Chapter 105: Returning the Sun
Some people are alive and he is dead, and some people are dead, and he is indeed dead. I am not a philosopher, I don't know what life and death are, and I don't understand that death is heavier than Mount Tai or lighter than Hongmao, I only know that death is death, and life is life.
I want to live ......! yes, who wants to die if they can live? So when I vaguely guessed the meaning of my uncle's words, I lost my mind for a moment, and then my heart became extremely excited.
My uncle's meaning was already so obvious, but I really couldn't believe it, so I looked at him and asked tremblingly, "What do you mean...... Me, can I still return the yang? ”
My uncle laughed, and he said, "What? Anyway, I'm also the lord of the capital, shouldn't I have this ability? Or do you not want to live? ”
I shook my head hurriedly, and then looked at his face carefully, because after a brief moment of joy it dawned on me that it didn't seem that simple.
"Didn't you say that you are also in the control of fate, and you can't save me?" I remembered what my uncle said to me before, judging from this sentence, it seems inconsistent that he said that he could make me return yang, it's not that I don't believe that my uncle doesn't have the ability to make me return yang, on the contrary, his identity as the lord of the capital is indeed as he said, I am just worried that he will be involved in some cause and effect.
The fate is so terrible, even an immortal like my uncle has never seen his real body, but he can't escape his control, I have to say that the terrible degree of fate is far beyond my imagination. I don't want the people around me to sacrifice anything for me, I'm not worthy of them, yes, life is good, but that's only for me, for society, for the country, and even for the people around me, my life can't bring them anything at all, in this case, how can I be worth them sacrificing themselves to save me?
My uncle laughed again, and I found that when he became wiser, he loved to laugh as much as he did when he was a fool, but his smile was much more normal and much more inscrutable.
He said to me: "I can't control the living, but when I die, when I get to my territory, I will be in charge...... tied for first place, but it's not fate that can be moved casually, and do you think I waited for you here half a year ago, will I not be completely sure? Rest assured....... ”
What my uncle said was full of pride, and he had the momentum of trampling fate under his feet, as if it was really a trivial matter for him to bring me back from the dead, but the more he did this, the more I felt as if he was hiding something from me, and he said it as if it was just to make me relax.
Although Huanyang was very tempting to me, I still maintained the last shred of sanity, looked at him suspiciously, and asked, "Really?" ”
"Really!"
"Didn't lie to me?"
"I didn't lie to you!"
"You really didn't lie to me?" I asked.
My uncle was impatient, came to me, and was almost face-to-face with me, and said to me with a hideous look: "Oh, I'll go, where do you kid have so many questions, don't forget, everything in the city is under my control, and you are also under my control, I said that if you go back, you will go back to me obediently, believe it or not, and throw you to the eighteenth layer of hell, sword mountain, and sea of fire?" ”
Well, I can only choose to compromise when I am powerless in the face of power, who calls people bigger than you? So I finally nodded reluctantly and said to my uncle, "Is it really a trivial matter?" ”
My uncle laughed at first, and then when he heard my question about the horse pistol, he immediately became angry, and shouted: "Left and right, ......." ”
The meaning of this sentence is the same as 'coming someone', simply put, it is to call people, and there is only one meaning in it: call people, and then clean me up.
It's also strange that after my uncle's voice fell, the original empty alley suddenly flashed twenty or thirty ghosts, looking at the dress, the level is obviously not low, I said why haven't I seen a ghost on the street for a few days, it turned out to be hidden.
Seeing the twenty or thirty ghosts that suddenly appeared, I hurriedly waved my hand to my uncle and said, "Don't uncle, we are also acquaintances no matter what we say, can I promise you that it is not okay?" Don't scare me, you know, I'm not. ”
I'm not really afraid that my uncle will throw me into the eighteenth layer of hell, it's just that I really don't know him well, if it weren't for the fact that my grandfather looked at him pitiful when he was a village guard, and the people in the village bullied him as a fool, my grandfather taught me to call him uncle, and said that he was not allowed to laugh at him in the future, I inexplicably had such a uncle, in fact, there was no blood relationship between me and my uncle, and it wasn't even very close, speaking of which, I just respected him more, He doesn't bully him like other kids as often.
But I didn't bully her often, in fact, I bullied him, I remember once I picked up a firecracker, which was put when someone else's house was doing errands, and a few of them were blown up, so I picked them up, and when I saw that the lead was too short, it had to be blown up, and I didn't dare to put it, so I lied to my uncle to give it. I remember blowing him up at the time, and I was stunned for a long time before I cried and laughed. Of course, that was the last time I bullied him, because that time my ass was swollen from being beaten by my grandfather, and I slept on my stomach for days.
