Unfortunately, it's impossible to wake up.

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It was 12:40 in the middle of the night, and I was standing under the boys' dormitory building of the school, and I looked up at the dormitory that was as high as a four-story building, and then looked down at the two 25 ...... lying on the ground Speechless and choked.

It is no exaggeration to say that Xiao Deng is better. But if I had to carry Lao Cai on my back, I would really be tired to death in the aisle.

Looking at the two of them lying on the ground, I decided to look for a helper, now this situation can only go up and call the obscenity and belly, without their help I may end up half-paralyzed, at least looking at Lao Cai's body shape, I instantly feel loveless.

In fact, I also drank a lot of wine, although it was not to the point of Xiao Deng and Lao Cai, but I still walked a little fluttery, especially when I climbed the stairs, my legs couldn't get up at all.

That is, Lao Cai's 'huge' size gave me the motivation to climb up step by step.

Panting and finally climbing to the fourth floor, I didn't want to live the second I opened the bedroom door. The dormitory was empty, and there was not even a single human hair.

I suddenly remembered the obscene and sneaky figures I had seen when I went out in the afternoon, and if nothing else, the two grandsons must have gone all night.

Sitting on the bed, he picked up a bottle of water and drank it, puffing out his small biceps vigorously.

Then, I resolutely opened the door and walked out, with the tragedy of 'the strong man is gone' on my face.

I went back downstairs to the dormitory again, glanced at Xiao Deng, and then at Lao Cai.

Seriously, I really didn't have the confidence to carry them all together, and 10,000 ways to send them up flashed in my mind, but unfortunately none of them were realistic.

For example, finding someone who is good to cast a spell to let them fly up, or calling the police to help them carry it, or simply letting them sleep on the playground to get ......, is not something that a normal person can do.

I put my hand on Xiao Deng's face and patted it, trying to wake them up, as long as I woke up and didn't sleep so hard, my pressure would be reduced a lot.

When I think about it, I instantly feel motivated. patted Xiao Deng, and then patted Lao Cai, and the strength in his hands unconsciously increased.

It's a pity that there is a saying called 'dead pigs are not afraid of boiling water', think about it, at this time they are indeed like two dead pigs, not even afraid of boiling water, my not light and heavy slaps naturally did not have an effect.

After a few minutes of slapping and pinching them, I completely resigned myself to my fate, pulled Xiao Deng up from the ground and put it on my back, sighed, and staggered towards the dormitory door.

The reason why I chose to carry Xiao Deng first is not because my relationship with Lao Cai is not as good as I imagined, nor is it because Xiao Deng is a bastard in my heart

The weight is more sufficient, purely because Lao Cai's body size is too scary.

I think that if Lao Cai is carried up first, I estimate that it will be difficult for me to walk, and then the little black man in my heart may take advantage of the little white man to be in a weak state and stab it to death, and poor little Deng will probably lie in the playground all night.

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I don't know how the night ended, but I remember the minute I was in bed, and I felt like I was going to fall apart.

I still remember that after finally carrying Xiao Deng upstairs, I struggled inwardly for a long time before I went downstairs to carry Lao Cai. Looking at Lao Cai's huge body, I can't help but think of the scene of Yugong moving mountains: in the vast world, a thin man standing in front of the majestic mountain digs the soil little by little with his hands, like an ant gnawing an elephant, and a mayfly shaking the ...... tree.

Stumbling and climbing, it is really not an exaggeration at all, it is like a mountain on my back, I suddenly understood what I said that day, Lao Cai, this kid must let him lose weight. As for Lao Tzu...... It really doesn't matter if you're the protagonist or not.

It seemed like a century had passed, and the second I put Lao Cai on the bed, I felt like the world was spinning. Because of the lack of oxygen, it was dark in front of me.

Wandering on the verge of coma, I couldn't hold it anymore, so I fell asleep on the bed.

……

The dream is still the same dream, and the more you sleep, the clearer the dream becomes.

I think I haven't had a good night's sleep since I was young, but tonight is the first time in the world.

So that dream, and the fool in the dream who had never let me see his face clearly for more than ten years, came as promised.

He still turned his back to me, and asked the same sentence: Do you blame me?

I really want to control my emotions and be the master of my dreams. Unfortunately, after hearing this familiar line, my emotions became uncontrollable and angry.

I shouted at his back: Who are you?

Then he chased him with red eyes, getting closer and closer, but he could not touch him.

Unlike before, I didn't wake up when I caught up with him this time and put my hand on his shoulder, but felt like I had fallen into another dream.

It was as if I had come to a strange space: the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant, the blue sky was like a wash...... and I couldn't really see the things around me, I always felt that there was a thin layer of fog, but I felt that it was a very familiar place, as if I had been here before.

That inexplicable anger disappeared, and the place seemed to cleanse people's hearts, and I felt calmer than ever.

Stupidly looking at everything around him, wandering around aimlessly. I felt like an enlightened monk and a soulless walking corpse.

Seven emotions and six desires, greed, hatred, likes and dislikes are all rejected

Abandon.

After a few moments, the surroundings became illusory, and between the mist drifting, vivid images unfolded.

It's like a picture scroll, and it's like a projection.

In the picture, there is a lot of traffic and people coming and going.

An inexplicable thought floated out of my heart: the appearance of all beings!

The picture slowly enveloped me, and I felt like one of these beings, walking through the streets, among the crowds. It's like the master of all beings, because every time I pass by a stranger, their thoughts can immediately come to my mind.

Even when my mind moved, everyone's experiences and past flashed through my mind like a movie. From birth, to death.

Everyone seemed to be unable to see me, not knowing if I had become illusory or if this familiar world was illusory.

I shuttled between the high-rise buildings and the summer, and the prosperity in front of me was real, but it seemed to be unreal, and they couldn't stop my steps.

Suddenly, the picture zoomed out, and I became a giant looking down on the earth beneath my feet. All the high-rise buildings have become small models. The busy crowd is still the busy crowd, and the endless stream of vehicles has not changed, just small and ant-like.

There was a small but loud sound in my ears, which mixed together into an annoying noise.

Feeling it carefully, the noise slowly became clear, although it was still a huge section, but it seemed to have a magical power to pick them out of the chaos one by one, and then send them to my ears.

Listen carefully to .......

I heard the loving lovers who had sworn by the mountains and the seas arguing, not giving in to each other, and roaring loudly.

I heard that the brothers who had a good relationship turned against each other because of the uneven distribution of business interests in partnership.

After hearing that the desperate gambler was penniless, he angrily scolded God for injustice.

I also heard that a young man from an ordinary background complained that his father was incapable because he couldn't live the luxurious life of a rich second-generation friend.

……。

Pile by pile, it seems to concretize the characteristics of human beings one by one: selfishness, greed, hatred, resentment.

My heart did not fluctuate because of these voices, as if I had already experienced these things as the master of the world.

After reading the world, there was only a sigh, and then it turned into a smile on the corner of his mouth.

I don't know why I'm laughing, it's not funny.

But I was just laughing, uncontrollable, and there were no different emotions in my heart. I still look like an enlightened monk, and like a soulless walking corpse.

This smile, this sigh, seems to be the work of the profession.