Life has no fixed track, and I'm back to the days when I didn't know what to do.

There are four people in the dormitory, the belly is busy studying and falling in love, and the obscene is busy cleaning up and dressing up, ready to start a relationship, only Lao Cai is the same as me, doing nothing all day.

The winter in Kunming is not very cold, most of the time it is a sunny day, and Lao Cai and I squatted on the campus for artificial ...... Smoking a cigarette by the lake, Lao Cai suddenly spat at the mouth and said to me: "Xiaoli, these days are too boring, or let's go back to our old business!" ”

Resume one's former profession?

I looked at Lao Cai with a questioning face, and after being stunned for a moment, I suddenly remembered that what Lao Cai was talking about should be what he did in the days when ghosts were 'flooded' in high school, although it didn't seem to have done anything, but almost hollowed out his body.

Looking back, what did I do in the first place! The ghost confiscated a few, and the point was that the money was not earned.

Money, thinking of such a thing as money, I suddenly looked at Lao Cai with a vigilant gaze.

The heart of capitalism is really not dead......

Lao Cai saw me looking at him vigilantly, and asked me inexplicably, "What's wrong?" ”

I laughed, shook my head and said no.

I put the cigarette stick on the stone under my buttocks and knocked it, and after cleaning the ashes, I pinned it on my waist, I lay down on the ground, looked at the sky and said to Lao Cai: "Your idea is very good and very constructive, but how can there be so many demons and monsters in this society, haven't you seen anything for so long?" ”

Lao Cai nodded, lay down next to me, sighed, and said, "Alas, it's also ......."

After finishing speaking, he turned his head sideways to look at me, his eyes lit up, and said, "Why don't we go out and look for it." Isn't there a saying that says? 'If there is difficulty, you must go up, and if there is no difficulty, you must go up'. ”

I nodded subconsciously, and suddenly realized that there seemed to be something wrong with Lao Cai's words. If there is no difficulty, you have to go on the difficulty? This man is not a fool.

Thinking of this, I looked at Lao Cai with a disgusted gaze: Will I become a fool if I play with fools for a long time?

Lao Cai didn't care about this, and said to me with a smile: "I know what you're thinking, isn't this sentence very realistic to say at this moment?" ”

I thought about it, and it seemed like it was. Originally, life was safe and stable, but I had to take the initiative to find some demons and monsters, and I did have the intention of creating difficulties. It's still a bit of a fool, though.

I can't raise any interest in my heart, if I take the initiative to meet me, I will definitely care, but if I don't meet it, forget it, I can't live like a person, so why bother thinking about saving the common people.

Although it is sad to say this, it is not like a person can say it. But I am

In this way, if you can't get used to it, you will come and kill me, and if you can't get it, you will stand and play on the side.

In fact, when I recalled my mentality at that time, I realized that since then, my mentality has been distorted, but fortunately, this distortion is not a serious psychopath, and it does not threaten the peace and stability of the country and society.

Compared with the original idea of wanting to restart the Great Array against the Heavens, this attitude of indifference to society is undoubtedly much healthier. At best, I can only say that I am a rotten wood that cannot be carved, and I am selfish. No matter how serious it is, it's just a matter of using some words in my evaluation: 'It's a waste of air to be alive, and a waste of land to be dead'.

How many people in this world are not in this state? So I can figure it out too.

I was not interested in Lao Cai's proposal at all, but I didn't want to hurt Lao Cai's confidence, so I said to him: "You go and inquire, it just so happens that your "Cloth Clothes Divine Calculation" can come in handy, and it is a professional counterpart." ”

Although Lao Cai's "Cloth Cloth Divine Calculation" cannot reach the point of accurately calculating where ghosts appear, it is second only to the magic of "Sanqing Divination", and can always calculate some clues, just let him exercise, anyway, he has learned it if he doesn't learn it, and the five disadvantages and three deficiencies have also been fulfilled, so there is no need to use it in vain. And if you practice well now, you can come in handy in the future.