I know that my uncle just wants to scare me, but if he accidentally remembers the immoral things I have done to him, who can guarantee that he will not be careful to retaliate, and he will retaliate casually, after all, he is the lord of the capital, and I am just a little ghost, as long as he says a word, the twenty or thirty big men around me will definitely torture me to death, and I can't stop it, and more importantly, we are really not familiar with each other.
I was relieved when I thought about it like this, yes, since my uncle and I are not very familiar with each other, then it may be a trivial matter for him to help me return my yang, after all, for the sake of an unfamiliar person, is it worth taking any risk? Obviously not, maybe I really underestimated his strength, he is a god.
So I smiled and said to my uncle: "Uncle, you let them disappear first, it looks very creepy, I am a ghost now, I am afraid when I see them, if you tell me to get out, I will get out, Ma Yu'er will get ......." ”
My uncle laughed at this time, and then waved his hand, and the twenty or thirty big men around him suddenly disappeared, and my uncle said to me: "You kid is the life of Muyu, you can't fight it." ”
I smiled wryly and nodded, you are big, what you say is what, I have figured it out now I just want to return to the yang quickly, I don't want to stay in this ghost place for a day.
I said to my uncle: "Uncle, hurry up, since you can return the yang, you should send me back as soon as possible, and I am afraid that I will be buried in the ground later, and I will have to come back to trouble you when the time comes." ”
"Now you know you're in a hurry?"
As if he was trying to tease me, my uncle tidied up his clothes in a good time, and became unhurried again, and joked at me.
Hey! This old man is quite small-minded, and he said that I am the life of Muyu, and I think he is similar, if he can beat him, I really want to kick him twice.
Unfortunately, this idea will never be realized, and it will not be .......
Well, since he is not in a hurry, the urgency has become me, but it is useless for me to be anxious, I remembered what he said again, I didn't pay attention to it at the time, but probably because I knew that I could still live, my mood suddenly relaxed, so I suddenly scratched in my mind, so I asked him, I said: "Uncle, what do you mean when you said that you tried it more than a hundred years ago?" ”
At that time, my uncle said so, he said: "So Xiaoli, don't blame me, I really can't save you, I tried it more than a hundred years ago, I can't do anything about it......" I only listened to the first half of this sentence before, and the second half of the sentence was really not paying attention to it, at that time I thought that since my uncle and the lord of the capital couldn't save me, then I really had no hope, so I naturally didn't bother to listen to what he said, and now I remember, this sentence seems to contain other meanings, what more than a hundred years ago? At that time, I didn't know where it was, what kind of mess was inexplicable?
My uncle shouldn't say a word of useless nonsense, on the contrary, every word he says has a certain hint in it, just like the ones he said to me three years ago, it seems to be messy and inexplicable, but after meeting him in the city of Xudu, I realized how important the words he said were.
Could there be any hint in this statement? These old men are really urine, can't they talk well? It's like guessing dumb riddles, and then scolding you afterwards: Why is your understanding so bad? Why are you so stupid? Why are you so discouraged......? A normal person can't guess what dumb riddle he plays, right? So in order not to be scolded by him, I think it is still necessary to ask.
Who knew that my uncle's face suddenly changed when he heard me ask him, and his originally smiling and shrewd face instantly switched to a simple and honest appearance, and said to me: "What a mess, did I say this?" ”
"You said that." I nodded at him, "So there shouldn't be any hints in your words, right?" ”
"Left and right," my uncle suddenly shouted, "let him go, hurry up, don't let me see him ......." ”
Twenty or thirty big men appeared again, as if they appeared out of thin air, as soon as they appeared, they surrounded me in the middle, and then set me up with all hands and feet, I only felt that a white light flashed in front of me, and when I could see things clearly in front of me, they had appeared in the sky above the city capital, and the whole person flew towards the city gate uncontrollably.
I tried to speak, but when I opened my mouth, I felt a gust of wind pour into my mouth, and my tongue was blown and curled, and I couldn't speak.
My uncle's voice suddenly sounded in my ears, he said: "Xiaoli, you will inevitably go back to the soul road, remember, no matter what you see or hear, don't look back, look at the lamp that appears in front of you, it is the soul-attracting lamp that your grandfather lit in the yang world, follow it and you can go out." Don't remember, no matter what you see or hear, don't look back until your consciousness falls into a coma, then it's the real yang, otherwise no one can help you, including me, there is nothing you can do, don't forget... Remember.... ”
My uncle's voice seemed to sound from my ears, and it seemed to sound from my head, I wanted to speak again, I wanted to say thank you to him, but I opened my mouth and unexpectedly poured into a gust of wind, so I looked at the direction of the capital city gratefully, and said in my heart: Thank you, uncle....... Regardless of whether my uncle could hear it or not, I completely relaxed my body and let myself fly away from the capital city, farther and farther away.