Chapter 408: I'm Not Worthy of Your Forgiveness

Mu Shihuan's eyes became redder and redder, even though she tried her best to restrain herself.

"What do you want?" She asked.

Li Jingyan looked at her, and her good-looking thin lips were tightly pursed, as if they had become a straight line.

And Mu Shihuan only asked this sentence, and then he didn't seem to have the strength anymore.

Only tears are still falling.

I can't stop.

Li Jingyan looked at it, and finally spoke: "Even if there is another time, I will still send you away, Yu Linshang is a madman, and nothing is more important than your safety." ”

One word, deep and low.

Mu Shihuan could hear it clearly, and the sourness in his eyes seemed to be even stronger.

She wanted to hold back.

"I don't have the luxury of asking for your forgiveness, I understand that I am not worthy of your forgiveness." Li Jingyan said, his voice was harsh, "I'm sorry." ”

I'm sorry for the second time.

Nothing else, but it seems to contain everything.

As his words fell, Mu Shihuan's tears surged again, completely uncontrollable.

Drop by drop, it slid down and wet the whole face.

The body was tense to the extreme, and the suffocation in her chest seemed to be suffocating, Li Jingyan still raised her hand in the end, and the towel stained with water gently wiped her tears, extremely gentle.

"I'm sorry." He said again, his voice trembling indistinctly.

Mu Shihuan was still crying, at first silent, but after a while, as if the last psychological defense line had been completely broken, she finally cried.

"I'm leaving," she raised her eyes to meet him, the last of her consciousness was suffocated by the pain of her fingernails digging into her palms, "you let me go, I don't want to see you." ”

Tears run wild.

Every drop seemed to fall on Li Jingyan's heart.

Burning, stinging.

He couldn't speak, still holding her with one hand.

But in the next second, she began to refuse.

Push him very hard and repel him.

Li Jingyan staggered and took a step back.

His brain was muddy, Mu Shihuan had no other thoughts, the only thing he thought about was leaving.

Get out of here, get out of her.

She couldn't stay any longer, and she couldn't stay any longer.

She had to go.

The moment she pushed him away, she jumped off the sink without thinking, almost running away from the desert.

However, before he could take a few steps, he held her wrist tightly from behind.

Same as before.

So tight.

When she least needs it.

"I'll send you back." Sensing her emotions keenly, Li Jingyan preempted her before she spoke, and then took her away without waiting for her to refuse.

Mu Shihuan doesn't.

She just wanted to shake off his shackles.

However, there was nothing he could do, he clung too tightly and too firmly, even if she struggled desperately and recklessly, it was still useless.

Soon, the door opened.

He walked out with her.

It was no longer a confined space, and there was no longer only his breath in the air, but for some reason, her tears were still falling unscrupulously.

The vision is blurred, and everything in front of him cannot be seen clearly.

He grabbed her and didn't let go.

……

Li Yan couldn't rest assured, and waited at the door, Leng Buding heard a slight footstep, and she raised her eyes.

"Shi Huan?"

The face covered with tears came into view, and she walked over without thinking.

Don't want toβ€”

"Sister?!" Shi Tingzhou's voice came from behind him.

Without the usual cynicism and hanging, the two words at this moment clearly contain anger.

Naturally, this anger was not directed at Mu Shihuan, but at Li Jingyan.

Li Yan frowned worriedly, and as soon as he turned his head, he saw Shi Ting Zhou and Jiang Wen.

Shi Tingzhou approached in two steps.

Glancing at Li Jingyan coldly, he went directly to Mu Shi Huan's other hand.

"There's a fourth brother here, don't be afraid." Restraining his emotions, he comforted softly, raised his head, and spit out two words to Li Jingyan, "Let go." ”

The voice and eyes are dangerous, undisguised.

Li Jingyan didn't respond, just looked at the person next to him, looked at her side face, looked at her tears, and looked at ......

He let go of his hand.

Almost at the same time as he was free, Mu Shihuan raised his feet and ran directly into the room.

Shi Tingzhou was defenseless, and Ben didn't hold it tightly, and she broke free.

He didn't want to follow up.

"Let me go." Jiang Wen blocked him and whispered.

Shi Tingzhou had a chill in his eyebrows, and after hearing his words, he still agreed.

He hadn't forgotten Jiang Wen's profession.

"Okay," he said, rolling his Adam's apple, "don't let her get into trouble." ”

Jiang Wen looked at him and nodded solemnly, after that, he turned around and entered the room and closed the door.

Only him.

Mu Shihuan will be alone with him.

This thought poured out, Li Jingyan's body tensed, his thin lips pursed tightly, and his breathing was even more difficult.

The person who accompanies her is not herself.

Long Legs moved subconsciously, and he instinctively wanted to follow up.

A hand stood in front of him.

Shi Tingzhou's face was covered with a dangerous chill, and he didn't say a word, but the meaning was obvious, asking him to get out.

Even, he wanted to beat him up.

Li Yan hurriedly spoke: "Fourth brother! She stopped him, "I'll send him away." ”

Shi Tingzhou admired Shi Huan, and he really regarded Li Yan as his sister.

He gave a cold last glance.

Seeing this, Li Yan motioned for Li Jingyan to go with her.

Li Jingyan's throat moved, and he said in a dumb voice: "Please take care of her." ”

Shi Ting Zhou didn't want to say another word to him, but when he heard this, he immediately sneered, and even burst into a foul mouth: "In what capacity are you saying this?" She's my sister, what are you, what qualifications do you have? ”

Li Jingyan's eyes suddenly became dark.

