Early Bedtime Diary (26)

Today is a special day, some unexpected things have happened, and it is worth commemorating. Today is also a day of overtime as usual, but it is a little earlier than yesterday. Send a message to AH in the morning, is it about to take the exam, there is only a week left, come on and strive for a blockbuster. AH replied, don't put pressure on me, I haven't slept well in the past two days. I said it was a word of encouragement, and she said that it was good to go with the flow and that there was no need for encouragement. AH told me in the past that she sometimes had insomnia, and she was also worried about my sudden death from insomnia. I'm quite worried about her, and after washing up tonight, I specially called the office phone to greet AH, asking her not to read too late, and go back to rest early, I am actually really worried about her.

Going with the flow may be a compromise or helplessness, and going with the flow can minimize all the pain, which is the most correct and compromise choice. I said yes, if you work hard, you can have a clear conscience, and the result doesn't matter. I said that you can't sleep well because you have something on your mind, and she said that you do have something on your mind and stress. But it was inconvenient for her to tell me, and she said that she wanted to read a book, so I didn't ask or care anymore. She said that she was adjusting, and when she came to play with me after the exam, I don't know if she lied to me again, anyway, I'm still looking forward to it, I haven't chatted with AH for a long time, and it seems that I have a sense of distance and become very polite!

When I was about to get off work in the evening, my fellow N sent me a WeChat message, saying that I was still working overtime today, I was working on the assembly line at the time, and I didn't have time to reply to the message for fear of not being able to keep up with the rhythm of the line, so I had to stop waiting. It turned out that N and AH were eating together with their old comrades-in-arms outside, and remembered that I wanted to call me to go together, but unfortunately I couldn't go away from overtime, so I had to excuse myself, in fact, I really wanted to go, it seems that I have eaten together with AH in the real sense even once, and her roommate N is my fellow countryman, and it will not be raw or unnatural. I thought I would continue to work overtime until half past seven as yesterday, but the line was broken down halfway, and the materials were not sufficient, so the line began to be cleared at half past five, and it was basically over at six o'clock. N sent me a message, the overtime meal is not delicious, I am afraid that you will go back and eat instant noodles, so I left you a big meal is meat, and I will send it to the company immediately, let me go out and get it quickly, I know this time it is true. AH also said that lunch was not delicious and they were not full, so they decided to go out to eat. It is estimated that she didn't eat much, and I can't finish the meal I left, so I'll eat half of it when I take it home, and put the rest in the refrigerator, and it's definitely enough to cook it again tomorrow after work, I don't want to waste the meal they sent me.

After I changed my clothes, I hurried out of the office, and I saw AH with an umbrella from a distance, and N with a schoolbag on the side, carrying a large plastic bag in his hand, which contained today's meal in a disposable box, which was a very rich roast duck, and the portion was very large. I saw that they were a little shy, and I didn't know who to say hello to first, so I saw AH holding an umbrella and holding an introduction to lean knowledge in his hand. AH seems to be in a low mood, and I still don't hear it clearly, but I'm very shy, I've never seen such a side of AH before, and I feel quite curious. At that time, I seemed to be quite shy, although my face was not flushed, but I don't know why I always spoke more decently, because fellow N is still there, I quickly took over the meal in my hand, said thank you to them and said to take it home to eat, N seems to be a very outgoing and lively character, she deliberately teased me to see why I don't know it, I really want to be really shy. N said it was too hot to make them wait so long, on Liquid Boulevard. She is not a delicate girl, so she doesn't wear an umbrella. At that time, I may have been really nervous and didn't know what inappropriate words I said, I didn't know that AH had heard it, and AH didn't seem to have spoken. I said goodbye and went for a ride, and they went first. I actually forgot to mention that the next time I invite you to a big meal, I will run away.

By the time I rode out, she was gone, AH should have gone to the office to read, and N should have gone back to the dorm to rest. WeChat suddenly received a message, it was sent by N, were you shy just now. I feel the same, you can see this, it's embarrassing. I said I wanted to exercise more and socialize more with girls. Then N suddenly sent a message, does my roommate like you, why are you so shy today? I said how could it be, I chased her before, she kept refusing, she has someone she likes, and we are good friends now. I'll tell you the truth, I do like AH and chased her. I guess she was a little surprised or surprised, ah, there is such a thing. N and I talked about AH again. I said that she might have been worried lately, always worried, looking unrefreshed, as if she hadn't been sleeping well lately. I said you're roommates, so you can have a good chat in the evening. N replied that I often chatted, and AH also told her some things, and N also told me that AH had cried a few times before in the dormitory, and she had seen it. Just like AH told me, N cried because of a quarrel with a male ticket. I've heard that maybe girls cry when they're sad and sad, but I'm most afraid of girls crying, I'm generally helpless and don't know how to comfort them.

Yes, my roommate is a special girl, and she doesn't want to find someone from a company. She has someone she likes, and she often chats at night. Here's everything N told me about AH. Then we discussed that AH didn't like to fold quilts and be reported, N didn't seem to understand what his roommate AH did, why fold quilts, I really don't think I have the habit of folding quilts, and I've often been reported and punished before. I said that AH may be used to it, and I don't like to fold quilts because of the trouble. I told N that if you remind your roommate a few days at the end of the month, you will remember to fold the quilt and make the bed without being fined. I never told AH about the briefing and folding the quilt, and I knew she didn't care, and I might make her angry again. It would be better to let roommate N remind you on your behalf.

After washing, I was still worried about AH, she was not in good shape today, and she might really encounter something, so I decided to call her office again to ask, and I was relieved. I made a call on my mobile phone, and the call log stayed on the 30th of last month, and I forgot what I said in the last call after only a few dozen seconds of broadcasting. It's been almost ten days, and I have completely controlled that I have agreed with AH and have not called her again. Hey AH are you still reading, wow, what a familiar voice, how healing and gentle the voice, just because the signal is not good, listening to AH's voice is a little low and hoarse, I took my mobile phone to the door to answer, and the signal outside was slightly better. I told her that I was worried about her, worried that she was on her mind, worried that she was tired from reading, worried that she would lose sleep at night, etc. I asked her to talk to her roommate N more, and just talk about her thoughts, and then she can sleep well. She seemed to be in a cheerful mood suddenly, saying that she wanted to drink two cups of porridge tomorrow, and said that she had brought too many breakfast dishes recently and was a little salty to eat. In fact, I was always afraid that she would not have enough to eat, so I deliberately added more dishes, she said that she didn't want to eat shredded potatoes in the future, and wanted to eat more lettuce, etc., I wrote them down, and I will bring them to her tomorrow according to what she said. I didn't know if she didn't like shredded potatoes at all, or if she was tired of eating the same breakfast every day, so I asked if there was anything else you wanted to eat or drink, and I would bring it to you. She didn't tell me again, probably because she didn't really want to eat. In the end, she said that she was worried that she would not do well in the exam, so I said something positive to be confident or something, and before she finished speaking, she was angry and wanted to hang up, saying that she didn't want to talk to me, it seems that I am really a straight male cancer patient, and it is not suitable to comfort others, it is always counterproductive. There is still a week left for the AH exam, and I may only have one week left to bring breakfast, so she shouldn't need my breakfast in the future. I will definitely cherish this remaining week and bring her all the food she wants to eat and love the most, and I have no regrets.

It's almost nine o'clock, so I'm ready to say goodnight to N and rest early. The overtime work in the past two days is really tiring, and I will wake up early at three or four o'clock in the morning and have insomnia for a while. Good night!