Early Bedtime Diary (27)
I just finished drinking a large bottle of Snow Beer, brave the end of the world series, no one has drunk for a long time, and I feel dizzy after drinking. Actually, I don't usually drink alone, but today I went out for some reason and drank a whole bottle of beer by myself. This also starts with my chat with fellow country N, I forgot what to talk about, I posted an expression, drinking beer, with the words "Don't talk to me about ideals, quit!" "N asked me if I usually drink bottled beer, at first I didn't understand what it meant, it turned out that she needed a beer bottle for other uses, she seemed to have a bad cervical spine, said that it was under the pillow to improve the pain of the cervical spine. I completely believed it, saying that it was a home remedy or something, and her mother had used it before, and it worked well. I always felt unreliable, and recommended a cervical massager and a massage pillow to her, but she refused and said I was too worried. If you don't accept the help I'm afraid of, it seems that you're still angry with me, so I have to give up.
Today after work temporarily added a shift, the scheduling night shift went home early to rest in the afternoon, this afternoon's plan will be temporarily presided over by me, I actually like this kind of opportunity, the opportunity to show their abilities, although each performance is very sloppy, can always get exercise, other schedulers and team leaders are also very face-saving, my plan will be hosted basically very smooth. When it was almost five o'clock, N sent you a message, saying that you haven't gotten off work yet, do you have to work overtime again? I said yes, I don't do manual work today, and the temporary workshop planning meeting will be over soon. It turned out that she asked me and wanted to call me over again to have dinner with her roommate AH, who had already arrived. We're eating, do you want to come. I asked if it was the old place of yesterday, I was supposed to go home today to heat up the big meal that I didn't finish yesterday, I was afraid that it would be wasted. N replied no, today at the Hospitality Square. Today the roommate wants to come out and eat. I replied that I had time, so I'll go over and report the location. I really don't know exactly where to eat, N told me that it was in the opposite direction of your home, at the crossroads. It turns out that N has a bad sense of direction, and I am not used to using east or west to describe direction and position. As soon as I said that, the general position was determined, and I changed my clothes and hurried over on an electric car.
Maybe it's rush hour, there are a lot of pedestrians and vehicles on the road, it's more congested, and it's much slower than usual. As soon as I rode through the intersection, I began to pay attention to the signboards of the roadside restaurants, and soon the words "Hospitality Square" came into view, which was very eye-catching and easy to find. I found an empty spot and parked the electric car on the side of the road, so I pushed the door straight in. I saw AH and N, and they sat on a bench one by one, and then N joked that there is no place to sit and you should stand over there. N is the kind of girl who can afford to joke with a big grin, and her personality is really great.,AH is more silent and low-key and doesn't say anything superfluous.,Still playing mahjong with your mobile phone.,I saw it and said I like to play too.。 I asked if you had ordered any food, and she replied that it was all ordered, and you sit on a stool opposite N and N. In this way, N and I sat on a bench, and AH sat on the stool opposite, probably because of my fellow countrymen, AH took the initiative to let us sit together, in fact, I was going to take a small stool to sit on the other side. I said I'll just sit outside, so I can take care of you.
I'll just ask what to drink, I'll order it, and the girls don't drink cold, so I don't know what to order. I volunteered to find the boss to get a hot water kettle and pour hot water for them to drink, at first AH refused not to drink hot water, I poured it and she still drank it, and then drank another glass. Today is the first time I have dinner with AH and N, in fact, I am a little nervous and raw, although it is not strange to chat with them often, but it is a little rusty and awkward when sitting and chatting face-to-face. I just remembered something and chatted casually, I saw that AH had dark circles under his eyes and it was more eye-catching, so I joked that I didn't have a good rest, is it too tired to read, I can chat more with my roommate or something. AH seems to be in a really good mood today, she has been smiling and grinning, I don't know what is happy, and she didn't tell us about it. It seems to be playing with his mobile phone from time to time, replying to WeChat messages. N and I pulled up homely, talking about hometown dialect and so on, chatting casually, feeling very cordial and without any strange feeling, "Acquaintance with Jun Chu is like returning to an old friend" suddenly remembered this poem, N gave me the feeling that this is the case, it seems that there are endless words and I don't feel bored. It's strange why AH suddenly became so interested in my watch today, and even tried it on and played with it twice halfway, and she probably didn't like ornaments because she didn't wear anything on her arm. But she likes round watches, and she probably really likes them, and when she asked me about the price, it was a bit expensive. I said that I am also very thrifty and extravagant once in a while, and the watch can be used for a long time and does not feel extravagant.
