"Miss Mu is awake!" Gao Jia was a little excited.

Li Yan didn't say a word and turned around and went out.

When she reached the bedroom door, her steps suddenly froze, she closed her eyes, took a deep breath to adjust her emotions, and then she pushed the door in.

Mu Shihuan was looking out the window and was stunned, when he heard the sound, he thought it was Gao Jia going and returning, he didn't turn his head, he only whispered: "Gao Jia, please pour me a glass of water." ”

No one answered.

Mu Shihuan didn't care until the cup was handed in front of him.

She was slightly stunned.

It's not the smell of Gao Jia, Gao Jia doesn't like to use perfume.

Be......

His eyes trembled, his breathing was unconsciously held, and Mu Shihuan turned his head a little stiff and a little incredulous.

Eyes meet.

"I'm coming." Li Yan sat down on the edge of the bed, tried to raise a smile, and passed the cup to her lips, "Drink water first." ”

Mu Shihuan was stunned.

She felt as if she was dreaming, so she was fed water by the person in front of her, and everything seemed to follow instinct.

Until, the temperature of the fingertips came from the lips.

Li Yan wiped off the water droplets for her, her heart trembled, she restrained herself, and coaxed her softly: "What's the matter, are you not happy to see me?" I've come to see you. ”

She smiled.

Mu Shihuan finally reacted.

"Smoke?" She opened her voice in a hoarse voice.

Li Yan pursed her lips, suppressed her sadness, and responded: "It's me." ”

She reached out and hugged her gently.

"Shi Huan, I'm here."

The temperature is real, and so is the breath.

Mu Shihuan moved, and finally reached out to hug her.

"Hmm." A thousand words, only this one word at the moment.

Li Yan hugged her tighter.

Mu Shihuan is the same.

But Li Yan could clearly feel that compared to her excitement, even if she was restrained, Shi Huan was truly calm.

Or rather, it's a little weirdly calm.

She remembered what she had said in her first year of high school, and in an instant, her chest became tighter and she felt more sorry for her.

"Shi Huan ......"

"Yanyan, are you here to take me back to Jiangcheng?"

The two of them said in unison.

Li Yan let go of her for the time being, looked at her, and could feel her extreme calm.

"Hmm." She nodded.

Mu Shihuan also nodded, looked at her, and asked, "Is the matter over?" ”

Li Yan was uneasy.

It's really Shi Huan's state that worries her.

"Shi Huan ......" she couldn't help but shake her hand, "if you ......"

Mu Shihuan's eyelashes trembled.

"I'm fine." She shook her head slightly, and even tried to raise a faint smile, "Yanyan, I'm fine, don't worry about me." ”

I clearly don't want to mention it.

Li Yan knew it, but it was because he knew it too well that he was more worried.

This kind of time is different from the one who came back on New Year's Day, and she is distressed at this time.

"It's over." Eventually, she chose to answer her question first.

Mu Shihuan was in a trance.

"Almost half a year," she recalled, "the end of half a year seemed shorter than I thought." ”

With that, she paused.

After thinking for a while, she opened her mouth again: "Then, let's go." ”

Li Yan didn't react for a while.

"What?" She asked subconsciously.

Mu Shihuan pursed her lips, looked into her eyes and whispered: "Go back to Jiangcheng, Yanyan, I want to go, I don't want to stay here, I want to go home, can you take me home?" ”

Her voice was so soft that it was almost inaudible.

"I want to go home." She repeated.

How could Li Yan refuse?

She couldn't say no at all, she only felt that the Shi Huan in front of her made her feel distressed.

Her heart was sour, and she asked, "Now?" ”

Mu Shihuan nodded.

"Well, now, I want to go home." She held Li Yan's hand instead, "Yanyan, let's go." ”

Li Yan finally nodded.

"Okay, then I'll ask them to clean up your things."

Mu Shihuan shook his head: "No, I don't want to take anything with me here." ”

Li Yan was stunned and realized something.

“…… Okay, let's change our clothes. "She didn't want to upset her.

Mu Shihuan pursed his lips and smiled hard at her.

Li Yan only felt that her heart was abnormal, she tried her best to restrain herself, went to the cloakroom to find comfortable clothes for her, and waited for her to change into them, wanting to help her go out.

"I'm fine," Mu Shihuan shook his head, "Don't treat me as a patient." ”

With just this sentence, Li Yan understood that she knew that she knew about her pregnancy and miscarriage, but she never mentioned it.

She had no choice but not to mention it.

"Hmm." I don't want to treat her as a patient, she can only follow her wishes.

The door opens.

A few people waiting outside the door looked at it.

Li Yan's eyes swept over, and he tried to speak calmly: "Go back to China." ”

Gao Jia subconsciously wanted to say that she would pack up her things, but Gao Yi spoke first: "Okay, I'll arrange it, wait a minute." ”

Mu Shihuan didn't say anything, Li Yan held her hand and said, "Go downstairs and wait first?" ”

"Okay."

So the two walked in the direction of the stairs, and Gao Jia followed closely after coming back to his senses.

The first year of high school wanted to arrange for his return to China, but Tang Yu, who had not been silent, stopped him.

"Mr. Tang?" He was puzzled.

Tang Yu glanced at Mu Shihuan's back, and then shook his head at Gao Yi.

……

Late at night, Mu Shihuan finally got on the plane back to China.

She just glanced at the scenery outside and withdrew her gaze.

