Soning looked into his eyes, but he didn't look through the lenses, his expression was pale as if he was covered with a mask.

"What did you say?"

Fu Chengjin met her gaze, "You heard it." ”

"......" she did hear.

Word for word.

He was talking about returning to him and always being with him.

There was a sudden throbbing pain in Soning's heart, her expression froze on her face, the corners of her mouth trembled unconsciously, and before she could think of an answer, Fu Chengjin had already raised her hand to stop it.

"Since you can't, don't do this kind of useless work again." After he finished speaking, he picked up the pen and continued to write what he was holding, "You go." ”

And then he didn't look up.

Sonin wanted to speak several times, but he didn't even understand what he was going to say.

She didn't stay any longer, and before leaving, she said, "Don't hide anymore." ”

Fu Chengjin didn't respond until a few minutes later, when it was determined that the person had walked away. His hand holding the pen trembled uncontrollably, and he held the tip of the pen tightly in his hand, the flesh was painful, and the blood slowly overflowed along the fingers.

He didn't say that sentence casually, he thought about it in his heart for a long, long time.

But I didn't expect to tell her in such a threatening way today.

He knew very well that Sonin was a person, and now that it was in full bloom, it was impossible for her to follow him so carelessly.

Even if you feel guilty to death, you will not make decisions to hurt Sheng Fang at will.

He admits his meanness and uses this to force her back. Because she couldn't meet his request, she probably didn't feel embarrassed to appear again.

But this trick obviously hurt her by 800 and damaged herself by 1,000.

Sonin didn't say anything to refuse, because he couldn't bear to let her make this choice, and he didn't want to embarrass her, so he didn't force her to answer.

He had fantasized about being face to face with her, and what kind of answer she would have when he made such a request.

He had imagined countless good and bad outcomes.

But when it really came to this moment, it was obviously the expected answer.

But it still made his heart ache.

Soning said, stop hiding.

The latter sentence is, I can find you.

Fu Chengjin watched as the dark red blood spread between his fingers and flowed onto the notebook and the small square table.

He took a tissue and wiped it casually twice, the smile on the corner of his mouth was sour, knowing that he shouldn't have such hypocritical thoughts, but he still couldn't help but think.

Got it...

But why is he still alone?

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When Sonin passed by the convenience store in the community, he went in and bought some things.

When I checked out, I found that I had taken two dozen beers, and I glanced at the checkout and took them together.

All the way upstairs, open the door, the moment the door slammed shut, the strength of the whole body seemed to be finally exhausted. She leaned against the door frame and slowly slid down, finally slumping to the ground.

The contents of his pockets were clinking and scattering all over the place.

She stared directly at the light outside the window in front of her, dim but dazzling, and she closed her eyes with bursts of burning pain.

She opened a can of beer in the dark and drank it down.

Then he crumpled the can into a ball and threw it into the living room, the sound was piercing.

"I want you to come back to me and stay with me forever."

Soning had to admit that his subconscious answer at that time was, I'm sorry.

What does sorry mean?

I just can't.

She threw up her head and took two more sips, a self-deprecating smile on her face.

thought that she loved Fu Chengjin deeply, and if he died, she could guard him for the rest of his life.

But after only seven years, she didn't want to.

Traitor.

The ridicule on Soning's lips slowly spread, and he couldn't help laughing out loud, but he couldn't hold it back. At the end of the laugh, tears followed.

Fu Chengjin's previous tenderness for her went over and over again in his mind, and in the end, only a bumpy face remained, painful and ugly.

Didn't she already know why he was like this? But he still refused.

Her indifference was a pair of cold hands that pushed him into the dark abyss, leaving him with no bones left on the ground.

"It's all over, what is he afraid of me?"

It turned out that she was the one who caused his tragedy. He was going to protect her so that she wouldn't be hurt any more.

And what about her?

Just rejected him.

It's so selfish.

It's so selfish.

Soning was distressed as if he had been given a blunt knife to Ling Chi.

She could only keep repeating the action of raising her head and drinking, as if this was the only way to hide the pain.

She told herself over and over again that she couldn't be so conscienceless, but in fact......

"I'm just so unconscionable."

Fu Chengjin...... Fu Chengjin...... I'm sorry......"

This is what I saw when I came back.

Soning curled up on the floor, his body trembling away, not knowing whether it was cold or afraid.

She was unconscious, but she was still repeating those words in her mouth.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

He was distressed and didn't know how to soothe, so he could only hold the person in his arms and whisper to reassure, "I'm here." ”

After settling the people, Sheng Fang called Tang Ting and asked him for Fu Chengjin's address.

Sheng Fang has a little impression of that address, not far from Soning, but quite a distance from his bookstore.

Tang Ting saw that he was silent for a long time, and said in a deep voice: "Don't make trouble." ”

He replied casually, then hung up.

It's only a ten-minute drive there, and it's a pretty old neighborhood, and it's as dilapidated as there.

Fu Chengjin's house is in the building along the road.

