Chapter Ninety-Two: Something Happened
It's been five days since I got home from the city, and Lao Cai didn't leave for the reason that he still had to fill in the volunteers, and he lived in my house temporarily, Song Mink had nowhere to go, and he was very familiar with Lao Cai, so he was naturally at my house.
I promised Song Mink that I would accompany her to her house when I finished filling out the volunteers, that paradise-like place. Speaking of which, I can't wait for a while, the cherries are sweet and the scenery is great. I even thought that if I could, it would be a good choice to settle there for a long time and be a mountain retreat.
But this thought was only fleeting, I was only twenty years old, and in ancient times, I might have already started a family, and my children were almost able to make soy sauce. But today, in the 21st century, at the age of 20, I have not yet stepped out of society, whether it is the legendary erosive college life or the intrigue in the future society, I have not yet experienced it.
Xiaomeng is gone....... When she said that to me that night, I knew that I had no reason to keep her, and that she had been trapped for more than ten years, and I could not stop her, either out of freedom or family considerations. Maybe...... Maybe I can keep her, and there's a good chance she'll choose to stay. I don't know what kind of relationship I have with her, and it's not an exaggeration to say that we've been together in this weird way for more than ten years, so I can't stop her from making the decision she wants, no matter what the future holds, she just needs to live happily.
Although Xiaomeng's departure may lead to the reappearance of the legendary 'Twin Sons and Mothers', resulting in the death of many innocent ordinary people, I still decisively chose the ego in the choice between the ego and the ego.
Or it can't be said that I chose the ego! Because as far as I'm concerned, I actually hope that Xiaomeng won't leave. So it should be said that if I had to choose between the happiness of my childhood dream and the possibility that many ordinary people might die because of it, I chose to let Xiaomeng live happily.
From this point of view, I'm not a good person. I'm really not a good person, and I never feel like a good person. If I were a good person, the dead fat man wouldn't have become an idiot two years ago, even if I think back to the beginning to this day, I don't feel that I did anything wrong, and even I regret that I should have made up for the dead fat man in the first place, and letting the three words dead fat from a nickname to a fact will undoubtedly make me feel much more comfortable.
In fact, if Liu Xiaorong really uses Xiaomeng, and the two become extremely terrifying twin mothers, then the first person she wants to kill must be me, from this point of view, even if I am sorry for the world, I am worthy of myself. I fulfilled Xiaomeng's wish, and if I can't stop the cost of this, then it's enough for me to apologize for my sins by dying.
Xiaomeng is also very pitiful, I can tell from her words that she also wants to leave, and the separation of more than ten years is very unfair to her. Do you want me to stand in the shoes of justice and ruthlessly prevent her from seeing her mother? I'm not a saint, I've said that more than once.
Of course, although I said it very freely, as if I didn't care about my own life, I actually had my own thoughts. I am afraid of death, there is no doubt about this, countless times I have been asked to die, and not wanting me to die has already tormented me into a very life-loving person. I swear that I am not afraid of death, and if I want to die, I will be the first to die. This sentence is not even a punctuation mark.
My grandfather said that he almost died at the hands of Liu Xiaorong, but in the end, a strange monk suddenly appeared and saved him.
If that's right, that person is the one who trapped Xiaomeng in my dreams, and I can't think of anyone else who has this ability but him.
A person with this ability is undoubtedly also very strong, and such a powerful person would not know about the existence of twin sons and mothers? Obviously also impossible. Then his motive for trapping Xiaomeng in my dream is worth speculating.
Although I don't know why such a powerful person would trap the little dream that had just given birth to spiritual wisdom in my dream, I just let go of Liu Xiaorong, a powerful ghost who has begun to threaten. But I think he must have had his own goals, such as...... Use me to kill the evil spirit of my little dreams.
yes, that's all I can think of. Xiaomeng died before she was born in her mother's womb, and if she was allowed to develop and accumulate, she would definitely turn into a ghost baby, and it was a very special and threatening ghost baby, because of all kinds of coincidences, she and her mother may become very powerful twin mothers.
Ghost babies are naturally very resentful and powerful things. But look at Xiaomeng, does she fit these things? The answer is obvious.
Then my guess is not a fantasy, but a real evidence.
For more than ten years, Xiaomeng has accompanied me through bits and pieces with my eyes. In a way, she is no longer a ghost baby, not even a ghost, she is no different from a living person. So she would talk to me, she would be so bored that she would have a nightmare to play tricks on me, and when she was about to leave, she would cry and tell me that she couldn't .......
Just ask, is it possible for such a ghost baby to become a twin mother? I don't know if I can, but I know that all ghosts, the stronger the resentment, the stronger the strength, and the twins without resentment are still called twins? No kidding, okay?
