Chapter 372: Alone in a room with Li Jingyan
There was a long silence, and no one spoke.
Only the sound of each other's breathing is transmitted by the electric current and burrows into the ears.
Mu Shihuan's hand holding the mobile phone tightened suddenly, and even, the nerves in her body tightened, knowing that she shouldn't be, and told herself that she didn't have to, but she didn't know why, she just couldn't control it.
She couldn't control her emotions in front of Li Jingyan.
From the time he was stabbed that night, to the hospital that drove him away, to the present......
The force became tighter and tighter, and the green tendons on the back of his hand seemed to have faint signs of jumping, and Mu Shihuan suddenly wanted to cut off the phone.
"Shi Huan."
Suddenly, unprepared.
Mu Shihuan's body stiffened in place, and even his breathing stagnated.
He didn't seem to have called her Shi Huan, under the identity of Mu Shihuan and Li Jingyan, he used to call her by name and surname, and sometimes called her Mrs. Li when he bullied her.
And also......
Mu Shi came back to his senses happily.
What's wrong with her?
I even remembered her and him again.
Tintooth clenched her lip, and she held back her voice.
It's just that my heart is beating violently and it's a little uncomfortable.
And Li Jingyan seemed to be able to guess what she was thinking, and the next sentence came over-
"Are you alright?"
A simple question.
But it is a thing and a person.
Even if Mu Shihuan reminded himself that he could no longer be affected by him, he also reminded himself to hang up the phone as soon as possible, but when he heard this, his brain was still blank for a moment.
Then, vague fragments flashed in my mind.
It's all ...... It is related to Li Jingyan.
Only at this moment, Mu Shihuan's rejection surged out again, but this time it was himself who was more repulsed.
“…… Very good. She almost squeezed two words out between her teeth.
I don't know if I'm responding to him, or convincing myself, and I don't know what I'm saying is good, and what kind of mood I'm in when I say it.
There was silence over there.
"Is there something wrong?" Mu Shihuan couldn't stand this silence, she didn't think about it, she blurted out, completely forgetting that it was the call she made.
But when the words fell, she quickly came to her senses again.
She wanted to choke back, desperate, and tore her face with him, and the emotion in her chest was so bewitching to herself.
But eventually, she calmed down.
She closed her eyes.
"Did you arrange it?" She asked.
There are no words, but they understand each other.
Mu Shihuan knew very well that if he could quickly find the right hospital, it would either be Tang Yu's help or Li Jingyan.
Li Yan didn't say, and she didn't ask.
Perhaps, she thought, this is called self-deception.
"Is that you?" She asked again.
"It's not." Li Jingyan replied equally calmly and did not say a word.
Sure enough, he knew.
Mu Shihuan's first reaction was like this, and then she couldn't help but think, so what does he mean now, waiting for her to beg him?
"Shi Huan, let's meet tomorrow." She heard this in her head.
Mu Shihuan's first reaction was to refuse: "I don't ......"
"Mr. Su and his wife from Beicheng came to Jiangcheng for official business, and they also want to catch up with the past." Li Jingyan's unhurried deep voice interrupted her.
Mu Shihuan clenched his phone again.
At the first time, she didn't react to who Mr. Su and his wife were, until she realized that there was a prefix in front of her.
Northtown ......
As soon as Beicheng was mentioned, all that came to her mind was the sweet world of the two with him.
She remembered.
It's just that, now it seems that how sweet it was then, how sad it was later.
Mu Shihuan was silent, but his chest couldn't stop rising and falling.
obviously can't see it, but Li Jingyan can clearly perceive it.
The Adam's apple rolled, and he wasted no time and added in a low voice: "Remember them?" We went to the Su family's wedding, and you met Chi Wu there. What I'm going to talk about tomorrow is related to Chi Wu. ”
All of Mu Shihuan's rebuttals were blocked in his throat.
Chi Wan ......
She remembers.
At that time, I felt that I was a very eye-catching friend at first sight, and she and Chi Wu also talked a lot.
But then Chi Wu disappeared.
Mu Shihuan pursed her lips tightly.
"There's no need to lie to you." Li Jingyan knew what she was thinking, "It's not necessary, isn't it?" ”
This sentence alone evokes a lot of common memories between the two.
However, for Mu Shihuan, it was all pain.
She bit her lip tightly, and her breathing was rapid.
"I'll ask the senior one to pick you up tomorrow." Li Jingyan whispered, "If you don't feel at ease with me, you can let Li Yan accompany you." ”
I really wanted to say a few more words to her, even if I didn't speak, it was good to listen to her breathing, but Li Jingyan knew that she was disgusted and rejected by herself, so she didn't say anything after all.
"See you tomorrow." Before hanging up the phone, he just said that.
This is the end of the call.
Li Jingyan's voice, his breathing could no longer be heard, only the sound of water pouring from the shower.
Mu Shihuan calmly put away his mobile phone.
It's just that her hand grips the phone very tightly and tightly.
After a long time, she took off her clothes and took a shower with a blank face, and she was so confused that she didn't know what she was thinking.
This night, Mu Shihuan had a long, long dream.