"Smoke." Her head rested on Li Yan's shoulder.

Li Yan held her hand: "I'm here." ”

Mu Shihuan closed his eyes: "I'm a little tired, I want to sleep, can you call me when you get there?" ”

Li Yan suppressed his sadness.

"Okay." She coaxed her, "Get some sleep." ”

"Hmm."

Then, Mu Shihuan really seemed to fall asleep, and never spoke again, and gradually, the sound of steady and long breathing came.

Li Yan heard clearly.

But the more this is the case, the more worried she becomes, and the more she blames herself.

She blamed herself for not being by Shi Huan's side when she needed her the most.

If she could have come sooner, if ......

But she knows very well, what ifs in this world?

What she can do now is to accompany Shi Huan.

Li Yan closed his eyes, but when he opened them again, he unexpectedly met Tang Yu's turned gaze.

She chose to move away calmly.

……

The long plane journey always seems to be tiring, obviously not very sleepy, but Mu Shihuan really fell asleep after closing his eyes.

She felt very tired and tired.

The body is tired, and so is the heart.

The only thing to be consoled and thankful for is that she rarely dreamed again this time.

When Youyou woke up, she was in a trance for a while before she realized that the plane had landed smoothly.

It's just that the scenery outside the window is not Jiangcheng.

She moved.

"Awake?" Li Yan noticed it for the first time and asked her in a low voice.

Mu Shihuan realized that he had been leaning on Yanyan's shoulder.

"Does it hurt?" She was a little annoyed.

Li Yan smiled and said in a relaxed tone: "It hurts, so you have to compensate me well." ”

Mu Shihuan also laughed, and finally stopped being so reluctant.

"Okay." She nodded, and subconsciously said, "Then let's go." ”

She said to get up.

"Shi Huan." Li Yan took her hand.

"Hmm

？ ”

Li Yan wanted to speak and stopped.

At this time, Tang Yu appeared.

"Let's go somewhere first." He looked at Mu Shihuan and said.

Mu Shihuan was stunned for about a few seconds, and suddenly thought of the scenery outside.

She asked, "Where is this?" ”

"Abroad," Tang Yu said the name of the country, looked into her eyes and said, "Lao Li is here." ”

Finally, the name was mentioned.

Even if Mu Shihuan has been avoiding it, he can't avoid it after all.

But she didn't want to answer.

Tang Yu could only say: "Something happened to Lao Li, he is currently being treated in this country, I will take you to see him." ”

Mu Shihuan's hand clenched into a fist little by little.

She looked away.

As if thinking of something, she looked at him again and said calmly and firmly: "I just want to go back to Jiangcheng." ”

She still couldn't mention his name.

She didn't want to see him.

Tang Yu moved his lips, and his breathing sank slightly: "Go and meet him." ”

There is a vague implication of pleading.

Mu Shihuan looked at him steadily.

Tang Yuyou wanted to persuade her again: "Lao Li......"

"Is he dead?"

The words came to an abrupt end.

Tang Yu's throat was blocked.

After a while, he shook his head.

"It's ...... old"

"I'm not going to see him." Mu Shihuan interrupted him.

Silence spreads.

After a while, Tang Yu spoke again: "Are you blaming him?" ”

Do you blame him?

Mu Shihuan was in a trance and asked, "Why should I blame him?" ”

"He sent you away and ignored you." Tang Yu looked into her eyes, as if he wanted to see into the depths of her heart through her eyes, and wanted to see clearly what she was thinking.

Unfortunately, to no avail.

"If you think I'm blaming him, so be." Mu Shihuan didn't argue with him, let alone explain, "But now, I just want to go back to Jiangcheng." ”

Tang Yu was reluctant to let go.

Selfishly, he wanted to take her to see Lao Li.

"Mu Shihuan ......"

"Let's go back." Li Yan spoke at this time.

Tang Yu looked at her.

Li Yan didn't hide his gaze, but said: "If he still wants to see the person he wants to see, he will be fine, why rush at this time." ”

Tang Yu suddenly felt powerless.

In fact, long before accepting Mu Shihuan, he had imagined whether Mu Shihuan would be willing to come to see Lao Li, but he thought that he would not.

Really.

She didn't want to.

"Okay." After a long silence, Tang Yu finally relented.

But he looked at the determination in Mu Shihuan's eyes, and still couldn't help but say a few more words: "Lao Li is because of ...... this time."

The words came to his lips, and looking at Mu Shihuan's gesture of turning his face away, he swallowed it back again.

"I'm sorry." He said instead.

This time, Mu Shihuan didn't say anything more.

Li Yan got up and held her hand, trying to pull her to sit down.

Mu Shihuan lowered his eyes and whispered, "I want to wash my face." ”

"Okay." Li Yan took her hand and led her over.

When she got to the bathroom, she didn't follow up, and Mu Shihuan went in alone.

There were brand new toiletries, she took them, slowly squeezed the toothpaste to brush her teeth, and then washed her face.

The whole time, she was calm, as if nothing had happened and nothing had been heard.

It's just that......

Occasionally, my heart hurts.

A short pain, a short time is like an illusion, fleeting, but after she recovers, it is a new round of pain.

There is a sharp stabbing pain, as well as a dull pain.

It spread along the nerves to every corner of her body.

She thought of Tang Yu's words, and he said, Li Jingyan is being treated in this country.

What is treated?