Chapter 104: Yin Changsheng
I looked at the uncle in front of me, and suddenly felt that he was so strange, the reason is very simple, his identity is too mysterious, to say that he is my uncle, that is indeed my uncle, but to say that he is not my uncle, it seems that he can also be said, his uncle's .......
At this moment, the familiar face in front of me, even the way he looks at me, is it still my uncle? I'm a little unsure.
"Uncle? ……。 ”
I tentatively called him again.
He nodded and smiled and said to me, "What? Don't dare to admit it? ”
Well, I really didn't dare to recognize him as an uncle, but after getting his affirmation, I suddenly dared to admit it, so I smiled too, approached him a little closer, and squatted down in front of him to look at him.
At this time, my uncle was a little unkempt, of course, it was sloppy to say that it was ugly. The hair is very long, almost up to the chest, it doesn't look too dirty or too clean, and the dress is also very casual, and the simple gray gown is also not too clean. It's not dirty, maybe it's because of the color so I can't see it.
"Do you want to know who I am?" He asked me with a smile.
I nodded hurriedly, then frantically shook my head, then nodded again. In fact, I want to know too much.
My uncle seemed to see my thoughts, he smiled and raised his hand to pat my forehead, and said something that stunned me, he said, "My real name is Yin Changsheng....... ”
It turns out that what is said in the novel is true, at least when I heard him say the words 'Yin Changsheng', I really felt like I was struck by lightning.
Yin Changsheng! It was one of the two helmsmen of the legendary capital city, and it was cultivated by people to such a status, immortal and immortal, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a fairy, I was stunned for a while and suddenly became a little excited, and I wanted to shout: Oh mom, I met the ...... immortals.
O gods! I have lived for more than 20 years, and I have heard that there are immortals in this world for more than 20 years, and yes, there is life and death, there are demons and there are naturally immortals, but I have never encountered it, and I have never thought that there are immortals among the people I know, how shocking is this?
In this way, I can figure out why my uncle knows so many secrets about me, after all, the impression that the gods give me is that the supernatural powers are vast and omniscient.
My uncle didn't care about the way I was shocked, he said to himself: "Actually, I can't be counted as an immortal, let alone the heaven and the earth, even this small underworld, I am not very big, there is a king of Hades above, and there are judges at the same level, etc." Moreover, we all live in the shadow of an existence, and that existence is called destiny. ”
"Fate is erratic, no one knows what he is, legend has it that fate is a kind of Tao, an ethereal Tao, and no one can escape this Tao. There is also a legend that fate is a person, an extremely strong person who has cultivated the avenue, and there is a legend that fate is the legendary Emperor of Heaven, also called the Jade Emperor. He is in charge of the reincarnation of cause and effect of all living beings in the world, and those of us who are barely regarded as immortals have only jumped out of the reincarnation, but cause and effect are still in the control of fate. ”
Saying that, my uncle glanced at me and said apologetically: "So Xiaoli, don't blame me, I really can't save you, I tried it more than a hundred years ago, and I can't do anything about ......it." ”
I was still immersed in the shock that my uncle was Yin Changsheng, and his next words made my heart turbulent, is fate so strong? Even my uncle, the Lord of the Ancestral Capital, and even the King of Hades are under his control.
As the old saying goes, 'Hades told you to die for the third watch, who would dare to keep you until the fifth watch', now that I think about it, the king of Hades actually doesn't have that much power, this sentence should be changed to 'fate told you to die for the third watch, who dares to keep you until the fifth watch'.
"So you know I'm going to die, right?"
I smiled bitterly, since my uncle confessed this to me, it means that he really wants to save me, so I don't blame him, and said to him.
My uncle nodded, and he said to me, "Remember when I told you three years ago that I wished we would never meet again, or that the day would come later?" In fact, I knew after I recovered my memory on the day of the end of my life in the yang world, I was deliberately waiting for you there, I knew that you would have a catastrophe of twenty years old, so I asked you to work hard to cultivate the Sanqing Talisman, because fate will not kill you personally, he will only arrange a robber for you, this robber is Liu Xiaorong, if you are strong enough, strong enough to be able to kill Liu Xiaorong, then your catastrophe will be postponed, if you can destroy all the robbers arranged by fate, Then you will naturally be able to escape the control of fate in this life. ”
"Of course, this road is very tiring, you need to always be vigilant on thin ice, this road is called the road against the sky, and it was this road that I chose for you at that time."
My uncle sighed: "Alas, it's a pity that I didn't dare to divulge too many heavenly secrets at that time, and you didn't understand it." ”
Robbers? It's not the first time I've heard of this concept, the sloppy old man said when he talked to me about my grandfather, Liu Xiaorong is the one who should be robbed of my grandfather's lonely disaster, and now she has become the one who responds to the robbery of my five elements, and the entanglement between our Chu family and her is too deep, since my great-grandfather's generation began to be entangled in grievances, and now I have died in her hands, our Chu family and her are considered to be two clear, right?
I smiled bitterly again, what can I do if I don't have two clear, my Chu family is the only one in my family, and now that I'm dead, who else in our Chu family can have an entanglement with her?
I still remember that at the end of the year before last, the sloppy old man once asked me, he said that if I can't escape the robbery at the age of twenty, what will happen to the incense of our Chu family? Do you want to consider getting married first and keeping the children behind? The older generation still attaches great importance to the inheritance of future generations, and my grandfather should also attach great importance to this issue, but he doesn't want to say it, once he officially asks me this question, it means that he is really desperate, so he will not put pressure on me no matter what.
