted to go out for a walk.

If Xiao Deng had a girlfriend, I would definitely be able to figure it out, but no matter how you look at him, he doesn't look like a person with a girlfriend.

So I asked Lao Cai where Xiao Deng had gone, and Lao Cai shook his head and said that he didn't know either.

Well, such a big living person, it doesn't seem appropriate for me to care about the younger generation, so I didn't ask again, and said to Lao Cai that I was a little hungry and went out to eat.

When I went downstairs with Lao Cai, I knew how much damage I had caused to my small body by carrying them upstairs last night.

Holding on to the handrail and moving down step by step, there was a sharp pain in my thighs and buttocks with each step.

Brother is the kind of person who is obligated to help when things are big, and stands by and watches your jokes when things are small.

Lao Cai is undoubtedly the same, he saw me limping, smiled and said to me in a tone that taught the younger generation, and said to me that young people should be a little restrained .......

glanced at Lao Cai's face, okay, don't worry about it, there will be surprises waiting for him later!

When walking through the playground, Lao Cai seemed to receive so many eyes on his face for the first time, so he was 'flattered' and unconsciously puffed up his chest, majestic like a rooster that had just won the victory.

But as he walked, Lao Cai seemed to have finally noticed something wrong, he turned his head to look at me, and said suspiciously: "No, Xiaoli, why are those men staring at me too?" ”

I looked at my feet, except that I didn't want to be recognized, but I couldn't bear to look at Lao Cai's face, and said, "Men and women eat all, what's so strange ......." ”

Lao Cai obviously wouldn't believe my nonsense, but he seemed to have realized another meaning from my 'perfunctory' attitude, and said to me: "Isn't it just more handsome than you that steals your limelight?" Jealousy, your proper jealousy ....... ”

Fools have foolish blessings, fools don't.

Although I am very reluctant to say that Lao Cai is a fool, because I don't seem to be a person who can play with fools. But when people passing by look at Lao Cai's face, and Lao Cai still looks up with his chest up as if showing off, I guess everyone will have the thought of 'I'm afraid this is a fool' in everyone's hearts."

……。

In reality, life should be back on track.

I went back to my normal life, going to class, eating, and sleeping.

We haven't seen each other since Xiao Deng woke up that day without saying goodbye, and there is no contact between us. He has a special profession, I can understand that.

In addition, there is Deng Qian, who promised that night that he would have the opportunity to eat together again. This sentence was originally suspected of being perfunctory, so we really didn't see it again. Although she still sends me occasional messages, it is limited to normal chats between friends.

In fact, many years later, when I think about the conversation with her at that time, I often think that I was the one who talked to her to death.

In the new environment, in the new class, I am no longer the one with the least sense of presence.

On the contrary, it seems that all the teachers and students in the school have a certain impression of me. Although I try to be transparent, I always keep my head down when I have to appear in front of people. But I often hear the students passing by muttering quietly: "This."

It seems to be the one who is who? ”

Thanks to the obscene blessing, I Chu Li knows these two words in the whole school. The only good result is that people don't really know what I look like.

So on the first day of class after the military training, when the head teacher Liu Huzi called me for the second time, I decisively exchanged identities with Belly. I said to Belly that we will exchange names later, you will answer my name, and I will answer your name.

Belly didn't think much about it, because he looked very unenergetic because of the all-night surfing for several days in a row, and nodded at me in a daze with two dark circles under his eyes.

Soon my name was clicked, and I could feel the eyes of the classmates looking around the moment Chu Li's name was pronounced.

There was no movement in my belly, and I was secretly anxious, so I hurriedly poked his waist with my hand.

His belly was very sensitive, and he reacted at once when he was yawning with his mouth open, and then replied.

My heart finally fell to the ground, and then when I read the name of the belly, I calmly answered.

Because the list was printed on a computer, I felt very happy that I didn't make any mistakes with the belly name this time, and I don't even know what I would do if I mispronounced it again.

Not to mention, the effect is significant. From that day on, I was finally able to show up in front of people with my chest held high.

Some people may think that I am making it up, but it is not. For a long time after that, people still used me as a belly.

Although there are still some people who know who I really are, most of those people are from our class. And it's mostly girls, because for boys, it's all about knowing and not knowing.

Maybe it's some shady secret, but I'm glad that the girls who knew my true identity didn't reveal my identity.

As for the people in the other classes who had seen me, when everyone said that I wasn't me, they naturally began to wonder if they were wrong.

This is a very wonderful but real phenomenon, the so-called three people become tigers, and the doubts of the outside world can really affect a person's subconscious.

For example, when you go out, you remember that you locked the door, but when your friends say that you didn't lock the door, if you can still insist on locking the door yourself, even if I obey you.

However, things are not as serious as I imagined, and I replaced my belly in a daze, and I did not marry Bai Fumei as CEO because of this, and since then I have reached the peak of my life. At most, it's a few curious glances and a warm greeting.

And it's more of the contempt of the sophomores and juniors 'senior brothers', for example, when we went out to eat one day, we met a few strange things that the freshmen met on the day of registration, and when we walked up, we kept staring at the belly, and then after we walked away, there were faint sounds of 'heh, tui ......'.

Spitting is bad, it can't be learned. When you meet such a person, you should try to persuade him to be good, and if you really can't persuade him, then kill him.

Belly is very indifferent, I think it's because for him, all kinds of girls' active accosting can make him ignore these 'little contempt'.

Lewd complained about why I didn't give him this opportunity, in fact, I also thought about this issue, the reason why I didn't let Lewd impostor take over was because I was afraid that Lewd would ruin my reputation, one is because of his virtue, and the other is because of his looks.

Well, in fact, the main thing I think about is his appearance.......