The atmosphere was quiet for a moment.

Li Jingyan's Adam's apple rolled up and down, looking at her, and his voice was very hoarse: "Okay." ”

Mu Shihuan didn't speak immediately.

The little star is the knot between them, and talking to him, Mu Shihuan thinks he needs courage.

She adjusted her breathing, and her nails couldn't help but dig into her palms, and the marks were printed.

After a long time, she spoke again and said, "If what you said is true, then when should I give birth to the child?" ”

She couldn't remember, but he did.

It was a special day.

Li Jingyan naturally remembered.

"It should have been born around December." He said bitterly.

December......

Mu Shihuan was in a trance.

"Little Star's birthday has just passed, and she was born in February, later than that child," she tried to calm down, but there was a surge of emotion in her heart, "Will she be?" ”

After a pause, she blinked and added, "If that child is born and survives." ”

In fact, this question is redundant, and she knows the answer.

If Yu Linshang has the heart to do something, just a date of birth can naturally be changed, not to mention that he is a doctor himself.

She didn't know what she was asking for.

Little Star's cute face flashed in her mind, and she continued to herself: "Before, I went to Hong Kong City with Yanyan, and Yanyan said...... Said that the little star's eyes were similar to mine. ”

Even if she didn't look up, she could still feel Li Jingyan's gaze falling on her.

She never responded.

"At that time, I replied to her, probably by coincidence, my eyes are also very similar to Mu Nuan, but it turns out that I am not a child of the Mu family, and I have nothing to do with Mu Nuan."

Li Jingyan also had that face in his mind.

"It's very similar." He evaluated objectively and calmly.

Mu Shihuan's heart trembled.

"She's very clingy to me," she pulled her lips, "she likes me very much, before she returned to Jiangcheng, I was almost accompanied by her, it looked like I was with her, and she even wanted me to be her mother." ”

Li Jingyan's throat suddenly obscured.

Of course he knew what this mom meant.

But he wasn't qualified to ask, and he didn't urge.

Mu Shihuan suddenly smiled: "She seems to be ...... I like you very much, the airport was the first time you met, she actually looked at you all the time, and she was very sticky to you when she arrived at the hospital, why? ”

After a pause, she finally raised her face and met her dark eyes.

"I've been thinking, if that child is still alive, that is, Xiaoxing's age, if Yu Linshang wants to do something, how simple it is, will it be her? Don't I have a paternity test for my waist? ”

The fingers that were clenched were getting tighter and tighter, and it hurt a little.

However, Mu Shihuan didn't feel anything.

"But my mind is very messy, and I thought, if it is, isn't Yu Linshang afraid that I will recover my memory? Or is he just waiting for me to regain my memory? Or is she not at all? ”

"If not, where did the kid go? Even if...... It's gone, and it shouldn't be left without a trace, right? ”

She said calmly, but looking at Li Jingyan's eyes, she couldn't help but cover a little hatred.

If it weren't for him, why would she be like this?

The lips were tightly pursed, and Mu Shihuan's chest gradually rose and fell.

She tried her best to refrain from it.

But in the end, hatred poured out.

"Li Jingyan, is it?" She threw the question to him, and after so long, called his name and looked at him without blinking.

The atmosphere quietly changed.

It's very depressing, and it's a little overwhelming.

Li Jingyan wanted to hold her hand, but he restrained it, and finally calmly told her about the conversation he had with Rong Xiuhan after leaving the hospital that day.

Then there was a long silence.

Mu Shihuan was in a trance for a moment, and she didn't say anything.

"Probably not." She lowered her head again and whispered, "Yu Linshang is not so stupid, put that kid in front of him for us to check." ”

She didn't know what she meant by that.

She has thought a lot and hesitated a lot in the past two days, but she has actually convinced herself to let go, even if Xiaoxing is really her own child, she thinks, then she should be cruel.

However, I don't know why, at the moment when she saw Li Jingyan today, she still said it.

"I don't have a ...... with you"

Before the child could say a word, he was interrupted.

"I'm looking it up, and I'll give you an answer."

Mu Shihuan's eyelashes trembled.

"Really?"

"Yes."

"Li Jingyan."

"Hmm."

Her eyes were sour, and her emotions seemed to be on the verge of getting out of control, Mu Shihuan didn't understand why she couldn't control her emotions when she saw him now.

"I don't believe you," she said, trying to convince herself, "I still don't believe a word of what you say. ”

Li Jingyan felt the change in her.

"I know." He said in a dumb voice.

"Could he just be waiting for us to do a paternity test?" Obviously, he didn't want to ask anymore and didn't want to say more, but Mu Shihuan still said it, uncontrollably.

"He didn't know I had regained my memory."

"What if he already knew?"

It seems that there are a lot of things to say, and it is blocked in the throat and confused in the mind, and more importantly, it is entangled in Mu Shihuan's heart, torturing her day and night.

