Lao Cai already knew, I can guess. Otherwise, how could Song Mink's mobile phone appear in him, his performance is also very unusual, I don't blame Lao Cai for concealing it, he is just afraid that I can't stand it, yes! I just lost my grandfather, and if I tell me that Song Mink is gone forever, I really can't stand this series of blows.

Lao Cai gave me a buffer time to digest the cruel truth alone, but can I really digest it? I don't know, just looking out the car window in Kunming, high-rise buildings, neon lights, I was thinking, if nothing like this happened, sitting next to me at this moment, there should be Song Mink, I don't know if Song Mink has seen such a prosperous scene, looking at this high-rise building I have never seen, how will she behave?

Perhaps, at this time, we have confirmed the relationship, looking forward to the future together, writing about the bits and pieces between us in this strange city, and we will also leave a testimony about our love in this city, and when we talk about Kunming in the future, we can smile and say: That is the place where we love each other.

But no, I turned my head out the window, and tears fell again. There is no if in reality, and there is no Song Mink, in the face of this strange city, I am only confused and afraid. What will the city feel like in the future, and will I still have the pain I have now?

Half an hour later, when we arrived at our destination, Lao Cai told me to go to the dormitory for one night and report to the freshman registration office tomorrow.

Looking at the four-story dormitory building in front of me, which was even more dilapidated than when I was in high school, I shook my head at Lao Cai and said, "Lao Cai, I'm hungry, let's go have some supper." ”

Since I don't have any luggage, so I and Lao Cai didn't even go up, just across the school gate to take a look at the distance, and then look for a place to eat supper, I didn't look carefully when I was in the car, and now I found that all around are a dilapidated house, of course, this kind of dilapidated is relative to the high-rise buildings seen in the car, I was not surprised, there are black and white, there are prosperous nature and dilapidation, just like the human world is not all people, and there are some animals that are not as good, such as the Maoshan evil road encountered before.

Far away, in fact, I am not hungry, I told Lao Cai to go to supper because I want to drink, I used to hear that a drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows, but also heard that a glass to eliminate sorrow is more sorrowful, the ancients said that it is also contradictory, I dare not face the night, I decided to try it myself. So when I saw a barbecue restaurant, I stopped and that's it.

Lao Cai went to order, and I found a corner to sit down, took out seven or eight bottles of beer from the refrigerator, opened one by myself and drank it.

When Lao Cai came back and saw my posture, he said to me: "It's boring to drink alone, I'll accompany you." Then I opened a bottle too, and I didn't blow it directly on my mouth without using a cup.

It is said that wine is like character, I quite disagree with this sentence, because I am the kind of person who can't drink much, although the fool will not write the word stupid on his face, and the person with a bad character will not admit that his character is not good, I also have enough motivation to disagree with this sentence, but at least more than one person has said to me that I am a good person, if this sentence is said to me by a girl, and it is also what the girl I am pursuing to say to me, then I can admit that this is a good person card to comfort me, The problem is that most of the people who say this to me are men, and the only woman is Zhang Yanli, I think, just kiss me when she leaves, this shouldn't be a good person card, so I should be a really good person, good people's wine is not good, it shouldn't be related to character.

But strangely, I drank bottle after bottle that night, and the food was barely moved, but the beer was served three times, each time it was seven or eight bottles. I felt more and more sober the more I drank, but I couldn't get the feeling of being drunk.

I went to the toilet four or five times, and I once suspected that the beer in this store was fake, and then I went to the shelf to get a bottle of liquor, Lao Cai blushed and stretched out his hand to stop me, he obviously drank too much, and said to me vaguely: "Xiaoli, this is a bit big, drink less." ”

I ignored him, took his hand and opened the lid of the bottle, and blew it on my mouth as if I were drinking beer. I finally felt drunk, the world was spinning, as if there was a ghost, Lao Cai in front of me became two for a while, and then three for a while, I burped and said to Lao Cai with a smile: "Do you know Lao Cai?" Your uncle is a bastard, do you know how much my heart hurts? ”

I don't know what this sentence is trying to express, and I don't know why I want to scold Lao Cai, but I just want to scold him when I say these words without a preface.

Lao Cai also smiled when he lay on the table, and he said to me, "You ...... Your fucking uncle is a bastard too, you know I have ...... How worried about you? I've lost ...... weight these days, but what about you, it's really not worry-free, these days, I hope in my heart more than once that you are a heartless bastard, you don't need to care about your relatives and lovers, how good it should be to live without heart and lungs, so that I don't have to worry about you, naturally eat well and sleep well and don't have to lose weight....... ”

Lao Cai picked up the beer and poured it, then said: "But you, you are too emotional,...... It's funny, I like you again...... Ha ha. After speaking, Lao Cai took another sip of beer and burped on the table.

We both drank too much, and the owner of the barbecue restaurant was probably afraid that we would get drunk in his shop, and it was a trivial matter whether to occupy the table or not, because there were not many people in his shop, mainly because we hadn't settled the bill yet, so he smiled and said to me: "Handsome guy, do you think you want to pay first?" ”

I understood him, very well, so I took the money out of my pocket and handed it to him.

