Gong Baiyi's clenched fist gradually loosened weakly, and beneath the surface of his anger was actually too fragile to attack.

The palace mother said to him regretfully: "In order to save Yu Xirou, Su Wen soaked in cold water for too long and fell ill. Coupled with the kick your grandmother kicked her in the hospital at the time, it was very difficult for Coco Su to get pregnant again..."

Bai Qiutong's voice was very soft, but it fell on Gong Bai Yi's heart, but it was like a stone of ten thousand catties, making him almost suffocate. He thought that he could protect Coco Su from being safe and sound, but he didn't expect that Coco Su would suffer too many grievances at the beginning.

A sense of powerlessness and guilt surged into his heart together, and the anger in Gong Baiyi's eyes immediately turned into strong self-blame. blamed his self-righteousness for hurting Coco Su.

"Why don't you sue me..."

Gong Bai also said weakly, his eyes full of sadness.

Bai Qiutong didn't speak, sitting beside him, feeling powerless about the situation that had evolved to this point.

Gong Bai also used all his strength to stand up and walk out of the palace house, looked back, and felt for the first time that Su Wen had told him that this place was like a demon cave that eats people and does not spit out bones, and it can effortlessly take away what ordinary people regard as treasures.

The other side.

In order to celebrate Coco Su's seizure of custody, the Lu family held a grand celebration banquet, and it was also to welcome Coco Su's official return to the Lu family.

Compared with the joy of the Lu family couple, Su Wen's reaction was not as excited as everyone imagined, but very calm.

Seeing Lu Xue talking to herself excitedly, Su Wen subconsciously resisted a little and took a step back.

He asked lightly, "Why did you leave me in the first place?"

As soon as these words came out, the scene suddenly fell silent.

The exploration and loneliness in Su Wen's eyes are intertwined, and those clear eyes quietly express alienation, and it is still difficult to let go of the past.

Lu Xue was stunned, her eyes full of joy a second ago suddenly couldn't hide her loss, her smile was full of bitterness, and that disgraceful past was also her unspeakable scar.

explained: "When I was young, I mistakenly thought that Su Minghua was my life-saving benefactor, so I committed myself to him. But then I was abandoned and found out that I had mistaken my benefactor. Your father came to me, and I took a liking to him and gave birth to you. But I thought you were Su Minghua's child..."

Lu Xue almost choked up and couldn't continue, this matter had been buried in the depths of her heart for too long, tormenting her day and night, making her regretful.

"Until... You donated bone marrow for Haoyan, and I realized that you could never be Su Minghua's daughter. ”

After saying this, Lu Xue was already in tears. Cautiously begging for Su Wen's forgiveness.

Su Wen saw that Cheng Cheng and Lu Haoyan looked at herself expectantly, hoping that they could be relieved and reunited.

But she was afraid she was going to disappoint them.

Su Wen once again sighed at the mistake of fate, and said with a wry smile: "Since you have thrown me for so many years, it is good to continue to throw it away, I am doing well, and I don't need my parents to worry about it." Family affection is already a burden to me, as if this misunderstanding has not been resolved. ”

"Coco Su..."

The journey tried to stay, but after Su Wen finished speaking, he resolutely left the Lu family, and the scene that was warm just now turned pale, and Lu Xue sat on the ground weakly, tears flowing.

With infinite guilt and remorse, he buried himself in the arms of the journey, and asked with sobs: "Will she never forgive me again..."

Cheng Cheng had mixed feelings in his heart, patted Lu Xue's back, and comforted her softly: "You have to give her time to accept it."

……

After winning the lawsuit, Coco Su became too normal after hiding at home and disappearing for a while.

went back and forth between the company and home, not only taking good care of Xuanxuan, but also keeping Meng in order, so that Meng returned to the track when Meng Jianghuai was still there.

Even when the couple came to visit her several times, Coco Su greeted her with a smile on her face, her mood was very stable, and she seemed to have nothing wrong with everything.

Lu Xue returned home, her eyes were dyed with joy, and she said to Cheng Cheng with emotion: "I think Coco Su has come out of the shadow of divorce, and her acceptance of us has become a lot higher."

Cheng Cheng also couldn't hide his joy, and let out a long sigh: "Yes." When I specifically mentioned Gong Baiyi, she didn't have any trouble, and she was laughing. ”

Lu Haoyan, who was listening on the side, couldn't rest assured, Su Wen didn't cry or make trouble, but it was abnormal.

Lu Haoyan couldn't help but go to Bai Yao, but Bai Yao had the same doubts and worries as him.

Bai Yao's expression was a little sad, and he said, "Su Wen doesn't look unusual, but with what I've known about her for so many years, it's even more terrifying than what she vents." The more calm she is now, the more she disguises herself on the surface, but the more tormented she is inside, like a walking corpse. ”

Hearing Bai Yao say this, Leng Yunhan felt that Su Wen was becoming more and more wrong, and he was afraid that she would have an accident if she went on like this. But Su Wen refused to reveal his heart to him, he had no choice but to find Leng Tianyi, who was familiar with Su Wen and was proficient in medical skills, to see Su Wen's situation.

Leng Tianyi found Su Wen, and Su Wen entertained him with a bright smile, which made Leng Tianyi a little more worried, indeed Su Wen was too normal, which just confirmed that there was a problem.

"If you have anything you want to vent, you can tell me if you are dissatisfied, don't suppress yourself."

Su Wen's movements paused, and there was a flash of injury and sadness in his eyes when he looked at Leng Tianyi, but it quickly disappeared, and a smile came back to him.

He said casually, "I'm fine." It's enough for me to guard Xuanxuan now, don't worry. ”

Leng Tianyi looked at Su Wen like this, and through her smile, he seemed to be able to see the bottomless despair and sadness underneath, but he couldn't get close to the abyss and bring Su Wen out of there.

