Another week passed in a blink of an eye, and during this period, Lao Cai did toss for a few days like chicken blood, and then it was estimated that it was because there was really no way to toss any tricks, so he also withered. Lying in the dormitory every day, like a terminally ill person who has no pursuit of life.

Ate, slept, slept, ate, and abandoned the treatment .......

The weather is getting colder and colder, and Lewd is still keen to clean up and dress himself. There are many more feminine items in the dormitory, such as delicate and small mirrors, combs, gel water, and big treasures...... And so on a bunch of messes.

I guess it's stimulated by the belly. Since the relationship was made public, the belly has become more and more unscrupulous, and every moment is like a chicken blood, even if it is sprinkled with dog food on the phone every night until late at night.

Although I really can't understand how two people who date every day have so many topics to talk about.

Love is really a strong medicine, and the belly that played games with us all night with a scruffy beard in the first two months couldn't stand the drug, and was ...... drugged to death.

A good relationship can indeed transform a man, and that's true.

……。

Lewd and anxious to meet the other half of his life...... In fact, this is not entirely true, because anyone who sees a beautiful little girl feels that he has met a lover, but the lover is not his.

So strictly speaking, it should be said that he is eager to attract the other half of his life, so he tried to make up for his congenital deficiencies with external objects at all costs, and once reached the state of madness.

That night he suggested dyeing his hair, saying that it would look cool that way, and that he would have to dye it in a dazzling color so that his goddess would notice him in the middle of nowhere.

However, it seemed that he was a little lonely to dye his hair by himself, so he tried to drag the three of us into the water.

Belly naturally refused, and when Lewd proposed this, he snorted, and said with a stupid look: "Childish." ”

I didn't care, but thinking that my hair was too harsh was not conducive to my low-key style, I refused.

Lao Cai, who was lying on the bed, heard this proposal, and his eyes lit up, so the two hit it off, and left the dormitory hand in hand that night.

By the time they got back, it was almost eleven o'clock, and they pulled me and Belly out of bed, saying that they were admiring their new looks.

I'm quite speechless, and we're not women, so let's enjoy a chicken feather.

But don't really say it, the color changes, and the shape is made, it really looks like that.

Lao Cai was a rooster head when he first saw it, but this time it was changed to red, and the piercing eyes were indeed piercing, but

There's nothing new anymore. It's obscene, I made a Korean version of the style, dyed yellow, not as out of line as Lao Cai's red, it's easier to accept, and it's the first time I do my hair, and I look really handsome.

Positive comments on the new looks of the two of them, so they can finally sleep peacefully.

I fell asleep quickly after the lights went out, and then ...... Dreaming again!

It's still that dream.

In the past few days, I have noticed that the frequency of that dream has increased again, at first it only appeared once in a while, and since I ended my life of playing games all night in an Internet café, that dream has basically been repeated every night.

I won't mention the previous part.,I really don't want to mention the stupid guy who asked me if I blame him.,It's that dick every time.。

But in the latter part, the feeling of looking at the world and controlling the world like a god made me more and more obsessed. I quite enjoy that feeling, although there are no human emotions, whether it is happiness or sadness, these emotions are replaced by numbness and indifference, but I feel that it seems that is the state after a person has cultivated to the highest level.

Doesn't Buddhism pay attention to getting rid of the seven emotions and six desires? I think that feeling is the feeling that a monk who has attained enlightenment can have.

All living beings have appearances, whether they are love or hate, or retribution of virtue or resentment, all because everything in this world has cause and effect, cause and effect cycle, and heaven and earth are fair.

Accustomed to seeing the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of life, I have supreme power, but I don't want to change all this. Let everyone's life follow cause and effect, I am the one who controls and the spectator.

……

I am intoxicated by the supreme power that governs the world, and no one in this world can escape my control, and no one dares to disobey my will.

This power is wonderful, yes, really wonderful.

So when the voice that scolded me appeared, my indifferent mood inexplicably fluctuated, it was anger.

I screamed in all directions, my eyes red.

And with this slightest fluctuation, the world actually began to tremble. It seems that I can tear this world apart at a single thought, and my anger is unbearable.

The voice reappeared, with a thick mockery: "Isn't it wonderful to be in control of the common people?" ”

This mocking tone made me very unhappy, but I nodded subconsciously.

At this time, the voice sounded again, as if coming from all directions, without a specific direction, and the tone was still full of mockery.

"But it's all fake, it's a dream. In reality, the girl you love is dead, and you can't save it. Your favorite grandfather will never be reborn on the way back to the soul, and you are powerless. If you also have this kind of strength at this time in reality, you only need one thought, and your beloved girl can be resurrected, and your grandfather can be liberated from the soul road and even yang. ”

"No, it's not, it's fake, it's all fake! I don't have any beloved girls, I don't have relatives, I am God, a god who controls the people in the world. ”

I roared around, anger escalating to a climax. I want to find this voice and destroy this disobedient man who pretends to be a god.

"Who are you, you come out for me...... Come out! ”

The world finally couldn't bear my wrath anymore, and it shattered little by little as if it had experienced some irresistible disaster.

"Go back, go back and face that cowardly self! If you really have a trace of blood, defeat me and replace me. At that time, in the face of absolute power, all suffering will disappear ....... ”

The world finally couldn't bear it anymore and completely shattered when that voice fell.

I also woke up from my dreams.

……。

It wasn't dawn yet, and I couldn't calm down while lying in bed.

The dream was so real, so real that I completely lost myself.

So much so that when I just woke up from the dream, I was still angry.

The god-like feeling was gone, and I felt completely that I was a mortal.

I think of my grandfather, in order to save me, his old man was lost in the way of returning to the soul, if he didn't save me, now I am lost on the way back to the soul and will never be reborn.

Compared to death, it is ten thousand times more painful to never live beyond life.

But what about me?

Messing around with his life, he didn't live as he expected, and he didn't find a way to save him.

And Song Mink, a girl who was willing to die for me. Afraid that I would blame myself, the last words left to me were still comforting me with the word fate.

What bullshit fate, it's all fake.

It's me, I've been deceiving myself. Is it true that there is no possibility of reversal of all this?

No!

I remembered the feeling in my dream that I could decide the fate of the world in a single thought, and I questioned myself.

yes, that feeling is so powerful, why should there be a sense of powerlessness? Why resign yourself to fate?

As long as I work hard, one day I will be able to free my grandfather from the way back to his soul, and even resurrect Song Mink.

Zhang Daoling, the patriarch of the Zhengyi faction, is also a god-like figure who has been cultivated step by step by mortals.

Speaking closer, a hundred years ago, Maoshan Patriarch Fan Tianji was a god, wasn't he also a mortal?

There must be a way, there must be a ......!

Thinking of this, a thought that I had never dared to have before came to my mind.

I want to find the Sanqing Qimen and the Sanqing Divination, and find the legendary spell that is enough to reverse heaven and earth.