Hua Ming.

As soon as I have spare time, I think: For Fu Huaming, who is now a young talent, a hotel leader, and the eldest son of the Fu family, who am I?

Am I just a girl in his junior high school class?

Am I just a little girl who was mistakenly sent a love letter by him when he was young and ignorant?

Why didn't he come to me again the last time I saw him in a hurry?

Has he forgotten me?

He can forget me, but I can't forget him...

At some point in the past, he was the second person besides my grandmother to make me feel warm and reassured...

The man who made me hold his letter when I wanted to die, and stay strong to live...

Hua Ming, it can be regarded as a relative, yes, a little more than a relative...

Then his younger brother, Hua Zheng, can be regarded as my relative!

Close relatives.

I looked at Hua Zheng and suddenly smiled brightly:

"Senior Hua Zheng, don't! Give me clothes or something, you dare to think about it! We're good friends, right? If you're a good friend, you're going to make me feel a little embarrassed. Think about it, are you a boy, or our school senior, I'm a girl, and I'm not too ugly a girl, on the college campus, our kind of gap, it feels weird to be a friend like now, the last time you gave me a mobile phone, I couldn't refuse you, and I didn't dare to tell the dormitory sisters, if you teach each other so privately, everyone will definitely think about it! Any gift is exchanged for money, and the relationship based on money is not a good thing, besides, money is not blown by the wind, you spend it leisurely. Don't worry, I'll have money soon, and I'll buy it for myself..."

Seeing that his face was gradually losing his smile, I went on to add:

"Senior Hua Zheng, don't get me wrong, you continue to listen to me, I mean: you give me so much help, but I can't repay you directly, if you go on like this, I will feel that I owe you a lot, I believe that you are out of kindness and righteousness, you really care about me and want to help me, and it should not be interpreted as the love between men and women, Fu Huazheng, you are not good to me with this purpose, right?"

He shook his head, drove away the dim light, and smiled helplessly: "Liu Zijun, you actually made me speechless." However, I still have a surplus for you..."

I didn't wait for him to finish, and interjected: "Fu Huazheng, I'm not stupid, I understand, I understand that you may have extra ideas." However, I don't want to think about it that way yet, because I've never been afraid of losing your good friend, in other words: I especially cherish the friendship I've built with you in the past six months, and I'm only a freshman..."

Fu Huazheng carried a handbag, stood directly opposite me, stared at my eyes, and said with a smile:

"It's good if you understand, I thought you didn't. Zijun, I've learned not to be in a hurry, and I'm not worried. Because maybe one day, you will suddenly find out that I am the best boy around you, and you can't help but fall in love with me in the end. ”

I tried my best to smile.

He suddenly restrained his smile and solemnly said another hypothesis:

"Maybe one day in the future, I will suddenly find out that I like you as a person, in fact, I like you very purely, so pure that I just feel sorry for your past, I want to help you now, and I want to care more about your future, maybe this kind of liking is really different from the relationship between men and women..."

I burst out laughing.

Later, I learned that when he said the last sentence that day, he looked at my blooming smile, and his heart was so empty and powerless.

What he wanted to say to me was: he didn't want to be friends with me all the time, and his family asked him to go abroad as soon as he graduated, and he only had more than a year. He wants to use the fastest speed, trying to stabilize me while I haven't known a better boy than him, while I haven't been deeply involved in the world, while I'm still on campus, and I'm not confused by the illusions of the world.

He wanted to say: In his eyes, I am the most special, the best, the most beautiful, the most joyful, and the most distressing girl he has ever met.

He wants to use the only one year left on campus to plant him in my heart, and I can't do without him, so that he can leave for another three years with peace of mind...

He told me all about it later.

And that day, in the end, I didn't accept the down jacket he carefully selected.

But after saying that friendship declaration, I couldn't bear to continue to refuse anything, so I let him silently lead the way, take me, and go to the restaurant to find a car.

It was a black SUV with an indescribably strange appearance at first glance, with a glass sunroof covering the entire roof and a layer of snow falling on it.

I was thinking about how there is such a strange and ugly car, and when I listened to his arrangement and sat in the passenger seat, I realized that the ubiquitous metal texture in the car, the warm space, and the comfortable feeling on the seat brought a lot of shock to my heart, although the appearance was really a bit 'ugly'.

Later, I learned that it was the first Sjue D12 at that time, worth more than 6 million.

That day, I listened to his arrangement and let him take me from campus to the train station.

It coincides with the winter vacation of students and the rush of returning home for the Spring Festival, in front of the train station, cars come and go, and the traffic becomes more and more congested. Hua Zheng drove me around, looking for a place to park on the side of the road. I saw that the car was so close to the entrance of the station, so I opened the door and jumped out of the car quickly while he was not paying attention.

Hua Zheng was surprised and shouted at me: "Liu Zijun, why did you go down?!" I'll take you to the platform in a moment! ”

I was outside the car door, kept waving, and insisted: "Senior Hua Zheng, go back quickly, the snow will be heavy for a while, and the car will not be easy to go, I am such an adult, I can still get lost!" I won't tell you, I'm going to enter the station to check in the ticket, I wish you a happy Spring Festival in advance, and we'll see you after the Lantern Festival next year! ”

He hurriedly rolled open the sunroof, and the snow seemed to fall into the car.

He straightened up, leaned halfway out of the skylight, and let the snowflakes fall on top of him, and he looked at me several times without saying a word.

The road is still very congested.

As I retreated, I kept raising my hand and waving: "Senior Hua Zheng, the snow is really going to fall big, you pay attention to safety, go back quickly, see you next year!" ”

He was at the skylight, shouting: "Then, Liu Zijun, you pay attention to safety, when you think of me during the winter vacation, send me a text message..."

I nodded, immediately turned around, and walked quickly towards the pit stop.

I'm trying not to look back once.

I don't know what's wrong, at that time, I suddenly burst into tears, I endured it, but the tears couldn't help but fall down...

I found the most obscure place at the entrance of the pit stop, wiped my eyes, and blinked. I'm not in a hurry, let the anxious travelers enter first, and I'm there pretending to be waiting.

About ten minutes later, I sneaked out and looked back, and finally disappeared from Hua Zheng's car on the side of the road.

I immediately got behind a large stone pillar at the entrance to the station and found a shadowy area that would not be noticed.

I crouched in the shadows, put down the backpack I was carrying, and breathed hot into my palms.

I rubbed the back of my hands and let the northwest wind sink into my trousers.

I glanced at my phone, about half an hour had passed, my legs were slightly numb, I got up and stomped my feet carefully, I felt that the blood was back in circulation, the time was almost right, I got out of the train station and went to find the bus stop.

That day, I hopped on a bus and returned to the campus, which was almost peaceful again.

In the winter of 2008, Luoyang experienced a rare heavy snowfall.