Emotions have gradually spiraled out of control.

Even if Mu Shihuan doesn't want to admit it.

Li Jingyan looked at her, was silent for a few seconds, and said in a deep voice: "I know." ”

The voice is harsh.

Seeing that there seemed to be a mist floating in her eyes, he subconsciously raised his hand, gently brushed the corners of her eyes with his fingertips, and denied her speculation in a low voice: "I said this, I didn't want to prove how good I am, and I think more about you." ”

"Mu Shihuan, no."

He knew she wouldn't believe it, but he continued: "That's all, I have to tell you, you have the right to know, and I have the obligation to tell you, that's all." ”

That's all......

What a fluttering sentence.

But this sentence quietly pushed Mu Shihuan's already out-of-control emotions to the edge of the cliff.

She looked at him.

How close it was, as long as he lowered it a little bit, as long as he raised his face again, they could be intimate, just like a sweet moment at that time.

It's not like this before.

Looking at it, the fog in front of her eyes accumulated uncontrollably, and the inexplicable emotion was originally just hovering in her chest, but now it has jumped to every corner of her body.

Crazy, rambling hard.

tormented her.

The hand clenched into a fist at some point, and the nail art that Mrs. Shi took to do was pinched into the palm of the hand little by little, and the mark gradually appeared, combined with the dull pain.

But Mu Shihuan couldn't feel it.

She was on the edge of a cliff with the same emotions as her whole person, and even the air could push her down.

Not to mention, there is also him in front of him.

Her lips moved.

Finally, she opened her mouth, still in a tone without warmth and emotion: "Pity me? ”

She didn't look away from him.

The two looked at each other.

Li Jingyan's chest became more and more dull, as if he was blocked by everything that could be blocked, and it was difficult to breathe.

Unable to break free.

He denied it again: "No, I ......"

"Isn't it?" Mu Shihuan pulled his lips, as if he interrupted him with a chuckle, "You knew that I was in a bad mood, from the moment I stabbed the knife into your body that night, you knew that I had a problem and was sick." ”

"Jiang Yu and Rong Xiuhan didn't tell you? You didn't doubt it? ”

The nails that pinched the palms of his hands seemed to withdraw a little, and the force loosened.

Mu Shihuan looked at him: "You have the obligation to tell me, don't you just want me to know that I can end with the past and end the so-called heart knot?" ”

The brain is actually a bit chaotic, as if there are a lot of other sounds that are disturbed, and there is no sound at all.

She didn't know what she should say the most to make a man hurt, she just instinctively opened her mouth and said something.

"Isn't it pity me?" She asked rhetorically.

She didn't know, but Li Jingyan could see clearly, her emotions were still out of control.

She was waiting for him to answer.

His eyes darkened, his voice was hoarse, and he asked rhetorically, "Then are you sick?" ”

He threw the question back to her.

Mu Shihuan's eyes turned red, and the red spread little by little.

The two still maintained a posture of embracing each other, and seemed to be intimate.

However, it is only for the appearance.

She didn't speak, but Li Jingyan began to ask, as if she was forcing her: "Are you sick?" ”

The tone seemed to be cold, and there was no warmth.

Her eyes were redder.

Li Jingyan looked at it, and suddenly couldn't bear it.

"Since you insist on believing that I am

To pity you is to make up for your own mistakes, that is," he said, "that is, I am pitying you, and I need to see you well, otherwise I will not be able to get over that hurdle." ”

"Is that okay?" He asked her.

The conversation seems to be at a stalemate, but in fact, it was a stalemate from the beginning.

She repelled him and stalemated with him.

Resolutely, don't give him a chance.

There was a sour feeling surging quietly, Mu Shihuan stared at him, his eyes did not blink, and his body remained stiff and tense for a long time.

No one spoke.

Time passes quietly minute by minute, and silence brings not silence, but depression.

Finally, Mu Shihuan blinked his eyelashes because he couldn't support his sourness.

Then, she opened her mouth, her emotions seemed to converge, and she regained her composure: "A long time ago," she looked at him, and spat out the rest of the words, "I don't love you anymore." ”

Time seemed to stand still for two seconds suddenly.

Li Jingyan's pupils shrank, and his throat seemed to be choked.

He heard her say again—

"Li Jingyan, I don't love you anymore."

A word by word penetrated into his ears, and it seemed to be heavily engraved on his heart.

She said, "I don't love it anymore."

Whether it's true or not, that's what she said at the moment.

Mu Shihuan still looked at him: "Let me think about it, when was it a long time ago, it may have been when you lied to me at the beginning, it may have been the moment when I was hit in the river, or it could have been ......"

She paused, and there were no major mood swings: "It's when I'm lying in the hospital and can't live or die, it's my originally healthy body like a wasted person." ”

"It's not because you sent me away that I don't love you anymore, it's been a long time, I may have loved you very much before, but it's all consumed. I don't love anymore, can you understand? ”

She spoke calmly and calmly, as if she was dissecting, as if she was making him understand, saying that their former relationship had passed and ended.

