Chapter 125: I want you to come back to me and stay with me forever

"No one can bully you."

This is a sentence that Fu Chengjin taught Soning before, as long as you have a strong heart, no one can bully you.

No matter who it is, it can't.

Not allowed.

Sonin always remembered this sentence, and she worked hard to make herself very strong, so no matter who she faced, she could easily defuse any kind of provocation.

What she didn't expect was that this sentence came out of Fu Chengjin's mouth like this, which made people feel sad.

The people of the Fu family bullied you, your aunt died, and Soning also followed others......

It was because of an argument with her that he hurried on his way back.

Sonin had never recalled this detail in the past seven years, and even deliberately ignored it, she didn't dare to think so......

Now he's back, but he's like this.

She reconnected all the bits and pieces after the reunion of the two, and he was really like this to push her far away, but it was such a reason.

Sonin stared at him for a few seconds, and there was a faint but indissoluble sadness in his eyes behind the lenses.

He made up stories about himself as a scumbag, and said all kinds of bad things, all to keep her away from him.

I see......

She didn't expect that after hearing this, she could still walk into the bookstore with her feet very calmly, and then handed the things in her hand to Fu Chengjin.

She pulled her lips and pulled her lips, she wanted to give him a smile, but the corners of her mouth trembled, and her eyes became sore.

Should I say something?

What to say?

Finally without saying anything, she turned around, all her composure crumbling abruptly, and she tried to control it so that her steps away didn't seem so staggering.

She walked out of the bookstore without looking back.

Fu Chengjin raised his hand but grabbed a back, he shrank his hand, and swallowed back the words that came to his mouth.

Zhang Xin was on the side, "Brother Jin, don't you want to take a look?" ”

He swallowed the churn in his chest, clenched the handle of the wheelchair, gritted his teeth, and said:

"Remember to close the door next time you speak!"

Soning got on the elevator all the way and went out of the mall, it was noon, the sun was particularly good and warm.

Her palms were covered in cold sweat.

She remembered the quarrel seven years ago, and the specific reason was long gone, she was angry with Fu Chengjin, and seemed to say something, "I won't pay attention to you anymore." ”

That's it, that's it.

Fu Chengjin sent a message, [That coaxes you to ignore me].

She didn't know that he was rushing back and was in a car accident......

And what she has been investigating these days, why he became like this, is so simple.

It's as simple as a joke, and it simply makes her slap herself twice.

Zhang Xin said, why? Why should Fu Chengjin suffer alone.

The intense sunlight stimulated Soning's consciousness, and a large area of scorching heat poured into her body, and she was almost powerless to support the burning pain, and then the sky spun around......

Before falling into the darkness, she saw the frightened eyes of the people in the wheelchair.

Oh, yes.

Why?

It's so unfair.

When Soning woke up, he was in the hospital, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Sheng Fang standing there with an anxious face.

When he saw her wake up, he hurriedly got up, "Xiao Suo? How are you? ”

Soning's expression was stunned, his mouth didn't open, he went to call the doctor in a panic, and even pulled the person in.

"Tell me, why are people a little stupid?"

The doctor walked up to Sonin and observed, "It's okay, I'm sleeping." ”

"......" Sheng Fang turned his face on the spot, "You can take a look again!" ”

The doctor had no choice but to look at it again, "I'm really sleepy, she's a little hypoglycemic, you go out and buy some food." ”

Sheng Fang walked over to look at her stunned look, and shook her hand vigorously, "I'll be back in a few minutes, I'll be back right away." ”

And then he ran out.

Sonin lay there alone, staring at a white roof, his mind seemed to be empty.

There is not the slightest thought.

The nurse came in and took her temperature, and was about to leave when she had nothing to do, and Soning called out to her.

"Excuse me, who brought me to the hospital?"

Nurse: "I didn't name it." ”

"In a wheelchair?"

"Yes. He asked us to call your boyfriend and waited a while before leaving. ”

“……”

Yes, she left in despair like that, how could Fu Chengjin not come out with her.

So, in what mood did he hand her over to Sheng Fang?

Unknown.

After a brief meal at the hospital, Soning followed Sheng back home.

He chattered about her while blaming himself, "I blame me, I forgot to ask you to eat when I went to the field today." ”

Sonin shook his head, "It's nothing to do with you. ”

It doesn't matter to anyone.

