Mu Shihuan wanted to dodge.

But he held it tightly, and it was a tightness that she couldn't break free no matter what.

"I'll send you." Looking at the side of her face with deep eyes, Li Jingyan said in a deep voice, "I'm not at ease." ”

But in fact, unease is one of the reasons, and more importantly, he wants to get along with her more, wants to see her, wants to stay with her, even if nothing is good, even if she treats her coldly.

Without giving her a chance to refuse, he took her hand and led her away.

When he walked to the door to open the door, Mu Shihuan struggled again.

Unfortunately, it is still useless.

The scorching heat came from the palm of his hand, invaded her skin, and then reached the limbs.

Her body froze.

When she came back to her senses, she had been taken to the car by him.

He opened the passenger door for her, and even then, his hand did not let go.

She didn't move.

The warm winter sun shrouded him, and from a very close distance, Mu Shihuan raised his head to look at him.

She wanted to say, why bother.

However, her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and she could not make a sound.

He didn't say a word, but the meaning was obvious, if he wanted to send her, he would definitely send her, even if she rejected and disgusted, even if it was ......

In the end, Mu Shihuan retracted his gaze and bent down into the car.

And his hand finally let go of her.

The door closes.

Li Jingyan bypassed the front of the car, opened the door and entered, and caught a glimpse of her sitting distracted, pursing her thin lips and leaning closer.

When the breath came strongly, Mu Shihuan's body froze suddenly, and all the nerves seemed to be tense.

"Seat belts." The first time keenly aware, Li Jingyan reminded in a hoarse voice.

Mu Shihuan's eyelashes kept trembling, and she reached out to touch the seat belt.

The man's hand was one step faster than hers.

Her arms were sideways, and her bone-piercing harness was fastened for her.

He lowered his head, did not look at her, did not force her, did not deliberately delay time, and returned to his seat after tying it.

The breath is less intense.

However, it still lingered on the tip of Mu Shihuan's nose, silently invading her pores, bringing her a familiar and unfamiliar feeling.

Her eyes were wide open, her focus was lost, but her fingers unconsciously clenched the seat beneath her.

I don't know if she has been crying for too long, or if she hasn't indulged her emotions like she did today, her eyes are a little hot and painful at the moment, and even the sour feeling is still rampage.

It's as if I'm going to cry again at any time.

Too tired.

Mu Shihuan closed his eyes and looked out the window.

Li Jingyan noticed it, but he didn't say anything, and instructed to start the car silently.

Bentley made its way down the road.

In the cramped space, silence spreads, so quiet that you can hear even a pin falling.

Still depressing.

It's just that no one pierced it.

The place to eat is not close to Mu Shihuan's park, about forty minutes.

Holding the steering wheel with both hands, staring ahead, Li Jingyan's thin lips pursed very tightly, and quietly, the speed of the car was deliberately slowed down by him.

Privately, he just wanted this road to be longer.

Maybe God took pity on him, when he was almost halfway through the road, in addition to the traffic jam in front of him, he wanted to turn around and change the road, but there were other cars behind the car and couldn't move.

Li Jingyan's hand holding the steering wheel tightened.

The Adam's apple was obscure, and he turned his head to explain: "...... ahead"

The words came to an abrupt end.

She fell asleep.

His face was facing him, and his reddened eyes were exceptionally clear.

Probably because she didn't sleep well enough, her brows were wrinkled, and her whole person seemed to be still in a tense state.

Li Jingyan stared at it for a moment, and he couldn't get enough of it.

His breathing subconsciously slowed and didn't want to wake her up, but his hand couldn't help but rise, wanting to caress her face.

The arm stiffened in mid-air.

In the middle of the night, he quietly unbuckled his seat belt and leaned closer.

touched her hair with his hand and helped her brush the strands that had fallen away, the side of her face became more and more obvious, and tears were faintly visible.

Li Jingyan's throat became more and more difficult, and his breathing became faintly difficult.

"Shi Huan." He whispered her name, too low to hear, his fingertips brushing lightly against the skin of her cheek.

In the end, he still didn't hold back, and his thin lips imprinted on her forehead.

"I'm sorry," his thin lips pressed against her reluctant to part, his palm touching her face, he moved gently, "everything will be over, soon, I promise." ”

The heart is beating, but in the end it is still out of control.

The eyelids drooped, and when he caught a glimpse of her red lips, he couldn't help himself after all, Li Jingyan lowered his head and kissed it gently, not daring to use force.

A very light kiss, extremely restrained.

"I love you."

With her lips pressed against hers, Li Jingyan was reluctant to leave, so she kept this posture for a long time.

Until, a horn sounded from behind.

The scene of the accident was dealt with and traffic began.

Finally, with a gentle kiss on her lips, Li Jingyan got up and parted with her, re-fastened his seat belt and started the car.

He didn't notice that the fingers of Mu Shihuan's right hand trembled.

Silence is back in the car.

Beyond that, there is the crossroads.

