Gao Yi didn't answer right away.

But it was this short hesitation that Li Yan guessed something, after all, the year Shi Huan disappeared, the first and second years of high school were sent by Li Jingyan to protect her, and she knew how much the temperament of the two of them.

Her heart trembled violently, and when she opened her mouth again, her voice was a little anxious: "What happened?" Tell me. ”

When the words fell, she found that Gao Yi's eyes were actually red.

"High school freshman!"

Gao Yi raised his head and met her gaze.

"Ma'am...... she" he opened his mouth, his throat was clogged, and the rest of the words were almost squeezed out with all his might, "I found out I was pregnant after a month here, but ......"

Li Yan's whole body froze.

“…… No more children? She heard her own tense voice.

Gao Yi nodded stiffly.

In an instant, Li Yan only felt a chill in her body, and bursts of chill poured out from the soles of her feet and spread to her limbs.

It's hot, but it's not cold at all.

Suddenly, she thought of something, and turned her head to look at Tang Yu who was following her.

She clearly saw the shock in his eyes as well.

She immediately understood, Li Jingyan didn't know about it, whether Shi Huan was pregnant or childless, he didn't know.

But she still couldn't help asking, holding on to her last expectation.

"What about Li Jingyan? Does he know? She looked at Gao Yi again for a moment.

Sure enough.

Gao Yi shook his head slowly.

Li Yan's breath froze, and the hands that fell to his sides clenched into fists.

She couldn't tell if she was more angry, more happy when she was distressed, or uncomfortable.

She simply can't describe it.

"Where's Shi Huan?" She heard her own hoarse voice, and every word was extremely difficult.

Gao Yi replied in a dumb voice: "Mrs. is still taking a nap, I don't know if I'm awake, Mrs. doesn't know that you and Mr. Tang will come over." ”

Li Yan couldn't wait any longer, and quickly ran towards the stairs with his feet up.

Tang Yu frowned, his eyes were wanton, and he hurriedly followed.

Li Yan walked very fast.

I don't know if she was in too much of a hurry, or if she didn't pay attention to the stairs under her feet, she stepped on the air, her body staggered, and she was about to fall.

"Be careful!" Tang Yu quickly held her up.

Li Yan stood firm.

In the past, she was the first lady in Jiangcheng, calm and elegant was synonymous with her, and the next two years of evasion also made her more and more calm and calm, but at this moment, she was out of control.

When she looked at Tang Yu, she thought of Li Jingyan and Shi Huan......

Of course, Tang Yu understood what she was thinking.

He subconsciously wanted to explain: "He ...... old and strong"

"You don't have to tell me," Li Yan interrupted him, trying his best to restrain himself, "It's not me who needs his explanation and explanation, you don't have to say anything, and I don't want to know." ”

In fact, he didn't say it, she also knew, after all, she knew what was going on in the past few months.

It's one thing to be clear, it's another thing to understand and forgive.

What's more, she is not Shi Huan, no matter what, she has no position and qualifications to forgive Shi Huan.

"Thank you." Suppressing those out-of-control emotions and withdrawing his hand from his palm, Li Yan then walked quickly upstairs.

Tang Yu's body stiffened slightly, her Adam's apple rolled, and finally followed her silently.

Li Yan soon saw the sophomore waiting in the small living room.

The second year of high school also saw Li Yan, he subconsciously stood up, but he found that something was wrong with Li Yan, the closer he got closer, the redness of her eyes became more obvious.

He instantly knew that Miss Li was

Got it.

"Miss Li......" he squealed a little dryly, thinking of something, and said without waiting for her to ask, "Madame's room is over there, and I'll take you there." ”

Li Yan was speechless and followed him silently.

Her fists were clenched, and her nails were digging into her palms, but she didn't feel it.

Soon, she followed to the bedroom.

Gao Yi knocked lightly on the door.

After a while, the door opened, and Gao Jia walked out sideways.

"What about Shi Huan? Is she awake? Li Yan couldn't wait to ask.

Gao Jia shook her head: "Miss Mu is still sleeping." ”

Li Yan's throat was blocked.

"How long has she been asleep?" She asked in a low voice, trembling uncontrollably.

"It's been more than an hour."

"She slept so long every nap?"

Gao Jia nodded.

Li Yan's eyelashes trembled, and she endured the discomfort: "I'll go in and see her." ”

Gao Jia opened the door for her.

Suppressing his emotions and taking a deep breath imperceptibly, Li Yan walked in.

The bedroom was quiet, and there was a faint scent of incense in the air, which she could tell was soothing.

Li Yan smelled, only to feel the indescribable stuffiness in his chest.

She approached step by step, and finally sat down gently on the edge of the bed.

When she saw Shi Huan lying on the bed clearly, she almost couldn't hold back her tears.

I haven't seen her for a few months, Shi Huan has lost weight, it's not obvious, but I have a strong feeling when I look at her whole person, and even if she closes her eyes, she can still feel the aura similar to fragility emanating from her.

