During the two days when the dormitory sisters were busy packing their bags, I was also trying my best to pretend that I was ready to return to my hometown for the New Year.

Last winter this time, I picked out a black eiderdown jacket at a stall next to my high school. I took it and wore it alternately with a black woolen coat given by my teacher the year before last, and wore it for the past few months.

In Luoyang in winter, it was extremely dry and cold outside, and the eiderdown jacket could no longer wrap my height of continuous drawing, and there was a slight ventilation under the waist.

Actually, I don't like black, even though it's restrained.

Black, like the color of an autumn night when I was 13 years old, always made me feel sinful, heavy, and depressed. In contrast, I prefer the warm red, like the rising red sun, projecting hope and warmth into the world, as if it can drive away all the darkness and cold buried in my heart.

I took out 1 of the stack of money that Hua Ming gave at the beginning. I got on the bus by myself and went to the largest Guanlin wholesale market in Luolong District.

I had heard from the dormitory sisters that there were a dazzling array of good goods in the Guanlin Wholesale Market, but I had never officially visited them with them. On that day, I was alone, ready to experience the prosperity of the Guanlin Wholesale Market, and by the way, I added new clothes to myself.

That day, I fell in love with a knee-length red eiderdown jacket and shouted from eighty-five to thirty-five.

The lady who sold the clothes didn't want to pay attention to me at first, but ended up staring at me up and down for a long time, and then pulled it off the slender plastic model and asked me to try it.

After I put it on, she kept sighing: my figure can wear their goods with a temperament that is not inferior to the big brands.

I barely had a hard soak, and the proprietress finally stared at the gray black eiderdown jacket I had taken off aside, and asked tentatively, "Little girl, are you still in school, is it going to winter vacation?" Isn't it easy? ”

I looked at her in amazement, and before I could think clearly about how to reply to her, she waved her hand again and again:

"I've never seen a little girl like you who can bargain! It's not easy for everyone, the weather forecast says that Luoyang will have a blizzard the day after tomorrow, this should be sent to you for the winter, it's almost the New Year, it's a good thing to add warm clothes to yourself all year round, I don't plan to earn you a few dollars, you take it, take it, just give it to you as an aunt..."

I took the bag she had wrapped and thanked the proprietress repeatedly.

In addition to the warmth, I happily entered the shoe city and added a pair of black leather shoes in cotton to myself. Finally, when passing by the underwear storefront, I quickly bought myself 2 new underwear underwear.

yes, it's the New Year.

A new outfit is a sign of being one year older.

I remember that in my grandmother's village, every year on the morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year, when I saw the children in the neighborhood wearing new clothes, holding schoolbags or cloth bags, going door to door to ask for melon seeds and candy, most of my eyes were staring at their new clothes, and I was envious in my heart.

Today, I have finally grown up, finally escaped from that sinful homeland, and in the distance, I am free to live a life that belongs only to me: to wear my favorite clothes, and on the morning of the first day of the new year, let my grown self comfort the young soul curled up in the depths of my heart.

I came home that day with a full load. The next day I saw off my sisters in the dormitory, and on the third day was my 'fabricated' train departure day.

On the day of the 'departure', Fu Huazheng really came.

At about 7 o'clock, I was casually packing my luggage upstairs when I received a text message from him.

I scrambled my slightly light and empty school bag, carried a handbag of new clothes, locked the dormitory door and went downstairs. At that time, the dormitory manager happened to be absent, so I was relieved to avoid the draft I had typed on my stomach and the explanation to be done, and I hurriedly slipped out of the building.

Under the steps in front of the building, Fu Huazheng actually carried a leather travel bag with a large volume of dark gray printing in his hand.

Snowflakes fell on the back of my hand, and they were not dense.

But the ground temperature is cold enough, and the snowflakes have no chance to melt, so they spread out a layer of shallow and dry, like a rice and flour granary steward in the sky, throwing a layer of white powder into the whole world. Face.

The whitest and whitest handfuls seemed to be thrown on the top of Hua Zheng's head.

"Y-Have you been here for a long time?"

He shook the snow off the tote bag and laughed:

"Actually, it didn't take long, today I drove my brother's car, specially to see you off, the car parked on the side of the central avenue in front of the restaurant, I was afraid that you haven't woken up yet, just wait below for a while, and it will be less than half an hour, and I will start texting to remind you."

I looked at him in surprise and hurriedly asked, "Doesn't your brother need a car?" ”

"He hasn't come back in Beijing, and the car has only been back for a few months, so if he doesn't drive it, he doesn't know if it's good or bad."

I'd love to go on and ask if Hua Ming is busy in Beijing? Has he been back to Luoyang recently?

But in the end, I didn't dare to ask. I noticed that he was a little thin wrapped in a black trench coat, so I hurriedly changed the topic: "Hua Zheng, aren't you cold when you stand for so long?" Aren't you afraid of catching a cold? ”

He smiled, "You even know that you care about me!" Hahaha... However, you also underestimate me, how can I get sick so easily! ”

Seeing that I seemed to feel a little guilty, he hurriedly diverted the topic: "By the way, Zijun, every time I look at you during this time, I see this black jacket on your body, although black can't set off the vitality that college students should have, but it should be the color you like, I imagined your figure, and helped you choose a black down jacket, do you want to wear it and set off again?" It is said that the Huai River is a place without heating, and it should only be colder than Luoyang in winter, right? ”

I opened my mouth slightly, listening to his careful concern for me, staring at the white snowflake above his head.

I'm not stupid, I know he's always cared about me, and from the morning he last gave me my phone, I knew what he was expecting.

It's just that I'm afraid that if I say no, I'll lose such a good friend.

But there's no way I'm going to nod my head in agreement.

I didn't have many friends along the way, and I was very happy that it was only half a year after my freshman year, so I met such an excellent senior and made such a good friend.

Although, our backgrounds and conditions are so different.

Background or something, they will always automatically solidify the class invisibly, which will make people doubt the motive of establishing friendship, so that the original goodwill will be suspicious, make everyone sensitive, make people estranged, and make people daunting.

Although the times are progressing and everyone is advocating equality, no normal person will feel that this kind of gap really doesn't matter.

Class distinctions will exist in any era and will never be truly broken.

Also, some things, especially friendships like good friends of the opposite sex, will not be pure once they turn around, and most of them will end up with nothing in vain.

Moreover, I'm not worth it.

In the autumn of 13, I lost the most precious thing a girl had...

Looking at Hua Zheng, suddenly, Hua Ming's shadow appeared in my eyes.