Chapter 153: Hypnosis
Su Wen went up to the rooftop, standing on a high place and closing her eyes, she could even imagine the shape of the wind blowing, she couldn't help but get close to the edge, and when she looked down, everything became very small, even herself was just a speck of dust.
Tears rolled down her cheeks, and Su Wen was thinking, how desperate must Chu Zixi be standing here at that time to jump down easily?
Touching the edge of the rooftop, Su Wen looked down and felt that it was like a huge abyss underneath, and there was a kind of suction pulling her down, telling her that by doing so, she would be able to do a hundred things, and she would no longer have to be tortured.
Coco Su stretched out one foot and found that death is a very simple thing, and it only takes a few seconds to easily and completely cut off all ties with the world, and those troubles, pains, including joy and love, will no longer exist.
The other foot was also put down, and there was no fear on Su Wen's face, only a cold blandness, and those empty eyes lost all emotions, like walking corpses.
Su Wen let go of his hand gently, with a sad smile, not wanting to be entangled in endless pain anymore and unable to find an exit, and muttered softly.
"Goodbye..."
"Coco Su!"
Shen Jiaqing rushed to the rooftop like crazy, shouted at the top of his throat, his eyes were blood-red, and he grabbed Su Wen's arm with all his might.
"Do you know what you're doing!"
Shen Jiaqing's heart-rending cry pulled Su Wen's soul back, and the gray under Su Wen's eyes gradually became a little brighter, only to realize that her whole body was already outside the rooftop, and gradually came to her senses, and the sound of the whistling wind and various sounds of traffic rushed back to her ears, calling her back to this world.
"Ahh Hurt. ”
The pain in her arm made Su Wen frown, Shen Jiaqing lifted her up, and sat on the ground with palpitations, her back was wet with sweat, panting, and asked Su Wen loudly: "Is it worth looking for death for this little!" What if I'm a second late! ”
Shen Jiaqing had never felt such a strong uneasiness and fear, he was always relieved that Su Wen followed her here, but he saw such a scene that made his heart beat.
This roar recalled Su Wen's emotions, and finally ushered in the long-suppressed cry, all the pain erupted at this moment, and the heart-rending cry mixed with the fear of the rest of the catastrophe was released together, breaking free from the shackles of imprisonment in his heart.
Shen Jiaqing sat next to Coco Su with worry and distress, only to notice that Coco Su's arm was accidentally dislocated.
His eyes were full of guilt and caution, he handed Su Wen a tissue and asked her, "It's painful, I'll take you to the hospital."
Su Wen couldn't stop choking, raised her eyes to look at Shen Jiaqing, and silently said grateful. The eyes with tears suddenly crashed into Shen Jiaqing's heart, Shen Jiaqing helped her up and comforted her softly: "To live is a more courageous thing than death."
Shen Jiaqing took Coco Su to the hospital to deal with the dislocation, and Coco Su was too tired to fall asleep uncontrollably.
It seems that a long time has passed, after waking up, Su Wen stared blankly at the bandage wrapped around his arm, and the room was so quiet that he could clearly hear the sound of heartbeat, knock knock... It was as if she had died once, and the aftershocks still hit her strongly.
But where is she?
Su Wen struggled to sit up, and when she walked out, she saw Lu Xue supporting her tired body and making soup for her, her expression full of worry.
Seeing Su Wen come out, Lu Xue's eyes instantly lit up, and she hurriedly came over to help her, her eyes slightly red.
"You're awake, sit down, I'll make you soup right away."
Su Wen's voice was a little hoarse, looking at Lu Xue's haggard body, her heart was mixed, and this emotion seemed to be gradually melting the estrangement in her heart.
Lu Haoyan was by Su Cohen's side, his wet eyes showed that he had just cried, seeing that Su Coco was safe and sound, he tried his best to squeeze out a smile, and said softly to Su Cohen: "Sister, Dad pushed off the business trip, and Xuan Xuan cried beside your bed just now... You have family, and we will be with you. ”
After listening to Lu Haoyan's words, Su Wen realized what a selfish idea it was to have the idea of seeking death, everything was over for her, but it would be indelible pain and torture for those who loved her and needed her to love. It was she who ignored their feelings.
With tears in her eyes, Coco Su made a difficult decision while vowing not to do anything stupid again.
said to Lu Haoyan: "Can you help me find Shen Jiaqing, I want to talk to him alone."
Lu Haoyan agreed to Su Cohen's request without thinking about it, and after sending everyone away, Su Coco looked at Shen Jiaqing seriously and said, "You... Can you help me? ”
The pleading and sadness in Coco Su's eyes made it difficult for Shen Jiaqing to say anything to refuse, maybe Coco Su asked him to hypnotize him twice before it was a joke, but this time it was sincere.
Shen Jiaqing hesitated and asked her: "I have told you many times about the consequences of hypnosis. The loss of memory is very painful, and I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it. ”
Coco Su smiled self-deprecatingly: "No matter how painful it is, can it be compared to now, I will bear the consequences alone, please help me forget him."
It wasn't until the moment when Coco Su jumped off without concern that Shen Jiaqing realized how deep Coco Su's love for Gong Baiyi was, and he was afraid that the consequence of refusal would be that Coco Su would still seek death, but he couldn't save him in time every time.
Shen Jiaqing was silent for a while, and looked at Su Cohen's clear eyes, which contained too many emotions that he couldn't read, and finally couldn't resist Su Cohen's request.
"I can help you. But you have to understand that you can only forget what happened to you, but you can't forget him as a person, and Xuanxuan also needs the existence of his father. ”
Seeing that Shen Jiaqing compromised, Su Wen was not as relaxed as he expected, but there was no better way to extricate himself from all this, and said with a very shallow smile: "Okay... As long as you help me forget the first year we were together, if that strong love didn't exist, maybe the hatred wouldn't be so clear and bitter. ”
It was the best time in her life that she wanted to cherish the most, but she was also bound from beginning to end and couldn't completely let go of this relationship.