She couldn't help but wonder, how did Shi Huan come over in the past few months, especially after the child was gone?

She couldn't help but blame herself for not being by her side.

Li Yan wanted to hug her, but she was afraid of waking her up.

Her hand was stretched out in the air, and eventually, she retracted it, her fingers clenched into fists one by one.

She didn't do anything, just looked at her.

I don't know how long it took, Shi Huan still didn't wake up, Li Yan's chest became more and more stuffy, and finally, she got up and left the bedroom gently, just like when she came in, she didn't dare to make a sound.

After walking out, she closed the door.

As soon as he raised his eyes, he crashed into Tang Yu's worried eyes.

"How is she?" Moving his lips, Tang Yu's voice was a little hoarse.

Li Yan was reluctant to answer him.

"Let's go over there." She turned to look at the senior one and motioned for them to go to the small living room.

A high jaw head.

When he arrived at the small living room, Li Yan still didn't look at Tang Yu, and only asked Gao Yi in a low voice: "Tell me about Shi Huan's situation, from the time she came here to ......"

She paused.

The words seemed to be indescribable, and she turned her face away.

After a few moments, she struggled to get the rest out of her words: "Including what happened after she didn't have children." ”

It seems calm, but in fact it is difficult.

Gao Yi was silent for a few seconds, and when he spoke again, his voice was also hoarse and tense.

Soon, he told Mu Shihuan everything about the situation from coming here to the present, and the situation at night was supplemented by Gao Jia, who took care of her.

Both of them had low voices, and they could hear the reluctance and self-blame.

And every time he heard them say a word, even if it was a word, the dullness in Li Yan's chest became stronger, as if he was being pressed by a stone, unable to breathe smoothly, and even so sad that he almost suffocated.

Her hands were still clenched into fists, getting tighter and tighter, and even the force of her nails digging into her palms inadvertently became heavier.

It hurt a little, but she didn't feel anything.

The only thing that can be felt is right

Shi Huan's heart is distressed.

Gradually, her breathing became difficult, and her face was extremely unsightly.

Tang Yu stood beside her, and immediately noticed her change.

Inexplicably, he had an indescribable feeling.

It's like, she empathizes with Mu Shihuan's miscarriage, but there is actually nothing in this world, it has to be the same, unless she has also experienced the same thing.

Same thing......

"Li Yan." He subconsciously called out to her.

Li Yan did not respond.

She still looked at the first year of high school, and when Gao Jia finished talking about some of the things that Shi Huan would do during the day, she asked in a trembling voice, "Take me a look." ”

Gao Yi's voice also trembled.

"Yes." He bowed his head and walked in front to lead her in the direction of the children's room.

The children's room is the best room with the best light except for Mu Shihuan's bedroom.

Gao Yi opened the door for her and whispered: "Although Mrs. doesn't say it, we can see it clearly, Mrs. likes this children's room very much, and everything in it is personally selected and bought by Mrs. ”

Li Yan walked in.

At a glance, she could see that the decoration style of the whole room was girlish, and everything she could see was for girls.

Gao Yi said: "Mrs. should be a ...... of hope" He choked up a little, "I hope to give birth to a baby is a girl, and most of the ones selected are worn by girls." ”

Li Yan saw it.

Whether it's a bed, a toy, or a dress, it's all pink and tender, and it's so cute that people can't bear to move it at a glance.

Li Yan couldn't help but reach out and touch the crib.

There seemed to be a picture of Shi Huan choosing this bed in front of her, what was she thinking at that time?

Li Yan thought, she must be looking forward to this child, perhaps, this child came at the right time, so that she was comforted when she was alone and confused here.

Perhaps, this child is here to make up for her regrets, or perhaps, it is also an important link to ease the relationship between her and Li Jingyan.

Maybe......

So much maybe.

But the child is still gone.

How sad should Shi Huan be?

Li Yan lowered his eyes, trying to hide the emotions in his eyes.

"After you said that the child didn't have it, Shi Huan looked normal?" Her trills were more pronounced.

Gao Yi's throat was blocked.

"Yes," he said guiltily, "at first there was silence for two days, and then my wife slowly returned to the way she was when she was pregnant." ”

"Do you think she's in a normal mood when she's pregnant?"

Suddenly, several people present were silent.

It wasn't until this moment that the first and second years of high school seemed to see the seriousness of the problem.

Gao Jia just came to take care of his wife, but they followed his wife for a lot longer than Gao Jia, what was the wife like at the beginning, then the wife who disappeared for two years and lost her memory, and then the wife after the accident.

And finally, now......

Where is the same?

Gao Yi was especially annoyed, blaming himself so much that he was short of breath.

Obviously, he himself has told his wife this, but in the end, he can't see through it, and they actually let his wife hide it until now.

After losing her child, how can a wife be the same as before?

But they ......

Gao opened his mouth, and he wanted to say something, but he couldn't make any sound inexplicably, as if he was blocked by something.

His eyes were getting redder.

At this time, Gao Jia ran in quickly-

"Miss Mu, she ......"