Chapter Thirty-Eight: The Same Starry Sky Dependent
It was dark, it was still raining outside, and the occasional wind was still beating on the window violently with the rain, Shangguan Feng couldn't sleep by himself tossing and turning in the room alone, because he was afraid, and she was afraid of this kind of weather since she was a child.
Her parents in the 21st century died in this weather, I still remember that it was his birthday, it was not winter outside and it was pouring rain, but my parents drove out in order to accompany her to celebrate that dream birthday, but the brakes suddenly failed halfway, and my parents rushed down the hill with her in their arms, and when she woke up again, her parents were no longer by her side, she cried and shouted to find her parents, and finally learned that they had both died in a car accident in order to protect her.
Since then, she has become an orphan and a helpless person.
Every day by her own efforts to get the recognition and approval of others, but she has never been happy, and she has never had a birthday since then, because this birthday has left her a lifelong shadow, if it is not her birthday, her parents will not go out that day, if you don't go out, you won't have a car accident, if you don't have a car accident, they won't die, so all of this is because of her, she is a disaster star, she killed her parents...
In the past, every time it was windy and rainy, I would always accompany her to lull me to sleep, even if he was busy, but now...
In fact, she has never told anyone about these strange habits, not even Ran, and the reason why Ran knew about this was not small that he discovered it.
I remember that it was the same weather, it happened to be Sunday, everyone in the dormitory went home, and she was the only homeless child, who hid under the intimidation of the storm and cried, she cried for a long time, so long that she forgot the time.
Suddenly her bed was lifted, and then appeared in front of her, his eyes were red as if he had just cried, regardless of her shock at the sudden appearance, he hugged her tightly, and cried, and when he was done crying, he told her that he had come to give her an umbrella, because he knew that she didn't have an umbrella.
He was worried that if she went outside, it would rain in the rain, but when he entered the door, he saw her shivering in the bed, and heard her crying as much as possible, he knew that it was her, and at first he thought she had been wronged, so he didn't bother, he just stood next to her and listened to me cry for a long time, but the more he listened, the more wrong it became, and finally he couldn't help lifting her bed.
Under his repeated questioning, Shangguan Feng finally told him the reason, he looked at her distressedly and said that he must tell him if there is such a thing in the future, and he also said that he would take care of her for the rest of her life, and he would accompany her through every stormy night, she was 16 years old and 17 years old that year, and then he did it in ten consecutive years, but unfortunately later...
Since she was a child, she has always felt that her own affairs need to be solved by herself, telling others that maybe some people will sympathize with you, and some people will use this to laugh at you, so even if her affairs are rotten in her stomach, she will not ask others for help.
Just like today, if she asked Xuanyuan for a night, he would definitely accompany her, but she didn't, as for Yan'er, she was tired for a day, she didn't want her to continue to stay up late, and she felt that she was strong enough to withstand it, but don't forget, she is very independent.
Although she is not scared to cry about this weather now, her body still can't help but tremble, and tears involuntarily and quietly slide down.
Suddenly a gust of wind blew, Shangguan Feng couldn't help but shiver, and when he looked up, a familiar figure appeared in the room, he was dressed in night clothes, covering his face with a ghostly mask, immersed in the darkness like a night ghost.
She was not surprised at all to see his arrival, but her nervousness relaxed a lot, and she was no longer so scared because someone was with her.
He looked at her with tears on her face, and said with a hippie smile,
"Oh, Feng'er saw me so happy, she actually shed tears happily, don't you want to wash my face with tears all day long, if that's the case, I'll feel distressed"
After saying this, she put on a pose that she thought was cool, and when she heard him so deceitful to her, she actually burst into tears and laughed, hehehe...
I have to admit that when this ghost-faced man is not cold-faced, he is very attractive, and she always feels that his breath is very familiar, like a person, but she just doesn't know who he looks like.
Seeing Shangguan Feng smile, he was not cool, but walked to her bed and sat down gently, looking at her eyes seriously
"Feng'er, tell me why you're crying? Is that guy Xuanyuan bullying you? If it's for me to help you teach him a lesson."
He had always been a ruffian before, and he had never seen him so seriously, and she was a little uncomfortable, looking at him stupidly,
"No, Xuanyuan Ye didn't bully me, he was very good to me"
He seemed to have expected Shangguan Feng's answer, and he didn't react too much, but his eyes still couldn't help it, as if he was smiling, although he deliberately covered it up, but she still saw it, she didn't understand him a little, and when she heard her say that Xuanyuan Ye was very good to her, he actually laughed.
"Then why are you crying? Are you afraid of this kind of windy and rainy night? ”
Shangguan Feng looked at him and nodded without hesitation, in fact, she didn't know why she trusted him very much and was willing to tell him what was on her mind, is this the so-called one birth and two ripeness?
But the last time she asked him to take her to escape from marriage, she was forced to be helpless, but this time she was willing to reveal her heart.
Looking at Shangguan Feng nodding, he was stunned for a moment, maybe he didn't expect that a woman as bold as me would be afraid of wind and rain, hehehe...
After a while, he came back to his senses, sat on the edge of Shangguan Feng's bed, and then covered the quilt for her, and said unusually gently, "Feng'er, don't be afraid, go to sleep, I will always be here with you"
Of course, Shangguan Feng wouldn't mind too much about his actions, because after all, she was not from this era, and she wouldn't be too accountable for these etiquettes.
Shangguan Feng looked at him so gently, and blurted out,
Why don't you ask me why I'm afraid? ”
He only replied to me, "The reason doesn't matter, the important thing is that you need me now, and I know that is enough." ”
Today, he seems to have changed a lot compared to before, but it is such a change, she still has no strangeness, as if she is getting more and more familiar, a little strange.
Suddenly, she was a little curious, and wanted to know something about him, so she spoke:
"By the way, you haven't told me your name yet? I think you're a friend, but I don't know what to call you. ”
Saying that, Shangguan Feng pursed his mouth, and he was a little sullen.
He looked at her who had changed her face so quickly, and he was not surprised, but smiled, as if he had long been used to her like this
"My name is Night Star, you can call me Chen"
In fact, Xingchen didn't tell Shangguan Feng that his name had been shouted by no one except his mother, let alone called him, thinking of this, he suddenly thought of his late mother, I don't know where she is good? I don't know if she will abandon her life's responsibilities and sustenance and be with him this time? Hehehe...
Shangguan Feng chewed the name carefully, Night Stars, Night Stars... What a good name, symbolizing the starry sky at night, how beautiful, so I couldn't help but sigh,
"Chen, your name is so nice, I also like the starry sky at night, it is particularly bright and clear, giving people endless reverie and hope"
Speaking of this, I can't help but think that when Shangguan Feng was very young, her mother told her that when a person dies, he will become the brightest star in the sky, and then wait for his relatives in the sky.
Because of this sentence, since her parents died, every night she would look up at the starry sky, find the brightest star in the sky, and then tell it that she missed her parents very much, and she was so lonely.
It's such a beautiful starry sky that keeps me going day by day.
Ye Xingchen listened to Shangguan Feng's words, and couldn't help but think of the countless ghosts crying wolf nights, only one person, desperately fleeing, desperately resisting, the only season of psychological medicine to comfort and heal is the stars in the sky, because her mother said that as long as there is a night sky, there is her.
So looking at the starry sky, he seemed to see his mother's smiling face.
He listened to Shangguan Feng's words, just smiled, and fell into deep thought again, in fact, she wanted to ask him what he was thinking, but she didn't open his mouth after all.