After thinking about it, Shen Jiaqing agreed to Su Wen's request, and when he was making preparations, Cheng Cheng unexpectedly took the initiative to come to him.
Cheng Cheng looked a little entangled in his expression, and said to Shen Jiaqing after struggling: "I have a request, I hope you can make her forget about Lu Yun's existence when you hypnotize Su Wen."
Shen Jiaqing was stunned for a moment, a little surprised, and asked the reason for the journey in confusion.
"In principle, you need to communicate with Coco Su."
Cheng sighed slightly, and said helplessly: "Her aunt's death has always been a knot in her heart, and no one can untie it, and I don't want her to continue to be tortured." Since she wants to completely erase her love for Gong Baiyi, it is better to let go of her hatred for the Gong family. We will make sure that she will live a carefree life for the rest of her life. ”
After listening, Shen Jiaqing could understand the hardships of the journey. Indeed, it is not enough to forget love, and hatred may also evoke those dusty memories.
"Let me think about it."
Shen Jiaqing struggled fiercely in his heart, not knowing what choice to make.
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Su Wen led Xuan Xuan to the old mansion of the Gong family.
Looking at the place in front of her that left her with a shadow, the source of all her nightmares was here.
She wanted to come here one last time before she was ready to forget about Gong Baiyi, a farewell to the long darkness of her world. When she actually stood here, she realized that fear and hatred had become blurred, and nothing stopped her.
Xuan Xuan looked up at Su Wen and felt that something seemed to be wrong with her mother today: "Mom... Are you really going in? ”
Su Wen touched his head, with a hint of desolation and apology in his smile, and took his hand to knock on the door of the palace family.
When the people of the palace family saw that Su Cohen actually took the initiative to come to the door, they didn't leave a good face for Coco Su from surprise to forbearance anger.
Even Bai Qiutong, because Gong Bai has been depressed recently, can't help but feel resentful towards Su Wen, feeling that she has done too much, and has a sense of dissatisfaction with her.
Su Wen didn't care about this, the Gong family's reaction was completely expected by her, and she squatted down and said softly to Xuan Xuan, "Go play."
"What are you doing here? Are you here to settle accounts with me? ”
The old lady said to Su Wen angrily, if she hadn't taken care of her own losses, she would have spoken ill of Su Wen a long time ago. Although it was her kick that caused Su Cohen's infertility, she didn't feel much guilty, and complained to Gong Bai that this matter was insignificant, saying that the Gong family could pay for Su Co's surrogacy.
Su Wen smiled faintly instead, and looked around, those people looked at her with their eyes full of vigilance and resistance, and did not welcome her arrival. In fact, she didn't come here for any reason, she just wanted to take a look here and see if there was a demon cave hiding in the background of the magnificence that eats people and does not spit out bones.
Bai Qiutong didn't help Su Wen speak, and said coldly: "Although you won the custody of Xuanxuan, Bai Yi is the child's father after all, I can apologize for what the Gong family has done, I hope you can treat Xuanxuan well."
For Su Wen, the dissatisfaction of the Gong family is no longer important, and she is saying goodbye to her this time.
The smile was still calm, and he said to Bai Qiutong: "Thank you for taking care of me before."
His eyes fell on the distance again, as if he was saying to himself: "It's finally over."
Gong Bai also saw Xuan Xuan coming, with a smile on his face that he hadn't seen for a long time, and his eyes were bright, playing with Xuan Xuan, and cherishing the time he spent with Xuan Xuan very much.
Looking at Xuan Xuan's bright smile, Gong Bai couldn't help but ask him, "Xuan Xuan, do you want to stay here?" Stay with Dad. ”
But Xuan Xuan refused without thinking about it, and said to Gong Baiyi with a serious face: "Mom is not as strong as Dad, so I have to protect Mom."
He continued proudly: "Now my mother is well protected by me, she laughs every day, and she won't hide and cry secretly."
Gong Bai also listened to Xuan Xuan's words, and felt that something in his heart was quietly shattering, those fragments pierced him, and the expectation in his eyes turned into a gratuitous panic a second ago. He believed that Xuan Xuan would not lie, but how could Su Wen easily let it go? He didn't believe that the relationship between the two would really be burned and end completely.
Gong Bai didn't care so much, and ran out directly to question Su Wen, grabbed her shoulder, and asked her in an almost pleading tone: "There is still something to be redeemed between us, you still have feelings for me, right?"
Su Wen looked at the begging and hope in Gong Baiyi's eyes, all his pride was as inconspicuous as dust at this moment, even more painful than him. She tried to shake off his hand, but she couldn't.
"You let go, we don't have a relationship anymore."
Su Wen endured the grief in her heart and said to Gong Bai in a resolute and indifferent tone. Gong Bai also refused to let go, and just pressed on her wound that had not yet healed, so painful that Su Wen couldn't help frowning, and couldn't tell whether it was a pain in the wound or a heartache for a while.
"Don't touch her."
Lu Haoyan rushed to pick up Su Wen, and when he saw this scene, he directly and unceremoniously pushed Gong Bai Yi away, protected Su Wen behind him, and indifferently pointed at Gong Bai and asked him to do it himself.
Gong Bai also saw Su Wen's tears welling up, stunned in place and at a loss, he wanted to get close to Su Wen and save this relationship, but Su Wen kept retreating and didn't give him a chance at all.
Looking at the back of Su Wen leaving, Gong Baiyi's hand slipped weakly and was swallowed by the darkness again.