He constantly guided Coco Su to show his true emotions, but he was all covered up by Coco Su drippingly, and there was nothing he could do about it.

He knew that this was a defense mechanism that would be activated mentally after suffering serious setbacks and blows, but Su Wen was not healing but evading, which would only make the problem worse.

Leng Tianyi's eyes were full of distress: "If you want to talk, I will be by your side anytime and anywhere."

Su Wen didn't smile again this time, the emotions in her eyes fluctuated slightly, and they were no longer empty. But he just nodded, looked out the window and said nothing.

After meeting, Leng Tianyi went to Lu Haoyan and told him that Su Wen's condition may not be optimistic and needs to be diagnosed and treated in time.

Lu Haoyan nervously asked Leng Tianyi if he could help Coco Su come out, Leng Tianyi shook his head and said, "I feel that Coco Su may be suffering from smiling depression, which will cause unpredictable damage to the patient's spirit over time. But I'm not an expert in this area, so I suggest you go to Shen Jiaqing to help Coco Su with treatment. ”

Lu Haoyan frowned, determined to rescue Coco Su from this abyss and restore her normal emotions.

"Okay, I got it."

……

When Leng Tianyi returned home, Meng Xinya was sitting on the table waiting for him, and when she saw him come back, there was a little loss and entanglement in her eyes.

I tried my best not to care, but the frustration on my face couldn't be hidden: "You... Did you go to see Coco Su? ”

Leng Tianyi didn't want to deceive her, tell the truth.

Meng Xinya's entanglement was even worse, and after hesitating, she made up her mind, looked at Leng Tianyi and asked him seriously: "Then do you still have her in your heart?"

Leng Tianyi looked at Meng Xinya's clear and clean eyes, as if she could see herself clearly, it was really difficult to deceive her, and she simply admitted honestly: "Yes... There is indeed one more point. ”

Meng Xinya was relieved to see that he did not shy away from admitting it, if Leng Tianyi simply said that there was no Su Wen at all, she might feel that he was an indifferent and ruthless person who was not worthy of trust.

Pretended to be angry and said, "Do you really dare to say it? You're not afraid of me being angry! ”

Leng Tianyi hugged Meng Xinya, touched her slightly bulging belly, her eyes were full of cherishment and seriousness, and said: "But my heart is full of my wife and children now, and you are the first."

Meng Xinya saw Leng Tianyi's solemn promise, all that little emotion disappeared, she believed his words and believed in her own vision.

The other side.

Lu Haoyan didn't dare to delay, and hurriedly found Shen Jiaqing and asked him to come over to treat Su Wen.

Shen Jiaqing realized the seriousness of the matter and was invited to visit Coco Su.

From Su Wen's various reactions, he was able to preliminarily conclude that the diagnosis given by Leng Tianyi was correct.

When two doctors came to check on his condition, Su Wen only felt that they were making a big fuss, and said to Shen Jiaqing helplessly: "Is it that serious?" I think I'm pretty normal right now. ”

Shen Jiaqing sighed lightly at Su Wen's puzzled gaze and said, "I think normal is the biggest abnormality." I'm serious about it, there's a good chance you're suffering from depression, and you shouldn't underestimate it. ”

After listening to Shen Jiaqing's words, the light in Su Wen's eyes dimmed little by little, she could feel that somewhere in her body was falling apart, and that ethereal sense of panic no longer tormented her all the time, but she couldn't resist this unreasonable fear.

Shen Jiaqing sympathized with Su Wen's experience, and the successive blows could not be borne by others, so he comforted her: "You got the custody of Xuanxuan, and you have found your real family." Everything is going in a good direction, forget about the previous ones, and you will have a better life. ”

Su Wen smiled faintly and looked at Shen Jiaqing with pleading in his eyes: "Can you help me hide the truth?" I don't want people to worry about me, I can get through it. ”

Shen Jiaqing looked at Coco Su and couldn't say anything to refuse, he knew that what Coco Su was carrying was far from being as simple as he thought. And once the Gong family knew that Su Cohen was depressed, they would be able to use this to publicize it and regain Xuanxuan's custody.

After hesitation, he agreed to Su Wen's request. Don't forget to tell her: "If you feel that you can't fight the depression, you must contact me in time." I'm a doctor, and you can trust me unconditionally. ”

After hearing this, Su Wen smiled from the bottom of her heart, and her eyes were full of silent gratitude.

Shen Jiaqing was always at ease with Su Wen, even when he stayed with her, he had the illusion that she would disappear in the next second, which made him vaguely uneasy.

After Shen Jiaqing left, Coco Su was alone in a daze, realizing that something was indeed wrong with her recently, even when she smiled and talked to Xuan Xuan, Xuan Xuan would ask her why she was so sad.

When Coco Su came to Lu's house, Lu Xue and Cheng Cheng were surprised when they saw Coco Su taking the initiative to come to the door.

Su Wen handed over the Xuanxuan he was holding to them, and said with a smile: "I want to ask you to take care of Xuanxuan for a while."

Cheng Cheng was stunned for a moment, and then agreed without asking the reason.

wanted to stay with Coco Su to eat here, but Coco refused their request and left alone to relax.

Walking aimlessly down the street and not knowing where to go. Looking at the bustling people on the street, Coco Su felt lonely like never before.

Unconsciously Su Wen stopped at the original campus, Su Wen looked up and was shaken by the dazzling sunlight, her eyes hurt, she looked at the top of the teaching building, and thought of Chu Zixi, she used to be standing there, falling down like a butterfly with broken wings, everything came to an abrupt end at that moment, and it was over.

Chu Zixi's nostalgic eyes before jumping off the building made Su Wen unforgettable to this day.