After drinking, Lao Cai and I carried each other out of the store, Lao Cai asked me if I wanted to go back to rest, I shook my head at him, and said, "Let's go again." ”

Lao Cai and I were not very awake, so we actually drank until two o'clock in the evening that day, and when I came out, I found that there were basically few people in the alley.

The weather in Kunming is really good, it's still summer, although it's night, but the wind blows, I actually feel a little cold. The cool breeze didn't make me feel sober, on the contrary, I wanted to vomit, my stomach turned upside down, and then I felt that I couldn't control the tendency to vomit, I threw away Lao Cai, staggered to the side of the roadside garbage can and vomited.

It's very uncomfortable, yes, whether it's drinking until I vomit or other reasons, I'm sure everyone knows what it's like, it's so dark in front of my eyes, I just feel like my intestines are going to be vomited, and tears and snot are flowing down uncontrollably. I vomited for several minutes, my stomach cramped, and there was nothing to vomit, my throat seemed to be stuck with something, and there was a strong smell of wine in my mouth, which jumped from my mouth to my nose, and tears were choked out a lot.

After vomiting, I was a little sober, but it was just some, my head was still groggy, I turned my head to look at Lao Cai, and found that he was lying on the ground hehehe smirked, I walked over and asked him what he was laughing at, Lao Cai said that he didn't know, but he just couldn't control it.

I helped him up from the ground, Lao Cai's one hundred and seventy or eighty pounds of flesh was really not white, I felt like a mountain was pressed on my shoulders, and I myself was a little unstable, so Lao Cai's huge body pressed down and we both fell to the ground.

A couple passing by the side, frightened by me and Lao Cai's posture, walked away cautiously and quickly against the corner, I smiled after seeing it in a daze, the drunk man is really the most terrible creature.

In fact, no matter how drunk I was, my consciousness was still awake, and as long as I didn't fall asleep, I felt more awake than when I was awake, and I had more things on my mind. It's just that my movements feel uncontrollable, and my body feels like it doesn't belong to me.

Lao Cai and I struggled to get up, and walked forward with each other.

I said to Lao Cai, "You know what? I feel so uncomfortable...... ”

Lao Cai nodded at me, he opened his mouth to speak, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he hurriedly ran under a telephone pole and bent down and vomited, I looked at his embarrassed appearance and smiled, laughed and cried again.

This cry is not a silent cry, but a howling cry, I no longer care about the eyes around me, and I no longer care if the occasion is wrong, I really cried, I cried for a while and laughed again, looking up to the sky and laughing, like a nervous disorder.

Lao Cai vomited almost, I don't know when he walked next to me, he said to me: "Xiaoli, if you feel uncomfortable, you have to cry, not only that, you have to shout, you have to howl, howl loudly ......." ”

I seem to have become a machine that only knows how to vent my emotions, listening to Lao Cai's words, obediently shouting, I don't remember what I shouted, it seems that there is everything, a lot of chaos, Lao Cai is also shouting, also howling, I shouted a sentence and he followed the shouting, even crazier than me.

There was no one in the empty alley, and the owners and waiters of those snack bars, after hearing the movement, there were many people standing at the door, they were all looking at me and Lao Cai, but Lao Cai and I did not restrain ourselves, but shouted louder and more energetically, we regarded them as spectators, and they should treat us both as fools.

The shop is above the residents, some of them were woken up and pushed open the window to look down, most of them saw me and Lao Cai two drunks did not care, closed the window and continued to sleep, a small number of people with more anger will scold a few words, I and Lao Cai did not care, because we couldn't hear what they said at all, among them there was a more prominent, thin and weak young man, stretched out half of his body from the second floor, revealing the ribs clearly visible on his upper body to me and Lao Cai scolded me: "You two stupid howls a few times in the middle of the night, noisy to Lao Tzu know?" ”

Because of the distance is not far away, Lao Cai and I both heard him scolding us, I looked up and found that this kid's yang qi is very pitiful, and he can find it without opening his eyes. ”

Lao Cai smiled, I laughed too, and the people around me laughed.

Lao Cai also raised his head and scolded the man: "You're right, Lao Tzu is helping you get a few howls back." ”

It seems that I really said it right, the young man's face turned blue and white for a while when he heard this, and he scolded me and Lao Cai angrily.

Of course, we couldn't bear it, so not to be outdone, we greeted all the women of his ancestors in the eighteenth generation. The content of the scolding is very unbearable, so I won't say it here, anyway, it ended up scolding for more than 20 minutes, and finally ended with the young man snapping and closing the window.

Originally, people were doing academic exchanges with Japanese action movies, but we disturbed other people's Yaxing, and it is estimated that it will cut off the possibility of him doing academic exchanges in the future.

But as the saying in the Buddha's saying: One thought becomes a Buddha, and one thought becomes a demon. There are two sides to people's hearts, and it just so happened that I drank too much that night and completely released my demonic side, but I couldn't help it, it was all over, if that buddy could see it, I could only say sorry to him here.