At that time, I was stunned when I heard the sloppy old man ask me this question, I don't care doesn't mean that my grandfather, or my parents don't care, there are three unfilial pieties, no queen is the greatest, the simplest hope in their hearts is nothing more than that I want to grow up safely, and then marry a wife and have children.
At that time, I thought about the sloppy old man's proposal, and came to the conclusion that I didn't want to be like an animal who only knew about the inheritance of offspring and ignored the essence of love, and I didn't want my grandfather and my parents to face the fact that our Chu family was dead, and I was very entangled at that time, and I didn't know what to do after struggling all night.
In the days that followed, everyone knew that I was unwilling to face this situation that was difficult for me to choose, so I chose to put it behind me, and I didn't respond to the disaster on my twentieth birthday, I thought I wouldn't die, and I never thought about it again.
But now? I suddenly remembered that I was already dead, and my parents should be busy with my funeral at the moment, and I don't know what they have become when they are sad.
I suddenly wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry no matter how much I cried, I am a ghost, and ghosts don't shed tears.
Absolutely ......! Our Chu family is really desperate from now on, everything is done by Liu Xiaorong, but I don't know why I can't hate her at all.
Can I hate her? There seems to be no reason to hate her, speaking of which, she was arranged by fate, and she was my robber, and I really want to hate, and I should hate fate, and that fucking stupid fate is the real murderer who killed me.
But just like my uncle said, I actually had a chance to resist, but unfortunately I didn't understand the meaning of his words, so I was still like a weak sheep waiting to be slaughtered three years later, allowing Liu Xiaorong to kill me, but I didn't have the slightest ability to resist.
So when it comes to hate, I also hate myself, I hate that I'm too weak, I hate that I'm too stupid, I hate me for being too lazy.
I can't keep the things of yesterday, I can't change the things of today, what can I do but blame myself? Since it can't be changed, then forget it, in the next life, if there is a chance in the next life, I really want to repay my grandfather and my parents for their nurturing grace, this life has made them worry about it, and it has also made them sad, and in the next life, I will make a stone for them, build a house for them, make a tree, and provide them with shade. I don't want to be a man, I don't want to cause trouble for them, I just want to repay them in the next life.
I lowered my head and didn't speak, I still have some doubts after thinking about this, and I want to go with peace of mind after clarifying these doubts and complete my above thoughts.
"Uncle, then why didn't I respond to the twenty-year-old catastrophe, but postponed it for half a year?" I collected my mood and asked my uncle.
My uncle sighed and said, "This is also where I am confused, after I recovered my memory, I spied on the heavenly machine that you can live to be twenty years old at most, but on your twentieth birthday, that is, half a year ago, you were unharmed, and I was already waiting for you here at that time, but I couldn't wait." ”
"At that time, I was wondering, could it be your grandfather who found the three Qingsheng, so I also went to the world on a special trip, but found that there was no, the only explanation is that someone intervened in the middle."
I had the idea of someone secretly helping me half a year ago, and at that time I was still wondering if the person who helped me was completely helpful, and now it seems that if someone really secretly helped me, it seems that it really didn't help me to the end, so that I lived for half a year longer, but I was not prepared at all.
I really don't know if I should thank this mysterious person who helped me, or should I scold him and help a half-hearted, if I met someone who couldn't figure it out, I would have scolded the ancestral graves of his ancestors for eighteen generations, right?
But I'm still more open-minded, at least let me live for half a year longer, although this half a year for me is the same as not living, but I am still very grateful to him, if I help me live for another seventy or eighty years, I will be more grateful to him, but now it's useless to say this, I don't even know who the person who helped me is, so how can I talk about this?
Well, the last doubt in my heart is gone, even a person with the identity of my uncle doesn't know, so why should I bother? Now I can be reincarnated with peace of mind, and I don't know if my uncle's identity as the lord of the capital can help me go through the back door and let me realize my vision for the next life.
So I smiled bitterly and said to my uncle: "Forget it, if you can't figure it out, you don't want to, for me it's all a matter of the previous life, people are dead, everything is a passing cloud, I admit it." ”
"Uncle, you can help me reincarnate in ...... next life."
I spoke my mind.
After listening to my words, my uncle was stunned for a moment, and then laughed, he looked at me and said, "You still want to be reincarnated?" Do you think I waited for you here for half a year to send you to reincarnation? You're thinking too much! ”
This time it was my turn to be stunned, what do you mean by that? Could it be that you are waiting for me here not to send me to reincarnation, but to send me to the eighteenth layer of hell with your own hands? I don't seem to have committed any major sins when I was alive, right? I admit that I thought about killing someone, and the object I wanted to kill was still an old man, but although I dealt a heavy blow to him in the end, I didn't kill him, even if I hit an old man a little harder, it was only a moral issue, did it break the law? What's more, is that old and evil way still human?
I looked at my uncle blankly, he looked at me with a playful look and a smile on his face, didn't he want to send me to the eighteenth layer of hell? Indeed, there is no reason for him to do this, and we are also related to each other. So...... What does he mean? …… Let me return to the yang?
I looked at my uncle, the look of disbelief on his face became heavier and heavier, and he looked at my shocked look and nodded lightly at me.