He hesitated for a moment at the door before raising his hand and knocking on the door, and it took a moment inside to respond, "Which one?" ”

"It's me, Bloom."

After saying that, the door opened in a few seconds.

Fu Chengjin's face was indifferent, as if he was not surprised by his arrival, and even made Sheng Hua feel a kind of ...... He had been waiting for the illusion that he came.

He opened the door and tilted his wheelchair backwards, "Please come in." ”

He put it in and closed the door again.

Subconsciously glanced at the house, although the house was old, it was cleaned up by him, there were no furnishings, and it simply revealed a sense of poverty.

He didn't know how Fu Chengjin had lived in the past seven years, but he should have ......

It won't be too easy.

"How long have you been living here?" Sheng Fang asked seemingly casually.

Fu Chengjin poured a glass of water and put it on the table, "Less than three years." ”

Sheng Fang was stunned, three years? In other words, I've lived here since I came back. He walked up to the place next to him and sat down, took the glass of water and pressed it.

"I remembered something after the last time I saw you."

Fu Chengjin raised his eyes to look at him: "Oh? ”

"The first time I saw you, it was at the amusement park, right? You're the guy I bumped into, right? He didn't pay attention to this at first, but then he suddenly recalled that scene.

Then I remembered that Sonin's mood at that time was not quite right.

Maybe that's when she sensed something?

Fu Chengjin nodded when he heard this, "Yes." ”

He replied bluntly, and he didn't go around the bend, "This place is far away from your bookstore, and you are so incapacitated, why did you choose here?" ”

"The rent is cheap."

"Really? Or is it because the road in front of your window is the only way for Soning to commute to work? ”

"......" Fu Chengjin's fingers hanging on one side tightened unconsciously, and he only said, "Is it so coincidental?" I didn't pay attention. ”

He looked away and stared at him tightly, "Fu Hong, what kind of trick are you playing?" ”

"Sheng Shao thinks I can play any tricks?"

Sheng Fang sneered lightly, "Are you sure you want to play Tai Chi with me like this?" Fu Hong, I have a bad temper and don't like to go around with people. ”

Fu Chengjin nodded, quite agreeing, "Being young should be vigorous." ”

Blooming: ......

"I won't tell you anything else, leave S City, don't come back." After he finished speaking, he pulled out a check from his jacket pocket, "These should be enough for you to have food and clothing." ”

Fu Chengjin lowered his head and glanced at the amount on it, "Sheng Shao's shot is indeed generous enough, not like you." ”

"Don't get cheap, sell well." He put the check on the table.

This kind of behavior is really not a means that the eldest young master can play, and it is generally forced, so it is considered a low-profile act to take money here.

I'm not afraid of anything else, I'm afraid that Soning won't be able to explain it if he knows.

"Fu Hong, while I'm still polite, seize the opportunity." His tone was already a little indifferent, and the meaning of warning was obvious.

Fu Chengjin nodded, "I'll go, but not now." ”

"What? Do you want to pick an auspicious day for the zodiac? ”

"......," Fu Chengjin chuckled, "almost." ”

Sheng Fang's expression changed suddenly, he stood up and looked down at him: "Do you really think that I dare not touch you?" ”

"I don't mean that." He pushed the check back, and his expression was neither humble nor arrogant, "But now it's really not good." ”

His answer, in Sheng Fang's eyes, is obviously a perfunctory and refusal, full of provocation, I won't leave if you give money, what can you do with me?

He leaned over slowly, and put his hands on the sides of Fu Chengjin's wheelchair, "I'm polite to you, you should know because of whom." I don't care if you come back or get out, but you can't pull her upset. ”

Fu Chengjin saw two flames of light in his eyes, the kind of momentum that could flip him to the bottom of the building at any time in the next second, and he knew that Sheng Fang was really angry at the moment.

He hung his head, then looked up at him, "She just felt a little guilty about me, and it's good to get over it." ”

"Guilty?" Sheng Fang felt as if she had heard a joke, "You left her behind for seven years, but it made her feel guilty?" ”

Fu Chengjin shook his head, spoke with difficulty, and roughly talked about the car accident.

Finally: "She and I both understand that the past is in the past, and we can't go back to the past." I'm done and I'm done, and I'm not going to come back. ”

Sheng Fang digested the cause and effect in a daze.

He didn't expect that it would be such an insider?

No wonder she was uncomfortable like that.

There was something strange surging in his chest, and Fu Chengjin said that he couldn't go back to the past, so he lived here, appeared in the playground and all kinds of ......

And why? What else could it be?

The past is already the past, this is simple to say, but it is obviously inextricably entangled.

Fu Chengjin also loves Soning, which is a fact that he doesn't want to admit but has obvious meaning.

And what about Soning?

She misses him so much, and now she owes another layer of debt, what should she do?

Sheng Fang couldn't help but shudder, he didn't dare to continue to think about it, he looked at the person in the wheelchair fixedly,

"Fu Hong, I agree to the deal you said you made before."

Fu Chengjin didn't react for a while: "What? ”

"I helped you seize the power of the Fu family, don't appear in front of her again."