Today is a very memorable day, and a lot seems to be going well today. The most noteworthy thing is the visit of AH and N, which is a bit unexpected, and it should be considered an uninvited guest. I agreed to go to play table tennis together after work early in the morning, but the activity room has not been open until now, so I had to give up. AH has an inexplicable toothache today and can't eat. I want to go to the activity room below the apartment to play, N wants to accompany my roommate to get medicine, I said I want me to come and ask you to take it. N replied AH toothache, what else to eat. I said let's drink porridge, I was just busy with today's quality month activities before getting off work to change clothes. By the time I rode out, I still had three apples left in my bag that I had given my colleague today, and I was going to bring her two. N replied that I don't need to do it today another day, and it's inconvenient for me to think about it, so I said I'll go home directly. N replied that I made an appointment to play table tennis tomorrow and asked me if I would go after work, and I said that I would go early after work tomorrow, and I would give you the apple by the way.

I didn't eat much at noon today, and I felt very hungry when I got off work, thinking that today's plans would be frustrated, and I didn't want to go home to cook. I hadn't eaten Lanzhou ramen for a long time, so I rode to the Lanzhou ramen restaurant on Hongye Road, but instead of ramen, I ordered a fried noodle sheet. Just paid and sat down to play on my phone, received a message from N that we will go to your house. I thought it was Sunday, and I said I was going home soon. N reply is convenient now, I was a little overjoyed and felt very sudden, overwhelmed and unprepared. I said what to eat, do you want to order takeout? She asked me what I was eating, and I said I wanted to cook instant noodles. N said that AH wants to drink porridge and cook it thicker, but she doesn't drink it herself.

I felt that the time was a little too late, and I didn't have the heart to eat the fried noodles I wanted, so I asked the boss to pack them and prepare to take them away. N said that they hadn't set off yet, and they would set off from the dormitory to get ready to take 108. I said that I knew I would take you after work, but my battery car is only enough to carry one person, which is quite embarrassing. I sent them the address of the community, and the bus stop was also sent to them, and it was the quickest to get off at the Environmental Protection Bureau. She asked me to boil the porridge first, I knew that AH toothache can't eat anything else, I don't like sweet, I didn't add any sugar, so I put two big red dates to enhance the taste. Thinking that the first time people came to the house, it would be too unkind to cook instant noodles, and I remembered that there were quick-frozen dumplings in the refrigerator, and N mentioned that I wanted to eat dumplings before. I asked her if the dumplings were possible, and she said yes. I remember that the dumplings in my fridge were leeks and eggs, and AH didn't eat leeks, so I didn't know what N liked. When I passed by the Carrefour supermarket, I went down to buy two pork dumplings and a dozen dried noodles, thinking that the dumplings were not enough to cook noodles and eat, and it was very convenient to buy fried noodles at home.

When I got home, I hurriedly cleaned up the room, and the floor was a little dirty, and I didn't have time to clean it. There were four boxes of apples sent from my hometown on the ground, some of which took up space. I thought of sending a copy to my neighbor's Second Army, so I just sent it down immediately, and the Second Army was not at home and gave it to my sister-in-law. I got home and started preparing dinner. First boiled the porridge that AH wanted to be mixed with, I was afraid that it would not be enough to drink, and I added more than usual, and the regular hour was 20 minutes longer than usual, because N specially instructed me that AH should be thicker. Then prepare the sauce for the dumplings, and we are all used to eating dumplings with dried sauce. I asked N if she wanted to eat garlic, she said yes, I looked for the only few garlic cloves left at home, I haven't bought a new one for a long time, and the rest is not fresh and a little shriveled, but it can be eaten. Start peeling the garlic and prepare to chop. At this time, I received N's WeChat, and I couldn't get in when I got to the door. I sent a voice, and it sounded like a very familiar and gentle voice, which turned out to be sent by AH with N's WeChat. They needed an access card at the east gate, so I immediately went down to help them open the door. AH didn't shy away from saying that the door you gave me on a bicycle last time, and I knew it was the east gate.

I'm afraid that the two of her will wait for me to throw down the work in my hand and go down immediately, walk quickly to the east gate, and see AH and N at a glance, AH is still carrying the previous black backpack, wearing the previous black long skirt, and today is wearing a pair of small white shoes, instead of sandals, maybe because of the cold. N is dressed very casually, and a loose sportswear is very relaxed and refreshing. I said what good things to bring, I quickly continued, I know that she brought me a pot of flowers, before I said that she raised a lot of mint, I raised a lot of death, this time bring a pot to try. Soon I got home, AH seemed to be really hungry, as soon as I got home, I looked for something to eat, I was embarrassed and didn't prepare much to eat, bread and milk I knew she didn't like it. I still found out, she had a toothache but shouted to eat spicy strips, I didn't seem to remember eating it after she ate it last time, and it was good that it had a long shelf life and did not expire. There was nothing in the refrigerator that they liked to drink, it was all cold. I boiled a kettle of hot water, because AH still needs to drink medicine, and N likes to drink coffee and wants to make a cup for her. It's strange that they didn't drink the water when they left. AH is really hungry today, I can't find much to eat, and the porridge still has a long time to be boiled. It's strange that she doesn't eat much stuffing dumplings, I'm really afraid that there is nothing to eat at home!

