Chapter 39: The Past
About a quarter of an hour passed, and suddenly he opened his mouth to break the silence.
"Feng'er, can you tell me about your past? I would love to know how you came to be. ”
In fact, Ye Xingchen wants to ask Shangguan Feng, who are you shouting so loudly?
When Shangguan Feng was unconscious the first two times, he secretly came to see her, but she didn't know that every time he came, he shouted the name Ran, and shouted heartbreakingly, which was simply tear-jerking.
But in the end, he didn't ask so directly, but wanted to knock on the side, because that question was too direct, after all, it was about Shangguan Feng's personal privacy, and now that she was a wife, after careful consideration, she still felt that it was inappropriate.
Hearing Ye Xingchen ask this, Shangguan Feng was stunned, because she didn't know how to answer him, after all, her past was unacceptable with his current thoughts, she was passing through the soul...
But she didn't want to see his disappointed expression, so she suddenly had a plan, since she couldn't say it explicitly, let him listen to it as a story, and it wouldn't be a deception.
"Chen, we're friends, I don't want to lie to you about anything, but I can't tell you about my past yet, in fact, even if you say it, you don't believe it. But if the time comes, I'll be the first to tell you, but in order to compensate you, I'll tell you a story, okay? ”
Seeing such a mysterious Shangguan Feng, Ye Xingchen was speechless, looking at her expression, couldn't she say it? Of course not, so I can only obey the way,
"Okay, then you can say it, I will listen to it."
"Once upon a time, there was a girl who had a very happy home, although not rich enough, but she was also free of food and clothing, and from a very young age, she watched other children celebrate their birthdays with their parents around the cake, and she had a dream, hoping that one day her parents could also accompany her to spend such a luxurious birthday.
So on her fifth birthday, her parents ordered a big cake at a restaurant not far from where they lived, and were ready to celebrate their beloved daughter's birthday.
But that day it rained heavily, the rain became heavier and heavier, the little girl almost cried anxiously, so her parents braved the wind and rain to drive her to celebrate her birthday, but they didn't want the car to drive in the middle of the sudden brake failure, the girl's parents in order to protect her, when the car rushed downhill, she held her in their arms, desperately protected, and finally the girl's parents died, leaving a lonely girl to live. ”
Hearing this, Ye Xingchen felt that he was confused, what were the parents, cakes, restaurants, and cars that Shangguan Feng said, why had he never heard of them?
He really wanted to ask her what the things she was talking about, but looking at Shangguan Feng's expression at the moment, so sentimental and uncomfortable, he really couldn't bear to speak.
Shangguan Feng paused and continued:
"The girl who went to her parents since she was so young has never laughed from the bottom of her heart, let alone celebrated her birthday, but since then she has been afraid of such a windy and rainy night, because this kind of weather reminds her of something that she does not want to remember in her life - that terrible car accident.
The girl is smart and hardworking, and her grades in all subjects are either the best or the best, but she is still unhappy because she has no real friends.
In addition to studying hard and working hard every day, she looks up at the starry sky, because her mother told her that when people die, they will become stars in the sky and protect their relatives, so she looks at the starry sky and feels that she sees her parents.
But when the girl was twelve years old, all this suddenly changed one day, because there were two people in her world at the same time, a man and a woman, and both of them seemed to like girls very much, sticking to the girl every day to help them with their homework, and on Sundays they also dragged the girl to climb the mountains and go shopping.
At first, the girl resisted, but then slowly accepted their smiling faces, and since then the three of them have become an iron triangle, and the relationship has grown day by day, the girl likes the boy very much, and she also likes the other girl.
So the girl also began to laugh, in fact, the girl smiled very beautifully, she used to be an iceberg beauty, but now watching her smile is like bathing in the sun, very warm and comfortable.
So more and more people rushed to chase the girl, but the girl refused one by one, not because the girl had a high vision, but because the girl had pretended to be someone else in her heart.
It is the first boy to approach the girl's world, the first to hold the girl's hand, the first to teach the girl to laugh, and the first to give the girl warmth.
The girl was lucky, it turned out that the boy had also had a crush on her for a long time, and finally the boy confessed to the girl under the cherry blossom tree, and they hugged and kissed under the flying cherry tree, and the girl was 16 and the boy was 17 that year.
It all seems to have gone smoothly, everything has changed since the girl met the boy, she no longer has to work so hard, she has a boy in the future.
Time flies like water, ten years have passed in a blink of an eye, and the girl has become more and more dependent on the boy, but her dependence and trust have finally created her tragic end.
One day the girl came home from work, but encountered a scene that she shouldn't have seen, he and she both betrayed the girl in the former Iron Mountain Corner, and lingered in her bed.
You can imagine that kind of scene, even though the girl can't accept this reality, but all this is true, a man she has loved deeply for ten years, a friend she has been friends for more than ten years, and her world is destroyed again.
The girl wanted to scold the man and woman, but she didn't, because she was proud, and her pride didn't allow her to do this.
Later, they got married, and they were shameless enough to let the girl be a bridesmaid, and the girl did not refuse, because she never said what she said to do, she once said that as long as they were happy, she would be happy, and this time she would fulfill her promise.
The girl forced herself to watch, but the man who had made a vow to him now asked another woman to put on a wedding dress for him, took another woman into the church, made a vow with another woman in front of the priest, put on a wedding ring for another woman, and kissed another woman.
At that moment, the girl's heart was completely dead, and from then on, the little hope she had for love and her clinging to love was also dead...
The girl quickly fled the wedding scene...
This is the end of the story!
At this point in the story, I couldn't cry anymore, and Night Xingchen looked at me like this, and couldn't help but hug me tightly in his arms, and I buried my head in his arms and cried for a long, long time.
At this moment, Ye Xingchen was full of feelings, he didn't know why the woman in his arms was crying so sadly at this moment, when he first heard Shangguan Feng tell this story, he thought that Shangguan Feng was talking about his past, but then the more he listened, the more confused he became, because he had investigated Shangguan Feng, she was just a fool ten years ago, how could a fool have this experience?
And he hadn't heard a lot of things she said, how could it be her? She was talking about the priests, the churches, the rings.
The fate of the girl in the story is really pitiful, the sudden departure of her relatives made her feel pain once when she was five years old, but this time in the face of the betrayal of two people equivalent to close relatives, such a blow is fatal to the girl.
He thought that if he could meet such a girl, he would definitely try to love her and love her to make up for her past, and he would tell her, 'I don't have time to participate in your past, I will be responsible for your future to the end', and he would let the whole continent know how much he loves her and spoils her.
Looking at Shangguan Feng, who was crying tired and falling asleep in his arms, Ye Xingchen's heart was even more entangled, who is this girl in the story?
Why did Shangguan Feng have tears in his eyes when it came to the death of the girl's parents? And the girl in the story is also as afraid of this kind of stormy night as Shangguan Feng?
Why did Shangguan Feng also smile silly when it came to their happy life together?
Why was Shangguan Feng's eyes full of anger and pain when he was bumped into them rolling the sheets?
Why can't Shangguan Feng find the one in his mouth? I'm a little skeptical now, does he exist in this world?
"Shangguan Feng, Shangguan Feng, you are really full of doubts. I really don't know who you are anymore? What is it about a guy who has been stupid for ten years and wakes up with an unusually smart mind and tells stories I don't understand?
And you said that you can't tell me about your past for the time being, and you said that even if you do, I won't believe it, what's going on? ”
Gently put her Shangguan Feng on the bed and covered the quilt, turned around and left.
There are too many mysteries on Shangguan Feng, and it must be thoroughly investigated...