The most important thing is that Lao Cai can't stand the current state of idleness, but I enjoy it a lot, lie down anywhere alone, the day will pass, the days should be like this. With Lao Cai chattering beside me, I was very hurt.

Lao Cai really came to the spirit when he heard me say this, got up from the ground in three or two, patted his ass and left, and when he left, he told me that he would take the lead first, so that I would be ready to play at any time.

I smiled and nodded to Lao Cai and encouraged him to do a good job.

Lao Cai definitely insisted on not being able to hold on for three days, which I know in my heart, after all, this world is not what it used to be. And the three Qingluo have disappeared with Brother Bu Zheng, and the ghost knows where Brother Bu Zheng went. The most important thing is that Brother Bu Zheng is not only the owner of the Three Qing Fall, he also has a very mysterious identity, if my guess is correct, Brother Bu Zheng is definitely not an ordinary person, maybe he also learned spells such as "Three Qing Charms", and his ability should be much stronger than me.

Such a person will undoubtedly deal with the evil brought by the Sanqing Fall very well, and it will not be my turn to make a move.

A large number of ghosts that suddenly appeared and disappeared during high school are a perfect example, during that time, the brother disappeared every night, and during the day, he slept on the table with a black smoke ring on his head. The connection is visible to anyone with a discerning eye.

After Lao Cai left, I sat up, not because I was uncomfortable lying down, but I had a cigarette stick pinned to my waist, and I always felt that something was panicked when I lay down.

Some people may think that I often carry my grandfather's cigarette stick because I want to find a trace of sustenance, and it is undeniable that I did it subconsciously before

Yes, I can't accept the fact that my grandfather left me, so I carry his old man's cigarette stick with me, which makes me feel a lot better, and I always feel that my grandfather has not left me, and he is still by my side.

But now I'm really in love with the smell of smoking with a stick, and the stick has become a must-have for me when I smoke.

Although I dare not deny that there is still a trace of sustenance in my heart, it is also an indisputable fact that I am addicted.

I sat on the edge of the small pond, my eyes wandering away from the leaves drifting in the pond, and I didn't think about anything, but unconsciously took out another cigarette and lit it.

It's no secret that I smoke with a cigarette stick, not only have I seen it more than once, but I have also seen it with many strangers, including the idle people around me when surfing the Internet in Internet cafes, and the people I don't know well at school.

Although it still seems to be different, I have never cared about the outside world's opinion. Finger and point, just point and point, say I'm pretending to be forced, say I'm pretending to be forced! It's tiring to care too much, and I don't care about it at all.

Smoke rose from front of my eyes, a little choking. I was reminded of the dream I had that night a few months ago.

In fact, when I looked back, I suddenly realized that the direction of my life seemed to be closely related to my own dreams.

For example, Liu Xiaorong, such as Xiaomeng.......

All of this has become a reality, and it has a corresponding ending. The only thing I didn't have an answer to was the stupid guy I couldn't see clearly, but kept asking me if I blamed him.

I have rarely had that dream since I left, and the stupidity that used to jump out every night to disgust me seemed to disappear with the disappearance of Xiaomeng, and gradually I became accustomed to sleeping peacefully until I woke up naturally.

But that night more than three months ago he reappeared, this time the dream was very different, although I still couldn't see his face, but then the feeling of dominating all beings was so real, and the voice that scolded me for being a coward, it was a completely unfamiliar voice, I didn't know who he was.

I also thought that it was all just a dream, and the dream would pass when I woke up, but in connection with my previous experience, I vaguely felt that this dream would also indicate something.

While smoking, I went through all the details of the dream in my mind, and found that there was no obvious connection, so I had to give up.

Anyway, I can't stop it from coming, why do you want to do so much?

I thought to myself, knocked the ash off the stick, and lay down again in a position that was as comfortable as possible.

I know that my psychology at this moment is very much like a little daughter-in-law surrounded by three or five big Han people, and what happens next is really not my responsibility, so I just let it be

Lie down......