At this time, I remembered a fried noodle sheet I brought home, it should not be cold AH and wanted to eat, I was going to use the microwave to heat it up, but it was not too cold, maybe AH was too hungry, so I couldn't wait to take it to eat, today AH ate a lot of basically half, and said that the first time I ate noodles, it was delicious. She washed a very large apple and seemed to have eaten it. I cooked the dumplings for N several times, and finally came out of the pot, and the first time I cooked for a girl, although it was very simple, I was afraid that it would not be cooked well, and it would not fit the taste. This time the dipping sauce was not ideal, and a little salt was put in, which N didn't like; When I put less vinegar, I realized that she really had to be jealous a lot, and if I have the next chance, I will definitely remember to do better. By the way, N's taste is really peculiar, I put a few chicken essences and she tasted them, I'm afraid she won't like it! N may have eaten enough tonight, there are a few dumplings left, she hasn't eaten apples, and she hasn't drunk porridge. AH may also be full, and some of them are trapped in my long-term room to rest. I didn't taste the porridge I worked so hard to make for her, it was really disappointing, and I deliberately didn't add sugar. After a while, I called her to drink, and specially scooped 2 red dates for her, and she didn't finish drinking it and then went back to the room to watch the drama. And N and I were watching TV in the living room, "The Silent Truth" was chatting casually, and N seemed to be sleepy and a little napping, so strange that they both looked sleep-deprived. Just now, AH said that he was going to ride my car to take N back to the dormitory, but now it seems that it will not work. AH also called during the meal, I don't know if it was still for the person she liked, whether it was the same as before, and the voice was always on when she came to my house. I only heard the sound of her laughing when watching the drama, maybe AH is the most relaxed and happy at the moment, there is no pressure, the lights are very warm, she is sleepy and just wants to sleep for a while. I saw her half-leaning on the edge of the bed, and when I saw her, I said that it was too early to lie down for a while. He didn't seem to listen to me, just leaned sideways and played with his phone. I wonder if the bed tonight has the body temperature and smell of AH, but this is only a momentary thought, I don't allow myself to think about it, after all, I have been abstaining from sex for so long, I can't have any distractions, and I have achieved peace of mind at the moment.

When it was almost nine o'clock, AH came out sleepy-eyed and said that he was going to go back, and N was also a little drowsy. It's also ha, is there no pressure to change the environment, or maybe you have a little sense of security when you get home, and you are easy to get sleepy and sleepy. I didn't worry about AH riding a bicycle to take N back, so I sent her downstairs to take a taxi. I was in a hurry, I didn't bring my mobile phone at all, and I remembered it when I went downstairs, so I had to let AH break the bill. This time I went out from the West Gate, AH quickly got a taxi, and when she left, she asked me where I had breakfast every day, and I understood that she was curious about where I took breakfast every day. I said that it is on this street, and the vicinity of Yongye Road Tiesan Primary School is full of delicious food, and I will still bring breakfast to AH tomorrow, this is a tacit understanding!

Soon N had not sent me a message for twenty minutes, she and AH had already returned to the dormitory, AH was watching TV on her phone and she was starting to think about life. I asked what she was thinking, and she didn't talk about hee. I said you both are feeling sleepy today, so get some rest early. And said that it was better to bring them a box of apples, they all like to eat. I'm just curious that I didn't have the opportunity to ask AH in person, if she came to my house for the third time today, if she had other feelings or embarrassment. I wonder if she will remember the stories and details that happened before, those two nights that I will never forget and let go, and whether she will remember the feeling at that time Youmu has a trace of memory and nostalgia. I've told me before that she still feels it. You probably didn't lie to me. Have I really let go of these memories, probably not, sometimes remembering and sometimes remembering, sometimes restrained and sometimes vague. But I didn't feel embarrassed or uncomfortable with AH because of this, and I was calm and calm. It may be that my liking for AH has changed, not curiosity and desire, selfishness or possessiveness. I will never fantasize about the unrealistic happening again, I will only wish to do everything I can to her. For example, a bowl of porridge, a greeting, a breakfast and such a small care. I don't know how long this love and gratitude will last, but I've always missed it, but I know I can't restrain myself like that. I never talked to AH about private topics anymore, and I don't tremble anymore. I'm just curious or fantasizing and I restrain myself, that's what I've changed, I just don't know what AH is thinking and thinking now. I hope that everything I am doing now will make up for my selfishness and ignorance and the harm I did to her, I hope that this opportunity will continue, and I want this gratitude to last forever, maybe it is just a luxury, but I still hope for it.

It's a little late, she should be asleep at this point! Tomorrow I will continue to send breakfast or lunch to AH, and a box of apples and her roommate, I can't forget. Forget AH for the time being tonight, forget everything, and sleep well! Good night!