So I'm betting, I'm betting that the mysterious monk who trapped Xiaomeng in my dream for more than ten years has such a purpose, in this case, why not fulfill Xiaomeng, let her go to the outside world freely, and reunite with her mother. Maybe under the influence of Xiaomeng, it is possible for Liu Xiaorong to let go of the hatred in her heart.
Taoism pays attention to the ghosts can be influenced by the try not to hurt the killer, a sentient beings are suffering, ghosts are not excluded, throughout the ancient and modern how many powerful ghosts, are because the great grievances can not be redressed, so they become ghosts, from a certain aspect, they are also very pitiful.
Second, beating ghosts until their souls are scattered is also very detrimental to their yin morality. So the monk's purpose may not be much different from my guess.
So after Xiaomeng said those words to me that night, I smiled and touched her head, and said to her: "If you want to go, you can go, whether it is a person or a ghost, what the heart wants is what the heart wants, since you want it, why should there be a bond?" …… And, if you miss me, you can find a chance to come and see me......! ”
Twenty years old, although I have become an adult, but speaking of which I am only a senior high school student, I have not experienced a lot of human feelings, and I have not become a philosopher who sees through life like a dream, saying these very philosophical words even I think about it in hindsight is incredible, and then I figured it out, I persuaded Xiaomeng to say that is not exactly what I have been bent to pursue? In my case, this sentence is no longer as simple as a sentence, it has been used by me in reality.
I used to think that I didn't have much time, so that my short life would not be full of regrets when I opened and closed my eyes, so I did everything I wanted to do unscrupulously, such as smoking, surfing the Internet, playing games, .......
I certainly didn't use it in the right way to make a very philosophical statement, but it is undeniable that I at least implemented it thoroughly!
Xiaomeng left, and she told me that she would definitely miss me and find a chance to come and see me. He also told me to think about her ...... too. I smiled and nodded at her, and watched as her figure vanished.
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In the blink of an eye, another five days have passed, and it is time to go to school to fill in the volunteers.
In order not to let them catch me, I gave Lao Cai the birthdays of several of them that day, and asked him to calculate whether they would go to school in the morning or in the afternoon.
I undoubtedly looked down on Lao Cai for such behavior, and his very reluctant eyes clearly accused me of treating him as the knife that killed chickens. Actually, I don't want to treat him as a knife, the problem is that his knife can only be used to kill chickens. Although this knife is usually useless to me, it is as useless as chicken ribs, but the current group of roosters who are gearing up really need his knife, so I had to say all the good things to Lao Cai, and finally moved out, if he didn't want to, I said that we were accomplices, and finally asked Lao Cai to help.
No way, Lao Cai is my brother, and I am also his brother, if he is not willing to stick a knife in his brother's ribs, then I can only endure the pain of stabbing my brother. Brother Cao's fist as big as a sandbag should be and thirsty, right? Lao Cai's fat can be dissolved very well, the most important thing is that it is very soft to hit, and his fists do not hurt. So no matter how you look at it, Lao Cai is very suitable for the role of meat shield.
Under coercion and temptation, Lao Cai finally compromised and took out his long-sealed knife...... The cloth god began to calculate. After the calculations, he told me that Brother Cao and the others would go to school between 2 and 3 o'clock in the afternoon.
This is what I expected, after all, we have been together for three years, and there is already a relationship between the lazy and the lazy, so Lao Cai and I have chosen to go to school at about four o'clock in the afternoon, because I don't want to get up in the morning.
I don't know how well I did in the college entrance examination, but I know that people who don't even know how well they do will not do well. So I don't think about what one or two books, I want to go to Kunming, the provincial capital to study, so I randomly filled in a few universities in Kunming, and chose a few admission scores that are not particularly high, the most important thing is that the name looks very tall, if you have both, it is naturally very beautiful.
To my surprise, Lao Cai and Song Mink came next to me, and the two of them glanced at what I had filled in, and then copied a copy of it openly. I asked Lao Cai why he didn't choose a university in Chengdu, so that he could go back?
Lao Cai looked at me with the eyes of caring for mentally handicapped children and said to me: "You are stupid, why did I have to come back to school in the first place, and now you tell me to go back?" ”
Well, it's true that I'm a little mentally retarded, so I nodded and looked at Song Mink again, and she said to me, "I don't know where to go anyway, and it's the same for me to go anywhere, whatever." ”
Volunteering is something that must be chosen carefully for scholars, because people have the capital to choose, and for scumbags, such as me, it doesn't matter, because there is no choice.
Half an hour later, Lao Cai and Song Mink and I returned to the school gate, ready to take a taxi home. But at this time, my mobile phone rang, and it was a sloppy old man calling. My grandfather said that if it wasn't for something urgent, it was better not to call, and the sloppy old man called me...... Could it be that something happened?
My heart was in a panic, and I quickly picked it up, praying in my heart that I was thinking too much, but I heard the sloppy old man's hurried voice on the other end of the phone, he gasped, and said urgently: "Oh no, Xiaoli, your grandfather has an accident...... ”