Mu Shihuan seemed to be out of control of her emotions, as if she was walking on the edge of a cliff, one step forward was the abyss, but behind was Li Jingyan who she didn't want to see.

There is no way to advance or retreat.

She was vaguely conscious, she could know her abnormality at the moment, and there was a voice in her heart that persuaded her to wake up, but the voice was too weak, suppressed by another voice, and it couldn't work at all.

She was in a daze, she didn't know what she was doing, she didn't know what she was talking about.

Until, a hot kiss came up.

The familiar and unfamiliar long-lost feeling made her heart tremble.

She wanted to get out of the way.

However, she couldn't dodge, and Li Jingyan imprisoned her and hugged her very tightly.

So she pushed him, and even used her hands and feet in disregard of the image, but it still didn't work.

She was always locked in his arms.

The tip of his nose was full of his breath, familiar and intense.

Once, how much she liked it.

But now......

It was as if the heart was touched deeply, and the remaining suppressed things could no longer be restrained, and they surged out.

She cried so heartbroken that she couldn't help herself, as if she had let go of everything.

Tear after tear slipped.

It wet her face, and it also wet Li Jingyan.

The body froze, and he stopped kissing.

At close range, her tears were hazy, and there was no dry spot on her face.

She opened her eyes and looked at herself.

There was confusion, hatred, rejection in his eyes, and other emotions that he couldn't distinguish at the moment.

"I'm sorry." Trembling slightly, he wiped away her tears again, and his deep voice was extremely tight, "Mu Shihuan, I'm sorry." ”

It was as if he didn't know what he could say at the moment except for a word of sorry.

He knew equally well that he couldn't say anything, and she didn't want to listen.

"I'm sorry."

He wiped away her tears, hugged her into his arms again, kissed her hair with thin lips, and called her name over and over again: "Shi Huan......"

Shi Huan...... Shi Huan......

In the haze, it was like someone calling her in the depths of her memory, and it was like being in a dream.

Mu Shihuan knew in a trance that it was Lu Ye and Li Jingyan.

Her mood was fluctuating, she grabbed his clothes with one hand, and cried bitterly: "How can you be like this, why do you ...... me like this"

A lot continued to flash in her mind, including him, and her father Mu Jingzhou, who brought her back to Jiangcheng.

"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have lived in a lie," every word in her heart wanted to pop out, and she complained, "If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't be like this, it's all you......"

Tears quickly wet his coat, leaving deep traces of water.

The more she cried, the more uncontrollable her emotions became, and so did her whole person.

Li Jingyan hugged her with one hand, listening to her accusations, and the jaw line was tense to the extreme.

"I'm sorry." He said hoarsely.

Mu Shihuan couldn't hear it, she was still immersed in her emotions and couldn't extricate herself.

Gao Yi quickly bought scald cream and came back, and what he saw was such a picture.

He didn't bother, but silently stepped back and blocked the way to the bathroom, giving them enough space.

The cry was small and small.

The first year of high school heard clearly.

He remembered that Mr. Li was out of control on the day his wife had an accident, and remembered Mr. Li's self-torture this year.

He couldn't help but wonder if his wife could open up after today.

She and Mr. Li are too bitter.

Maybe it was because the emotions had been pent up for too long, or maybe it was due to physical reasons, gradually, crying and crying, Mu Shihuan lost his strength, and his voice slowly became smaller, and finally only sobbing.

Her fingers were still gripping his clothes, their tips white, extremely hard.

The eyes are hazy, and so is the heart.

"If it weren't for you......" smelling the breath that belonged to him, Mu Shihuan thought that he could control it, but after all, he looked down on himself, "How good it should be." ”

"If I didn't meet you......"

Li Jingyan's heart trembled violently.

"Shi Huan," he couldn't help interrupting her words after all, tried his best to restrain himself, and said in a deep voice, "If I hadn't met you, my life wouldn't be complete." ”

He was right in her ear, and the words were clearly in her ears.

Every word seemed to be engraved on her heart.

So hard.

Mu Shihuan's breathing suddenly stopped, she bit her lip tightly, and the hand holding his clothes became harder and harder.

Li Jingyan knew that maybe there was no chance at this moment.

The palm of his hand covered the back of her head, and he stroked it gently, gently, and every word that came out of his mouth was: "My past is faith, but for me, you too, I can't give up." ”

Air, stagnant.

No one spoke.

After a while, Li Jingyan took her hand out from under the faucet with half-closed eyes, and then picked her up horizontally: "The medicine should be bought back, I'll help you apply it." ”

He strode back to the box.

Gao Yi guarded at the entrance, and as soon as he saw the two of them coming out, he immediately followed silently, and when he arrived at the box to put down the ointment, he retreated, and took the door intimately, and guarded the door to prevent others from approaching.

The tears that couldn't be shed were stained on Mu Shihuan's eyelashes.

Li Jingyan calmly pulled out a tissue and gently wiped it for her, his eyes never took his eyes off her, even if she closed her eyes and didn't want to see herself.

