Chapter 91: Little Dream is leaving
The days were as usual, nothing happened, there was nothing to say, and the same passed quickly.
School has started, and the last half of the third semester of high school has finally arrived. I used to wonder if I didn't have the opportunity to go to college, but now it seems that this opportunity is still there, but it depends on my own strength.
I suddenly regretted that the previous few years had passed in a mess, and I didn't learn what I should have learned.
I am ashamed to mention the matter of vacation homework, and I don't wait for viagra to speak, and I will make a funny request for my big family. Viagra was as numb as I was, and the eyes that looked at me were hollow.
In fact, I really want to use the last half year to replenish myself, not to mention one or two books, at least one book. Unfortunately, I found this little wish of mine to be very unrealistic, because there were very few lectures in the last six months, and most of the time it was a preliminary exam. Let me, a person who has no bottom at all, frequently take the test of the bottom, I feel that viagra seems to be humiliating himself, why should I touch the bottom again and again if I can't touch it?
With the frustration that I wanted to learn but had nowhere to learn, I accompanied Lao Cai and Song Mink in the Internet café, and three months passed in a blink of an eye.
Since the last time Song Mink appeared in my circle of friends on my birthday, there is one more person in the awesome duo, and the name of the group this time has not yet been finalized, because the previous network management girl is no longer working there.
Since Song Mink didn't like the games I played with Lao Cai, we had to change our hobbies under her coercion and lure and play QQ Speed with her. There was music in the headphones that I didn't understand but felt full of blood, and after being dumped by Song Mink again for an unfinished one, I finally hated the game. I once suspected that the reason why Song Mink had a soft spot for this game was probably because she was the only one who could abuse me and Lao Cai.
The feeling of being oppressed was really uncomfortable, but I fought back and was scratched by Song Mink's claws after the neck was red, so I had to sit back and put on the headphones again.
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It's time to take the college entrance examination....... The countdown of the chalk on the blackboard that was wiped every day jumped to zero as promised. I still remember when Viagra asked us: Do you feel nervous looking at the time approaching day by day?
I really can't understand what nervousness is, and if everyone in the audience looks at the numbers that are getting smaller and smaller day by day, then we seem to be quite nervous.
On the day when the countdown jumped to zero, sixty or seventy people in the class went crazy and tore books and roared, probably because of nervousness.
After three years, it is finally time to usher in the last time, and everyone is like a criminal who has been released from prison, and even viagra does not dare to stop it easily.
Now that he has been released from prison, he has to celebrate. Since viagra didn't dare to stop it, he could only name this celebration as a 'graduation ceremony', and then he shamelessly participated in it.
This time is undoubtedly a lot crazier than when I was in high school, and of course, the specifications are also much higher. In addition to simple happiness, it is also indispensable to be moved, viagra rarely showed his singing voice and sang an English version of "Kiss Goodbye" for us. As for why not sing the Chinese version? I guess it's because Viagra's strength doesn't allow it. At least none of us can understand the English version. But that doesn't prevent us from being touched by Viagra ...... mess.
After laughing, crying, and moving, it's time to vent. To have fun, wine is naturally a good thing. At least after Viagra got drunk and performed for us with his bare hands to split the lid of the beer, I had a lot of fun, and the bloody appearance was scary to look at, but Viagra was sweating profusely and trembling and told us that he was not in pain at all, he was a ...... from the Sanda Club in college.
The college entrance examination came as scheduled, I walked in with a nervous mood, and then walked out with a nervous mood, and occasionally met one or two classmates, they asked me how I did in the exam? I looked at them blankly, saying that it was okay, but I was thinking in my heart how to take the test, where do I know where to go for my uncle? If he still answers with me and asks me which question to choose, I will have to run away in a hurry. Of course, when he is leaving, he will tell him that the one he chose is the right one, and it should be regarded as caring for mentally handicapped children....... After all, the classmates who can think of the answer with me generally don't have a good IQ.
Three days later, after the exam, the six-stirring sticks in our dormitory made an appointment to get together for a while, eating and bragging, and telling each other which province they were going to study in the future. After they finished talking one by one, they asked me lewdly what I was going to do.
What do I have to do? To be honest, I don't know myself. So I smiled wryly and said to them, "Let's talk about it then, and see which school is blind and willing to ask me." ”
They laughed again, and I was telling a bad joke.
Now that the exam is over, it is time to go back, a few of them have made an appointment to go together, and I, who has never seen the world, still want to play in the city for a few days at the instigation of Lao Cai, after all, I have no one to restrain me, and Lao Cai generously contracted all the expenses, so I really can't find a reason to refuse.