She felt that she couldn't take it anymore.

Her mind suddenly became confused, and she didn't want to pour herself a glass of water, but she didn't know if her hands were shaking or she didn't hold it, and the kettle slipped out of her hand and fell on the table.

The next second, hot water splashed on her hands.

"Hiss......" She couldn't hold back, gasping in pain.

Li Jingyan stopped it too late.

The corners of his forehead jumped suddenly, and he grabbed her hand without saying a word, regardless of holding her up: "Let's go to the bathroom and flush it." ”

He took her straight away.

There was no contact for too long, almost the moment he touched him, Mu Shihuan's body tightened, and rejection and disgust poured out, and she wanted to push him away.

But, he hugged it very tightly.

She couldn't break free.

Li Jingyan felt it, but he didn't say anything, just quickly ordered when he opened the door and saw the first year of high school: "Go buy scald medicine and come back." ”

Gao Yi responded again and again and left quickly.

Li Jingyan frowned, sensing the stiffness of the body of the person in his arms, he directly hugged her.

"I'm sorry." Whispering, he hugged her and hurried to the bathroom.

Mu Shihuan remained motionless and stiffened.

But she was so close, and the familiar scorching aura enveloped her, and she couldn't ignore it.

I don't know what happened, at this moment, a lot of pictures flashed in my mind, all of which were the pictures that I had spent with him for two months but were forgotten by her.

Soon, too fast to catch.

Then, in the four days before the divorce, especially on a rainy day, he grabbed her hand and ran to the pavilion to hide from the rain, and finally it was sweet from before.

Frame by frame, scene by scene.

Too clear.

Li Jingyan walked quickly to the bathroom with her in his arms, and was about to put her down......

A tear dripped on the back of his hand.

Soon, it's the second drop, the third drop......

She cried silently.

Li Jingyan's body froze, and his thin lips pursed.

The Adam's apple rolled heavily, and his ribcage was dull, and he lowered her down, turned on the faucet, and grabbed her hot hand and lowered it to rinse it underwater.

The water was cold.

Against her, there is also his.

The two of them held hands together.

She was still crying, without a sound, but this made Li Jingyan's emotions surge.

He knew she wasn't in the right mood, but he didn't expect it to be so.

"Don't cry," he whispered, stroking her cheek with his fingertips, gently and gently wiping her tears.

However, her tears were falling more and more, and she couldn't stop it.

For just a moment, her eyes were hazy with tears, and her cheeks were wet with tears.

The throat was unusually difficult, and at this moment, Li Jingyan was speechless.

In the end, he hugged her in his arms with one hand.

"It'll be fine, everything will end soon," cautiously, he kissed her hair with thin lips, his voice low and tight, "Mu Shihuan, I promise." ”

He didn't know what to say to comfort him.

But she was still shedding tears, and every drop seemed to fall on his heart.

It's hot.

It hurts.

"Mu Shihuan ......"

"Sometimes I hate you so much." A very muffled voice with a crying tone suddenly sounded.

Li Jingyan's body froze.

Mu Shihuan's eyes were hazy with tears, and she couldn't help crying at all, she couldn't say what was wrong with her.

Is it to be cried in pain?

But she has experienced more painful moments.

Is it because I saw him?

Mu Shihuan couldn't speak, the hand that wasn't hot unconsciously clutched his clothes tightly, and her tears quickly wet his clothes, fainting a deep piece.

She couldn't help it: "Why are you telling me this, why are you making it hard for me day and night, why are you lying to me and using my ......"

Every word trembled.

She was not the one who would say this, and she also thought that after that dark day when life and death could not be lived, her heart should have been as hard as iron and would never be affected by him again.

But at this moment, not only did he not, but he couldn't even control his emotions.

She seems to be a different person.

It was as if she was walking alone on a very dark road, unable to see the ahead, nor the light, nor even the way she came.

"If it weren't for you," she clutched at his clothes, hating to vent all her hatred, "I wouldn't be like this if it weren't for you, you deliberately didn't make me feel better, right?" ”

She didn't seem to realize what she was talking about anymore, and just wanted to vent all the emotions that were holding her down.

"You hate me, so you don't want a divorce, you want to torture me, and you tell me that, you also want to torture me...... Li Jingyan, how can you do this? The hand holding his clothes suddenly weakened and drooped.

Her whole body seemed to have lost support, if it weren't for him holding her.

"Li Jingyan ......"

She finally cried, but even the crying was forbearance and restraint.

The bottom of her eyes was dark and thick, and Li Jingyan's throat rolled up and down with difficulty, and the hand holding her turned to hold the side of her face, and her fingertips rubbed carefully on her skin.

Gentle, but also pious.

"I'm sorry." He said in a dumb voice.

Emotions collided wantonly, he looked at her crying red eyes, and finally couldn't help but kiss it.

Kiss her tears.