The tip of his heart tingled, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down.

Finally, he opened the ointment, squeezed some out of his fingertips, lifted her hot hand, and rubbed it gently.

The ointment is cool, and as soon as it comes into contact, Mu Shihuan feels it, even if the vision is missing.

However, the lack of vision leads to an extraordinary sharpness of the other senses.

His breath, the temperature and movements of his fingertips, his gaze, his ......

Mu Shihuan's eyelashes trembled uncontrollably.

Her eyes seemed to be very painful and sore, and she wanted to burst out again with tears, and she was forced to go back, but she didn't know how long she could endure it, and she didn't know if it would get out of control to the end.

She tried to avoid his touch.

However, as soon as her hand moved, she was tightly clenched by Li Jingyan.

"Don't move." Li Jingyan lowered his gaze and said in a dumb voice.

In fact, there are not many hot places, so you can apply some well.

But he couldn't bear it.

Reluctant to give this opportunity, reluctant to leave, reluctant to the temperature of her skin, even if she rejects herself.

It's just that no matter how reluctant you are, if you apply it for a long time, there will be an end to it.

Can't force it.

The medicine was applied, but he still didn't let go, holding her, he didn't want to let go for a long time.

He looked at her face, but after all, he still couldn't restrain himself, and leaned over to hug her again.

"Shi Huan." His name almost overflowed from the depths of her throat.

As soon as he approached, his breath became intense, almost reflexive, and Mu Shihuan struggled, just trying to let go.

"Let go of me." She cried.

Li Jingyan didn't let go, and even hugged her tightly.

"Can you let me hug for a while, just for a while, huh?" The hoarse and tense words followed suit, and he lowered his posture, almost pleadingly.

It's been too long.

He hadn't hugged her for so long, and he had forgotten that feeling.

"Shi Huan." He whispered her name, but he didn't know what to say for a moment.

Mu Shihuan's hand was still stiff and drooping, and one voice after another in her heart was telling her that she should push him away and never have anything to do with him anymore no matter what.

But......

Whenever her hand wanted to be raised, but it weighed like a thousand pounds, but she couldn't lift it completely and couldn't push him away.

She just let him hold it.

The sobs gradually became quieter, and the tense and stiff voice did not change at some point.

Her eyes were unfocused, and somewhere in her heart there was a quiet change.

……

Outside the box.

When Su Tuo arrived with his wife gently, he saw Gao Yi guarding outside.

"Jing Yan is in there?" He asked, lowering his voice.

When he met Su Tuo in the first year of high school, he shook his head when he heard the words: "Mr. Li is here," and after a pause, he added, "Mr. Su, can you please go next door with your wife and wait for a while?" Wife...... She's in there too. ”

He was actually embarrassed to say this, but after all, he thought that Mr. Li and his wife could untie the knot and reconcile as soon as possible, so he didn't care about his identity and said the request.

Although Su Tuo's foundation is in Beicheng, he has heard a little about this side of things, and he has also heard about the divorce between Li Jingyan and Mu Shihuan.

"No problem." He didn't hesitate, and dragged Wen Wen to the next box.

Gao Yi is grateful.

Gentleness is a woman, her heart is more delicate, her feelings are more sensitive, and after a sigh in her heart, she couldn't help asking: "You say, can the two of them reconcile as before?" I used to be so loving, and if I said divorce, I would divorce ......"

To this day, she still remembers the scene when Li Jingyan brought Mu Shihuan to Beicheng.

She can see clearly, the two are clearly in love, although Li Jingyan doesn't say it, her eyes are full of Mu Shihuan, and her eyes can't deceive people.

Can ...... now

She couldn't help but look at Su Tuo.

Su Tuo shook his head and sighed: "I don't know, the world is unpredictable, like who would have thought that they would divorce?" ”

"There is also a saying, it is said that things are done by people." Gentleness can't see the end of the relationship, she doesn't know whether to comfort herself, or comfort the two of them in the air, "They will be together, only each other still loves each other." ”

"I hope so."

Not long after the two sat down, Gao Yi reappeared and apologized for inviting the two over.

As soon as I entered the box, I saw Li Jingyan and Mu Shihuan sitting opposite each other.

The two didn't say anything, didn't mention the past, and didn't ask about the current situation, it was like a reunion of friends, and the topic of conversation was very warm.

But because Su Tuo came here for Chi Wu's business, it was inevitable that he would mention these, and even more inevitably, he would mention the man who was with Chi Wu now.

Li Jingyan can tell the simple information, can't, Su Tuo is not reluctant.

The four of them chatted while eating, and the atmosphere looked pretty good.

It's just that Mu Shihuan never spoke, except for saying hello to Wen Wen.

Her state is not right, and she feels it with a moment of gentleness, but she is not qualified to say anything.

After a meal, it was almost time to talk about it, and Su Tuo said goodbye gently.

The two quickly left.

When only himself and Li Jingyan were left in the box again, Mu Shihuan took a long time to react.

She got up to leave.

hand, but was held by Li Jingyan.

Very strong.