Today, AH ordered a very good match, the three of us have exactly three dishes, AH likes to eat fish, she ordered fish head tofu, she doesn't like to eat sweet, but she still ordered a cold dish vegetarian spell, and a bean cake. The dishes are not very expensive, only seventy yuan in total for three dishes. At that time, I was supposed to check out the hospital, but AH was too positive, before I finished eating, she had already scanned the code on WeChat, I still didn't fight for her, I was always good at grabbing, and finally AH had a treat, in fact, I was ashamed of myself, and I was supposed to treat myself. Then I have to wait for the next opportunity, I'll be the master of the treat, it's agreed, wait for the AH exam to finish, come to my house with N, we cook and eat by ourselves, I don't know how long it will take, but I'm looking forward to it, looking forward to N's craftsmanship and the "dark cuisine" she is proud of. The girl may be losing weight, N always says that she is not hungry and eats quite little. AH should really like to eat fish, so he ate almost all the fish, and didn't eat much of the other dishes. Actually, I didn't eat much, and I didn't feel hungry. After eating quickly, I asked AH if he still went to the company to read after eating? She said that she couldn't go back to the dormitory with N, maybe she would have to read a book in the dormitory. AH seems to have been worried that she will not be able to do well in the exam or something, and she seems to be not very confident, and we don't know how to encourage her, so we say that we will take the test with a clear conscience and so on. After eating, when I came out, I went to ride, and they walked in front of each other, and I rode behind them, deliberately joking, you come up, I'll take you. In fact, it's only a few steps away from their apartment, and I don't need to take it at all, my car can only take one person, and I don't know who to bring, so I'm in a dilemma. I said slow down, I'll go first, and I'll speed all the way west towards home, and I'll be home in about twenty minutes.
When I was about to get home, I received a message from N asking me if I was home? N really cares about people and always gives me warmth. And AH's WeChat has been deleted, can't contact her, I remember AH is also very caring and warm to others, if at the beginning of the past, I sent AH back to the dormitory at night, returned to the rain, AH also sent a message to ask me if I was home? When she learned that I arrived home safely, she could delete my WeChat with confidence. However, that night, AH was not so decisive, she kept chatting with me until dawn, she didn't sleep that night, but the next day I went to work overtime normally, and AH could make up for sleep. Actually, that day, AH was going to call me to eat fish and introduce me to my fellow countryman N, but I was tired from overtime and there were various reasons why I didn't go to the last dinner and missed the opportunity to meet N. But now that I know it, maybe things didn't go as I imagined, AH may really be because of my liking and pressure, like introducing N to me and asking me to chase her, she can be relieved, I guess so. And now, N is a male ticket, she won't easily accept other people's likes for her, I know she trusts me as a fellow, like a big brother with a sense of security, she has to introduce me to someone many times, and let me get along with her as a buddy, I'm quite embarrassed.
Whether it's AH or N, I don't know how to get along with them properly. I don't know how to maintain this kind of colleague or friend relationship, which is more appropriate and just right? AH doesn't allow me to like her because she's under pressure and she wants to get rid of me. And N too, after all, people won't be so casual if they have a male ticket, she asked me to be normal and couldn't put pressure on her. Once jokingly I said, I have a lot of feelings for you, and I want to like you. And she said, What do you want? Don't be cranky. Hee-hee, it's embarrassing. I often doubt myself, I always deny myself, I feel that I am really a lonely soul, maybe it is suitable to be alone, I really don't know myself. Note orphans, in fact, I really have to be ready to be single for the rest of my life, I can't help it! No one likes a negative and pessimistic person like me, so I'd better be myself slowly, good night!