She didn't have the strength to say anything more, so she leaned back on the couch and fell asleep.

Sheng Fang gently hugged the person to the bed, covered the blanket, looked at the pale little face in front of him and couldn't help but feel distressed, and sighed: "It's really not reassuring." ”

He closed the bedroom door.

Knock knock down the stairs.

It wasn't until I got downstairs that I dialed a call, and I answered it quickly and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Sheng Fang sank: "I should ask you this, right?" ”

"I don't understand what Sheng Shao means."

"Soning, she fainted downstairs in your mall, don't say it has nothing to do with you." He paused and continued, "I asked the nurse, and it was a wheelchair man who brought it along. ”

Fu Chengjin was silent.

"Tell me, what's going on?"

"There's nothing to say."

"Fu Chengjin!" Sheng Rong's voice rose abruptly, "What did you say to stimulate her again?" ”

Fu Chengjin paused, "Take care of her, don't come to me again." ”

He hung up the phone.

The bookstore can't stay anymore, he has to dispose of it as soon as possible, and Soning comes again, he is not sure that he will be able to deal with it properly.

Two days later, Sonin went to the bookstore again.

She hesitated outside the door for a long time, Fu Chengjin sat at the small square table inside and bowed his head to write something, he looked a little serious, and the curvature of his mouth sank.

Whether it is appearance or temperament, he is far from what he used to be.

Soning didn't want to think about it, and at the end of the day, it was all because of her.

She sorted out her emotions for two days, just hoping that when she came to see Fu Chengjin, she would not run away rudely like last time.

When she paced to the door, she found a piece of paper pasted on the glass door, two words: transfer.

She glanced at it, didn't think about it, reached down and tucked it into her coat, and pushed the door in.

Fu Chengjin raised his eyes and saw that it was her, and his fingers paused to write something.

He pushed the lenses, and the afterglow glanced at her.

The man didn't come to the front of him, but at the bookshelf at the door, he sorted out the books that were a little messy on it, one by one, and wiped them down along with several other bookshelves, and even the glass case with pens.

Everything was done carefully and without the slightest distraction.

After cleaning up, he saw that the bucket on the top of his water dispenser was dry, so he took off the empty bucket again, opened a new bucket and put it on. I swept the floor again, and took a magazine to fan the water stains on the ground little by little.

Fu Chengjin sat there looking at her, and finally couldn't help but say in a deep voice: "Soning, what are you going to do?" ”

Soning put away the magazine, put down the sleeves of his shirt, stood there, took out the transfer sticker on the door from his pocket, unfolded it, and laid it flat in front of him.

"Hiding from me again?"

Fu Chengjin lowered his eyes and glanced at it, "Answer my question." ”

Soning lowered his head, his chest and mind churning, and after a while, he finally whispered, "I just wanted to help you." ”

"I don't have anything to do here."

The meaning of rejection was evident in these words, and Soning was a little cramped, her head hanging lower, like a child who had done something wrong.

"I don't have any other ideas, I just want to...... I want to help you a little. She paused, "Even if we're not together, can we help the head office?" ”

Fu Chengjin's hands hung down on his sides, looking relaxed, "There's no need." ”

"I ...... Isn't it okay for me to lighten my psychological burden? ”

Fu Chengjin was still a little lucky, she said everything that day, or, maybe...... I didn't hear anything, but for now, it's clear that everything that should be heard or shouldn't have been heard.

"That's just a coincidence, why would you want to take it on yourself?"

Soning was speechless.

It's not what she wants, it's true. I didn't know it before, but now that I know, it's impossible to stay out of it.

She knew there was no use in doing such trivial things, but what else could she do for him?

"Fu Chengjin, even if it's a coincidence, it's because of me, right?"

"You don't know how to turn your brain? Coincidence is that no one complains, understand?! Fu Chengjin's tone was raised a little, and his mood was not so stable.

Sonnin shook her head, a feeling of soreness came up one after another, and her eyes dodged, "Or you say, what do you want me to do?" ”

Fu Chengjin was stunned, "You want me to say?" ”

"Yes."

He looked at her with burning eyes, and the emotions of the past, as well as the thoughts of the past and the days and nights, suddenly filled his chest, and he could barely breathe.

His fingers trembled a little, and he clenched hard, clinging to the cold wheels of his wheelchair, and the words were clear.

"I want you to come back to me and stay with me forever."