Turning left is the direction of her apartment, a thought flashed in her heart, Li Jingyan took the steering wheel from the straight road to the right turn lane, and after the red light, drove directly in another direction.

Drive aimlessly along the road.

He was the only one who was awake from beginning to end, and there was still silence in the car, but for him, it was a gift.

From time to time, he would turn his head to look at her, and see that she was still asleep, and the emotions in his heart would turn a thousand times.

After turning around like this for more than half an hour, Li Jingyan stopped on the side of the road.

He didn't wake her up, just looked at her sideways, after all, he couldn't help it, he reached out and rubbed her face, his eyes were full of tenderness.

I want to keep it like this.

If he could, God would have treated him with special favors.

He knew in his heart that it couldn't be.

No amount of greed is a burden and rejection for her.

Thinking of this, he withdrew his hand despite reluctance.

A heavy pound ran through his chest, and he closed his eyes, then turned his head to look out the window.

Across the road is the mall.

After a few moments, he pushed the door and got out of the car, locked the door, and walked briskly to the opposite side.

When there was no longer him in the car, Mu Shihuan's tightly closed eyes finally opened.

Her eyelashes fluttered, and she didn't move.

Actually, she woke up early.

When he kissed up.

The phrase "I love you" was very soft, but she heard it anyway.

It was extremely clear, and the words fell on her heart.

It hurts.

It's very uncomfortable.

The sourness in the eye sockets surged again, and there were tears as if they could no longer hold back, and finally, a tear slipped from the corner of the eye.

She didn't wipe it, but maintained her original posture with her eyes lost.

But there was a voice in her heart saying something, as if it was bewitching, and although her fingers were clenched one by one to try to resist it, in the end, she still turned her head stiffly.

Across the road, in fact, his figure has long been unclear.

But Mu Shihuan still saw it at a glance.

He stood in front of a small vendor selling roasted sweet potatoes, with a tall and tall figure, no matter how far away he was, no matter how many people around, he was the most dazzling one.

Looking at it, some images drilled into her ears-

At that dinner, she appeared in front of everyone for the first time and saw him and Mu Nuan together, but later he was pressed against the wall and kissed by him behind the curtains.

Later, he took her away.

It was also a roasted sweet potato, and she wanted to eat it, but he lowered his head and took a bite where she had bitten it.

Then she crossed the street, but she didn't look at the road, and almost had an accident, and he said a few words to her with an ugly face......

The picture gradually became clearer, as if it had just happened in front of my eyes.

The next moment, however, was blurry.

Mu Shihuan blinked, it turned out that it was the mist floating in front of her eyes, which was covered by tears.

His figure gradually blurred.

It's a lot like holding back, but it's uncontrollable.

Tear after tear fell.

It's been a long, long time since she's cried like this, and the night she reappeared in the city in the hospital was just a drama to force him to divorce, but today, she couldn't control it.

Her whole person is like being thrown into the abyss of emotions, no one can help her, she can't see the light, only the boundless darkness, only herself.

She couldn't help but cry.

She should no longer be the one who shed tears, from the moment she escaped death and opened her eyes, she told herself that she must not shed another tear.

But......

Mu Shihuan knew very well that her emotions were wrong, very wrong.

All kinds of suffering and discomfort swallowed her up, and she couldn't save herself.

She even ...... I want to follow a voice in my heart, indulge myself for a day, and rely on him for a day, but every time this thought comes out, what she thinks of is that this year of life and death can't be.

I thought of the feeling that the whole person was immersed in the cold river water that day, and the bones were in severe pain.

I can't let go, and I can't convince myself.

With tears in her eyes, she saw a man crossing the street and walking towards her.

Step by step, it seems like a long time has passed.

Mu Shihuan finally turned his face away, wiped away his tears vigorously, and forced himself not to do this again.

After a while, she heard the sound of the car door opening.

He sat up, bringing a chill.

The milk tea and sweet potatoes in the hand are hot.

He handed it to her, "You haven't eaten much at noon." ”

Without waiting for her to pick it up, and without giving her a chance to refuse, he directly put the thing in the palm of her hand.

"Be careful." After a pause, he added, "I'll get out of the car and smoke a cigarette." ”

He knew she didn't want to see him.

Soon, Mu Shihuan heard the sound of the car door closing again.

He's gone.

She lowered her eyes, it was indeed a roasted sweet potato, and a cup of matcha latte milk tea.

After staring at it for a long time, her fingers peeled off the skin of the sweet potato little by little.

When she took a bite, it should have been very sweet, but she couldn't taste it.

It was hot, and she ate very slowly, very gently.

She took another sip of milk tea, still, no taste.

She wanted to finish it, but in the end she only drank a few sips, and the sweet potato in her palm was not too big, but she couldn't finish it, as if something was stopping her from asking for his friendship.

Finally, she put it away and put it in the center console.

Raising her gaze, she inevitably saw Li Jingyan in the rearview mirror.

He smoked a cigarette, and the smoke was so thick and distant that he couldn't see his expression clearly.

Suddenly......