Position, qualifications......

He didn't.

"Let's go." Li Yan sighed in his heart and took the lead to the other side.

Li Jingyan's stiff body finally moved.

Speechless all the way.

Until the two of them walked outside to the small garden.

Li Yan didn't beat around the bush, and asked directly: "Isn't the chat good?" ”

In fact, it was just a knowingly question, looking at Shi Huan's situation and looking at his expression, you can guess it.

She sighed softly and did not speak again.

Li Jingyan is the same.

It was the astringency in his throat that he couldn't make a sound, and he didn't know what to say at this moment.

Silence spreads.

After a while, Li Yan couldn't bear it after all, and said, "Do you know what Shi Huan cares about the most? She ......"

"I know."

It's a very hoarse sentence.

Li Yan subconsciously looked at him.

As far as the eye can see, there is a flower that still blooms vigorously in winter, and it is dazzlingly beautiful.

It's like Mu Shihuan in the past.

She was first undercover, before she knew he had lied to her.

But now, it's completely different.

Li Jingyan looked at the flower, and her voice became more hoarse and tense when she spoke again: "She may hate me for sending her away on my own initiative, what she hates more, what she cares about the most, and what she cares about is that when she needs me the most, not only am I not by her side, I don't even give her a trace of news, but I also refuse her news." ”

The time when he was most needed was when they had a second child.

He didn't know the first child, and the second still didn't.

Don't say that she can't forgive, he can't forgive himself, it's not just her hurdle, it's also his.

Li Yan could clearly capture the darkness in his eyes.

It turned out that he knew everything

。

I wanted to ask him what he was going to do next, and I also wanted to ask him if he would give up, but when the words came to his throat, Li Yan thought in hindsight, in fact, there was no need to ask.

……

Room.

When Jiang Wen entered, he saw Mu Shihuan sitting at the bay window at a glance, his legs bent, and a pair of reddened eyes looking out of the window without focus.

The whole person has no soul.

She was still shedding tears and did not wipe it.

Jiang Wen stood in place for a while before slowly walking over, sat down on the other side of the bay window, and handed her a clean handkerchief that he had brought with him.

Mu Shihuan didn't answer, as if he couldn't feel his existence.

Jiang Wen withdrew his hand.

He didn't try to comfort her, but sat quietly and looked out the window with her.

"Sad to see him?" In the middle of the night, he whispered to break the oppressive silence.

Mu Shihuan's tears had stopped, and his eyes were red and swollen.

She subconsciously wanted to shake her head, but Jiang Wen turned her head.

He raised his hand again and handed the handkerchief to her.

"I'm still your doctor." He said softly.

Mu Shihuan's fingertips trembled.

Jiang Wen stared at her steadily, and he had the urge to wipe her tears, and when he came back to his senses, he found that his movements were fast and he was about to touch her face.

As long as he goes a little further, he can ......

She ducked.

"Wipe it yourself?" The heartbeat seemed to miss a beat and flashed an indescribable loss, Jiang Wen put the handkerchief in her hand as if nothing had happened, "Wipe it, let's talk about it after your emotions calm down." ”

Mu Shihuan subconsciously clenched his handkerchief, his eyes were still dazed, and under the daze, he was still hiding to escape.

……

When Li Yan came back, Shi Tingzhou was still outside, and Jiang Wen had not come out yet.

Shi Tingzhou had a cigarette between his fingers, and it was almost burning.

He took a puff and extinguished the smoke extinguishing place beside him.

"Gone?" He asked Li Yan.

Shi Huan's red-eyed appearance kept coming to his mind, and the more he thought about it, the more he regretted it, he should have beaten that bastard!

Realizing that his tone was not good, he frowned and explained, "It's not aimed at you." ”

"I know." Li Yan nodded and looked at the closed door.

Shi Tingzhou couldn't help but look in her direction.

In the end, he didn't say anything.

The two waited silently, and finally, Jiang smelled it.

"How?" Shi Tingzhou asked urgently.

"She was tired and asleep." Jiang Wen responded.

Shi Tingzhou's brows furrowed again.

Jiang Wen looked at Li Yan: "Go in and accompany her, look at her, if there is a situation, contact me as soon as possible...... We. ”

Li Yanben also had this plan.

Nodding her head and saying nothing more, she gently pushed the door in.

Shi Tingzhou breathed in his chest.

"Let's go." Jiang Wen took the lead in proposing.

Shi Tingzhou pressed the tip of his tongue against his back molars and sneered: "Don't let me see him again." ”

Jiang Wen was noncommittal.

But in his mind, there was a look in Shi Huan's eyes that Li Jingyan had before, and Shi Huan's distraction just now.

They......

Jiang Wen suddenly felt that there was something emotion in his heart, but he couldn't grasp it for a while.

……

It's night.

Li Jingyan's room was brightly lit, and he had just finished an overseas video conference.

Mo Yuan looked at him with an incorrect expression and reminded: "Mr. Li, it's time for you to rest." ”

Li Jingyan didn't respond, just pursed his lips.

Mo Yuan was about to say something, but at this time, Li Jingyan's mobile phone suddenly vibrate.

What flickered on the screen was Li Yan's name.

Inexplicably, there was a sense of tension in the air.