In the dream, there is the beginning of the past, the youngest her and Li Jingyan, and the dislike of each other between the two later, she was the first to like him, and he bullied her and spoiled her......
Frame by frame, scene by scene.
Too much.
Clear as yesterday.
And this night, in a trance, Mu Shihuan didn't sleep well at all.
Too tired.
……
Following.
When Gao Yi called, it happened that Yu Linshang also came.
He offered to have lunch with her and Little Star, and happened to run into a freshman year of high school.
Gao Yi spoke as Li Jingyan commanded.
Mu Shihuan understood what he meant, so he took his words and said to Yu Linshang apologetically: "In the evening, Mrs. Su is a friend I knew before, and she sent me a WeChat message all morning, saying that she wanted to meet, sorry, I can't accompany you." ”
Yu Linshang smiled: "Okay, then night." ”
Mu Shihuan also smiled at him.
In the next second, Xiaoxing, who was held in Yu Linshang's arms, stretched out his hand and hugged Mu Shihuan's neck, "Let's chirp", kissed her on the face, and smiled very cutely.
After kissing, she pointed to her face with her finger and signaled that she would kiss too.
Mu Shihuan has always refused Xiaoxing anything.
"Okay." She smiled lightly, her lips touching the little star's face.
After kissing without thinking about it, Xiaoxing's finger poked Yu Linshang's face again, as if saying that he wanted to kiss his father too.
"Don't be naughty," Yu Linshang smiled and grabbed Xiaoxing's hand, then looked at Mu Shihuan with gentle eyebrows, and said softly, "Go, if you want me to pick you up, just call." ”
Mu Shihuan did not refuse: "Okay." ”
She nodded, looked at the little star and smiled, and then walked towards the car that Gao Yi was driving.
Gao Yi opened the car door for her as always.
Mu Shihuan's footsteps paused slightly, but it only changed in a second.
She got into the car.
In the rearview mirror, Yu Linshang was still holding the little star and standing in place, as if looking at her.
Mu Shihuan withdrew his gaze and closed his eyes.
Gao Yi drove the car, but he couldn't help but glance at Mu Shihuan from the rearview mirror, thinking of the picture he had just seen, he was in a very complicated mood, but after all, he was not qualified to say anything.
There was silence all the way, and after half an hour, it finally stopped in front of an alley.
Gao Yi led Mu Shihuan inside, arrived at a private vegetable shop, pushed open the door of the box, and whispered, "Mrs., Mr. Li is inside." ”
After the words fell, he realized his habitual title, and he was afraid that Mu Shihuan would be in a bad mood, so he hurriedly changed his words: "I'm sorry, Miss Mu." ”
Mu Shihuan didn't speak, in fact, she didn't know what she could say.
She walked into the box.
As far as the eye can see, there is only Li Jingyan alone.
At this moment, Mu Shihuan was not very surprised, and even she had expected it to be like this, so her heart was calmer than she imagined.
"Mr. Su and his wife are about fifteen minutes away, and the sophomore is on the way to pick them up." Li Jingyan was the first to break the silence, "Sit down." ”
He pulled out a chair for her, right across from him.
Mu Shihuan didn't look at him, and sat down directly across from him, wanting to say thank you coldly, but the sentence was blocked in his throat, and he couldn't make a sound no matter what.
Her body was stiff and uncontrollable.
In a trance, she felt as if she had been alone with Li Jingyan for a long time.
"Let's see."
Suddenly, Li Jingyan handed something over.
Mu Shihuan raised his head and finally said the first sentence, but he was a little hoarse and a little nervous: "What? ”
"Photos," Li Jingyan said succinctly, "about Chi Wu." ”
Mu Shihuan actually understood it at once, or rather, she guessed something.
"Are you looking for her?"
"Yes."
Really.
"Where is she?" She asked again.
Li Jingyan looked at her, and his thin lips moved and spit out two words: "Port City." ”
Mu Shihuan's heart sank.
Speculation is getting closer.
She glanced at him, his hand still in the air.
There was no urging, no reminder.
Mu Shihuan's eyelashes trembled and took it.
Open –
It's really about the photos of Chi Wu.
It's just that the other face in the photo is also very familiar.
Yu Linshang.
Chi Wu and Yu Linshang ......
Looking at the environment, it seems to be a resort island abroad.
Look at the time again......
Mu Shihuan's brows furrowed.
She remembered this day, after Little Star's birthday.
Unconsciously, Mu Shihuan pinched the photo a little harder.
Li Jingyan whispered the origin of the photo, but he didn't mention anything related to Yu Linshang at all, let alone say anything to tell her to be careful of Yu Linshang.
Mu Shihuan was silent, just staring at the photo in his hand.
Li Jingyan didn't say anything more.
Reaching out, he poured a glass of boiled water and handed it to her.
Mu Shihuan found out of the corner of his eye.
She didn't make a sound, she didn't move.
No one spoke again.
Time passed quietly, and the temperature of the cup of boiling water he poured gradually decreased.
Mu Shihuan lowered his eyes and his fingertips moved.
"Let's talk about the little stars." She said.