When I sent them to the station, I went to the neighborhood to buy a few catties of oranges for them to eat on the car, and I watched them get on the bus and sit down, and then stood outside the window and said to them: "Now that the conditions are good, I won't wear the railway, I won't climb the fence, and I don't need to tell me if the oranges are sweet or not, don't thank ......." ”
The glasses were the first to react, but unfortunately, when a few of them gritted their teeth and glared angrily, as if they wanted to get out of the car and beat me, I turned around and waved away. As if hearing an obscene voice, he roared and shouted, "Xiaoli, don't let us meet your ......." ”
The car started moving, and by the time I turned around, I was slowly walking away. Encounter? It's very difficult, and it's even harder to meet by chance, and the chance of meeting again in this life is probably very slim. After all, it was impossible for Lao Tzu to let a few boys catch me on the day he filled in the volunteers.
I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled, and suddenly felt a little sad, three years of relationship, when I separated, my hearty heart inevitably beat again.......
The wind and sand were a little blind, I greeted Lao Cai, and walked back without looking back.
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I undoubtedly had a lot of fun on the days when Lao Cai paid the bill, but the Simmons bed in the hotel made me sleep very badly. After three days of endurance, I finally couldn't bear it anymore, so I licked my face and went to the front desk of the hotel to ask if there was a hard bed. Lao Cai stood next to me for a while and looked at the lamp, and then touched the sofa in the lobby, looking like he was not familiar with me.
Is it humiliating? I don't know what to do.
It seems to be really embarrassing, and the two little girls at the front desk were stunned by my question. They didn't seem to react, and they checked with me again, and after receiving my affirmative answer, I could clearly see that their eyes were full of incredulity.
However, the quality of the waiters in the big city is still good, and this is going to put aside my small county, I am afraid that I would have looked at me with a stupid expression, and then said to me in a condescending tone: Love to live, don't stop rolling, natural cheap bones.......
Well, this is a bit exaggerated, obviously this will not be the case in our small county, and the expression may be a little subtle, although the meaning has not changed.
The two little girls at the front desk shook their heads at me, and then told me that if I didn't mind, they could help me change the mattress and put on a cotton quilt.
I readily agreed.
But finally after a good night's sleep, I dreamed again, although the dream was still the same dream, but compared to waking up from time to time, the state of half-dreaming and half-awake was much clearer.
I don't want to mention the idiot who keeps repeating one action, because he can only say that one. He asked me if I blamed him, my uncle didn't even know who he was, where to blame him? ……。
There is no doubt that the protagonist in the dream was changed to Xiaomeng again, and she didn't scare me anymore since we really met, but his back was actually broken when I caught the fool in front of me, and then Xiaomeng sat in front of me and looked at me and laughed.
I sat next to Xiaomeng and looked a little unhappy as she pouted.
"What's wrong?" I asked her.
"Xiaoli, I'm leaving......"
Xiaomeng lowered his head, a little lost, and a little reluctant to say to me.
Walk? This word made me stunned, wasn't Xiaomeng trapped in my dream? Could she be able to get out?
So I smiled, touched her head, and said, "Isn't it good to be able to go out?" ”
Hearing me say this, Xiaomeng shook her head, and she said to me, "No, I heard my mother calling me, and she seemed to be very happy, saying that she could finally take revenge or something, and that I would not have to suffer anymore in the future." ”
"I don't know what she means, but I have a feeling we'll probably never see each other again. What to do? I can't bear to ...... you. ”
Ghosts have no tears, so although Xiaomeng was very uncomfortable, he couldn't cry, just threw himself into my arms and hugged me tightly.
I felt the little dream that hugged me tightly, and my body was still a little trembling, and I didn't know what to say for a while. Actually, I guessed it a long time ago, but I really didn't want to believe it. I'd rather Xiaomeng was made up by me than accept the fact that she is Liu Xiaorong's daughter.
Speaking of which, Xiaomeng and I have really known each other for more than ten years, although she always scared me in the previous days, so I didn't have a good impression of her. But in the next two years, I really regarded her as a confidant, she knew all my secrets clearly, and she didn't hide anything from me, I really didn't want to give up this feeling, so even if I guessed that she was Liu Xiaorong's daughter, I didn't want to believe it.
Yes, I have already guessed it, I have guessed it since my grandfather told Liu Xiaorong's origin. I also know why, after so many years, Liu Xiaorong has only cultivated into a ghost, but has not become a more terrifying twin son. also figured out why Liu Xiaorong could easily kill me, but chose to keep me alive for the time being. I also know why when I met Liu Xiaorong at school that day, why she touched my face and shed two lines of blood and tears. She's become a ghost, and it's not unusual for her to shed tears.
But she didn't leave blood and tears to scare me, but because of Xiaomeng. Yes, it's all because of the little dream.
Although I don't know who has the ability to trap Xiaomeng in my dream, I think that if I die, Xiaomeng will definitely die, which is why Liu Xiaorong obviously wanted to kill me but didn't do it.