Originally, she didn't want to see him or talk to him, but now, it seems that she has a lot of things to say.

That's all, let's just say it.

"I hated you, I was lying in my hospital for a year, I just wanted to divorce you, and I wanted to have nothing to do with you, so I came back, Yu Linshang's hint was good, I really hated you at that time."

With a slight release of her fist, she blinked.

"Not anymore," she said in a soft tone, but invisibly with resolute firmness, "It's too hard to hate someone, I don't want to, and it's ......"

Li Jingyan suddenly had a feeling, and behind it, there were words he didn't want to hear, although he knew what she would say.

Sure enough—

"Without love, there is no hate."

It coincides with what he thinks in his head, and the words coincide.

He wanted to say something, but his throat was blocked by something, and no sound came out.

He just looked at her.

And Mu Shihuan was also looking at him.

"I'm doing well now, as long as you don't show up, you show up, it's just how stupid I was before," she said earnestly, "I have a new life, it's peaceful, it's what I want." ”

What she wanted, without him.

If you have a new life, maybe you will have new feelings as Shi Tingzhou said.

Li Jingyan understood the meaning of her words.

And she continued: "Don't bother me again, it's your best compensation for me, I don't want to see you." ”

"You love me, don't you?"

A sudden sentence.

Like the previous sentence, Li Jingyan could also guess what she wanted to say.

This time, he spoke for her: "If."

If I really love you, I should let you go free, I shouldn't disturb you, and I should fulfill you? ”

The overhead lights poured down, illuminating the expressions of both of them, but they didn't seem to be clear.

Both seemed to be wearing masks.

"Yes." Mu Shihuan nodded slowly under his gaze.

Li Jingyan approached quietly: "If I bother you, I just don't love you enough, don't I really love you?" ”

Mu Shihuan still nodded: "Yes." ”

She didn't hide, she still looked at him.

His chest became more and more tight, and an indescribable pain flowed through his body, and he restrained himself.

After a long silence, he tugged at his lips.

"The person who kidnapped you and your father in the first place was Ah Zong." He said.

Mu Shihuan's body, which he thought would not be tense anymore, was tense to the extreme again, and his breathing was even more unprepared.

It's like...... The mood that I thought had calmed down fluctuated again.

Step by step, uncontrollably, towards the edge of the cliff.

Or perhaps, the calm and calm she did from beginning to end was just her illusion, because it was out of control to the extreme, and she thought it was normal.

Li Jingyan found out and noticed her emotional changes for the first time, even if she could barely see clearly.

He paused.

The heaviness in her chest changed with her emotions, suppressed to the extreme.

I wanted to hug her tightly and comfort her, but there was still rejection in her eyes, to him.

The Adam's apple rolled, and Li Jingyan looked at her: "He bit him to death because he did it and it has nothing to do with Yu Linshang, it has been a long time since the incident, the evidence has long been destroyed, and it is impossible to prove whether it really has nothing to do with Yu Linshang, Azong has been punished by law." ”

The nails were uncontrollably pinched into the palms of the hands again, with great force.

But Mu Shihuan still didn't feel anything unusual.

She looked at him and had the urge to say something, but there was no way to vent those words and emotions in her throat.

Li Jingyan propped up his hand on the sink.

Think more, hug her, think more, and wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes with your fingertips.

He didn't.

"Your father left the safe in the bank," he said, "and I can accompany you to the bank whenever you want to get it back." ”

Mu Shihuan's eyes became even redder, and his breathing became heavier little by little.

Li Jingyan always looked at her.

When he spoke again, the voice was obviously tense and hoarse for several minutes: "The cat you rescued at the beginning, called Xiao Qi, it has grown up a lot, but it doesn't kiss me, maybe it still likes you, do you want to see it?" I asked the high school to send it. ”

"Aunt Xu asked you about your current situation, and she has been thinking about you and wants to hear your voice." As he spoke, he suddenly didn't know what to say, so he only thought of something and said, "If it's convenient, let's talk to Aunt Xu on the phone." ”

She didn't speak again.

Li Jingyan's hand was silently clenched into a fist, and the towel was clutched by him tightly, exerting force without realizing it.

"By the way, and Little Star, she asked you," his throat grew more and more astringent, and his voice became more difficult, "She misses you so much, she still can't speak." ”

"She'......"

The rest of the words were blocked at once, blocked in the throat, and could not come out again.

Because, she cried.

It was like a river bursting, and tears couldn't stop sliding down his cheeks, and finally sank into his neckline.

Her eyes were red, her chest was heaving violently, and her hands clenched into fists were clenched tightly and tightly.

"Li Jingyan."

He heard her voice, and his heart fell uncontrollably.